You're wrong again. It's not as much changed but added. You are a full-time student, full-time worker both in AI, cybersecurity, robots, you have steady paychecks and student loans yet doing well with money. Your ethnicity has changed so many times... Ethiopian? Native American? Black? "Blonde" whose skin color changes throughout the day, skinchanger style? Maybe you're a mix of all but you use each as you prefer. You also have the annoying habit of being extremely vague and cryptic but also demanding all the attention to yourself, simultaneously. But, most importantly is... what the hell do you even want? You're obsessed over an ex of 10 years, find a man or several, have fun and move on, your life would be better that way