That's not true. The final stage of being evil is suicide. It's the will to self-negation, and despair itself is a sin because it's a lack of trust in God.
Mental illness is often a manifestation and consequence of evil. I'm not saying it is in all cases, but there's a justifying and enabling tendency we have to watch out for with this stuff. Everybody wants to have the sympathetic answer, but that's not the same as the empathetic answer. Empathy is knowing what's actually going on.
Please keep your sperging about religion to deepthoughts, this poor autist was harmless, do we even know he had family who cared about him?
His best buddy was a random farmer.
When your best bud is a random on kiwifarms, your life ain't so good.
Are you retarded or just really stupid? Have you googled junkie overdose statistics anytime in the last 10 years? And these are people with massive tolerances. Ok now google the stats of people going "oh oops I thought this was a random pill/cocaine" (eg. no opioid tolerance) and see how retardedly easy that is too.
1. Hospitals administer it in MICRO grams, in controlled timed doses, as EXPERTS, AS A LAST RESORT for people dying. If you personally right now went and bought a point of fentanyl on the street you would be dead. The end. "A fair amount" literally the entire point of fentanyl is it takes next to nothing for the effect
2. "Find a dealer" no find LITERALLY any homeless person. See back to the first line if you think you personally can't do it
3. People test purity to NOT die and to find out if fentanyl is mixed in stuff NOT FENTANYL. If you're specifically buying it, and want to die, why the fuck would you care? lmao
4. Being mixed IS EVEN WORSE than "pure fentanyl" because it's the cuts that make it WORSE. It's usually cut with benzos which is what even kills the experienced junkies. But you can mimic this yourself by easy getting xanax also, or just drinking when you take it. Not that it matters because if you load up a needle or snort $30 worth of whatever quality fentanyl you get on the street, you will 100% no exceptions be dead if you have no tolerance. Literally within 5 minutes you'll be blacked out on the ground and from then never wake up again. If you have a minimal tolerance that will still do it
There are definately easier and more fun ways, but perhaps this is what he wanted, for whatever mentall, disturbed reason he had.
If I had to assuredly die to prevent... whatever, the Giza Autism Array from firing, I would want to it to be metal.
People, if you are dead set in committing suicide, make sure of 2 things first:
- Is it really the only option?
- Far too often we let negative emotions blind us to the fact everything eventually passes.
- And even in the worst of times there are myriads of actions that can prevent, overcome or minimize the issue to the point it becomes bearable.
- Even you are still sure, do yourself a favor and just sleep it over: there's a huge chance you'll think differently tomorrow.
- Do you have people that care about you?
- 99% chance you do.
- Your death might ease your current pain, but it will create similar, permanent damage to each one of them.
Now, in the
very unlikely event you honestly did all of the above and are still 1000% sure you'll go ahead with it,: make sure you know what you are doing!!
- Most people who try to suicide fuck it up, and go through a looong, painful awful process where they have more than enough time to wish they could take it back (see this thread as an example)
- Unless you're a doctor or nurse who has personally seen countless deaths, you probably don't really know 100% if it will work and how it will feel. Remember: people who write "how to kill yourself " tips are still alive and have no idea what they are talking about!
That's it, really. Hopefully everyone reading this is mature enough and thinks I'm being retarded and just stating the obvious. I'd be very glad if that's the case.
The world is getting shittier. The economy is in ruins, aociety is getting browner and dumber, the bread is old and there is little of it, the circus is unfunny and expensive.
Quality of life has dropped off rapidly thanks to wokery and coof shenanigans and Slomo tightening his Globohomo fist.
But at least you ain't Indian. Remember if Indians are right, you will be reincarnated as one with a high propability.
I had thought about death for half a decade now.
It fascinates and terrifies me, but I suffer from great nihilism.
But I got old parents and stuff to take care of, so the Emperor's Mercy is not due. My duty is not yet done.
For employment reasons I need to take benzos. How careful do you need to be with them if you like alcohol?
Ever since I watched a lot of family die, I can't sleep without them. If I can't sleep, I can't work. If I can't work, I don't eat and will die and be unable to send my parents what little excess my wagie hell of life rewards.
Life has no purpose save the one you give to it. You got no prospects, no happy ending in sight. Just enjoy the journey out of spite.
Family, hobby, even a good meal tomorrow, let that get you through.
There is a fine burger, a beer or an anime tiddy, a hilarious racist meme waiting for you tomorrow.
To quote the old Hungarian fascist farewell: Endure.
"All consuming is my blind hatred, it gives me life as it destroys you."
It is still popular, with even normies. Endure, even if there is no hope, endure out of spite. Let defiance hold you up. You may not have anything to live for, but your very existence hurts WEF. Burn a tyre in the backyard, post it at Greta.
I fully expect all the stickers, I am old and my autism is strong. May you never have to bury your child, and wish it not even on your most hated cow.
But it is sad to see old cows pass out, especially the harmless ones.