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Otterly said:
How was the radiation @WASR96 ? Been thinking of you, and I hope it gets you the time you need for Christmas.
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So far so good. 2 days completed and I should be done by the 22nd. I got some medication to settle the nausea and I'm already feeling a lot of pressure being relieved. Probably a placebo effect this early, but I'll take what I can get. Thanks for checking in, I hope you have a great Christmas as well.
 
WASR96 said:
So far so good. 2 days completed and I should be done by the 22nd. I got some medication to settle the nausea and I'm already feeling a lot of pressure being relieved. Probably a placebo effect this early, but I'll take what I can get. Thanks for checking in, I hope you have a great Christmas as well.
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I am not religious at all, but I will be keeping you and your family in my heart over the holidays. Hoping that whatever forces out there will keep you and yours safe.
 
Im fuckin angry.


I took who is essentially like my little brother, someone I'm caring for now, to his court appointment today. What had happened was his mother's boyfriend beat the ever living shit out of him with a tv rod while drunk. To a point he was bruised, bleeding, and needed medical attention while the boyfriend needed to be restrained by the police. His mom kicked him out, so he's living with me now. She decided to bail this dickhead boyfriend out and blame it on this kid.

Anywho, we go to court. Have evidence. Pictures, the whole thing. And he only gets 2 years of probation and "Anger Management Classes.". Maybe im retarded but for beating a child to the point he's begging you to stop, unprompted, this is a slap on the wrist to me. But he took a plea deal that no one else wanted. And everyone was clear about that, so im not sure how it even passed through.

It's pissing me off so bad.
 
Pretty much out of my fucking mind, but whatever. I'm in pretty good shape compared to other people I know. People I know are asking me how are you doing and I'm saying okay whatever, semi-okay. They know I'm not doing well.

I'm not sure whether they know I'm out of my fucking mind, but they know I'm not well.
 
AnOminous said:
People I know are asking me how are you doing and I'm saying okay whatever, semi-okay. They know I'm not doing well.
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People always ask how you're doing or if you're okay even when they know you're not okay. Most of them just don't know what else to say, it's a thing they do sadly. I have people like that too, send me a text every few months asking how I'm doing, I tell the truth -- not very well, still having health issues etc. -- and they respond with the 🙏 emoji and drop out out my comms again. The ones who actually ask how they can help or if they can do anything are keepers -- even if you think they can't actually help, we need to be grateful for the ones who sincerely ask.
 
Great! Liver Results are very good now and I see my endocrinologist in 6 months!
I'm getting back to drawing.
I'm thinking about making my Paladin Trewelyn Black into a Vengeance subclass and I already finished a book for book club that I once looked forward to reading, but didn't like.
 
PetiteFeet said:
Can I ask, how? Are you microdosing on acid/shrooms by yourself or is it a guided thing with a therapist, or a trip guide?
I've been struggling with my issues for so long that I've been considering alternate types of therapy, like ECT (last resort) or ketamine.
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sorry to butt in, but i wanted to say that microdosing on mushrooms wont really have that big of an effect, not the one most people want...its best to just bite the bullet and go for it.
psychedelics changed my life. i used to be the most uptight and hateful asshole ever,constant panic and anxiety attacks, until i devoted an entire summer to this sort of thing, and its been amazing.

less panic attacks, overall more relaxed about things and not uptight all the time, either. that said, my experiences were also influenced by taking, in addition to mushrooms.. acid, E, and 2cb, and it really does work.
i look like the last person who would take any of this stuff, but i really do swear by it, it can change your entire thought process in the best way imaginable.

also, i wish i could reply to everyone on here, but i hope ALL of you have a wonderful christmas, and i am so sorry to see so many of you struggling...life is so hard sometimes, and i just hope all of us get a reprieve at least until the new year. :heart-full:
 
Discovered my sister believes leftie shit cause there's "actual sources" on all that, and that she is not going to read mine cause they sound like shizo conspiracies...

Can someone lend, atleast, a normie-friendly explanation on how Occupy Wall Street got subverted and led to modern cultural crap?
 
UnsufficentBoobage said:
Discovered my sister believes leftie shit cause there's "actual sources" on all that, and that she is not going to read mine cause they sound like shizo conspiracies...

Can someone lend, atleast, a normie-friendly explanation on how Occupy Wall Street got subverted and led to modern cultural crap?
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My folks used to be like that, but with the recent headlines regarding illegal immigrants that cannot be sanitized they're slowly peeling back most of what they've believed the past few decades.
For Occupy Wall Street it's going to be harder to find anything positive towards the movement. CNN and even Colbert completely lambasted it towards the end.
 
First work day done and it was an experience. Super scary too because I came in appearently dehydrated and with low blood sugar and was about to pass out multiple times. Crammed candies and cookies down my throat alongside two bottles of water and that seemed to fix it

I'm slightly woozy still but got some Gatorade. I should find a way to talk to my supervisor about more frequent short breaks.

But me being a work horse, I tend to neglect that even if it's part of the agreement. All in all, a decent experience
 
Banquet Meal said:
sorry to butt in, but i wanted to say that microdosing on mushrooms wont really have that big of an effect, not the one most people want...its best to just bite the bullet and go for it.
psychedelics changed my life. i used to be the most uptight and hateful asshole ever,constant panic and anxiety attacks, until i devoted an entire summer to this sort of thing, and its been amazing.

less panic attacks, overall more relaxed about things and not uptight all the time, either. that said, my experiences were also influenced by taking, in addition to mushrooms.. acid, E, and 2cb, and it really does work.
i look like the last person who would take any of this stuff, but i really do swear by it, it can change your entire thought process in the best way imaginable.

also, i wish i could reply to everyone on here, but i hope ALL of you have a wonderful christmas, and i am so sorry to see so many of you struggling...life is so hard sometimes, and i just hope all of us get a reprieve at least until the new year. :heart-full:
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You're not butting in at all, I appreciate any and all experiences with this shit because I am the most naive and blue eyed person when it comes to drugs of any kind, except prescription, and even then I will believe anything I'm told.
My only issue with illicit drugs is I don't know how I'd get my hands on them. Crossing my fingers that my appointment with my psych nurse who wrangles my meds will go well and that maybe, hopefully, I can get pointed in the direction of my local psych ward - not to be sectioned outright, but to get a more hands on approach.

Because nearing 20 years since my first encounter with the psych ward have taken their toll. I don't want to be like this for another 20.
 
PetiteFeet said:
You're not butting in at all, I appreciate any and all experiences with this shit because I am the most naive and blue eyed person when it comes to drugs of any kind, except prescription, and even then I will believe anything I'm told.
My only issue with illicit drugs is I don't know how I'd get my hands on them. Crossing my fingers that my appointment with my psych nurse who wrangles my meds will go well and that maybe, hopefully, I can get pointed in the direction of my local psych ward - not to be sectioned outright, but to get a more hands on approach.

Because nearing 20 years since my first encounter with the psych ward have taken their toll. I don't want to be like this for another 20.
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im sorry you are dealing with all of that...and yes. getting a hold of these sorts of things can be difficult.
that said, you mentioned ketamine, and that is good too, and since its everywhere now, that would be a good start.
that said, if you ever get your hands on mushrooms, remember this...never eat them outright, grind them up, put them in capsules. that way, you dont end up puking your guts out!
 
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