I've been reassessing my path in life, my gender journey, and where my priorities lie.
I've been watching detrans videos, convincing myself of every single talking point: I'm a delusional woman, an insecure woman, I'm rejecting the womanhood that I should embrace. I'm perverted, confused, fetishizing gay men, and internally misogynistic. I'm not trans, and can merely re-train my brain to be the feminine woman I'm supposed to be. HRT would destroy what was given to me, and I'm following cult tactics.