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[(((I am NOT a jew)))]

Ah, yes you are. I don't know what to do at this point because, not to get too tmi, the previous time this happened we didn't talk for a week and of the end of it I was genuinely spiraling asf since I don't have anyone to talk to besides them. Never could have I guessed that I will be venting on kiwifarms but here we are. Ehh

Not to scare you but as someone who's dealt with this sort of thing recently, it's usually a sign that they have a bigger problem they're not telling you. Now, them having a problem doesn't mean you did anything actually wrong, but they obviously have some sort of animosity built up that they're using some retarded shit as the release valve for.'
I remember my friend telling me he was going to stream Silver Linings Playbook for his LD girlfriend one night. I said I liked the movie but thought the ending was shit and had a terrible message that getting with a girl with BPD to cure your bipolar disorder would not work in real life. He just looked at me with complete disdain for a couple of seconds and said "I feel sorry for you." Jesus, nigger. Looking back, it makes sense considering the girl he's with that I kind of unintentionally burst his bubble. But you know, calm the fuck down.
I'm not saying it's over, but you have to seriously look at the fact that they are having a meltdown over something trivial as a major red flag. I know nerds get spergy over their favorite animu and ponys, but I've never had an actual vitriolic reaction to someone disagreeing with me about my favorite things.
People are just cunts, mate. Friends know when to disagree and be civil. Don't let someone gaslight you over Rainbow Dash. That's stupid.

 

[Uncle Tom's Condo]

One of the foster kids I volunteer with is getting adopted by his foster dad! The kid was dealt an absolute shit hand in life and will have lifelong challenges as a result, both IQ and EQ, but his foster dad is patient and he's come a long way since i started working with him. I guess sometimes the faggot system works.

 

[JustStopDude]

Weeps in europoor…

I've been shot at with mortars in my line of work. And as an American, I don't get holidays or sick days.

 

[Getmeout]

It seems I might drop my meds again, I tried to be strong and stick to my guns, but alas. I am but a wuss. I thought if I just stayed away from anti-med/anti-SSRI talk then I wouldn't overthink and make these types of brash decisions, but that stuff just follows me for some reason. I just come across it, and I'm not really strong enough to just not care and not overthink/freak out when I see it. Disappointed in myself but oh well, I knew I'd relapse eventually. Goodbye clarity and peace, hopefully we meet again.

 

[MazonLabs Recruitment Rep]

Exhausted, frustrated, looking at my artwork and feeling nothing but disgust, and oh look at that, my blood sugar just fell harder than Jake Paul in his last fight.

 

[BackToBack]

In my experience, either two things are happening here; Your friend is way too sensitive and takes the smallest disagreements as the end of the world, or you're way too sensitive and take the smallest disagreements as the end of the world. Neither are bad btw, it's a very very common symptom of autism (Which I'm guessing either one of you have), RSD; rejection sensitive disorder. Where the smallest dissent feels like a stab to the the gut.

Uhhh, I have a feeling that it's both. The thing we're argued last time was because I said I think certain person was fun (they was a celebrity, kind of, and as far as I know they didn't do anything). And most of these arguments start like this- I say I like something, they start to insulting me and my interest and we both and up with the shitty mood. And it's not like they say "oh I don't really like it to be honest but that's cool yeah" they just straight up start insulting me or whatever I send them.

I'm not saying it's over, but you have to seriously look at the fact that they are having a meltdown over something trivial as a major red flag. I know nerds get spergy over their favorite animu and ponys, but I've never had an actual vitriolic reaction to someone disagreeing with me about my favorite things.
People are just cunts, mate. Friends know when to disagree and be civil. Don't let someone gaslight you over Rainbow Dash. That's stupid.

Yeah, it wasn't a thing in our communication a several months ago, we didn't argue over smallest things ever. At least not every weak, lmao. Maybe it's just the stress they building up because they have something major coming up, or maybe it's just me being a asshole and being ignorant about it. Again, I would love to talk things out and solve whatever wrong with our relationship, but they say they don't give a fuck and I can do whatever I want.