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🏰 The Fediverse is up. If you know, you know.
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Featured on Mar 16, 2022 by Burning Fanatic: Drachenlord’s house has been demolished.
Der Abriss der Schanze hat begonnen!
If you want videos or other pictures of the Schanze how its getting demolished look here: https://kiwifarms.net/threads/drachenlord-rainer-winkler.44445/page-459#post-11417324
or here: https://kiwifarms.net/threads/drachenlord-rainer-winkler.44445/page-460#post-11418945
If you want videos or other pictures of the Schanze how its getting demolished look here: https://kiwifarms.net/threads/drachenlord-rainer-winkler.44445/page-459#post-11417324
or here: https://kiwifarms.net/threads/drachenlord-rainer-winkler.44445/page-460#post-11418945
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Featured on Mar 14, 2022 by 5t3n0g0ph3r: Daman Mills's accuser has retracted his statements.
Trayce Wilcox has retracted his accusations against Daman Mills.
I was in the middle of capping Daman lusting after barely legal boys (in Ohio).
I was in the middle of capping Daman lusting after barely legal boys (in Ohio).
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Featured on Mar 14, 2022 by Null: Peter Coffin was spotted at the Center for Political Innovation meeting, which played the Soviet national anthem and unfurled the flag of the Donetsk People's Republic - a communist breakaway state in eastern Ukraine sponsored by Russia.
So uhhhh what's this piece of shit up to?
Well, first of all, he defended Laurelei Bailey's latest misadventures, but that's not why I'm necro-ing this thread. Oh no, it gets much better.
You see, some weird uhhh.... nazbols? i guess? idek what they are, some kind of new "nationalist communists" or something equally politarded, just had a founding ceremony (consisting of like 2 dozen white nerds):
note the pro-putin Z of course!
The tweet is archived here. everyone's laughing and riding and cornholing, esp in the QTs.
Video of this majestic hilarity has now emerged:
...and you'll NEVER guess who's one of the founding fathers of this cringetopia... (well, maybe you will, given what thread this is):
Right there applauding in the front row!
Well, first of all, he defended Laurelei Bailey's latest misadventures, but that's not why I'm necro-ing this thread. Oh no, it gets much better.
You see, some weird uhhh.... nazbols? i guess? idek what they are, some kind of new "nationalist communists" or something equally politarded, just had a founding ceremony (consisting of like 2 dozen white nerds):
note the pro-putin Z of course!
The tweet is archived here. everyone's laughing and riding and cornholing, esp in the QTs.
Video of this majestic hilarity has now emerged:
...and you'll NEVER guess who's one of the founding fathers of this cringetopia... (well, maybe you will, given what thread this is):
Right there applauding in the front row!
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Featured on Mar 14, 2022 by 0 0: Meet the Kinkeads: an entire family of lolcows!
Meet the Kinkead family: parents Dianna and Frank, and sons David and Eric. If you think you've seen trainwrecks on the Farms, think again. This one has it all: schizophrenia, bipolar, homelessness, autogynephilia, a suicide attempt, death threats, stalking, and an utter lack of Southern charm.
Dianna Mae Kidd Kinkead / diakidkin
Dianna loves her oxy.
74-year-old Texan Dianna Mae Kidd Kinkead is pretty much what you'd expect her to be. Religious, Republican, bad with technology, and more than a little racist, most of Kinkead's social media presence seems very typical for a woman of her age. She posts plenty of prayer-related images, Fox News videos, and videos of her children when they were younger. However, both of her children want nothing to do with her.
Dianna often posts pictures of her son Eric and his wife Amy.
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Dianna shares some of David's old performances.
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When her son David was 17, he was disowned by Dianna and her husband, Frank. They appear to have spoken several times since, but neither David nor his younger brother Eric have seen their parents in at least five years. Dianna, however, won't give up.
According to Eric, Dianna has made at least 10 Facebook accounts, 5 Twitters, and numerous other social media profiles to stalk him and David. Dianna allegedly kept calling Eric and his wife in the middle of the night to try to harass them and has admitted to trying to sabotage Eric's business. Here she is trying to weird out Eric's customers with images of her back after surgery:
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And here she is calling him "kinky" and telling people not to buy his products:
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She often shares content from the pages of businesses where Eric works.
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Dianna also sometimes posts about trying to locate her eldest son, David. She knows he's in Albuquerque (which she calls "queerque") and has been in and out of motels and homeless shelters since he went off his schizophrenia meds, but hasn't traveled there to find him. She bemoans her failed relationships with her children on social media and appears to use their estrangement to try to garner sympathy. Instead of being honest that David's life fell apart after his second divorce when he went off his meds, she claims he was "abducted by a cult" in Albuquerque. Eric doesn't believe Dianna's attempts to reconnect with David have been genuine.
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She's quite racist:
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Dianna has been diagnosed with bipolar disorder. Per Eric's recollection, she was institutionalized for it at least twelve times while he was growing up, with some stays lasting over a month. Her posts range from relatively clear to loopy on alcohol and meds.
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David Neal Kinkead / Autumn Mariana Lez'Chaleureux / Justine Z. Fay / Belle Star Lovermoon / "Amber" / Kneeling Dragonfly / autumnsmystique / davcarafawn / dnkpeace
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This may be the most schizophrenic person on the Farms: 53-year-old New Mexico troon Autumn Mariana Lez'Chaleureux, born David Neal Kinkead. A former folk rock guitarist, David was married from 1993-2016 and active in the local music scene, performing in small venues and trying to build an online following. In early 2017, shortly after his divorce from second wife Rebecca Clark, he stopped posting on his artist pages and there's no record of him doing any more performances. He announced he was "genderfluid" in summer 2017. His identity shifted frequently, from genderfluid to fae/faer to "trans lesbian." His sexual orientation has also flip-flopped between pansexual, bisexual, and lesbian.
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It was around this time that he began living in hotels when he could, in homeless shelters or on the street when he couldn't.
As of 2021, David was writing nearly-incomprehensible anti-MAGA gibberish on Twitter, Medium, and Facebook, replete with pictures of his vibrator and pro-trans hyperbole.
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He attaches random gifs to most of his Twitter posts. Don't try to make sense of any of it; there is no sense to be found.
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Despite his incoherence, he managed to muster a TWAW:
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David is autogynephilic. He has a particular fascination with younger female characters such as Arya from Game of Thrones and the girls from Disney's Frozen. He claims he is on SSDI for PTSD, but his brother denies David was ever diagnosed with PTSD, just schizophrenia.
"Womb Witch War Weapon" - Stephanie's book of curses?
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Most of David's writings on Medium appear to be his schizophrenic attempts at songwriting, but there's also some weird religious(?) fiction and anti-TERF rants mixed in. He also likes to reference Jews.
Here he is raging about TERFs and threatening to become a Republican because of them:
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Eric Wayne Kinkead / techsplanations / LavaLevel / KompozytorE
Unlike his mother and older brother, Eric Wayne Kinkead, 50, doesn't seem to have inherited the absolute insanity that runs in his family. However, their continued presence in his life has taken a toll on his mental health, and he's now lashing out against them, making a big spectacle on social media.
Like his brother David, it's been over five years since Eric or his wife Amy have seen Dianna or Frank. According to Eric, it's because of the terrible treatment they received.
Eric had a successful-ish software business that did well for many years. He blames his mother's online harassment of the business and its customers out of petty rage for the business's eventual failure.
Instead of letting the past go and working on his future with his wife, Eric is airing all the family's dirty laundry on Facebook, bombarding all of Dianna's posts on her various accounts with pages-long tirades. Some of Dianna's friends have tried to rebut Eric's claims, but he gets into arguments with them as well. The insane amount of energy Eric puts into trying to "expose" his mother's unstable behavior to her friends is lolcowish in itself.
Note how Dianna's tone changes between these two screenshots. Any kindness she shows her children appears to be fleeting, often arising from moments of loneliness or self-pity.
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Here, edgelord Eric alleges Dianna and Frank had David take psychoactive medications as a child and blames that as the cause of his schizophrenia.
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Eric alleges his parents threatened lawsuits:
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Eric has also tried reaching out to David, who hit on him, then reacted with vitriol.
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Ellis Franklin "Frank" Kinkead Jr.
Frank Kinkead, 79, probably didn't know the absolute shitshow he was getting into when he married Dianna. Having to deal with your wife going to the loony bin on a frequent basis would take its toll on anyone's mental health, and Frank is no exception. When Eric was 14, Frank put a gun in his own mouth and threatened to kill himself. Eric has also recounted tales of extreme miserly behavior from Frank, as well as verbal abuse toward his wife Amy. Both Frank and Dianna were reportedly sexual toward their children, with Eric accusing Frank of "fondling" the kids.
Unlike the rest of the family, Frank's social media presence is very small. What we can learn about Frank's history comes from Eric's Facebook rants.
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The best bet to keep tabs on the drama is to watch Eric and Dianna's Facebook accounts. David posts dozens of nonsense messages on Twitter every day, but most of his posts are incomprehensible.
Dox (courtesy of KF user @Coach Kreeton Of All That):
I had to abridge this OP to keep it within the character limit; there's tons more juicy content on their various social media profiles I couldn't fit in here.
Dianna Mae Kidd Kinkead / diakidkin
Dianna loves her oxy.
74-year-old Texan Dianna Mae Kidd Kinkead is pretty much what you'd expect her to be. Religious, Republican, bad with technology, and more than a little racist, most of Kinkead's social media presence seems very typical for a woman of her age. She posts plenty of prayer-related images, Fox News videos, and videos of her children when they were younger. However, both of her children want nothing to do with her.
Dianna often posts pictures of her son Eric and his wife Amy.
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Dianna shares some of David's old performances.
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When her son David was 17, he was disowned by Dianna and her husband, Frank. They appear to have spoken several times since, but neither David nor his younger brother Eric have seen their parents in at least five years. Dianna, however, won't give up.
According to Eric, Dianna has made at least 10 Facebook accounts, 5 Twitters, and numerous other social media profiles to stalk him and David. Dianna allegedly kept calling Eric and his wife in the middle of the night to try to harass them and has admitted to trying to sabotage Eric's business. Here she is trying to weird out Eric's customers with images of her back after surgery:
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And here she is calling him "kinky" and telling people not to buy his products:
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She often shares content from the pages of businesses where Eric works.
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Dianna also sometimes posts about trying to locate her eldest son, David. She knows he's in Albuquerque (which she calls "queerque") and has been in and out of motels and homeless shelters since he went off his schizophrenia meds, but hasn't traveled there to find him. She bemoans her failed relationships with her children on social media and appears to use their estrangement to try to garner sympathy. Instead of being honest that David's life fell apart after his second divorce when he went off his meds, she claims he was "abducted by a cult" in Albuquerque. Eric doesn't believe Dianna's attempts to reconnect with David have been genuine.
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She's quite racist:
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Dianna has been diagnosed with bipolar disorder. Per Eric's recollection, she was institutionalized for it at least twelve times while he was growing up, with some stays lasting over a month. Her posts range from relatively clear to loopy on alcohol and meds.
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David Neal Kinkead / Autumn Mariana Lez'Chaleureux / Justine Z. Fay / Belle Star Lovermoon / "Amber" / Kneeling Dragonfly / autumnsmystique / davcarafawn / dnkpeace
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This may be the most schizophrenic person on the Farms: 53-year-old New Mexico troon Autumn Mariana Lez'Chaleureux, born David Neal Kinkead. A former folk rock guitarist, David was married from 1993-2016 and active in the local music scene, performing in small venues and trying to build an online following. In early 2017, shortly after his divorce from second wife Rebecca Clark, he stopped posting on his artist pages and there's no record of him doing any more performances. He announced he was "genderfluid" in summer 2017. His identity shifted frequently, from genderfluid to fae/faer to "trans lesbian." His sexual orientation has also flip-flopped between pansexual, bisexual, and lesbian.
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It was around this time that he began living in hotels when he could, in homeless shelters or on the street when he couldn't.
As of 2021, David was writing nearly-incomprehensible anti-MAGA gibberish on Twitter, Medium, and Facebook, replete with pictures of his vibrator and pro-trans hyperbole.
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He attaches random gifs to most of his Twitter posts. Don't try to make sense of any of it; there is no sense to be found.
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Despite his incoherence, he managed to muster a TWAW:
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David is autogynephilic. He has a particular fascination with younger female characters such as Arya from Game of Thrones and the girls from Disney's Frozen. He claims he is on SSDI for PTSD, but his brother denies David was ever diagnosed with PTSD, just schizophrenia.
"Womb Witch War Weapon" - Stephanie's book of curses?
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Most of David's writings on Medium appear to be his schizophrenic attempts at songwriting, but there's also some weird religious(?) fiction and anti-TERF rants mixed in. He also likes to reference Jews.
AGAIN : The Noble Pursuit of the Concrete Planet of the Seven Hundted Police Clubs of the Holy -Houses of the Seven Deadly Yodas.
Chapter 1 : The Revenge of The Adobe Makin’ Jews of the South West, ***Stomping Mud and Straws under the rule of Three Un- wisemen***
From a Spiraled Star mr time ,not so far away ,from A Home not far, from Brandy of the Woods. 2016: The Questioning “.The What exacaly is the age of Maturity Realy, She thougt , in this place we call The United States of America?
The Year: April , a.m. somewhere in rje SouthWest.2019.
The year of the Quest, for the Bestest Mother of all Cheeseburders, and the greatness of the beginning of our collective Devolovolution and enforced co-depsnce as law and the dissed .
The circles had started already somewhere “ He tboughr quietly
Jesus was alrwafy drunk again, agyer down I g the last of whay was lwft 8n a vwru rall olqstoc solo cup on the bofhr stand. Ge wgsn to try and make out, or even possibly make out ,it would seem, with, the morning light in her eyes, as he stated feet at the Woman in the bed to him.
“Maybe I killed thu bitch” thought Jesus.
“She was stupid anyway, “ he thought, “and not no very good Christian , as I go .”
He reahed over her head and grabbed his hat, off the headboard, dumped the last of a package of smokes, out from the center stash part of his hat , and lit the mornings first cigarette .
He thought to himself on his way to the kitchen, where the auto coffee maker had been gurgling already, for rhe last fifteen minutes, and the scent of it began to finaly overshadow the stench of the musty motel roam, that Jesus had rented for everyone the consecration events, of the past evening.
“ I wonder if Judith is even up yet?” He thought, as he scratched the mole agsin , on his over grown belly , only this time nearly completely off, after spending way too much time, mindlessly dazed , trying to squeeze it pointlessly, as if it was merely a pimple he could just he could just be rid of that easily . He then let go of a fart ,he had intended to take outside onto tbe cheap downtown hotel balconey , in hopes he could continue to enjoy the pleasant morning scent of the coffee aroma ,that had been dancing accross the left over smoke,as well as rhe left over scent , wich was apparently the last of the Frankincense, from the previous evening’s events, he was now struggling to remeber.
“ Maybe if we hurry , “ he thought , “we could get the job done faster, at the convenient store , FreakingzH holier than thine , DADDY FREAKIN FRESNO, (ahem ) our father, “ he said in a bot more of a paranoid het recent sort of tone. the hath assigned us , this time. Maybe we can head back early to Houston. I have no clue how um gonna turn all that damned water, and how even possible in time, for my speech for a short set, on the mount at that?”
He looked down at the used condom on the kitchen floor,then back at the bed.
“I really hope the bitch is really just sleepin” he thought. “This will not go over well at the club, very good, otherwise.”
He opened the window near the kitchen , took in the morning’s cool crisp air , then looked up towards the direction of the motel above, and began to sharply yell upwards.
TOMMY!!!
TOMMY !!! “
GIT YER DUMB, DOUBTING ASS, DOWN HERE !!!
WE MAY HAVE AN ISSUE. “
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Chapter 1 : The Revenge of The Adobe Makin’ Jews of the South West, ***Stomping Mud and Straws under the rule of Three Un- wisemen***
From a Spiraled Star mr time ,not so far away ,from A Home not far, from Brandy of the Woods. 2016: The Questioning “.The What exacaly is the age of Maturity Realy, She thougt , in this place we call The United States of America?
The Year: April , a.m. somewhere in rje SouthWest.2019.
The year of the Quest, for the Bestest Mother of all Cheeseburders, and the greatness of the beginning of our collective Devolovolution and enforced co-depsnce as law and the dissed .
The circles had started already somewhere “ He tboughr quietly
Jesus was alrwafy drunk again, agyer down I g the last of whay was lwft 8n a vwru rall olqstoc solo cup on the bofhr stand. Ge wgsn to try and make out, or even possibly make out ,it would seem, with, the morning light in her eyes, as he stated feet at the Woman in the bed to him.
“Maybe I killed thu bitch” thought Jesus.
“She was stupid anyway, “ he thought, “and not no very good Christian , as I go .”
He reahed over her head and grabbed his hat, off the headboard, dumped the last of a package of smokes, out from the center stash part of his hat , and lit the mornings first cigarette .
He thought to himself on his way to the kitchen, where the auto coffee maker had been gurgling already, for rhe last fifteen minutes, and the scent of it began to finaly overshadow the stench of the musty motel roam, that Jesus had rented for everyone the consecration events, of the past evening.
“ I wonder if Judith is even up yet?” He thought, as he scratched the mole agsin , on his over grown belly , only this time nearly completely off, after spending way too much time, mindlessly dazed , trying to squeeze it pointlessly, as if it was merely a pimple he could just he could just be rid of that easily . He then let go of a fart ,he had intended to take outside onto tbe cheap downtown hotel balconey , in hopes he could continue to enjoy the pleasant morning scent of the coffee aroma ,that had been dancing accross the left over smoke,as well as rhe left over scent , wich was apparently the last of the Frankincense, from the previous evening’s events, he was now struggling to remeber.
“ Maybe if we hurry , “ he thought , “we could get the job done faster, at the convenient store , FreakingzH holier than thine , DADDY FREAKIN FRESNO, (ahem ) our father, “ he said in a bot more of a paranoid het recent sort of tone. the hath assigned us , this time. Maybe we can head back early to Houston. I have no clue how um gonna turn all that damned water, and how even possible in time, for my speech for a short set, on the mount at that?”
He looked down at the used condom on the kitchen floor,then back at the bed.
“I really hope the bitch is really just sleepin” he thought. “This will not go over well at the club, very good, otherwise.”
He opened the window near the kitchen , took in the morning’s cool crisp air , then looked up towards the direction of the motel above, and began to sharply yell upwards.
TOMMY!!!
TOMMY !!! “
GIT YER DUMB, DOUBTING ASS, DOWN HERE !!!
WE MAY HAVE AN ISSUE. “
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Here he is raging about TERFs and threatening to become a Republican because of them:
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DOB May 14, 1968
Eric Wayne Kinkead / techsplanations / LavaLevel / KompozytorE
Unlike his mother and older brother, Eric Wayne Kinkead, 50, doesn't seem to have inherited the absolute insanity that runs in his family. However, their continued presence in his life has taken a toll on his mental health, and he's now lashing out against them, making a big spectacle on social media.
Like his brother David, it's been over five years since Eric or his wife Amy have seen Dianna or Frank. According to Eric, it's because of the terrible treatment they received.
Eric had a successful-ish software business that did well for many years. He blames his mother's online harassment of the business and its customers out of petty rage for the business's eventual failure.
Instead of letting the past go and working on his future with his wife, Eric is airing all the family's dirty laundry on Facebook, bombarding all of Dianna's posts on her various accounts with pages-long tirades. Some of Dianna's friends have tried to rebut Eric's claims, but he gets into arguments with them as well. The insane amount of energy Eric puts into trying to "expose" his mother's unstable behavior to her friends is lolcowish in itself.
Note how Dianna's tone changes between these two screenshots. Any kindness she shows her children appears to be fleeting, often arising from moments of loneliness or self-pity.
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Here, edgelord Eric alleges Dianna and Frank had David take psychoactive medications as a child and blames that as the cause of his schizophrenia.
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Eric alleges his parents threatened lawsuits:
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Eric has also tried reaching out to David, who hit on him, then reacted with vitriol.
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Ellis Franklin "Frank" Kinkead Jr.
Frank Kinkead, 79, probably didn't know the absolute shitshow he was getting into when he married Dianna. Having to deal with your wife going to the loony bin on a frequent basis would take its toll on anyone's mental health, and Frank is no exception. When Eric was 14, Frank put a gun in his own mouth and threatened to kill himself. Eric has also recounted tales of extreme miserly behavior from Frank, as well as verbal abuse toward his wife Amy. Both Frank and Dianna were reportedly sexual toward their children, with Eric accusing Frank of "fondling" the kids.
Unlike the rest of the family, Frank's social media presence is very small. What we can learn about Frank's history comes from Eric's Facebook rants.
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The best bet to keep tabs on the drama is to watch Eric and Dianna's Facebook accounts. David posts dozens of nonsense messages on Twitter every day, but most of his posts are incomprehensible.
Dox (courtesy of KF user @Coach Kreeton Of All That):
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I had to abridge this OP to keep it within the character limit; there's tons more juicy content on their various social media profiles I couldn't fit in here.
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Featured on Mar 14, 2022 by 0 0: Carol Kyanka, mother of the late Lowtax, has passed away.
Taxmom, aka Carol Kyanka, died two days ago. At least her son won't show up at the funeral in a drug haze and slurredly deliver half a funeral oration on the subject of "vindication" before passing out.
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Featured on Mar 10, 2022 by 5t3n0g0ph3r: Funimation voice actor and #KickVic supporter Daman Mills has been accused of sexual misconduct with a minor.
In a twist of irony, Daman Mills - one of the more vocal supporters of #KickVic among the voice actors that worked at Funimation (most notable role is being the late Chris Ayres' stand-in for Freeza from the Dragon Ball franchise) and who pulled out of KamehaCon 2019 when Vic Mignogna was invited back (http://archive.md/rPWq2) - has found himself in the midst of accusations similar to Mignogna (https://archive.ph/FZcTd). Only, this time, there seem to be teeth to this claim (please excuse Anime News Network, they're the ones reporting it at the moment):
In a public document, an Ohio man has accused Evangelion film and Sonny Boy voice actor Daman Mills of groping him and masturbating next to him while he was asleep. According to the alleged victim, the incidents took place between 2014 and 2015, when the man was a high school student and Mills was 20 to 21 years old.
Mills, through a Cease and Desist letter sent to the alleged victim on February 18, asserts that the relationship was "consensual and mutual" and the allegations are "wholeheartedly false and without merit." The voice actor is asking that the allegations be retracted.
According to the man, who spoke to ANN over a video call and has asked to be called "Duncan" due to concerns over retaliation and privacy, he met Mills via Facebook when he was "just a shy, quiet, and anxious" 15-year-old boy. He said they began talking in December of 2012 when the yet-undiscovered voice actor was living in Hawaii. According to Duncan, they became familiar with one another through the fandub scene. Duncan told ANN that the friendship intensified, and Mills confessed sexual and romantic attraction which Duncan did not reciprocate. According to him, he wanted to be kind to Mills and did not want to end the friendship because of their different sexual orientations; however, he added that he was routinely explaining to Mills that they were not romantically involved over the several year friendship.
"I tried to be as nice as possible, while also stating I did not feel the same, but didn't want it to affect our friendship. He continued to talk to me every day, texting me constantly. Getting angry and emotionally attacking me if I did not respond as quickly as he did. He would often bring up that he felt sexually and emotionally attached to me; all of these things I would try to avoid," Duncan wrote in the public document.
Duncan said that Mills moved to Ohio in January 2014, approximately a year into their friendship. He said Mills' new home was about an hour from where Duncan lived with his mother and brother, and the two would see one another about once a month. Duncan claimed that the first time Mills stayed over at his house, he insisted that they sleep next to one another in the 16-year-old's twin-sized bed.
"I awoke that night to him heavily wrapped against me. Nose in my neck, and his entire arm up my shirt. He was caressing my bare body. I felt confused and outraged. This man I had been vulnerable to, taking advantage of my trust. I confronted him," Duncan wrote in the public document. He claimed that Mills denied being awake and the teen asked him to not do it again.
According to Duncan, Mills behavior didn't stop and the sleep overs routinely included Mills asking to sleep in his bed followed by him waking up to being kissed, caressed, or having his hand moved toward Mills' genitals. On one occasion, Duncan said he awoke to discover Mills masturbating next to him in his bed.
"I was so alarmed, that it took me a couple days to bring this up to him. He then admitted to me that he had been pleasuring himself in my bed. He also told me he would get-off to the idea of me a lot. I feel so much shame for letting this go on for as long as it did, but also angered that someone who knows right from wrong would do these things," Duncan wrote in the public document.
Duncan claimed that on Mills' 21st birthday in 2014, Mills came to stay in Duncan's family home and spent "hours" attempting to persuade the 17-year-old boy to perform oral sex. He stated that Mills told him "friends help each other out sometimes."
"I am so happy now, that through the emotional abuse and mind games, that I didn't give in. However, I would still wake up to him kissing me in my sleep, and fondling me. Some of these things, I was too cowardly to even address," Duncan wrote in the public document. He said that Mills even sought out one of his other acquaintances in hopes of getting photos of Duncan in his underwear, under the pretense of it being a joke.
That acquaintance was Brian, who has asked us not to publish his last name due to privacy concerns. Brian said he was introduced to Mills through Duncan in approximately 2014. He and Duncan were friends forged over the internet and both teens took part in a Skype-based chat group that included other similarly-aged friends. The group often joked around and did "dumb shit" that Brian described as typical humor for the time. He said he took a video of Duncan in February 2014 and set a screenshot of his friend's face as his own profile photo on Facebook. In a screenshot Brian shared with ANN, Mills is shown to have messaged Brian and began asking for the video repeatedly, after Brian declined.
The above image has been edited so as not to reveal the alleged victim's name.
Brian told ANN that Mills would often make off-color comments on his and other boys' Facebook profiles and play it off as jokes, including statements like he was going to "rape" them.
"He would comment on Facebook posts and, you know, spell [rape] incorrectly to try and act like it's funny," Brian said. In one message from 2014 shared with ANN, Mills wrote to 16-year-old Brian that they should "fawk" and asked the teen to send nude photos of himself.
Brian said he was contacted by Mills the day after the voice actor's birthday, when Mills allegedly asked Duncan to perform oral sex. In the message screenshot shared with ANN, Mills stated that he and Duncan "never really dated" and that his feelings for the teenager were "unrequited."
The above image has been edited so as not to reveal the alleged victim's name.
Duncan told ANN that another incident allegedly took place outside of his home when he went to visit Mills in February 2015. Like previous incidents, Duncan said that Mills asked that they sleep in the same bed. Duncan stated he woke up that morning to Mills "prodding my penis through my shorts – and that's only what I was awake for." According to Duncan, he woke up mortified to which he said Mills only laughed. Duncan said he confronted Mills about it later and that Mills made him promise not to tell anyone.
When Duncan would try to talk to Mills about his interest in girls, he said the voice actor would tell him he was jealous or otherwise concerned that Duncan would abandon him if he entered a relationship with a girl. Facebook messages shared with ANN show that in 2015, Mills told Duncan that when the teenager found a significant other, it would hurt him.
Additional Facebook messages from 2014 to 2015 show Mills discussed helping the teen masturbate, asked what kind of sexual acts he was interested in, and asked for a measurement of his penis.
Eventually, Duncan stated that his mother got involved and by March 2015 the two were no longer in regular contact. Duncan said that he never told his mother in depth what was going on.
"I didn't tell her about it for years because I felt ashamed, I guess. I was like, 'I'm a guy, I should feel like a man, you know? This isn't happening to me.' I tried to dismiss it in my head because I didn't know how to deal with it," he said. He told ANN that his mother thought it was strange that they were sharing a twin-sized bed and offered Mills the couch instead. According to Duncan, Mills became offended and accused his mother of assuming he would do something inappropriate just because of his sexual orientation.
Duncan said he felt trapped during the confrontation because he claims that Mills had already been inappropriate with him in his bed but he didn't want to say anything in front of Mills and his mother.
According to Brian, Mills began distancing himself from the friend group as a whole in 2015. When he reached out to Mills in May 2015 to ask why, Mills replied that he didn't "want to deal with [Duncan]" or "hear about what I've done wrong or anything between him and I." (Note: the linked image is edited so as not to reveal the alleged victim's name.)
"Because of all this stuff, everyone pretty much stopped talking to him. Duncan started opening up to more people about [the alleged incidents], I think? I don't know if Daman found out about it, or what, but he started very quickly cutting everybody off. He started badmouthing Duncan to his voice actor friends and people he knew in the industry," Brian said. "That's what I believe, because he was trying to distance himself from it as much as possible."
Duncan began seeing a girl and said he discovered that Mills had told their mutual acquaintances that he was a "liar" and a "bad friend," including to Duncan's own brother. Duncan stated that he confronted Mills who he claimed admitted to doing it because "making himself and others hate [you] made it a lot easier to move on." That same year, Mills was cast in the lead role of Media Blasters' Holy Knight anime OAV. In 2016 he was cast in his first lead role for Funimation as Jyungo in Nanbaka with additional roles in Yuri!!! on Ice, Cheer Boys!!, Touken Ranbu: Hanamaru, Trickster, and All Out!!
Mills told ANN that he has sought legal counsel and has been advised not to comment on the allegations. He sent the alleged victim a Cease and Desist letter on February 18. As well as claiming that the relationship was mutual and consensual and the allegations be retracted, Mills also demands that the alleged victim cease and desist from further contacting Mills' employers or contractors. He was given until February 25 to agree or face potential legal action, including potential liability for damages, costs, and expenses.
The age of consent in Ohio is 16 years old.
Daman Mills is represented by Kenneth J. Berke of Berke Law Group, A.P.C. in California.
When asked why he is coming forward after all these years, Duncan said his primary motivation is admitting that what happened to him was real.
"I'm just trying to get this story out there because this did happen. As unbiased as I can be, this all did happen to me and when things like this happen, people should feel comfortable speaking up about it."
when karma is a bitch
she'll bite you in the ass
@Panera Bread posted more chat logs found on ANN's server:
A quick reminder of the tweets Daman Mills made in February of 2019 in support of Monica Rial and "assault victims":
Now that the tables have turned on him, he looks like a big hypocrite sending a cease & desist letter to his accuser, the victim, doesn't he?
Another reminder that Vic cast Mills in the only anime Vic was an ADR director:
And Mills betrayed him.
Karma is a bitch.
UPDATE (03/10/2022):
Sausomecon, a convention Mills was going to be a guest at, announced that Mills will no longer attend:
UPDATE (03/14/2022):
Anime News Network has reported that Mills' accuser, now identified as Trayce Wilcox, has retracted his statements:
UPDATE (03/26/2022):
Kyokai Con, another convention Mills was listed as a guest for, has removed Mills from the guest list on their website:
Before: After:
UPDATE (06/27/2022):
Anime Expo featured Mills as a guest:
In a public document, an Ohio man has accused Evangelion film and Sonny Boy voice actor Daman Mills of groping him and masturbating next to him while he was asleep. According to the alleged victim, the incidents took place between 2014 and 2015, when the man was a high school student and Mills was 20 to 21 years old.
Mills, through a Cease and Desist letter sent to the alleged victim on February 18, asserts that the relationship was "consensual and mutual" and the allegations are "wholeheartedly false and without merit." The voice actor is asking that the allegations be retracted.
According to the man, who spoke to ANN over a video call and has asked to be called "Duncan" due to concerns over retaliation and privacy, he met Mills via Facebook when he was "just a shy, quiet, and anxious" 15-year-old boy. He said they began talking in December of 2012 when the yet-undiscovered voice actor was living in Hawaii. According to Duncan, they became familiar with one another through the fandub scene. Duncan told ANN that the friendship intensified, and Mills confessed sexual and romantic attraction which Duncan did not reciprocate. According to him, he wanted to be kind to Mills and did not want to end the friendship because of their different sexual orientations; however, he added that he was routinely explaining to Mills that they were not romantically involved over the several year friendship.
"I tried to be as nice as possible, while also stating I did not feel the same, but didn't want it to affect our friendship. He continued to talk to me every day, texting me constantly. Getting angry and emotionally attacking me if I did not respond as quickly as he did. He would often bring up that he felt sexually and emotionally attached to me; all of these things I would try to avoid," Duncan wrote in the public document.
Duncan said that Mills moved to Ohio in January 2014, approximately a year into their friendship. He said Mills' new home was about an hour from where Duncan lived with his mother and brother, and the two would see one another about once a month. Duncan claimed that the first time Mills stayed over at his house, he insisted that they sleep next to one another in the 16-year-old's twin-sized bed.
"I awoke that night to him heavily wrapped against me. Nose in my neck, and his entire arm up my shirt. He was caressing my bare body. I felt confused and outraged. This man I had been vulnerable to, taking advantage of my trust. I confronted him," Duncan wrote in the public document. He claimed that Mills denied being awake and the teen asked him to not do it again.
According to Duncan, Mills behavior didn't stop and the sleep overs routinely included Mills asking to sleep in his bed followed by him waking up to being kissed, caressed, or having his hand moved toward Mills' genitals. On one occasion, Duncan said he awoke to discover Mills masturbating next to him in his bed.
"I was so alarmed, that it took me a couple days to bring this up to him. He then admitted to me that he had been pleasuring himself in my bed. He also told me he would get-off to the idea of me a lot. I feel so much shame for letting this go on for as long as it did, but also angered that someone who knows right from wrong would do these things," Duncan wrote in the public document.
Duncan claimed that on Mills' 21st birthday in 2014, Mills came to stay in Duncan's family home and spent "hours" attempting to persuade the 17-year-old boy to perform oral sex. He stated that Mills told him "friends help each other out sometimes."
"I am so happy now, that through the emotional abuse and mind games, that I didn't give in. However, I would still wake up to him kissing me in my sleep, and fondling me. Some of these things, I was too cowardly to even address," Duncan wrote in the public document. He said that Mills even sought out one of his other acquaintances in hopes of getting photos of Duncan in his underwear, under the pretense of it being a joke.
That acquaintance was Brian, who has asked us not to publish his last name due to privacy concerns. Brian said he was introduced to Mills through Duncan in approximately 2014. He and Duncan were friends forged over the internet and both teens took part in a Skype-based chat group that included other similarly-aged friends. The group often joked around and did "dumb shit" that Brian described as typical humor for the time. He said he took a video of Duncan in February 2014 and set a screenshot of his friend's face as his own profile photo on Facebook. In a screenshot Brian shared with ANN, Mills is shown to have messaged Brian and began asking for the video repeatedly, after Brian declined.
The above image has been edited so as not to reveal the alleged victim's name.
"He would comment on Facebook posts and, you know, spell [rape] incorrectly to try and act like it's funny," Brian said. In one message from 2014 shared with ANN, Mills wrote to 16-year-old Brian that they should "fawk" and asked the teen to send nude photos of himself.
Brian said he was contacted by Mills the day after the voice actor's birthday, when Mills allegedly asked Duncan to perform oral sex. In the message screenshot shared with ANN, Mills stated that he and Duncan "never really dated" and that his feelings for the teenager were "unrequited."
The above image has been edited so as not to reveal the alleged victim's name.
Duncan told ANN that another incident allegedly took place outside of his home when he went to visit Mills in February 2015. Like previous incidents, Duncan said that Mills asked that they sleep in the same bed. Duncan stated he woke up that morning to Mills "prodding my penis through my shorts – and that's only what I was awake for." According to Duncan, he woke up mortified to which he said Mills only laughed. Duncan said he confronted Mills about it later and that Mills made him promise not to tell anyone.
When Duncan would try to talk to Mills about his interest in girls, he said the voice actor would tell him he was jealous or otherwise concerned that Duncan would abandon him if he entered a relationship with a girl. Facebook messages shared with ANN show that in 2015, Mills told Duncan that when the teenager found a significant other, it would hurt him.
Additional Facebook messages from 2014 to 2015 show Mills discussed helping the teen masturbate, asked what kind of sexual acts he was interested in, and asked for a measurement of his penis.
Eventually, Duncan stated that his mother got involved and by March 2015 the two were no longer in regular contact. Duncan said that he never told his mother in depth what was going on.
"I didn't tell her about it for years because I felt ashamed, I guess. I was like, 'I'm a guy, I should feel like a man, you know? This isn't happening to me.' I tried to dismiss it in my head because I didn't know how to deal with it," he said. He told ANN that his mother thought it was strange that they were sharing a twin-sized bed and offered Mills the couch instead. According to Duncan, Mills became offended and accused his mother of assuming he would do something inappropriate just because of his sexual orientation.
Duncan said he felt trapped during the confrontation because he claims that Mills had already been inappropriate with him in his bed but he didn't want to say anything in front of Mills and his mother.
According to Brian, Mills began distancing himself from the friend group as a whole in 2015. When he reached out to Mills in May 2015 to ask why, Mills replied that he didn't "want to deal with [Duncan]" or "hear about what I've done wrong or anything between him and I." (Note: the linked image is edited so as not to reveal the alleged victim's name.)
"Because of all this stuff, everyone pretty much stopped talking to him. Duncan started opening up to more people about [the alleged incidents], I think? I don't know if Daman found out about it, or what, but he started very quickly cutting everybody off. He started badmouthing Duncan to his voice actor friends and people he knew in the industry," Brian said. "That's what I believe, because he was trying to distance himself from it as much as possible."
Duncan began seeing a girl and said he discovered that Mills had told their mutual acquaintances that he was a "liar" and a "bad friend," including to Duncan's own brother. Duncan stated that he confronted Mills who he claimed admitted to doing it because "making himself and others hate [you] made it a lot easier to move on." That same year, Mills was cast in the lead role of Media Blasters' Holy Knight anime OAV. In 2016 he was cast in his first lead role for Funimation as Jyungo in Nanbaka with additional roles in Yuri!!! on Ice, Cheer Boys!!, Touken Ranbu: Hanamaru, Trickster, and All Out!!
Mills told ANN that he has sought legal counsel and has been advised not to comment on the allegations. He sent the alleged victim a Cease and Desist letter on February 18. As well as claiming that the relationship was mutual and consensual and the allegations be retracted, Mills also demands that the alleged victim cease and desist from further contacting Mills' employers or contractors. He was given until February 25 to agree or face potential legal action, including potential liability for damages, costs, and expenses.
The age of consent in Ohio is 16 years old.
Daman Mills is represented by Kenneth J. Berke of Berke Law Group, A.P.C. in California.
When asked why he is coming forward after all these years, Duncan said his primary motivation is admitting that what happened to him was real.
"I'm just trying to get this story out there because this did happen. As unbiased as I can be, this all did happen to me and when things like this happen, people should feel comfortable speaking up about it."
when karma is a bitch she'll bite you in the ass
@Panera Bread posted more chat logs found on ANN's server:
Lynzee Loveridge changed the name of the alleged victim to "Duncan" to protect his privacy but then uploaded all of his pictures to ANN. In the article, there are images titled "dm15.jpg" and "dm16.jpg". If you change the URLs to numbers 1 to 14, you can find images and chat logs that were not included in the article. They appear to show the alleged victim, whom Daman calls "Trayce" in the uncensored Facebook chat logs. J. Michael Tatum can be seen in one of those pictures.
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A quick reminder of the tweets Daman Mills made in February of 2019 in support of Monica Rial and "assault victims":
Now that the tables have turned on him, he looks like a big hypocrite sending a cease & desist letter to his accuser, the victim, doesn't he?
Another reminder that Vic cast Mills in the only anime Vic was an ADR director:
And Mills betrayed him.
Karma is a bitch.
UPDATE (03/10/2022):
Sausomecon, a convention Mills was going to be a guest at, announced that Mills will no longer attend:
UPDATE (03/14/2022):
Anime News Network has reported that Mills' accuser, now identified as Trayce Wilcox, has retracted his statements:
UPDATE (03/26/2022):
Kyokai Con, another convention Mills was listed as a guest for, has removed Mills from the guest list on their website:
Before: After:
UPDATE (06/27/2022):
Anime Expo featured Mills as a guest:
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Quick intro to Jehovah's Witnesses and internet Ex-JWs
Glossary post here.
Most people know the Jehovah's Witnesses as the friendly oddballs knocking on your door on Saturday mornings or hanging around with a cart of leaflets on your commute.
They have a lot more sinister cult practices behind the scenes, including but not limited to: expecting members to inform on each other to the congregation elders so they can control what they think, do and say; keeping Catholic style secret databases of paedophiles in the congregations and spending members' donations on their legal defences for the resulting court cases; banning blood transfusions to the point of having elders who will visit you in hospital specifically to talk you out of it; "disfellowshipping" or shunning, where, like Scientology's disconnection policy, current members are made to cut all contact with anyone who leaves the church or who the elders judge to be guilty of sinning in some way (e.g. getting a blood transfusion), even if they're family.
The disfellowshipping policy leads to a lot of Jehovah's Witnesses leaving the organisation and finding themselves without any family and friends, so for a while there has been a growing ex-JW movement on the internet to provide that replacement support network. The various ex-JW communities do a lot of good helping people get out and build their lives and raising awareness about the dodgy things the Jehovah's Witnesses organisation and Watchtower do.
But when you grow up in an isolated hierarchical cult full of paranoia, manipulation and infighting, you don't always leave all that behind when you quit, which brings us to the subject of this thread.
Lloyd Evans / John Cedars
There's many ex-JW YouTubers with lolcow tendencies, but the most popular (and biggest cow) is James Lloyd Evans (he goes by Lloyd). He's the host of JWWatch (formerly JWSurvey.org) and has had his own channel since leaving the church in 2013. His channel is all about the cult's practices, reviewing its weird propaganda videos and internal documents that PIMOs have leaked to him, discussing each new legal trouble and scandal that the church is caught up in, and interviewing other ex-JWs about their experiences in the organisation.
When he first started the channel, he used the pseudonym John Cedars because he was a PIMO, and didn't want to have his real name attached to the videos he made voicing his doubts, since he could be disfellowshipped for that. He explains that he picked the name "Cedars" as a reference to an old JW convention in Cedar Point, Ohio where photos show them flying US flags, and then in a JWBroadcasting reenactment of it they removed the flags.
As for why he picked the name "John"... well, you'll see.
Life in the JWs
He actually gives a pretty concise summary of his early life on the site (archive). In which he describes how he became an elder in his local congregation - that is, responsible for "shepherding the flock of God" and dealing with discipline within the congregation.
Rather bafflingly, he includes a lot of detail about when his wife caught him cybering with "girls".
But these troubles were soon to pale into insignificance when my wife made a heartbreaking discovery. She learned that, though I hadn’t cheated on her, I had been fraternizing with girls on the internet in ways that I shouldn’t have done as a married man. I had a big issue with cyber sex and pornography, which I had developed as a teenager, and which remained with me even into my marriage.
I am not proud of my actions, and to this day I grimace at what I put my wife through. She has never been anything but loyal and loving, and it saddens me that I hurt her by betraying her trust so early in our marriage.
I also feel it was hypocritical of me to accept an appointment as an elder with the aim of helping others and offering spiritual guidance when I had so many issues of my own to contend with. I was living a double life and being dishonest with people.
Even so, I can’t help but consider these actions to be very much a by-product of sexual repression in my formative years. In particular, I think of the difficulties I had in finding a marriage partner from a narrow pool of Witness girls, and the unscriptural Watchtower injunctions designed to induce guilt over masturbation.
Of course, I accept responsibility for my actions and I do not blame Watchtower for everything. After all, plenty of Witnesses seem to develop into well-balanced adults without these problems.
But my wife and I both now realise that sexual repression in my upbringing was a major factor. It forced me into finding ways of satisfying my natural sexual urges as a virgin without intercourse so as to remain “morally clean,” and this led to an unhealthy dependency on the internet and pornography.
Once my wife discovered my problem we had a number of emotional exchanges. Decisions needed to be made. My first instinct was to sweep things under the rug and work things out between us, but in the end I decided to stand down as an elder and move back to the congregation I had grown up in to receive discipline.
Apart from anything else I knew I wouldn’t get a fair trial from the bully elder, who would doubtless want to make sure I suffered further for daring to question him. This matter involved my wife and I, and not him – so I chose to receive my punishment from elders I felt I could rely on to be impartial.
I wrote an exhaustive confession in a letter and posted it through the letter box of my new Coordinator. Before long I was summoned to a Judicial Committee and made to relive everything I had done in excruciating detail, despite my signed confession which had already explained everything.
At one point I remember being reduced to tears. By the end of it all, it was decided that I should be reproved and not disfellowshipped. However, my reproof was to be publicly announced both in my new and former congregations to make it clear that I had done wrong during my time as an elder.
I am not proud of my actions, and to this day I grimace at what I put my wife through. She has never been anything but loyal and loving, and it saddens me that I hurt her by betraying her trust so early in our marriage.
I also feel it was hypocritical of me to accept an appointment as an elder with the aim of helping others and offering spiritual guidance when I had so many issues of my own to contend with. I was living a double life and being dishonest with people.
Even so, I can’t help but consider these actions to be very much a by-product of sexual repression in my formative years. In particular, I think of the difficulties I had in finding a marriage partner from a narrow pool of Witness girls, and the unscriptural Watchtower injunctions designed to induce guilt over masturbation.
Of course, I accept responsibility for my actions and I do not blame Watchtower for everything. After all, plenty of Witnesses seem to develop into well-balanced adults without these problems.
But my wife and I both now realise that sexual repression in my upbringing was a major factor. It forced me into finding ways of satisfying my natural sexual urges as a virgin without intercourse so as to remain “morally clean,” and this led to an unhealthy dependency on the internet and pornography.
Once my wife discovered my problem we had a number of emotional exchanges. Decisions needed to be made. My first instinct was to sweep things under the rug and work things out between us, but in the end I decided to stand down as an elder and move back to the congregation I had grown up in to receive discipline.
Apart from anything else I knew I wouldn’t get a fair trial from the bully elder, who would doubtless want to make sure I suffered further for daring to question him. This matter involved my wife and I, and not him – so I chose to receive my punishment from elders I felt I could rely on to be impartial.
I wrote an exhaustive confession in a letter and posted it through the letter box of my new Coordinator. Before long I was summoned to a Judicial Committee and made to relive everything I had done in excruciating detail, despite my signed confession which had already explained everything.
At one point I remember being reduced to tears. By the end of it all, it was decided that I should be reproved and not disfellowshipped. However, my reproof was to be publicly announced both in my new and former congregations to make it clear that I had done wrong during my time as an elder.
He repeats this anecdote in his book, "The Reluctant Apostate":
Leaving the JWs
Before JWs are disfellowshipped, they are summoned before their congregation's elders for a judicial committee: basically if you do something the church considers wrong, and it gets back to the elders in your local congregation, you'll essentially have an interrogation with them and they decide whether to forgive you or disfellowship you. This is what they do for everyone, from normal people with doubts to actual criminals (including chomos) instead of calling the police.
He mentions the first judicial committee he had in the UK in his book excerpt above. Soon after this, he left the UK and moved to Croatia with his wife Dijana, for a fresh start, and has lived there ever since. Then in Croatia, he had a second judicial committee, for his doubts about the organisation and apostasy.
It's become common practice for PIMOs to record the proceedings, so that they have evidence of any bullying tactics, criminality or negligence by the elders, and proof that it was for a minor "offence" and they conducted themselves well in the hearing, in case anyone still in the organisation later tries to slander them. Almost all of the big ex-JW YouTubers have a video in which they react to or comment on their own judicial committee.
Unusually for an ex-JW YouTuber, Lloyd didn't record his judicial committee. There's a lot of speculation as to why, but so far, that's all it is. The Vast Apostate Hour, another ex-JW channel, clipped and captioned this part of his video from the time, pointing this out. Lloyd doesn't mention this in his video, but it's very rare for a branch representative to sit in on a judicial committee, it's usually just the local elders. VAH also said that it's very rare for elders to be removed by judicial committees at all. (thread) This is all stuff that former JWs would know, and Lloyd usually explains internal JW practices to us normies, but he didn't do that this time. He also heavily implies he has some kind of leverage over the organisation, or at least the Croatia branch. What did he mean by this? VAH theorises it's a sort of mutually assured destruction tactic on his part: yes, they could out him as on their secret database of nonces, but to do that, they'd also have to admit that there was a database in the first place.
They give a lot more context to this here (attached).
The Grift, part 1: The Australian Royal Commission book
Lloyd's forever plugging his Patreon, his books and his merch. Not necessarily a bad thing in itself, man's gotta eat. However, a few times he has really compromised his integrity as a "professional activist".
2015 saw the Australian Royal Commission - an investigation into child sexual abuse in Australia that focused on a lot of different groups, including Jehovah's Witnesses. Lots of testimonies from victims and a couple of the governing body members. JWWatch (then JWSurvey) made a lot of good videos about it, though while Lloyd hosted them, almost all the information and insight came from the cohosts Daniel Walker (Covert Fade), Mark O'Donnell (John Redwoods) and retired lawyer Kim Silvio.
Fade decided to write a book about it all, without consulting any of the victims who testified, and when one, "BCG", objected, he and Lloyd sperged out at her and summoned their personal army to bother her on socials, and later issued a non-apology, a running theme with this guy. Here's the public statement from BCG.
This wouldn't be the last time he'd be accused of trying to cash in on victims without their permission either. https://archive.ph/wUyBT
The Grift, part 2: Crisis of Conscience
The seminal ex-JW book is "Crisis of Conscience" by Raymond Franz, a former governing body member who quit the organisation and exposed all its inner workings and explained his doubts. It was (and still is) a huge catalyst for helping people to escape the JWs.
In 2016, Lloyd announced a competition for his viewers to win "bootleg" copies his mate had printed. When people pointed out this was illegal, he wrote a long non-apology screed (archive) in which he reeeees about "the haters", and yet if you read between the lines, he admits everything.
Mike and Kim Brooks also have a YouTube channel. Far from being "evangelical activists", they're also ex-JW activists who happen to have converted to a normal mainstream kind of Christianity instead of atheism like Lloyd.
He then rambled about how important it is to make this wonderful resource available to people, despite having criticised Mike and Kim for making it available as a free PDF, while talking about returning the money, implying he and his friend were charging for it.
IICSA
Lloyd has been interviewed on TV and radio quite a bit, and was in Leah Remini's Aftermath special about Jehovah's Witnesses.
In 2019, the UK government held IICSA, the Independent Inquiry into Child Sexual Abuse; basically the same sort of thing as the Australian Royal Commission. Lloyd applied to be a core participant and was accepted: (application here)
It's not clear why he applied instead of other ex-JWs. He did have some knowledge of how the church operates in the UK, having been an elder, and he has interviewed a lot of ex-JW CSA victims on his channel.
Remember that date, though, 2019.
#Lloydgate
On 31st January 2022, Lloyd's former JWWatch collaborator, Kim Silvio, put out a statement on the ex-JW subReddit accusing Lloyd of repeatedly cheating on his wife with prostitutes he rented with his Patreon money:
I write this statement in the interest of scrutiny, transparency and truth. Knowledge can be a powerful thing however in this instance, knowledge has been a heavy weight that has taken time to consider.
Sometimes a day comes when the good that someone does can start to be outweighed by the not so good. Behaviour becomes toxic, hypocritical, suffocating and controlling.
Some weeks back Lloyd openly and without warning notified me of his infidelity and engagement with prostitutes on a very regular basis over many years, amongst other matters that don’t need to be specifically mentioned.
This was shortly before he notified the community that he would be taking a two month break from activism “to re-evaluate my life for the sake of my mental health”.
This is not correct. Lloyd had been in Thailand making use of the many different facilities and getting to know the locals and other tourists since shortly after Christmas, only returning to Croatia a few days ago.
It has often been said that activists are happy for individuals to be Jehovah’s Witnesses, providing that they know the whole truth about the organisation.
Lloyds subscribers, support team and patrons are not being given the correct information. There are matters that he does not want the public to know about, wanting rather to maintain a facade that appeals to those concerned.
To show his narcissistic behaviour, deficit regard for the feelings of others, use of funding generated through his activism work to pay for prostitution, an industry known for the exploitation of women and minors, a solo non-mental health related trip to Thailand and failure to be honest in respect to the true reason for his absence would cause reproach to be brought upon his name and therefore must not be spoken about.
It is hoped that this information will give you the same opportunity that Lloyd gives to all Jehovah’s Witnesses about their religion. The truth. You are being deceived by this hypocritical, dishonest and misogynistic man.
Many times Lloyd has shouted down other activists, members of our community for not agreeing with him, or as a result of him somehow convincing others that on every single occasion he is questioned, he is the victim. How many activists have stopped their efforts? How many people have been silenced? You would be shocked at how many people have left activism because of him.
Is it possible for us all to consider that he has manipulated the entire community to see him as the authority, the only opinion that should be considered? Does he have a monopoly on the activism movement?
Experts often say that the indication of a cult is what happens when you leave. It cannot go unnoticed how many people are cut off, cut down, attacked and shouted into silence for expressing a varied opinion to Lloyd or for daring to question him or critique him in any way.
Is it now time that the community are given the opportunity to consider these matters and to ask this question:
“Is it time to let the videos Lloyd has produced speak for themselves, and let many other activists take the mantle with a truly free and community spirit?”
I have given great consideration as to whether I should disclose this information to the community and I have considered a few factors; Would I want to know if I were a patron? Yes. Would I want to know if I were a subscriber? Yes. Would I want to know if I were recommending Lloyd for media opportunities? Yes. Would I want to know if I were considering entering into a joint activism project with him? Yes.
And finally, can I live with myself knowing that each and everyone of you are being lied to just like we all were as Jehovah’s Witnesses? No.
We will not accept it from the organisation therefore we cannot accept this type of behavior in our community.
Producer Bob and I have resigned from the JW watch team as we can no longer support this behaviour.
We wish you all well and trust that this knowledge will not divide the community, rather unite and build a community that is built on freedom and truth.
In closing I do wish to say that I hope my reputation through the work that I have done and my known association with Lloyd may give you confidence to accept this as truth. I am not concerned that I may be accused of deformation as the first defense of such a claim is truth.
Kind regards,
Kim Silvio
Sometimes a day comes when the good that someone does can start to be outweighed by the not so good. Behaviour becomes toxic, hypocritical, suffocating and controlling.
Some weeks back Lloyd openly and without warning notified me of his infidelity and engagement with prostitutes on a very regular basis over many years, amongst other matters that don’t need to be specifically mentioned.
This was shortly before he notified the community that he would be taking a two month break from activism “to re-evaluate my life for the sake of my mental health”.
This is not correct. Lloyd had been in Thailand making use of the many different facilities and getting to know the locals and other tourists since shortly after Christmas, only returning to Croatia a few days ago.
It has often been said that activists are happy for individuals to be Jehovah’s Witnesses, providing that they know the whole truth about the organisation.
Lloyds subscribers, support team and patrons are not being given the correct information. There are matters that he does not want the public to know about, wanting rather to maintain a facade that appeals to those concerned.
To show his narcissistic behaviour, deficit regard for the feelings of others, use of funding generated through his activism work to pay for prostitution, an industry known for the exploitation of women and minors, a solo non-mental health related trip to Thailand and failure to be honest in respect to the true reason for his absence would cause reproach to be brought upon his name and therefore must not be spoken about.
It is hoped that this information will give you the same opportunity that Lloyd gives to all Jehovah’s Witnesses about their religion. The truth. You are being deceived by this hypocritical, dishonest and misogynistic man.
Many times Lloyd has shouted down other activists, members of our community for not agreeing with him, or as a result of him somehow convincing others that on every single occasion he is questioned, he is the victim. How many activists have stopped their efforts? How many people have been silenced? You would be shocked at how many people have left activism because of him.
Is it possible for us all to consider that he has manipulated the entire community to see him as the authority, the only opinion that should be considered? Does he have a monopoly on the activism movement?
Experts often say that the indication of a cult is what happens when you leave. It cannot go unnoticed how many people are cut off, cut down, attacked and shouted into silence for expressing a varied opinion to Lloyd or for daring to question him or critique him in any way.
Is it now time that the community are given the opportunity to consider these matters and to ask this question:
“Is it time to let the videos Lloyd has produced speak for themselves, and let many other activists take the mantle with a truly free and community spirit?”
I have given great consideration as to whether I should disclose this information to the community and I have considered a few factors; Would I want to know if I were a patron? Yes. Would I want to know if I were a subscriber? Yes. Would I want to know if I were recommending Lloyd for media opportunities? Yes. Would I want to know if I were considering entering into a joint activism project with him? Yes.
And finally, can I live with myself knowing that each and everyone of you are being lied to just like we all were as Jehovah’s Witnesses? No.
We will not accept it from the organisation therefore we cannot accept this type of behavior in our community.
Producer Bob and I have resigned from the JW watch team as we can no longer support this behaviour.
We wish you all well and trust that this knowledge will not divide the community, rather unite and build a community that is built on freedom and truth.
In closing I do wish to say that I hope my reputation through the work that I have done and my known association with Lloyd may give you confidence to accept this as truth. I am not concerned that I may be accused of deformation as the first defense of such a claim is truth.
Kind regards,
Kim Silvio
The jannies quickly deleted the OP and locked the thread. Kim discussed it on her Twitter and has since done streams with several other ex-JW YouTubers discussing it.
Lloyd responded with a thoughtful video statement, in which he showed self-reflection and deep contrition for his actions.
...Nah, just kidding, he got wasted and did an hour and a half livestream in which he chimped out at Kim, the haters, and the chat, and he confessed to everything.
There's a lot of him just sitting around and the sound and video fucking up, so here's the highlights:
00:00: The stream starts and Lloyd's sound is off.
02:06: He looks at the chat yelling at him that he's muted, and fixes it.
02:23: He has been dragged kicking and screaming back onto YouTube and cut his mental health break short because of a "massive invasion of privacy and betrayal of confidence". Reees about his privacy and how it's nobody's business but his.
04:59: His in-laws are looking after his daughters, and his wife Dijana is out and "she's asked me to say as little about her as possible".
05:40: "I haven't raped anyone. I haven't committed any kind of sexual offence." (Remember this part.) "I haven't murdered anyone, no seal cubs have been bludgeoned by my hand."
06:05: He grumps about how Kim Silvio, his former colleague and friend, posted the statement on Reddit, and says it "grossly invaded my privacy AND MY FAMILY'S privacy. My wife's privacy, my children's privacy, because they're gonna grow up eventually and they're gonna want to know what's on the internet about their daddy."
07:19: "I feel like my house was burgled and I've been held at gunpoint." Shades of Russell Greer's fanfic about what Taylor Swift figuratively did to him. Rages about how he feels "abused".
08:40: Technical difficulties.
9:10: Starts explaining the situation. "Apparently you all need to know what I do with my dick, the world needs to know."
9:44: Plugs his book, whines about how he was sexually repressed by growing up in the JW church.
11:12: Reminds himself that his wife specifically told him to talk about her as little as possible.
11:29: Immediately starts spilling the beans about his and his wife's sex life.
12:24: Plugs his book again. Says he didn't write about it because he wanted to, but because he had to, because he knew that his judicial committee and other JWs in his family had that dirt on him and could share it themselves.
13:23: Says he explicitly moved to Croatia because his wife had discovered him chatting with girls online.
13:34: Hurriedly corrects himself, "When I say 'girls', I mean 'women'". Superchats come in begging him to end the stream.
13:57: Credits his porn/cybering/sexting/infidelity addiction and subsequent move to Croatia with him getting out of the cult.
14:59: Mentions his wife as little as possible again, saying that she wasn't "enough" for him and goes on about their sexual difficulties.
16:45: Technical difficulties again
17:15: Superchat says "no need to tell us anymore" and he starts laughing about how apparently it's everybody's business according to Kim.
18:00: The visual and audio cut out for a few seconds. The visual returns but no audio for a good few minutes. as Lloyd keeps talking and apparently doing some weird impression of "the haters" and laughing.
23:20: Lloyd floats the conspiracy theory that one of his former friends is tampering with his video and that's why he keeps fucking up.
25:00: He says all the creepy sex shit continued "up until very, very recently". Continues to talk about his wife as little as possible.
25:40: "There were no affairs... I haven't wanted a relationship with anyone else, but I have looked for sex."
26:00 The chat pleads with him to shut the fuck up, he gets all snarky about it and downs his entire whisky. He says the technical problems appear to have stopped now that he's suggested someone's tampering with it, as if they've realised he's onto them.
26:55: "The situation came to a head very recently when Dijana made a discovery... she saw some pictures" - so again, like the previous, he didn't actually confess any of this to her, she found out.
28:50: A chat from Alien Encounters says "YOU WERE GROOMING A 14 YEAR OLD" and he loses his mind and rants about how everybody betray him, they no good. "They want me to be a paedophile".
31:33: This happens.
It later got posted to /r/PublicFreakout as "Mastery of the Penis".
36:00: Lloyd explains he took a break for mental health reasons and says that technically he was honest about that, because he was stressed at the consequences of his own actions.
37:00: He finally starts telling the story. He had a Zoom call with his producer Bob and Kim Silvio, both of whom have since left JWWatch, and he told them everything, apparently without them having asked. At the time they were really supportive and understanding of him at the time.
39:00: He ditched his wife and kids and went to Thailand on his own to FiNd HiMsElF for three weeks, over Christmas and New Year, to see if it was "possible for him to exist" without his marriage.
40:00: Starts reading WhatsApp messages from Kim helping him organise his holiday and approving of his video where he announced he was taking a break.
42:00: Reads messages he sent to Kim on NYE when he was thinking about suicide and she told him to keep it together for his kids. Fakes sobbing for a bit, face is completely dry and normal when he pulls his hand away.
45:00 Mentions he had some weed and says "maybe that's something I'm also a villain for".
48:00: Says he was grumpy at his friend, fellow ex-JW and occasional contributor Javier Ortiz, for not responding to his messages.
50:30: "By the way, this was literally called 'The Meltdown Support Group'. So, not just 'The Unfaithfulness Support Group', or 'The Prostitutes/Sex Workers Support Group' or whatever". PLOT TWIST.
53:30: Lloyd says Kim's tone changed on New Year's Day when an ex-JW attempted suicide and posted about it on Twitter. (Lloyd tries to keep it vague here, but his drunk ass slips up and names the guy.) Lloyd reads her message to him, in which she talks about managing his public persona and reputation, because people look up to him. She tells him either to get off social media or come clean to his viewers. He responded grumpily to her and said he didn't like being told what to do. He interprets her message as shaming him for talking about his mental health issues.
1:03:00: He compares it to being back inside the JWs and being judged, "where if you do anything outside of what the organisation expects, you're worse than a paedophile."
1:06:00: He finally reads Kim's statement. "He notified me without warning of engagement with prostitutes on a very regular basis over many years." He takes issue with this and says it was "only" every 2-3 months, for 3-4 years. "I didn't have an opportunity to do it on a regular basis, I'm not sure I would NEED to, so that part is factually untrue. And libelous!"
1:11:00: Says it's none of his Patreon patrons' and superchat donors' business how he spends their donations, and compares himself to a doctor who gets paid for helping people and is allowed to spend his money however, and calls his Patreon NEETbux "my wages".
1:13:00: Doesn't understand how any of his actions ever could possibly be misogynistic, so chalks it up to him disagreeing with Kim, a woman.
1:17:00 Plays the victim for a bit and talks about how this impacts on all of his family, again saying as little as possible about his wife. Talks about his children, including giving their names and ages, and his in-laws.
1:23:00: Again talks about how he spends his "wages" and asks if he's supposed to get receipts from the hookers for expenses.
1:24:00: A chat asks "is prostitution legal in Croatia?" He freaks out.
1:28:00: Kim shows up in the chat and he bitches her out.
1:30:00: Someone in chat calls Kim a snake and Lloyd puts it up on the screen and leaves it there for a good few minutes. "Oops didn't mean to leave the 'snake' comment up for quite so long!"
1:32:00: Lloyd says he never presented a facade, but if he did, everyone does that on Facebook and Instagram all the time anyway.
02:06: He looks at the chat yelling at him that he's muted, and fixes it.
02:23: He has been dragged kicking and screaming back onto YouTube and cut his mental health break short because of a "massive invasion of privacy and betrayal of confidence". Reees about his privacy and how it's nobody's business but his.
04:59: His in-laws are looking after his daughters, and his wife Dijana is out and "she's asked me to say as little about her as possible".
05:40: "I haven't raped anyone. I haven't committed any kind of sexual offence." (Remember this part.) "I haven't murdered anyone, no seal cubs have been bludgeoned by my hand."
06:05: He grumps about how Kim Silvio, his former colleague and friend, posted the statement on Reddit, and says it "grossly invaded my privacy AND MY FAMILY'S privacy. My wife's privacy, my children's privacy, because they're gonna grow up eventually and they're gonna want to know what's on the internet about their daddy."
07:19: "I feel like my house was burgled and I've been held at gunpoint." Shades of Russell Greer's fanfic about what Taylor Swift figuratively did to him. Rages about how he feels "abused".
08:40: Technical difficulties.
9:10: Starts explaining the situation. "Apparently you all need to know what I do with my dick, the world needs to know."
9:44: Plugs his book, whines about how he was sexually repressed by growing up in the JW church.
11:12: Reminds himself that his wife specifically told him to talk about her as little as possible.
11:29: Immediately starts spilling the beans about his and his wife's sex life.
12:24: Plugs his book again. Says he didn't write about it because he wanted to, but because he had to, because he knew that his judicial committee and other JWs in his family had that dirt on him and could share it themselves.
13:23: Says he explicitly moved to Croatia because his wife had discovered him chatting with girls online.
13:34: Hurriedly corrects himself, "When I say 'girls', I mean 'women'". Superchats come in begging him to end the stream.
13:57: Credits his porn/cybering/sexting/infidelity addiction and subsequent move to Croatia with him getting out of the cult.
14:59: Mentions his wife as little as possible again, saying that she wasn't "enough" for him and goes on about their sexual difficulties.
16:45: Technical difficulties again
17:15: Superchat says "no need to tell us anymore" and he starts laughing about how apparently it's everybody's business according to Kim.
18:00: The visual and audio cut out for a few seconds. The visual returns but no audio for a good few minutes. as Lloyd keeps talking and apparently doing some weird impression of "the haters" and laughing.
23:20: Lloyd floats the conspiracy theory that one of his former friends is tampering with his video and that's why he keeps fucking up.
25:00: He says all the creepy sex shit continued "up until very, very recently". Continues to talk about his wife as little as possible.
25:40: "There were no affairs... I haven't wanted a relationship with anyone else, but I have looked for sex."
26:00 The chat pleads with him to shut the fuck up, he gets all snarky about it and downs his entire whisky. He says the technical problems appear to have stopped now that he's suggested someone's tampering with it, as if they've realised he's onto them.
26:55: "The situation came to a head very recently when Dijana made a discovery... she saw some pictures" - so again, like the previous, he didn't actually confess any of this to her, she found out.
28:50: A chat from Alien Encounters says "YOU WERE GROOMING A 14 YEAR OLD" and he loses his mind and rants about how everybody betray him, they no good. "They want me to be a paedophile".
31:33: This happens.
It later got posted to /r/PublicFreakout as "Mastery of the Penis".
36:00: Lloyd explains he took a break for mental health reasons and says that technically he was honest about that, because he was stressed at the consequences of his own actions.
37:00: He finally starts telling the story. He had a Zoom call with his producer Bob and Kim Silvio, both of whom have since left JWWatch, and he told them everything, apparently without them having asked. At the time they were really supportive and understanding of him at the time.
39:00: He ditched his wife and kids and went to Thailand on his own to FiNd HiMsElF for three weeks, over Christmas and New Year, to see if it was "possible for him to exist" without his marriage.
40:00: Starts reading WhatsApp messages from Kim helping him organise his holiday and approving of his video where he announced he was taking a break.
42:00: Reads messages he sent to Kim on NYE when he was thinking about suicide and she told him to keep it together for his kids. Fakes sobbing for a bit, face is completely dry and normal when he pulls his hand away.
45:00 Mentions he had some weed and says "maybe that's something I'm also a villain for".
48:00: Says he was grumpy at his friend, fellow ex-JW and occasional contributor Javier Ortiz, for not responding to his messages.
50:30: "By the way, this was literally called 'The Meltdown Support Group'. So, not just 'The Unfaithfulness Support Group', or 'The Prostitutes/Sex Workers Support Group' or whatever". PLOT TWIST.
53:30: Lloyd says Kim's tone changed on New Year's Day when an ex-JW attempted suicide and posted about it on Twitter. (Lloyd tries to keep it vague here, but his drunk ass slips up and names the guy.) Lloyd reads her message to him, in which she talks about managing his public persona and reputation, because people look up to him. She tells him either to get off social media or come clean to his viewers. He responded grumpily to her and said he didn't like being told what to do. He interprets her message as shaming him for talking about his mental health issues.
1:03:00: He compares it to being back inside the JWs and being judged, "where if you do anything outside of what the organisation expects, you're worse than a paedophile."
1:06:00: He finally reads Kim's statement. "He notified me without warning of engagement with prostitutes on a very regular basis over many years." He takes issue with this and says it was "only" every 2-3 months, for 3-4 years. "I didn't have an opportunity to do it on a regular basis, I'm not sure I would NEED to, so that part is factually untrue. And libelous!"
1:11:00: Says it's none of his Patreon patrons' and superchat donors' business how he spends their donations, and compares himself to a doctor who gets paid for helping people and is allowed to spend his money however, and calls his Patreon NEETbux "my wages".
1:13:00: Doesn't understand how any of his actions ever could possibly be misogynistic, so chalks it up to him disagreeing with Kim, a woman.
1:17:00 Plays the victim for a bit and talks about how this impacts on all of his family, again saying as little as possible about his wife. Talks about his children, including giving their names and ages, and his in-laws.
1:23:00: Again talks about how he spends his "wages" and asks if he's supposed to get receipts from the hookers for expenses.
1:24:00: A chat asks "is prostitution legal in Croatia?" He freaks out.
No.
Also illegal in England and Thailand, so wherever he did it, he actually has committed a kind of sexual offence, possibly several.
Also illegal in England and Thailand, so wherever he did it, he actually has committed a kind of sexual offence, possibly several.
1:30:00: Someone in chat calls Kim a snake and Lloyd puts it up on the screen and leaves it there for a good few minutes. "Oops didn't mean to leave the 'snake' comment up for quite so long!"
1:32:00: Lloyd says he never presented a facade, but if he did, everyone does that on Facebook and Instagram all the time anyway.
Now, Lloyd says he was punting "until very ,very recently" (and doesn't ever actually say he's stopped) , every few months "for three or four years". So that's from 2018 or 2019, through to the present day.
This means he was, under English and Croatian law, committing sex offences throughout the entire period of 2019 and 2020, at the same time he was interviewing CSA victims on his channel and was a core participant of IICSA.
Also while his wife was pregnant with his second child.
Adam van Wirdum, the ex-JW who'd attempted suicide has since also made a public statement on /r/exjw, initially supporting Lloyd and Kim on the mental health topic specifically, and then when he found out "further facts", he cancelled his Patreon subscription to Lloyd.
Since the stream, Lloyd has released a more sober statement on his Facebook page (archive). tl;dr: he doubles down on all of it and blames Kim for everything, and says he's going to block all the haters.
Hello all
I’m briefly breaking my social media hiatus to say a few things that some may need to hear:
(Note: I have updated this list to add points 3B, 3C and expand on point 6. I may make further updates as needed.)
(1) I want to clarify that I don’t think my livestream on the 31st was sabotaged by anyone. I was extremely stressed when recording and when my mic inexplicably kept muting itself, which it has never done before, my mind raced to possible causes. I remembered that Producer Bob at that point had access to my Streamyard and verbalized this on air, but there’s simply no way she could have interfered without me seeing her in the studio interface. I want to apologize to her unreservedly for making that inference/accusation.
(2) Since the livestream I have been informed that Producer Bob was very much involved behind the scenes in orchestrating/supporting the sharing of private information about my life despite her personal assurances to the contrary.
(3a) What little I’ve glimpsed of people weighing in on this issue falls very much into slippery slope fallacy territory. To reiterate: I am not a criminal, nor have I engaged in or facilitated any abusive behavior. Aside from the violation of privacy that impacts my whole family there is one injured party in all of this - my wife - and I know she objects to people treating her as a victim. Anyone wishing to accuse me of perpetrating crime should be going to the police before posting their claims on social media if they truly care about the crime itself or any potential victims. To hurl accusations without proof of any kind is slander. I am seeing accusations resurfacing that were leveled at me in 2017 as part of a cyber-bullying campaign orchestrated by the self-styled “Vast Apostate Army” or VAA. These accusations were forwarded to both the producers of Leah Remini’s Aftermath series and IICSA in an attempt to sabotage my involvement in both of those projects, but were given short shrift because minimal scrutiny revealed them to be utter fiction - the product of troubled minds who seek my destruction so fervently that they would like there to be a child who was molested, or “sexted”, by me. Let me be clear: I have many flaws, but exposing child sexual abuse while participating in it is not and has never been one of them. It feels like a violation that I even need to say that.
(3b) A specific concern that has been brought to my attention is the notoriety of Thailand's sex industry and its problems with sex trafficking. Such concerns were doubtless fueled by Kim's remark that while in Thailand I was "making use of the many different facilities." I want to assure everyone that I did not go to Thailand for its sex industry. My main reasons for choosing it as a place for reflection and self-discovery were its low cost of living (I didn't want to live exorbitantly if my trip ended up lasting many weeks), its amazing food and its natural beauty. If sex tourism had been my incentive I am sure I would have headed straight to Bangkok rather than Phuket and its stunning beaches. Suffice to say, not that its anyone's business but of those I met in Thailand, sex workers or otherwise, nobody was a minor by either Thai or US law and all were in their 20s or older. Again, it feels invasive to even make that statement but I am anxious to reassure people who may be being fed wrong, salacious information.
(3c) Today (February 7, 2022) photos are being circulated that Dijana disclosed privately to someone she assumed to be a trusted friend. I want to make it clear that the woman in the photos is in her 20s and not a sex worker.
(4) It is more than likely that Kim will try to share more personal information in the coming days and weeks. I won’t be commenting on each and every WhatsApp screen grab she tweets, if any. Suffice to say: I know who I am as a person and that I am not the narcissistic super villain that she is portraying. I know that despite my differences over the years with trusted colleagues and fellow activists, those I am working with now are the ones I have nothing but respect and admiration for. Whatever words of mine may surface on Kim’s social media, which will almost certainly be shorn of context, I know deep down that I am a good person; that I care passionately about the cause I have served for over 10 years, and that I care about and value all who have helped me in my work including my colleagues and patrons.
(5) I would like to reiterate that as a professional activist I get to spend my wages as I please. My patrons know that I churn considerable money into my channel. It is due to their generous support that I have been able to hire a video editor, build a studio, travel to investigate stories and invest in the best equipment. I simply shouldn’t be asked to account for how I spend my personal funds. If that had ever been the case, I would never have used Patreon to begin with.
(6) I am currently running a poll on the “community” tab of my YouTube channel to see whether my viewers would like me to keep my livestream from the 31st on the channel for the sake of transparency, or have it removed due to the invasive nature of its contents. At this time, the poll is running at 59% in favor of the video remaining. I will do my best to respect the wishes of the majority of my viewers and keep the video on my channel as long as possible, but I also reserve the right to override the results of the poll if I am asked to do so by Dijana who as with myself never asked for any of this attention on her private life. (Update: I have chosen to "unlist" both the 31st livestream and the "Taking a Break" video so that both videos are no longer being promoted on my channel but the information is available to those who want to see it.)
(7) I am now unapologetically blocking on social media anyone who sympathizes with Kim and her grossly judgmental, vindictive, surreptitious behavior. What Kim has done is the single biggest personal violation I have ever experienced, and it’s hard to believe anyone will ever be able to top it. I generally shy away from “you’re either for me or against me” rhetoric, and I want to be clear that I am not asking people to take sides. But if you use your social media platform to facilitate what is now being inflicted on me and my family, I don’t want to see any of what you have to say showing up in my feed in the future.
(8 ) I am at a point where I am seriously considering stepping down from ex-JW activism altogether. I have been overwhelmed and deeply touched by the outpouring of support by the vast majority of my viewers and patrons. However, I am also seeing the ugly side of the ex-JW movement as never before and I genuinely shudder at this moment when I consider summoning the energy to devote more of myself to producing content that can be enjoyed by individuals who would treat me and those I love with such disdain. Quite apart from that, a significant element of my work involves collaboration with other ex-JWs, which in turn requires trust. Kim’s actions have decimated my trust in working with other ex-JWs and I am not sure I can ever collaborate again on the level I was doing before all this happened. Suffice to say, my life is in turmoil right now and I have no idea what is going to happen next. But whatever becomes of me I want to sincerely thank all those who have extended support and solidarity in this profoundly stressful period. Your kind words and unconditional love means more than you can know.
Lloyd
I’m briefly breaking my social media hiatus to say a few things that some may need to hear:
(Note: I have updated this list to add points 3B, 3C and expand on point 6. I may make further updates as needed.)
(1) I want to clarify that I don’t think my livestream on the 31st was sabotaged by anyone. I was extremely stressed when recording and when my mic inexplicably kept muting itself, which it has never done before, my mind raced to possible causes. I remembered that Producer Bob at that point had access to my Streamyard and verbalized this on air, but there’s simply no way she could have interfered without me seeing her in the studio interface. I want to apologize to her unreservedly for making that inference/accusation.
(2) Since the livestream I have been informed that Producer Bob was very much involved behind the scenes in orchestrating/supporting the sharing of private information about my life despite her personal assurances to the contrary.
(3a) What little I’ve glimpsed of people weighing in on this issue falls very much into slippery slope fallacy territory. To reiterate: I am not a criminal, nor have I engaged in or facilitated any abusive behavior. Aside from the violation of privacy that impacts my whole family there is one injured party in all of this - my wife - and I know she objects to people treating her as a victim. Anyone wishing to accuse me of perpetrating crime should be going to the police before posting their claims on social media if they truly care about the crime itself or any potential victims. To hurl accusations without proof of any kind is slander. I am seeing accusations resurfacing that were leveled at me in 2017 as part of a cyber-bullying campaign orchestrated by the self-styled “Vast Apostate Army” or VAA. These accusations were forwarded to both the producers of Leah Remini’s Aftermath series and IICSA in an attempt to sabotage my involvement in both of those projects, but were given short shrift because minimal scrutiny revealed them to be utter fiction - the product of troubled minds who seek my destruction so fervently that they would like there to be a child who was molested, or “sexted”, by me. Let me be clear: I have many flaws, but exposing child sexual abuse while participating in it is not and has never been one of them. It feels like a violation that I even need to say that.
(3b) A specific concern that has been brought to my attention is the notoriety of Thailand's sex industry and its problems with sex trafficking. Such concerns were doubtless fueled by Kim's remark that while in Thailand I was "making use of the many different facilities." I want to assure everyone that I did not go to Thailand for its sex industry. My main reasons for choosing it as a place for reflection and self-discovery were its low cost of living (I didn't want to live exorbitantly if my trip ended up lasting many weeks), its amazing food and its natural beauty. If sex tourism had been my incentive I am sure I would have headed straight to Bangkok rather than Phuket and its stunning beaches. Suffice to say, not that its anyone's business but of those I met in Thailand, sex workers or otherwise, nobody was a minor by either Thai or US law and all were in their 20s or older. Again, it feels invasive to even make that statement but I am anxious to reassure people who may be being fed wrong, salacious information.
(3c) Today (February 7, 2022) photos are being circulated that Dijana disclosed privately to someone she assumed to be a trusted friend. I want to make it clear that the woman in the photos is in her 20s and not a sex worker.
(4) It is more than likely that Kim will try to share more personal information in the coming days and weeks. I won’t be commenting on each and every WhatsApp screen grab she tweets, if any. Suffice to say: I know who I am as a person and that I am not the narcissistic super villain that she is portraying. I know that despite my differences over the years with trusted colleagues and fellow activists, those I am working with now are the ones I have nothing but respect and admiration for. Whatever words of mine may surface on Kim’s social media, which will almost certainly be shorn of context, I know deep down that I am a good person; that I care passionately about the cause I have served for over 10 years, and that I care about and value all who have helped me in my work including my colleagues and patrons.
(5) I would like to reiterate that as a professional activist I get to spend my wages as I please. My patrons know that I churn considerable money into my channel. It is due to their generous support that I have been able to hire a video editor, build a studio, travel to investigate stories and invest in the best equipment. I simply shouldn’t be asked to account for how I spend my personal funds. If that had ever been the case, I would never have used Patreon to begin with.
(6) I am currently running a poll on the “community” tab of my YouTube channel to see whether my viewers would like me to keep my livestream from the 31st on the channel for the sake of transparency, or have it removed due to the invasive nature of its contents. At this time, the poll is running at 59% in favor of the video remaining. I will do my best to respect the wishes of the majority of my viewers and keep the video on my channel as long as possible, but I also reserve the right to override the results of the poll if I am asked to do so by Dijana who as with myself never asked for any of this attention on her private life. (Update: I have chosen to "unlist" both the 31st livestream and the "Taking a Break" video so that both videos are no longer being promoted on my channel but the information is available to those who want to see it.)
(7) I am now unapologetically blocking on social media anyone who sympathizes with Kim and her grossly judgmental, vindictive, surreptitious behavior. What Kim has done is the single biggest personal violation I have ever experienced, and it’s hard to believe anyone will ever be able to top it. I generally shy away from “you’re either for me or against me” rhetoric, and I want to be clear that I am not asking people to take sides. But if you use your social media platform to facilitate what is now being inflicted on me and my family, I don’t want to see any of what you have to say showing up in my feed in the future.
(8 ) I am at a point where I am seriously considering stepping down from ex-JW activism altogether. I have been overwhelmed and deeply touched by the outpouring of support by the vast majority of my viewers and patrons. However, I am also seeing the ugly side of the ex-JW movement as never before and I genuinely shudder at this moment when I consider summoning the energy to devote more of myself to producing content that can be enjoyed by individuals who would treat me and those I love with such disdain. Quite apart from that, a significant element of my work involves collaboration with other ex-JWs, which in turn requires trust. Kim’s actions have decimated my trust in working with other ex-JWs and I am not sure I can ever collaborate again on the level I was doing before all this happened. Suffice to say, my life is in turmoil right now and I have no idea what is going to happen next. But whatever becomes of me I want to sincerely thank all those who have extended support and solidarity in this profoundly stressful period. Your kind words and unconditional love means more than you can know.
Lloyd
So far, that's what we know for sure and that he has confessed to.
This is the photo he mentions in 3c, the one that his wife found, then sent to a friend who then leaked them.
Some Twitter users speculate that this is a ladyboy, the resolution is poor so you decide. Either way (s)he doesn't look happy.
Lloyd's statement doesn't clarify things, since he happily calls troons women, as in his occasional cow crossovers with Tranny Sideshows thread regular Colin "Katy" Montgomerie:
Regarding part 5, that he's allowed to spend his hipster neetbux however he pleases, this is pretty hypocritical in light of his multiple videos on JW governing body members spending followers' donations on legal defence for abuse trials, investment real estate and debauchery.
In 2019, the Bottlegate scandal broke. Governing body member Tony Morris was filmed at a liquor store buying a cartful of Macallan whiskey bottles, and Lloyd got hours of content out of it, making fun of it and referencing it every time Tony shows up drunk on JWBroadcasting.
A month later he criticised this JWBroadcasting cartoon that tells kids to donate their pocket money to the church.
He also mentions in part 3a some allegations from 2017 resurfacing.
The Gobbler69
NOTE: So far, these allegations aren't nearly as well substantiated as Kim's and, unlike hers, Lloyd hasn't confessed to them. It's entirely possible that this is a massive gayop by aggrieved JWs or other ex-JWs, but I mention it here to separate it from the other proven stuff, and because it does come up from time to time and was brought up recently. Lots of ex-JWs have gone back and forth about whether they believe it or not.
So what did he mean about allegations from 2017, and what was Alien Encounters's comment about "grooming a 14-year-old" all about?
You might spot the name Marc Cora as one of the few other people asking about this in Lloyd's trainwreck of a non-apology video. That's Marc and Cora Latham, also British ex-JW YouTubers. They hadn't made a video for three years before this went down, but then on February 8 2022, Marc made this statement about him:
In this video, Marc says he's got information about Lloyd that he's given to the police in England.
UPDATE: Cappytan, another ex-JW on Twitter (archive) says that Gloucestershire police have taken a report (presumably from the Lathams, since the police station Marc's outside in that video is in Gloucestershire). He gives the incident report number as GC-20220214-0123.
He doesn't clarify whether he means he's told the police about Lloyd visiting prostitutes, or about child abuse. But in the comments, the account (either Marc or Cora) has uploaded screenshots of e-mails allegedly from Lloyd in 2008 to someone called Becca claiming to be 14.
These screenshots have been going around for a few years now, even before IICSA, and nothing major has come of it so far, so it had largely been dismissed as fake.
Around the same time, there was a statement going around by a guy called Marko, who claimed to be related to Lloyd's in-laws. Someone claiming to be the same Marko has made another, repeating the claims of the first and expanding on them:
I am related to the Croatian family of Lloyd Evans by marriage. I have lived in Sisak for most of my adult life, but after last year’s earthquake there was some damage to my home and I do not live there at the moment.
I am personally acquainted with Lloyd Evans, his wife and her parents. I also know many of the people who go to the local church of Jehovah’s Witnesses that they attended, either through my line of work or from everyday life. I have never been a Jehovah’s Witness but my wife had some association.
I haven’t spoken to either Lloyd or his wife since shortly after I had made a comment on a Facebook group in 2017 about his troubled history. These new revelations regarding him going to Thailand and using prostitutes is new to me. I won’t have any comment about them since I did not know about it and have only found out about it on the internet. What I have to say is culled from personal recollections, discussions with his wife, my wife, and to a lesser extent, Lloyd himself. My English is not completely fluent as I have not been formally schooled in the language and I have been assisted in the second draft to correct grammatical mistakes and placing them in a way that is easier to understand.
I also asked for information from former Jehovah’s Witnesses regarding their practices in order to better understand and place into perspective. I have been contacted by many concerned former Jehovah’s Witnesses online, some of whom were close to Lloyd and asked for information. I have been reticent to do so due to the harassment I got online and in real life last time. This time I am far enough away from him that I do not fear the repercussions at least from a real life aspect. I do know that he has a lot of supporters online who will do anything to discredit and troll information that is negative to him. Many have already noticed that.
I realise that there is the burden of proof that everyone seeks from me. They ask for pictures, text messages, emails and even explicit photos. I want to be clear that I possess none of these. I was also asked to report this to the police. Again, I only know what was told or shown to me. I did make an attempt to contact UK police in 2017 but was unsuccessful in getting this investigated. The period in time that I am going to speak about are the years of 2007 to 2014 which is roughly the period of their wedding to about the time Lloyd had gone fulltime into his work with former Jehovah’s Witnesses. Should you choose not to believe me, I understand. Had I have known that much of the information I was provided at the time would be important to have documentation of over a decade later, I would have done more than just look at it or nod my head and not ask questions. So take what I tell you as a witness to the character of Lloyd Evans, much of which you already know from firsthand knowledge.
I am also concerned about the current situation of his wife and I am trying hard not to directly implicate her into much of this for her protection. Lloyd was married in Croatia in 2007. It was on the coast and many were invited including my wife. We were not married yet so I did not attend. The news round the town and especially in the family was initially positive. It was sad to see such a well respected young woman leave permanently for the UK, but the opportunities for her were great. I wished them nothing but good fortune.
By the time 2007 was nearing a close, it was clear there were a lot of dark issues with Lloyd. He was an overbearing husband and had a clear idea as to how his wife should treat him and her position in the household. Small things he made huge issues out of and was always onto his wife for things he thought she meant or did.
He also had rules about his own privacy which he berated her for. Lloyd was active on sex dating online sites which were suited for people looking for sex, not relationships. He felt this absolved him and it wasn’t truly cheating but working out his desires and fantasies. His wife found out about this with browser history and on his texts which he had on a second phone.
His online names were as I can recall “The Gobbler” and “The Pussy Destroyer”. I had seen some of his chats as they were forwarded to my wife in confidence back in 2007-2008. They were very animated and he had a fetish where the girls addressed him by “daddy” and he called them “daughter”. This pattern was established. Lloyd got angry when caught with inconvenient information and blamed his wife for not keeping it “in the family” where it could be solved by his reasoning. But as a foreign woman in a strange country, with a man she had barely known, I hope you can understand why she had reached out and asked for counsel.
After this Lloyd became more careful in his activities, but not careful enough. In 2008 he had moved his family to Bramhall church of Jehovah’s Witnesses and became appointed as an elder. It was explained to me he had become surer of himself and relished in his new power. He took it upon himself to endear him to many in the congregation. He took the lead with youths and was very interested in their well being. The problem with his online activities continued. Lloyd often waited for his wife to leave for work to go back on the chat sites. Suspicion was aroused and sexts were found on his phone of a graphic nature. He has a nose which is very protruding and he liked to fantasize about his nose being able to stimulate a woman while pleasuring orally. His wife found one of these sexts which stated something about when her parents were leaving so they could meet at her home. A call was made to the number and a young girl answered. Once she found out this was not Lloyd, she was upset and asked to please not inform her parents. She was 14 years old.
Bank records were examined and many of his transactions were in Wales. Lloyd was in a downward spiral. He was drinking heavily and looked weary. He was up all night secretly chatting when he thought his wife was sleeping and had many different chat relationships going. The very next day another sext was found and the decision was made to confess to elders.
But there was a problem with one of the elders there who was suspicious of his actions around young children. At Lloyd’s insistence, they were to hold back on the confession and move back and establish themselves at their old Wilmslow church. His father was an elder there and he still had a good reputation. He quickly resigned as an elder soon after the move and thought he could just write it down on paper and move to Croatia. A series of Judicial Committees were set up which asked for details. Lloyd felt his confession he wrote should be enough and demanded privacy. He felt since his father was an elder there he would fully protect him. This turned out to be incorrect, and it was the beginning his fallout with his father.
What his father did do for him was advocate that relocation to Croatia would do him well and in the end he was not disfellowshipped. Both parties were relieved to be in Croatia after all of that. I met Lloyd for the first time and he told me how wonderful this country was and had many ambitious plans for establishing himself here. Since I spoke better English than he spoke Croatian, we spoke in English. He looked to me like a man who had just went through a huge crisis. He did not know that I knew all about the crisis and his actions which led to it.
At or about 2011, Lloyd was serious about quitting Jehovah’s Witnesses. I am not sure how the information was relayed to the Croatian Jehovah’s Witnesses church about his problems in the UK but I doubt it was from his wife. It had become common knowledge round the Jehovah’s Witnesses that he had been unfaithful to her. The initial optimism about having a member overseas turned into suspicion. Lloyd picked up on that and I believe it was a factor in him wanting to leave the religion quietly.
By the end of 2013 everything started to reach its climax. His wife had recently left the religion and was expecting their first child. Lloyd was adamant about doing a public disassociation from the religion. His wife was not completely in agreement with this decision. Though she had genuinely left, it was not the kind of exit she sought and was compelled to author a letter of resignation. She preferred to wait after the baby came but Lloyd was more interested in making a good video and drawing attention to himself.
One of the elders of Jehovah’s Witnesses was a client of mine and I had known him personally for some time. It was during one of my visits to service his home that he asked me what I knew about Lloyd Evans. He stated there were a lot of stories circulating about him and wanted to know what I had heard if anything since I was related to his wife’s family. I asked him what they knew and he said and I will never forget it “everything”.
The file on Mr Evans had been forwarded to the Zagreb office and from there to the elders. An elder in the Bramhall church had felt he was preparing his 14 year old daughter for sex. Lloyd had very sexually explicit discussions with this girl and tried to use his position as elder to influence her. I relayed the information I had on him sexting a 14 year old girl and his wife finding out. He did not know about that.
That was all my involvement with that matter, though I noticed on the John Cedars channel that he said someone from Zagreb would be in his Judicial Committee. Lloyd Evans resigned as a Jehovah’s Witness in 2013. He stated it was for apostasy against Jehovah’s Witnesses and I have no reason to doubt that was one of the reasons.. What happened in the Judicial Committee meeting only Lloyd and three Jehovah’s Witness elders knew. For my part I know that he was preparing 14 year old girls for sex in the UK.
This is my testimony. Marko
I am personally acquainted with Lloyd Evans, his wife and her parents. I also know many of the people who go to the local church of Jehovah’s Witnesses that they attended, either through my line of work or from everyday life. I have never been a Jehovah’s Witness but my wife had some association.
I haven’t spoken to either Lloyd or his wife since shortly after I had made a comment on a Facebook group in 2017 about his troubled history. These new revelations regarding him going to Thailand and using prostitutes is new to me. I won’t have any comment about them since I did not know about it and have only found out about it on the internet. What I have to say is culled from personal recollections, discussions with his wife, my wife, and to a lesser extent, Lloyd himself. My English is not completely fluent as I have not been formally schooled in the language and I have been assisted in the second draft to correct grammatical mistakes and placing them in a way that is easier to understand.
I also asked for information from former Jehovah’s Witnesses regarding their practices in order to better understand and place into perspective. I have been contacted by many concerned former Jehovah’s Witnesses online, some of whom were close to Lloyd and asked for information. I have been reticent to do so due to the harassment I got online and in real life last time. This time I am far enough away from him that I do not fear the repercussions at least from a real life aspect. I do know that he has a lot of supporters online who will do anything to discredit and troll information that is negative to him. Many have already noticed that.
I realise that there is the burden of proof that everyone seeks from me. They ask for pictures, text messages, emails and even explicit photos. I want to be clear that I possess none of these. I was also asked to report this to the police. Again, I only know what was told or shown to me. I did make an attempt to contact UK police in 2017 but was unsuccessful in getting this investigated. The period in time that I am going to speak about are the years of 2007 to 2014 which is roughly the period of their wedding to about the time Lloyd had gone fulltime into his work with former Jehovah’s Witnesses. Should you choose not to believe me, I understand. Had I have known that much of the information I was provided at the time would be important to have documentation of over a decade later, I would have done more than just look at it or nod my head and not ask questions. So take what I tell you as a witness to the character of Lloyd Evans, much of which you already know from firsthand knowledge.
I am also concerned about the current situation of his wife and I am trying hard not to directly implicate her into much of this for her protection. Lloyd was married in Croatia in 2007. It was on the coast and many were invited including my wife. We were not married yet so I did not attend. The news round the town and especially in the family was initially positive. It was sad to see such a well respected young woman leave permanently for the UK, but the opportunities for her were great. I wished them nothing but good fortune.
By the time 2007 was nearing a close, it was clear there were a lot of dark issues with Lloyd. He was an overbearing husband and had a clear idea as to how his wife should treat him and her position in the household. Small things he made huge issues out of and was always onto his wife for things he thought she meant or did.
He also had rules about his own privacy which he berated her for. Lloyd was active on sex dating online sites which were suited for people looking for sex, not relationships. He felt this absolved him and it wasn’t truly cheating but working out his desires and fantasies. His wife found out about this with browser history and on his texts which he had on a second phone.
His online names were as I can recall “The Gobbler” and “The Pussy Destroyer”. I had seen some of his chats as they were forwarded to my wife in confidence back in 2007-2008. They were very animated and he had a fetish where the girls addressed him by “daddy” and he called them “daughter”. This pattern was established. Lloyd got angry when caught with inconvenient information and blamed his wife for not keeping it “in the family” where it could be solved by his reasoning. But as a foreign woman in a strange country, with a man she had barely known, I hope you can understand why she had reached out and asked for counsel.
After this Lloyd became more careful in his activities, but not careful enough. In 2008 he had moved his family to Bramhall church of Jehovah’s Witnesses and became appointed as an elder. It was explained to me he had become surer of himself and relished in his new power. He took it upon himself to endear him to many in the congregation. He took the lead with youths and was very interested in their well being. The problem with his online activities continued. Lloyd often waited for his wife to leave for work to go back on the chat sites. Suspicion was aroused and sexts were found on his phone of a graphic nature. He has a nose which is very protruding and he liked to fantasize about his nose being able to stimulate a woman while pleasuring orally. His wife found one of these sexts which stated something about when her parents were leaving so they could meet at her home. A call was made to the number and a young girl answered. Once she found out this was not Lloyd, she was upset and asked to please not inform her parents. She was 14 years old.
Bank records were examined and many of his transactions were in Wales. Lloyd was in a downward spiral. He was drinking heavily and looked weary. He was up all night secretly chatting when he thought his wife was sleeping and had many different chat relationships going. The very next day another sext was found and the decision was made to confess to elders.
But there was a problem with one of the elders there who was suspicious of his actions around young children. At Lloyd’s insistence, they were to hold back on the confession and move back and establish themselves at their old Wilmslow church. His father was an elder there and he still had a good reputation. He quickly resigned as an elder soon after the move and thought he could just write it down on paper and move to Croatia. A series of Judicial Committees were set up which asked for details. Lloyd felt his confession he wrote should be enough and demanded privacy. He felt since his father was an elder there he would fully protect him. This turned out to be incorrect, and it was the beginning his fallout with his father.
What his father did do for him was advocate that relocation to Croatia would do him well and in the end he was not disfellowshipped. Both parties were relieved to be in Croatia after all of that. I met Lloyd for the first time and he told me how wonderful this country was and had many ambitious plans for establishing himself here. Since I spoke better English than he spoke Croatian, we spoke in English. He looked to me like a man who had just went through a huge crisis. He did not know that I knew all about the crisis and his actions which led to it.
At or about 2011, Lloyd was serious about quitting Jehovah’s Witnesses. I am not sure how the information was relayed to the Croatian Jehovah’s Witnesses church about his problems in the UK but I doubt it was from his wife. It had become common knowledge round the Jehovah’s Witnesses that he had been unfaithful to her. The initial optimism about having a member overseas turned into suspicion. Lloyd picked up on that and I believe it was a factor in him wanting to leave the religion quietly.
By the end of 2013 everything started to reach its climax. His wife had recently left the religion and was expecting their first child. Lloyd was adamant about doing a public disassociation from the religion. His wife was not completely in agreement with this decision. Though she had genuinely left, it was not the kind of exit she sought and was compelled to author a letter of resignation. She preferred to wait after the baby came but Lloyd was more interested in making a good video and drawing attention to himself.
One of the elders of Jehovah’s Witnesses was a client of mine and I had known him personally for some time. It was during one of my visits to service his home that he asked me what I knew about Lloyd Evans. He stated there were a lot of stories circulating about him and wanted to know what I had heard if anything since I was related to his wife’s family. I asked him what they knew and he said and I will never forget it “everything”.
The file on Mr Evans had been forwarded to the Zagreb office and from there to the elders. An elder in the Bramhall church had felt he was preparing his 14 year old daughter for sex. Lloyd had very sexually explicit discussions with this girl and tried to use his position as elder to influence her. I relayed the information I had on him sexting a 14 year old girl and his wife finding out. He did not know about that.
That was all my involvement with that matter, though I noticed on the John Cedars channel that he said someone from Zagreb would be in his Judicial Committee. Lloyd Evans resigned as a Jehovah’s Witness in 2013. He stated it was for apostasy against Jehovah’s Witnesses and I have no reason to doubt that was one of the reasons.. What happened in the Judicial Committee meeting only Lloyd and three Jehovah’s Witness elders knew. For my part I know that he was preparing 14 year old girls for sex in the UK.
This is my testimony. Marko
In this thread on the forums of Jehovahs-Witness.com (an ex-JW website), various ex-JWs discuss them. Some Redditors are also looking at the EXIF data and think the second Marko statement may be linked to Mike and Kim Brooks, the ex-JWs mentioned before. That could either mean that they were the ones who helped him with the second draft, or that they made the whole thing up (including the entire Marko character) and put in the bit about multiple drafts to cover for it.
FWIW, Lloyd's wife has said it's fake and gay, and the Lathams say they've given everything to the police, so it could go either way. I'm inclined to think it's fake, but include it because it's mentioned so much in discussions of Lloyd.
The Aftermath
/r/exjw has a megathread on #Lloydgate, now in its sixth iteration. Archives here:
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5
Part 6
Part 7
Part 8 and the live thread
The thread on Jehovahs-witnesses started by the Brooks is still continuing with updates too.
Other ex-JW YouTubers have weighed in too.
Kim Silvio gave her side of the story in an interview with Jonathan Burger here
Fateful Slave
AltWorldly gives a pretty good summary of the situation
Handling Criticism
Lloyd likes to rage at "the haters", and will flip out at even the mildest, most constructive criticism. If his livestream didn't show that, his Reddit post history certainly does.
One of his fans posts a thread asking "Real question. Why are there people that don't like Lloyd Evans?"
Lloyd (cedars1929) responded to a lot of the comments bitching at them.
He then posted a thread of his own, "Real question. Please can people give me reasons to cancel/dislike [insert name of ex-JW activist]?"
I don't care, any name. Apparently this is the sort of post you can make on this sub-Reddit these days (which is a shame, because I had been recommending it quite extensively).
Let's see how many ex-JW activists we can character assassinate and/or put off from ever doing activism in the first place due to the needless toxicity.
Let's see how many ex-JW activists we can character assassinate and/or put off from ever doing activism in the first place due to the needless toxicity.
The next day he posted "Goodbye everyone", in which he announces he's leaving the sub and cannot believe people were criticising him and criticised Reddit mods of all people for not being censorious enough.
I know I've not posted much due to time constraints, but I want to make this my farewell post. It's come to my attention that this sub-reddit is no longer well moderated as I had assumed, and I don't feel comfortable posting here or recommending this as a resource to my viewers or readers.
Yesterday someone made a post literally titled "Real question. Why are there people that don't like Lloyd Evans?" and it was allowed to gather dozens of comments over many hours. The post only got deleted after the poster themselves acknowledged how unreasonable and uncalled for it was.
I have always said I am perfectly fine with being challenged on my ideas, statements, comments, books or videos. But a sweeping call for gossip/slander/mudslinging clearly goes beyond fair and reasonable criticism and is a breach of the community rules.
Rather than apologizing for leaving the post up rather than locking it or otherwise shutting it down as their own rules require, the mod team have declined to apologise and effectively censured me for complaining.
It's a shame that things have deteriorated to the point that ex-JW activists are not protected from muck-raking "please give me any negative stuff you have on this guy" posts. Apart from being detrimental to the mental health of individuals who deserve better than to be on the receiving end of this sort of treatment, it's a huge disincentive for others to get involved in activism if they know they can look forward to open invitations for character assassinations with no censure whatsoever from the mod team.
Maybe things will improve at some point and I can work with the sub again, but I'm done for now. Take care all
Yesterday someone made a post literally titled "Real question. Why are there people that don't like Lloyd Evans?" and it was allowed to gather dozens of comments over many hours. The post only got deleted after the poster themselves acknowledged how unreasonable and uncalled for it was.
I have always said I am perfectly fine with being challenged on my ideas, statements, comments, books or videos. But a sweeping call for gossip/slander/mudslinging clearly goes beyond fair and reasonable criticism and is a breach of the community rules.
Rather than apologizing for leaving the post up rather than locking it or otherwise shutting it down as their own rules require, the mod team have declined to apologise and effectively censured me for complaining.
It's a shame that things have deteriorated to the point that ex-JW activists are not protected from muck-raking "please give me any negative stuff you have on this guy" posts. Apart from being detrimental to the mental health of individuals who deserve better than to be on the receiving end of this sort of treatment, it's a huge disincentive for others to get involved in activism if they know they can look forward to open invitations for character assassinations with no censure whatsoever from the mod team.
Maybe things will improve at some point and I can work with the sub again, but I'm done for now. Take care all
More examples of him telling fans with even the mildest criticism to go away:
And here is how he speaks to a someone raped as a child, who doesn't appreciate him representing CSA victims. With bonus blaming the haters:
He also likes to threaten legal action, or just say he's talking with his "legal team" and getting legal advice, so the current saga with the former lawyer who did most of the research into legal cases for JWWatch calling him on his shit is particularly entertaining.
Kim has a Twitter thread collecting instances when he's calling his lawyer and wants everything off the internet now now now now now. thread (archive)
His usual MO is to say he's retained legal counsel and then not do anything, so far he doesn't seem to have brought any lolsuits. He will likely claim this thread is the work of Watchtower glowies or haters, much like Watchtower themselves call his work "apostate lies".
I've never been a JW, my only connection to this is that I like laughing at arrogant cult leaders embarrassing themselves, whether they be church leaders or YouTubers.
If you find a funny Facebook post Lloyd's done, screenshot and archive. Or use Removeddit if it's on Reddit. Null says "archive everything", but this applies especially to Lloyd's social media: he has a habit of writing great long threads on Facebook bitching at people, and then deleting all his comments afterwards.
Final Thots:
You can take the boy out of JWs, but you can't take the JW out of the boy. Not without a lot more therapy, genuine humility and work on himself than Lloyd has done so far.
Lloyd's Books:
Attached, "The Reluctant Apostate" and "How To Escape From Jehovah's Witnesses".
Social media:
Twitter: https://twitter.com/cedarsjwsurvey
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/john.cedars.5, JWWatch Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/jwwatchorg/
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/LloydEvans
Reddit: https://www.reddit.com/user/cedars1929/
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cedars
Speakpipe: https://speakpipe.com/cedars
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/lloydevanscedars/
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edit: oh yeah I had this old classic in the attachments and meant to put it somewhere in the OP but forgot, so I'll just put it here.
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Featured on Mar 5, 2022 by Burning Fanatic: Laurelai, a troon known for being a snitch and alleged rapist, was recently outed as being a powermod for r/ContraPoints since 2019.
Everyone, is seems like Laurelai Bailey might the person behind the highly despotic and controversial /r/ContraPoints moderator previously known as u/EphraelStern, aka as @BimboPolitic on Twatter, most recently operating under the @hypnotransgirl account:
Archive
As soon as this thread was posted, connecting EphraelStern to BimboPolitic over their use of the Star of Inanna, the /u/EphraelStern account, the @hypnotransgirl account and the @BimboPolitic accounts were all nuked:
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You know what this means folks: the /r/ContraPoints subreddit was moderated since 2019 by a known troon rapist and the publically known snitch of Julian Assange who was literally named in the indictment, who most recently infiltrated and took over the very large r/antiwork subreddit (1,7 million subbed Redditors). Pass it along.
Archive
As soon as this thread was posted, connecting EphraelStern to BimboPolitic over their use of the Star of Inanna, the /u/EphraelStern account, the @hypnotransgirl account and the @BimboPolitic accounts were all nuked:
Reddit - Dive into anything
www.reddit.com
You know what this means folks: the /r/ContraPoints subreddit was moderated since 2019 by a known troon rapist and the publically known snitch of Julian Assange who was literally named in the indictment, who most recently infiltrated and took over the very large r/antiwork subreddit (1,7 million subbed Redditors). Pass it along.
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Featured on Mar 3, 2022 by Null: Do you want to bash the fash? Join r/VolunteersForUkraine and fly out to a warzone today!
As of July 2022, only a handful of foreigners are actually fighting on the front lines. The "International Legion" appears to have largely been a PR stunt, designed to encourage donations and material support from abroad. Most of the reddit brigade appears to have either never made it to Ukraine in the first place, or ended up doing non-combat volunteer work rather than fighting on the front lines.
Here is a good summary of the current state of affairs: https://harpers.org/archive/2022/07/searching-from-the-ukrainian-foreign-legion/
There are a couple of ongoing PoW cases though, where Brits and Americans were captured by the Russians (or DPR) and are now potentially facing the death penalty.
Brits: https://kiwifarms.net/threads/r-volunteersforukraine.113841/post-12121558
Americans: https://kiwifarms.net/threads/r-volunteersforukraine.113841/post-12196037
Original OP:
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With Ukraine being overrun by the Russians, they are letting just about any non-Ukrainian join an "International Legion" to defend the country. All it takes is showing up at the Ukrainian border and asking to join up. There are already organized efforts by Swedish and Japanese volunteers to fight Russia. Unsurprisingly, the idiots on Reddit in r/VolunteersForUkraine love this idea, and are organizing travel, making packing lists, and trying to figure out how to effectively communicate their pronouns in Ukrainian. They have a discord, a facebook page, and Twitter in addition to the subreddit. Here is the advice they give to these aspiring soldiers of fortune in a stickied thread:
The general idea for this thread is to collate the "adventures" of these idiots in one place, as the general Ukraine War threads are moving incredibly quickly. Here are a few examples to get things started.
Here, we have a brave Redditor who got all the way to the border, only to realize that Ukraine was full of scary men with neck tattoos who don't speak English, and his mother was sick:
A "U.S millionaire" claimed that he was willing to cover the airfare of volunteer fighters traveling to Ukraine, but a couple days later, we find out that they were effectively ghosted.
Tranny (possible troll) wants to fight, but is concerned about LGBT rights:
People screwing with the Redditors by editing in trannies: (see https://kiwifarms.net/threads/r-volunteersforukraine.113841/page-11#post-11317950):
Only vaccinated cannon fodder welcome:
There is obviously going to be a lot of trolling and larping, but I bet at least a handful will actually make it to Ukraine. Will we get livestreamers getting blown up, PoW arcs, or just a bunch of scammers trying to grift donations?
Here is a good summary of the current state of affairs: https://harpers.org/archive/2022/07/searching-from-the-ukrainian-foreign-legion/
There are a couple of ongoing PoW cases though, where Brits and Americans were captured by the Russians (or DPR) and are now potentially facing the death penalty.
Brits: https://kiwifarms.net/threads/r-volunteersforukraine.113841/post-12121558
Americans: https://kiwifarms.net/threads/r-volunteersforukraine.113841/post-12196037
Original OP:
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With Ukraine being overrun by the Russians, they are letting just about any non-Ukrainian join an "International Legion" to defend the country. All it takes is showing up at the Ukrainian border and asking to join up. There are already organized efforts by Swedish and Japanese volunteers to fight Russia. Unsurprisingly, the idiots on Reddit in r/VolunteersForUkraine love this idea, and are organizing travel, making packing lists, and trying to figure out how to effectively communicate their pronouns in Ukrainian. They have a discord, a facebook page, and Twitter in addition to the subreddit. Here is the advice they give to these aspiring soldiers of fortune in a stickied thread:
The general idea for this thread is to collate the "adventures" of these idiots in one place, as the general Ukraine War threads are moving incredibly quickly. Here are a few examples to get things started.
Here, we have a brave Redditor who got all the way to the border, only to realize that Ukraine was full of scary men with neck tattoos who don't speak English, and his mother was sick:
A "U.S millionaire" claimed that he was willing to cover the airfare of volunteer fighters traveling to Ukraine, but a couple days later, we find out that they were effectively ghosted.
Tranny (possible troll) wants to fight, but is concerned about LGBT rights:
People screwing with the Redditors by editing in trannies: (see https://kiwifarms.net/threads/r-volunteersforukraine.113841/page-11#post-11317950):
Only vaccinated cannon fodder welcome:
There is obviously going to be a lot of trolling and larping, but I bet at least a handful will actually make it to Ukraine. Will we get livestreamers getting blown up, PoW arcs, or just a bunch of scammers trying to grift donations?
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Featured on Mar 1, 2022 by Null: CoachRedPill was stuck in Kyiv, separated from his family in Kharkiv. His commentary was used by Russia Today to bash Ukraine and the West. He was removed from his hotel by management for being pro-Russia and took a train back to Kharkiv.
The Ukrainians are going to have enough supply problems as is without that inept butterball eating everything.
Still, the blue checks have found him.
The thread being featured is not an excuse to sperg about politics. Read the last few pages before replying.
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Featured on Feb 22, 2022 by Pineapple Fox: Yaniv sues Vancouver Coastal Health Authority and now all his medical records and reports are public
"Jessica Yaniv Simpson, legal genius and conqueror of calories, has filed a Certificate of Readiness in their lawsuit against Vancouver Coastal Health Authority. This document states that JY is “ready to discuss settlement of (their) claim” and, most importantly, includes all medical reports and records of expenses or losses incurred or expected." Article link / Archive Link
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Medications (as at 27 Jan 2022) Tel No: 778 705 1147 & 213 479 9983 (for records, as at 27 Jan 2022)
(an aside...I still see he's claiming an allergy to Citalopram...according to his previous digi doc revelations he stopped taking it voluntarily just because, no mention of an allergy from him or his doc)...
Anti-depressants can take a while to kick in and you are generally warned that symptoms may get worse before they get better, I guess it's easier to claim you are allergic rather than admitting you're too lazy and too thick to read the pack documentation.
I noticed there's no mention of his "severe anxiety, severe depression, CPSTD", his supposed hip problems, his life-threatening allergies etc in his medical history...the very things that he whines about 24/7, yet doesn't whine online about actual diagnosed obesity-related problems.
He still hasn't changed his eating habits since he was diagnosed as being obese back in 2019.
Now I'm off to read his waffle in its entirety.
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Medications (as at 27 Jan 2022) Tel No: 778 705 1147 & 213 479 9983 (for records, as at 27 Jan 2022)
(an aside...I still see he's claiming an allergy to Citalopram...according to his previous digi doc revelations he stopped taking it voluntarily just because, no mention of an allergy from him or his doc)...
Anti-depressants can take a while to kick in and you are generally warned that symptoms may get worse before they get better, I guess it's easier to claim you are allergic rather than admitting you're too lazy and too thick to read the pack documentation.
I noticed there's no mention of his "severe anxiety, severe depression, CPSTD", his supposed hip problems, his life-threatening allergies etc in his medical history...the very things that he whines about 24/7, yet doesn't whine online about actual diagnosed obesity-related problems.
He still hasn't changed his eating habits since he was diagnosed as being obese back in 2019.
Now I'm off to read his waffle in its entirety.
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Featured on Feb 21, 2022 by 0 0: Patrick Tomlinson was banned from Twitter for doxing a man who trolled him at a bar. He has paid thousands to have lawyers help him reverse Twitter bans in the past.
Patrick is on Twitter right now oinking and doxxing the atalker from Hooligans last weekend. @Null might want to feature this in happenings.
https://twitter.com/stealthygeek/status/1495487379993473035
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Featured on Feb 19, 2022 by 0 0: Meet Dr. Teetus Deletus, the S.R.S. surgeon for the modern age, coming soon to a TikTok near you!
In a field of medicine characterised by poor patient outcomes and worse ethics, Dr Sidhbh (sive, rhymes with jive) Gallagher manages to set herself apart from her peers with her lack of professionalism and brainwashing kids just like evangelicals in the 90's tried to warn us about.
The pre-internet years
Originally from Louth, Ireland, Dr Gallagher studied undergrad medicine at University College Dublin followed by an internship in the Mater Hospital. In 2006, she moved to the USA on a scholarship from Emory University in Atlanta before moving to Philadelphia for her five year general residency in Abington Memorial Hospital from 2007 to 2012. She then moved to Indianapolis for three years of plastic surgery training at Indiana University School of Medicine. She continued to be affiliated with Indiana University and traveled to Serbia, Australia, and Belgium for several months to continue her training until she began working in her first gender clinic, the Eskenazi Health Transgender Health & Wellness Program, which opened in March 2016- their own copywriter can't decide if it was March or May but secondary sources agree that it was March.
Her early timeline is a little fuzzy. Eskenazi Health says she moved the the US both after and a year before she graduated from UCD, depending on which page you read. Many articles claim the Indianapolis clinic was established in 2015, including Dr Gallagher herself in an interview (she was also not fully in charge of the clinic as is often implied). Half of them say she's from Dundalk rather than Louth village. In any case, she moved the the US in 2006, her full medical license became active on the 23rd of October 2014, and her current practices, Gallagher Plastic Surgery PLLC. and Gallagher Med Spa LLC., were incorporated in Miami on the 5th of July 2019.
"I then rotated in plastics and it immediately clicked. They were doing real 'Frankenstein' stuff"
-Interview in The Irish Independent, June 2018
-Interview in The Irish Independent, June 2018
If you think that was just an unfortunate choice of words, she's made the Frankenstein comparison more than once. Dr Gallagher is a modern day Mengele by her own admission, and even the best examples of her work are horrifying to anyone who knows what human bodies are supposed to look like. The earliest review of her work that can be found on the internet, from December 2016, gave her one star and she hasn't gotten better since then.
Below are the examples of neovulvas from her own website. This is what she considers a good result.
Gallery / Gallery - NSFW obviously
The worst story came in 2019, when a former patient going by the name of EmmaLake began documenting their experience with her on RealSelf. TL;DR, she botched the surgery, botched the revision, and then ghosted the patient who had been left incontinent and in constant pain. The first post was made on the 2nd of April 2019, three months before Dr Gallagher relocated to Miami. The timing seems to be a coincidence because Dr Gallagher's Florida medical licence was issued on the 4th of April, so the application would have been submitted before that.
The whole story
Screenshots will be in a follow up post due to the length.
Dr Gallagher's bread and butter is double mastectomies, or yeeting the teets as she refers to it. While the results of these surgeries are also generally poor, what's worse is that she specifically advertises these procedures to teenagers on social media using zoomer language and cutesy videos.
Most plastic surgeons who use social media take anonymous, close up pictures to show the quality of their work. Dr Gallagher always takes photos of her smiling patients at a distance, with their families and often joins them in the picture to drive home just how happy they are with their surgeries. Some of these young women and girls have visible self-harm scars.
On the 15th of December 2021, KiwiFarms user @Falling Star discovered a review of Dr Gallagher's work on Transbucket that included a Reddit username. According to posts on the account, Dr Gallagher had operated on the girl when she was only 13 years old. She said Dr Gallagher was the only one willing to do the surgery at that age, presumably every other doctor turned her down because she was a mentally ill child. Some people claim that it was the girl pictured above with the self harm scars, they look similar but are not the same person. The SH girl graduated from high school in 2021 so she was probably around 18 at the time of the surgery.
A terven news site found the post and had one of their writers pose as the mother of a 13 year old girl who wanted a double mastectomy, they reported that the clinic quoted $10,000 for the surgery and tried to schedule a consultation. Dr Gallagher's own site says she is willing to operate on minors.
As of April 2022, a lawyer named Kendra Parris is attempting to solicit information from Dr. Gallagher's past patients in order to file a formal complaint with the Florida Attorney General about her advertising practices.
Traditional media and orbiters
Dr Gallagher first rose to prominence following a series of interviews and glowing write ups in the Irish media in the summer of 2018. More recently, she has enjoyed greater fame after featuring on the TLC show I am Jazz, which stars fellow lolcow and child sexual abuse victim Jazz Jennings. The most interesting thing about her presence on the show is that it introduced us to her sister turned "stylist and brand manager", Neasa, and Neasa's FtM fiancée Noah (deadname: Jessica) who she met while Noah was one of Dr Gallagher's patients.
Neasa arrived in Miami in mid/late October 2020 and does not appear to have left since. She began working at Gallagher Plastic Surgery and regularly posted photos of herself at the clinic by December 2020/January 2021. 
Noah's mastectomy was performed by Dr Gallagher in mid-December 2020 and she made several follow-up visits between then and April. Neasa was present at the clinic during this time frame. Noah also began commenting on Neasa's Instagram posts shortly before her surgery.
Neasa appears to be behind the camera in this video from April 2021 and comments that the dance is sexy.
Neasa starts to officially appear on Noah's social media in early August 2021 but comments from friends indicate that she's been in the picture longer than that.
Neasa appears to be behind the camera in this video from April 2021 and comments that the dance is sexy.
Neasa starts to officially appear on Noah's social media in early August 2021 but comments from friends indicate that she's been in the picture longer than that.
While Neasa keeps a comparatively low profile on social media, Noah frequenly posts about being trans, responding to haters, and has recently started ebegging. Why she needs to ask strangers for rent money when her fiancée and future in-law are raking in the cash with their chop-shop is anyone's guess.
Accounts and websites
Dr Gallagher's TikTok - @gendersurgeon / Archive
Dr Gallagher's Instagram - @drsidhbhgallagher
Dr Gallagher's personal Instagram (was already private when this thread was made) - @sidhbh32
Dr Gallagher's Twitter - @dr_sgallagher / Archive
Dr Gallagher's YouTube - DrSidhbhGallagher
Dr Gallagher's personal Facebook - Sidhbh Ní Ghallachòir / Archive
Dr Gallagher's business Facebook - Dr Sidhbh Gallagher / Archive
Dr Gallagher's LinkedIn (hasn't been updated since Indianapolis) - Sidhbh Gallagher
Gallagher Med Spa Facebook - Gallagher MedSpa
Gallagher Med Spa Instagram - @gallaghermedspamiami
Abandoned Instagram - thevagicianmd
Abandoned TikTok - @thevagicianmd / Archive
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Gallagher Plastic Surgery PLLC.
Gallagher Med Spa LLC.
Gallagher Holdings and Investments LLC.
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Gender Affirmed Inc. comes up under Neasa Gallagher's name but names Sidhbh as the Director and their mother Minjo as the treasurer. Minjo appears to be her real, legal name.
Neasa's Instagram - @therealngallag
Neasa's Facebook - Neasa Ní Gheallachóir / Archive
Neasa's LinkedIn (Hasn't been updated since she worked in Dubai) - Neasa Gallagher
Noah's Instagram - @noah_withnoark
Noah's TikTok - @theonlynoah_withnoark / Archive
Noah's Facebook - Noah LeAnder Boutilier / Archive
Noah's OnlyFans - noahwithnoark / archive
Minjo Gallagher's Facebook - Minjo Gallagher / Archive
Minjo's Instagram - gallagherminjo
Dr Gallagher and those associated with her have previously been discussed at length in the SRS Horrors and Jazz Jennings threads.
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Featured on Feb 4, 2022 by Null: Dr. Matthew Harris, race-conscious black philosophy professor from UCLA and author of an 800 page manifesto containing the word 'nigger' more than ten thousand times, has been arrested after threatening to commit a racially motivated shooting at his university.
Dr. Mathew C. Harris is a Doctor of Philosophy at UCLA. He was very recently was arrested by Boulder Colorado police for making death threats against, well everybody.
Time teaching at UCLA
Mathew is one of the most if not the best philosophical professors that has ever taught. He has his own unique teaching style that may come of a little eccentric for the uninitiated.
Matthew would routinely go on skitzophenic rants and ravings during his lectures talking discussing the racial tensions in America. He would make his students write absurdly long 16 page essays and would also change the syllabus multiple times a semester. He would routinely piss off the Ethics Department due to volume of complaints he would get. I speculate that he did this to see if his students was paying attention or even cared about about the crazy shit he was saying because at one point he allegedly messaged everyone in his class that he spilled Chinese food on himself.
Honestly, I think Matthew was misunderstood. He is just another teacher who wants to form the intimate bond between student and teacher. So intimate that he invited a couple of his "best" students out for lunch and allegedly showed them child pornography.
Philosophical Genius
Matthew, excuse me, Doctor Matthew, is a philosophical genius. His takes on interracial dynamics and political reasoning is unparalleled to even the best modern thinkers. He was the modern day Fredrich Nietzsche or Diogenes. He used to have a full dedicated channel for spreading his philosophical message. Here is one of the videos that he chose to enlighten us with.
Here is take on BLM taken from his manifesto (which I will go through more later).
School Shooting Avoided
Fed up with ungrateful students, uncooperative staff and surrounded in a world of mentally inferiority beings, Matthew inevitably had a psychological break. He sent out a string of deranged emails attached with a 800 page manifesto and a 5 minute video which amounted to a mass shooter collage:
Full disclosure this manifesto is some of whackiest shit I've ever read even by Kiwifarms standards.
Here are some excerpts:
Here he is telling black people to work together and kill to what I presume is white people due to the several 1448 references.
He also apparently a fan of the great replacement theory.
??????
Eventually he would get arrested.
PhD Dissertation: https://archive.ph/i63vB
Youtube (banned) : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-0UW7GOUqCvI2Xg2KoD0YQ
Archive of Youtube: https://archive.org/details/matthewharrisarchive/023+-+my+mature+philosophy.mkv
Email: matthew.harris732@gmail.com
800 Page Manifesto is attached to the document.
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