This is a very good point. It's also why I sometimes find myself feeling sad for Amber that her life is so fucking boring. She started her youtube channel trying to lose weight, but doubled in size and because of that, completely prevented herself from experiencing or achieving much in her life. I'm pretty sure that these thoughts about her own mortality haunt her from time to time, which triggers her anxietee and so she binges to feel better. And thus she is trapped in a cycle of her own making, until she wakes the fuck up and actually starts forming new habits to turn her life around.
Sometimes, while watching reaction/compilation videos of her lahyeeen or making excuses, I get irrationally irritated at Amber and have this urge to slap her across her meaty face. The clock is ticking, Amber. How long are you going to keep ruining yourself?? Do you want to get the Life by Jen ending??? Ugh...