How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

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BackToBack said:
Ah, yes you are. I don't know what to do at this point because, not to get too tmi, the previous time this happened we didn't talk for a week and of the end of it I was genuinely spiraling asf since I don't have anyone to talk to besides them. Never could have I guessed that I will be venting on kiwifarms but here we are. Ehh
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Not to scare you but as someone who's dealt with this sort of thing recently, it's usually a sign that they have a bigger problem they're not telling you. Now, them having a problem doesn't mean you did anything actually wrong, but they obviously have some sort of animosity built up that they're using some retarded shit as the release valve for.'
I remember my friend telling me he was going to stream Silver Linings Playbook for his LD girlfriend one night. I said I liked the movie but thought the ending was shit and had a terrible message that getting with a girl with BPD to cure your bipolar disorder would not work in real life. He just looked at me with complete disdain for a couple of seconds and said "I feel sorry for you." Jesus, nigger. Looking back, it makes sense considering the girl he's with that I kind of unintentionally burst his bubble. But you know, calm the fuck down.
I'm not saying it's over, but you have to seriously look at the fact that they are having a meltdown over something trivial as a major red flag. I know nerds get spergy over their favorite animu and ponys, but I've never had an actual vitriolic reaction to someone disagreeing with me about my favorite things.
People are just cunts, mate. Friends know when to disagree and be civil. Don't let someone gaslight you over Rainbow Dash. That's stupid.
 
One of the foster kids I volunteer with is getting adopted by his foster dad! The kid was dealt an absolute shit hand in life and will have lifelong challenges as a result, both IQ and EQ, but his foster dad is patient and he's come a long way since i started working with him. I guess sometimes the faggot system works.
 
It seems I might drop my meds again, I tried to be strong and stick to my guns, but alas. I am but a wuss. I thought if I just stayed away from anti-med/anti-SSRI talk then I wouldn't overthink and make these types of brash decisions, but that stuff just follows me for some reason. I just come across it, and I'm not really strong enough to just not care and not overthink/freak out when I see it. Disappointed in myself but oh well, I knew I'd relapse eventually. Goodbye clarity and peace, hopefully we meet again.
 
Exhausted, frustrated, looking at my artwork and feeling nothing but disgust, and oh look at that, my blood sugar just fell harder than Jake Paul in his last fight.
 
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