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drinking milk and feeling happy :) been very into heisei retro and clovercore
i would share my pinterest board on it but it has my easy to track username that has my real name in it
 
Danced all night to post punk songs with my best friend with no care in the world. For those hours, everything was alright. We didn't care about what people thought, we just enjoyed it.
Now I'm hungry and my feet hurt, but I'm happy.
(I have leftover gyudon hehe)
 
⋖ cørdion ⋗ said:
Still iffy about my job. Once we're out of the current holiday planning (of which I'm primarily responsible), there's not enough work for two. I need to off-load tasks from my superiors so that by the time the maternity cover lady leaves, I got enough tasks to justify my being there. I doubt I'll get fired but it's a looming deadline, february. God I'm tired of deadlines. Just let me fucking work.

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Get your hedonic treadmill outta here.
 
Day 3 of men crawling all over my roof and banging loud enough to hear/ feel it two levels down. Not a complaint - getting re-roofed and fixing some structural issues, so good, do it right. And I'll say this: those guys work. It's been 12-13 hours/ day without pause. But I'm kind of hoping they finish soon.

I'm other news, my work has gone full Big Brother, complete with unwritten requirements, weekly reporting, changing process and escalating consequences (that now include money and future opportunities), retroactivity, and inconsistent, de-motivating, and cram-down math. It's an exercise in dehumanization. I hate it.

Also: fuck Apple. Their new (well, last, which was a week ago; there's already another one) update absolutely fucks with my writing/ pre-posting editing here.
 
Pargon said:
Tomorrow I’m starting a drive to visit my parents because my mom is being put into hospice. 1,000+ miles both ways. I haven’t seen them in over 10 years.

I’m okay and for as many posts I’ve made in this thread where my ego was disintegrating around me, I feel okay, and I don’t know what that says about me.

Hope y’all’re good, thread. Kiwis have been the people I’ve been able to be honest with and that’s very important to this sentimental faggot.

Keep being good people, because the world needs ‘em.
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It got worse. 13+ hours on the road, got to my folks’ house at night, in a rainstorm. No answer at the door, no lights on, no answer on any of their phones, no response to my texts. Thank fuck I was able to find a room in town.

I’m now going to get stoned as fuck and try not to think about what the worst case scenario is
 
Got my hours upped at work so I have even less free time and it's all nightshifts. I go to sleep when it starts getting light and sleep in until it's soon about to start getting dark. Bit apprehensive I'll basically be living irl VtMB this winter but more money is good, look after the family with good food and covered bills. Mum's gotten a lot better and is doing well so all in all, life's not too bad right now. Just got a dark winter ahead but I'm on it starting Vitamin D tomorrow.
 
First day of the new job was ez gg, stayed in the kitchen and let my colleague handle the customer dicksucking. Which worked out fine, posh area, more customers than expected and we sold much more drink than food. Shame this shit will only go for about three months (pop-up store), i could work for real in this kind of enviroment. I can't believe i'm saying this but i actually had fun. Already got paid my monthly wages, too, which i found to be very unorthodox but i sure as shit won't complain about it.

On the other hand i got assraped by my dentist again, last week it was "Oh don't worry, we are closing it up once the infection's gone", now it's "We have to extract if the infection is not gone by the next appointment". Already paid out of pocket for laser treatment, this shit is such a racket.
Despite that bullshit i am feeling pretty swell, drinking gin with iced tea now which tastes surprisingly good (was out of other mixers).
 
Got to get outside for a bit yesterday. Everyone is bitching about how it's still hot in October, but it was a welcome change to my freezing ass hospital room. Got to visit with my dog for a bit which I definitely needed. Mucicitus has come back already along with a headache and I haven't been able to achieve getting rid of pain from both at the same time.
 
I'm looking for a new job and a local tard school has rejected my application. Not sure how to feel about this.
 
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