Demon Momma claims he can't explain his BDSM practice the fact that he beats up Faun and has him show off his scars and bruises on Livestreams so he can brag about how brutal and dominating he is):
So I'll explain it for him: he gets off on the fact that two mentally ill gay men whose are drug users, have such low self-esteem and are so incapable of living normal productive lives that they are willing to put up with Emmy tortuning them on a daily basis in exchange for food, drugs and a place to crash. Emmy relishes the fact that he was able to find two gay men who are mentally ill enough to willingly subject themselves to his abuse and at the same time are so low maintaince, just feed them, feed them drugs and let them sleep on the floor. Better yet, the internet pays Emmy to beat up Doe and Faun on a daily basis and in fact praise him for it. This causes a feeling of euphoria in Emmy that not even his HRT is able to arouse in him.
"I get to be a violent douchebag, I get paid and praised for it, and these two losers in my house still want to stick around for more."
The only people who actually need to experience what it's really like to
"escape from a cage" are Doe and Faun. Living with an unrepentant narcissistic abuser like Emmy IS the cage. Emmy says "There is nothing you could do to make me go back", but what would Emmy do if Doe and Faun pull a RoboPenny on him and just up and leave one day? Will he cry about it on Twatter like Zinnia did? Will he go back to Izzy with his tail between his legs?
Notice what he says about
"agony". Abusers always pretend like they are the ones being abused, like them having to hurt you actually hurts them. It's "agonizing" for Emmy to torture two mentally ill gay men daily. They are not the ones in agony, Emmy himself is. "I think there's a lot of coercion involved in our daily lives", and we can only guess at the coercion that Emmy subjects Doe and especially Faun to in order to convince them that there is no way out of the cage that is their openly abusive relationship. Openly showing off their scars on the Livestreams, openly showing themselves crawling on the floor and being submissive to Emmy.
"While you're alive, don't waste any time expressing yourself as something you're not.", says the man LARPing at a woman online.
You see,
it's even spiritual for him, but don't you dare call it a cult, or suggest that Emmy, who is only used to cults, simply went from the one cult to the other.
Apparently he has a letter from his family rejecting him for trooning. Supposedly it's a letter in which his stepdad threatened to kill him if he ever saw him in women's clothing. "That letter I keep on my set as a reminder.", of what exactly? That he can kill Doe and Faun anytime they do BDSM under the influence (which is dangerous and has resulted in deaths), and no one will stop him if he does?
Now why would Emmy's family reject him and respond in such an over-the-top aggressive way to him, knowing that he seeks out and openly showcases for the world to see how he abuses mentally ill drug-addicted gay men? Why would these people find this abject and abominable?
And yes, he seriously suggests some people are
"Panda-gender", you can't make this shit up.
Here he claims that his audience is mostly TIFs but he provides no evidence for this claim because LARPing online is so much fun.
But even he has to admit tha
t "the majority of my audience is still cis [men]" because who else would watch this clown.
LMAO, Emmy doesn't like Funko Pops!
Even fellow BreadTuber ThoughtSlime has Emmy blocked, gee, I wonder why...
