Are WE bad people? I dont know about you, speaking for myself, I think I am. I think up until 14-15 years of age i was a really good person (yeah, child, i know) people in my class really liked me, I was popular, was not a shut in, had friends etc. none of that shit is true now. Thing is I had been raised to believe people are good and all that shit, and I treated them accordingly, when someone did something shitty I memoryholed it like some christcuck. But when my brain developed beyond the intellectual abilities of you know, a child, I began noticing and remembering these things. It really built up.
And women. I really fucking hate them, but not more than they hate themselves. And trust me that is not caused by my being an incel or not getting any. Around 14-15 I started dating and realized how fucking shit they are. The first one told me she was going to die in a few months because she wanted me to give her all the attention. Another one told me she had stalkers so I went by her place and waited outside her door to make sure shes safe. Another one pretended to be a stalker and texted me from 10 different numbers every fucking day telling me to "let go of her" later I found out she was just doing it to "test how much I really want her". Another one cut contact for 3 days, after which her friends called me and told me she was dead. Same reason, attention. Some other one cheated but it feels like that is not even worth mentioning next to the shit that women regularly do. There are more stories. After a brief thing in college where some hoe tried to get me to be jealous with the "my ex wants to get back together" shit and lied to me about her grandfather dying because I caught her lying about which city she was in, I stopped talking to women. If any of you are reading this shit and are interested, I could tell you more.
So yeah, I dont have girlfriends anymore, and I dont have friends either. I really fucking despise IRL people and the feeling is mutual. I think, in other conditions, maybe if I was dumber or less self aware, I could have easily been one of the cows. But that doesnt make me feel any empathy for them. I think that fits with being a "bad" person. I dont mean to insult any of you, but I think in this place, you have a bunch of broken autistic retarded faggots who spend their time looking down on equally broken autistic retarded faggots. Its like chemotherapy and cancer. We are poison, but they are fucking cancer. Under ideal circumstances, you wouldnt want either of these, but if you have the fucking cancer like Keffals its good that there is something keeping it in check (or in this case, documenting its shit).
