Dolly Brooks
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Girl really said “I’m non-binary, come rape my baby! Here’s my address.”
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The fuck does he mean 'my general impression is that all of Europe maintains the firm "calling it as they see it" line'. If you're getting europeans to shit talk you to your face then you have seriously fucked up. Misgendering I could believe, hearing them laughing and muttering in foreign as they walk away 100%, but for a european to shit talk you to your face in a language you can understand you must be an absolute fucking ogre. Also no, English transphobia is not rooted in 'hate resentment and fear'. It is rooted in disgust the same way as european transphobia is and every other form of transphobia. We are disgusted by you, that is why we hate and resent you, not the other way around.
Based on my last time looking this up, that I think is the genderfluid flagMan, I wish there was a cure for face-blindness and the first in line to get it would be the troons. What are those two flags they are holding, non-binary and what's the other one?
They’re two of the colorblindness dot assays transposed onto flags and no troon can tell them apart because troons are genetically defective men who mostly can’t perceive the difference between red and greenBased on my last time looking this up, that I think is the genderfluid flag
Pain and Abel: TiF who is nearly 10 years older than her younger brother seethes with jealousy as he begins to blossom into manhood; it sickens her to the point of being unable to look him directly in the eye. What I found most puzzling about this post was that she seems more upset that he's growing up than she is that her parents actually attempted to exorcise demons from her! That feels much more bizarrely upsetting to me, but perhaps I underestimate this dragon known as dysphoria.Idea of using sperm donor to have kids makes me feel sick
I’m 22 ftm, and my girlfriend is cis. She really wants to have kids. But every time she mentions it i just feel so sick.
She wants a biological child so adoption is probably not the best option for us as she really wants to carry. So our main option is sperm donor. But i feel really dysphoric with the idea of that.
It just feels so demasculating that my girlfriend would have to carry another mans sperm and like it makes me less-than cause i can’t give her a baby.
After years of using binders and TransTape (a kind of sports tape used by TiFs to flatten their breasts), a girl is enduring serious complications beyond simple back strain and rib deformity: her skin seems to be stretched so thin, she gets chronically infected follicles all over. Despite the degradation of her very flesh, she still crushes her breasts into pancakes as often as she can and barely takes more than a day off from wearing anything at all - which isn't helping her skin recover.My 11-year-old brother is practically my height. I'm kind of desperate, his puberty is going to make me die of dysphoria (and my parents exorcised me last month).
Besides having to watch him get T at 10 years old, for a reason only God knows, and having a family that doesn't support me and only ruins me instead of making me feel better, I still have this.
I'm trying to process everything. I've already understood that no one will take me out of this hell, and I'll have to hold on a little longer and rise from the ashes of this hell. No one will save me from this shit, if I kill myself I will lose all the good that my life could bring, and I would be disrespected by my parents until I die. Enduring this hell now and focusing on my studies to go far will be my best salvation.
But it will be another year here in this hell, with parents who don't accept me, who care more about religion than changing, who see me as possessed and can't even act normal with their son having a panic attack .
I was PMSing, dying of dysphoria, I screamed in rage and they exorcised me instead of giving me a break or comforting me. They started praying and exorcising me, even though I was screaming in agony. Nobody stopped it. I understood there that I can't trust my family. No one will change. Only I can save myself from this hell, and I need be 100 times stronger than then.
I just can't lie that it's going to be horrible to endure and still wait for next year, and at worst, wait for 2027 to pass.I hope I can leave in 2027. It's a boarding school, I'll have an excuse to stay away, and I'll always delay showing up. But it's going to be horrible to endure that time now.
I'm 5'3 and 19 years old, my brother is a little shorter and only 11! I cringe with dysphoria when I hear him speaking louder, or when I notice his height, or some trace of a mustache. I feel like I won't be able to speak and look him in the eye. I'll probably die of anger, jealousy, and sadness. I'll do my best not to show it to him, but I'm very transparent.
I don't know how I'll cope, but I've been through so much. I can stay strong for a while longer. Geez, does anyone have any tips for me to ignore him and the dyslhoria and just focus on studying? I'm thinking about spending every day just focusing on studying, waking up until I go to sleep.I can't miss this chance to leave, I have to make it
A tranny assumes because he asked a "would you love me if I were a worm"-style question to his detransitioned girlfriend that she would accept him as her hot lesbian lover; instead, she immediately breaks up with him and, as a result, he's falling to pieces wondering where it all went wrong.Transtape has ruined my skin but I don't know what else to use at this point.
I need help finding binding alternatives.
I wore a binder for many years, from age 13, until they became an overwhelming sensory nightmare. I would adjust my breasts so they were spread apart enough literally every minutes, rubbing my skin raw.
Then I started using painters tape and masking tape to make a kind of way to spread them apart under the binder (it barely helped and hurt my skin).
Then 4 or 5 years ago I switched to using almost exclusively transtape. As I got better at using it I could get perfectly flat. I have a C - D cup, binding it was intensive and I deveolped a lot of strategies to use the tape correctly.
I would use around 8 to 9 strips per side (I buy the large size then use some strips full size and some cut in half). My skin has been pulled so right that I have stretchmarks all down the middle of my sternum. The skin on the lower inside corners of my breasts is red, sensitive, pulled thin, and always red/pink. The area where the breast folds into the sides of my torso, where the tape doesnt touch, is least affected but always looks a lil darker than the skin on either side. The sides my my torso usually have small scabs and is also red/pink and has some stretch marks begining to develop. I get a lot of inflammed or infected hair follicles through the whole area which the tape will be.
I try to take it off every 5 days and let my skin breathe for a couple of days. Lately, I get lucky if I have 2 days. I usually only have it off for like a day lately.
It was so tight I could tell it was seriously damaging my skin so a few months ago I began using less tape and began wearing a binder again. It helps but my skin is still being fucked up, just at a slower rate.
I can't stand the sensation of this tight bridge of raised fabric that binders have. I can't stand feeling them move under binders at all, and the new tension across the breasts. My newest solution barely works and my skin is still being ruined. I would rather wear nothing than wear just a binder, and be hunched over and wear layers everyday. But I want to also stand straight and wear things I like and not be stuck in this state for years.
I am trying to get top surgery. I need solutions in the meantime.
I feel like I could go insane. Ive considered attempting to somehow flatten my chest so it is easier to bind. Its already sags some due to years of binding, but there is just too much material to bind flat. The only thing holding me back is: one, idk how to yet; and two, my mom had breast cancer and i believe I have higher chances of also developing it too (like her i also get random lumps and have dense breast buds) and im afraid of somehow increasing that liklihood. All I want is to live.
I also may have exercised too much and developed too much muscle to bind flat anymore? I dont even exercise that much. And while exercise helps me feel better overall, it never did anything to help dysphoria like people say it will. If anything, it makes it feel more obvious how much I dislike specific sexed features when i feel confident about everything else. Also, grounding myself in my body makes me more dysphoric, go figure.
A man's sister learns more about female biology and finds pride in what her body is capable of, leading her to reject trans ideology and take a hardened stance against both troons 'n' poons (though she remains neutral on the rest of the letters in the LGBT). This doesn't bode well for OP as he is a closeted MTF, and it's only a matter of time before she learns the truth about him...Gf leaving after I came out
Hey everyone, I'm doing horrible and need a place to vent or something so I'm not stuck with my thoughts. Me and my gf have been together a year and it's been absolutely incredible. I literally could not have asked for a more loving, amazing partner and I've never grown so close to someone. I've been in my egg for years and I decided to come out 3 days ago, she was the first and only person I've told and OMG it's going horrible. I've asked her in the past if she would love me if I became a girl, yknow me being inside my egg talking and she said yes, and she used to be Trans herself. Well she's breaking up with me and I feel crazy, things are going so bad and we live together and she isn't in a state where she has family nor does she have a car. Someone just please talk to me, I'm stuck in my headddd
After turning a guy down, a TiF rekindles their possible courtship in the wake of a break-up that has left her wounded beyond words; however, her hopes of using him as a rebound relationship are dashed when her roommate reveals that Mr. Not-Right-Now did some online sleuthing and discovered her birth name, making her feel violated and unsettled - especially because his loose lips let it slip to other people. It's funny that legend dictates that demons can be defeated when you know their true names, but I'm sure that's got nothing to do with this.Terf help please/vent
So I have a sister, right? She hasn't always been the... Nicest person. A few years ago, she stumbled upon the field of medecine, and started learning all about what women do during pregnancy/breastfeeding, and she decided that AFAB bodies are just superior to AMAB bodies.
She's also recently rekindled her love for christianity. And while she 'holds no opinion' on LGBQ+, she is vehemently against trans people. In her mind, transfem are trying to 'steal from real women' (her words, not mine) and transmasc are "obviously confused because they are giving up so much for so little".
Then she thinks that all trans people are saying that god made a mistake, and he can't make mistakes so we must be wrong and not trans.
Now I haven't come out to her as trans, but she will probably inadvertently find out soon. I have shown her that trans people were a thing in jewish culture, and god never did said it was bad, but she ignores it. I said that there's no difference between taking HRT to put your hormones right and taking thyroid medication or menopausal medication or the birth control hormones that she herself takes, but in her mind, there is.
I believe that it all boils down to the fact that she holds very traditional views. Her life goal is to find a rich doctor, settle down on some farm, habe lots of kids, do the cooking and cleaning, raise those kids, all that stuff, and for whatever reason she believes that that makes her better than everyone else, and any 'guy trying to pretend they are a women' is trying to take advantage of the fact that women are better than men or something? I really don't know why she's so against it because it makes zero sense to me. It's probably got to do with the 'men in women's spaces' thing.
If any of you have advice, please do share. If you have some support I'd appreciate that too. Thanks so much!
A loving grandmother can't understand why her granddaughter insists on poonin' out, but offers her compassion regardless; in response to this measured and decent response, OP writes a borderline schizopost about the girl she once was, describing her as "barren, salted earth," "a shrine to nothing" and "a decomposing cadaver," yet she still can't understand why her family treats her as if she's died.guy i rejected romantically found my deadname in my father’s tax records and told people about it
i’m stealth. seven months ago, i was talking to two potential romantic partners. one of these people was my roommate’s friend, and one of them was the girl who i went on to date.
i’ve been utterly devastated by the breakup i had a few weeks ago, and people have been encouraging me to seek out a rebound relationship (being transparent about it of course), since i have been inconsolable. per the advice of my roommate and mother, i redownloaded tinder.
there, i matched with the guy who i rejected initially, and we now have plans to get drinks on friday with the understanding that i’m not looking for anything serious. my roommate, who really wants us to get together, was thrilled.
i told my roommate, “i don’t know. he’s a bit more on the conservative side, so i hesitate. i don’t know if he’d want me if he knew i transitioned.”
my roommate told me, “if it makes you feel any better, he knows.”
i was absolutely bewildered by this, because nobody knows except my roommate. he refused to give me any more information, and i had to pry it out of him. it turns out that, after i rejected this guy, he cyberstalked me to find my home address (“as a joke”), found my father’s tax records from years ago, found my deadname on them, and told people about it.
what the actual fuck?
now i have plans to get drinks with this guy on friday, and i have no idea what to do. now, beyond being devastated about this breakup, i am so unbelievably anxious and just want to switch schools.
Boyote Ugly: a FTM can no longer bear the sight of her reflection looking back at her after two years of steroidal abuse, reporting that at the tender age of 21, she's balding, riddled with acne and covered in hair. "I can't deny the fact that each time I look in a mirror, I see someone very disgusting," she writes. "A very opposite look of the man I wanted to become." That's so weird because I was always told transition was life-saving... oh, who is a confused little pickle to believe in such times like these?I came out to my old estranged catholic 95 year old grandma
Her reply was very bittersweet. I am 25. Turns out my dad had already told her.
*Your Dad did tell me [Deadname]He was compassionate but very sad.I was sad too [Deadname.] Your beautifully created and blessed body. Were you altering the perfect God-created design? You are His perfect creation.
Would you understand those feelings ?BUT, l respect your rights even though l don't understand them.Be assured that you are my darling granddaughter and l will always love you with my whole heart.xx**
I am grateful that she is at least tolerant, even if she personally disapproves. Not everyone is as fortunate. My dad being sad was a surprise as I thought he was super fine with it. I feel really weirdly sad at the thought of my transition being greeted with sadness and mourning like I'm destroying or vandalizing something divine and meaningful.
Being trans IS holy. Transitioning is a sacrament to the divine act of creation itself. It is turning yourself into a cathedral dedicated to everything you love and are. It is finding home. Every sachet of t-gel feels like communion.
The divine design, the "perfect creation" they mourn was a barren, salted earth. It was a grave. It would've been my grave. It never had a future. It was a shrine to nothing. It was a dead-end. It held nothing but torpor and misery and a lack of sense of self. It tortured me for years before my egg even cracked. But they act like I'm bulldozing a protected endangered forest instead of merely abandoning my barren birth grave and living on. There is nothing in that grave. They're holding a funeral for a girl that didn't exist. I exist. I'm alive. Why are you sad that I exist instead of her? I'm more alive than I've ever been and it's beautiful. I'm happy. It's the biggest act of love I could've ever done for the girl I never was. She WANTED this. But now it's like they're holding a funeral. Guys. The grave is empty. THE GRAVE IS EMPTY. It was ALWAYS going to be empty. I was either dying a girl or living on as a boy.
My soul was slowly rotting from the inside out when I was a girl. It was like wearing a cadaver, growing ever more grotesque and putrid over time. How can you feel like I'm going against my God-created design? She was a decomposing cadaver I was merely wearing until I finally shrugged off and laid to rest. A cocoon to be broken free from. I don't understand.
Lastly, a tranny asks the masses what the most transphobic comment they ever received was. Let's take a look to see what troons try to treat as truly transgressive treachery!2 years on testosterone and i feel worse
I’m sorry, this will be a little bit of ramble as I don’t have people I can talk to about this.
I’m 21 and currently have been on T for about 2 years and I feel like I made the worst mistake I could have done by taking T such early in my life. I‘ve known since 12 that being a woman is probably not for me, therefore i rushed into T once i graduated high school.
Entering second puberty while your mental health isn’t already best to begin with is not the best decision. Depression hit me hard and i had to start antidepressants while dealing with aggressive new acne, but i had hope. My voice changed and i started to become more hairy and getting more muscle. I was happy.
But now after 2 years, I’m more confused about my gender than ever. I still have acne on my face, my hairline is already receding and I notice all the wrong things when it comes to T changes. I’m trying so hard to not mind these issues, making jokes to cope, but I can’t deny the fact that each time I look in a mirror, I see someone very disgusting. A very opposite look of the man i wanted to become. I wish I could start over. It’s difficult to accept that this is going to be my reality and it might get worse.
What was the worse transphobic comment you've ever received?
I feel like all of us at some point will get a insult that goes way too far.
For me, it was a very conservative family member who told me they wouldn't allow me around their kids unless I dressed male/put my hair up and wore no feminine attire.
Of course there is.I said that there's no difference between taking HRT to put your hormones right and taking thyroid medication or menopausal medication or the birth control hormones that she herself takes, but in her mind, there is.
It's what the troon himself fantasizes.Troon on Terf sister said:I believe that it all boils down to the fact that she holds very traditional views. Her life goal is to find a rich doctor, settle down on some farm, habe lots of kids, do the cooking and cleaning, raise those kids, all that stuff, and for whatever reason she believes that that makes her better than everyone else,
A cathedral dedicated not to God, but to yourself and only yourself, to The Great Coom. Seriously Grandma is 95. Would it kill her to wait until she meets God?Schizo pooner said:Being trans IS holy. Transitioning is a sacrament to the divine act of creation itself. It is turning yourself into a cathedral dedicated to everything you love and are...Every sachet of t-gel feels like communion.
Jesus has pooned out.Schizo pooner said:Guys. The grave is empty. THE GRAVE IS EMPTY.
The kids are alright.[–] Stuartlethal
I had a group of teenage girls come into my work and say, "You can put mascara on anything and call it a woman now a day's". I was very early in my transition, so it hurt quite a bit
The ball-less it and the Shrek one had me lmaoing. Good stuffLastly, a tranny asks the masses what the most transphobic comment they ever received was. Let's take a look to see what troons try to treat as truly transgressive treachery!
Tippity top fucking kek.I posted a selfie on a trans makeup sub on reddit, and someone commented, "Donkey, what are ya doin in ma swamp"
This user's whole profile is a goldmine. Idk if thy are trolling or serious. Link to warioland6 profile
He was serious about that delusion, and still is.Awhile ago there were some possibly troll posts about a black guy who worked for Amazon and was convinced his boss was in love with him, despite the obvious disgust apparent in his stories. Anyone remember him?
Here he is btw. Says that men always tell him he looks 15 or 16 years old. He says he's 19 or 20 even though he said mid-20s in the post.He was serious about that delusion, and still is.
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Good thing he's not a stalker
And his previous posts:
My crush Zack finally approached me!
I can't tell if he likes me or not
My beloved Zack is starting to like me back
His obsession with appearing young makes me think he was a twink who aged out and he now thinks being a troon will get him "straight" guys since the pedo fags who used to want him don't anymore. Not only is he delusional thinking make up and a clothing will make him a woman, but he's so twisted by the fag community he was used by he also thinks men want teens.Here he is btw. Says that men always tell him he looks 15 or 16 years old. He says he's 19 or 20 even though he said mid-20s in the post.
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Ok, dude, whatever you say.
I swear it's a long slippery slope over a decade or two. First being bisexual was cool, then pansexual, then queer, nonbinary, trans, lesbian trans, and now straight trans is the most raw, specific and cut-above you can be. All to be a faggot sucking dicks, but you're on blackmarket HRT.
It's actually quite interesting how they go from zero-confidence lowlives calling themselves 'trash' at every opportunity, to having such a fucking ego that they call themselves king/queen on socials unironically. No wonder people claim they feel better on HRT if their ego grows as their dick shrinks.
I love this inability to say you’re not up for dating a Troon as a category because the only alternative is to be specificAttention cis people!
What is the most respectful way to turn down a troon's sexual advances?![]()