He mentioned her several times in his live stream yesterday. That was when he called her “hot as fuck. just sayin”. He also gushed about her talent. She apparently has a new song out.
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@Sekhmet666 I stand corrected. Holyshit. You are a trip. I’m sure you’re aware of what a person with ASPD is. Styx is a textbook Narcissist. They’re incapable of genuine love. You’re aware of this, of course, and yet you stay with someone you know will never truly care about anyone but himself. He doesn’t love Sam. He has her on a pedestal right now because he can’t have her. If she were to give in, the devalue stage would start, and she’d be right back to getting phones thrown at her face. He doesn’t even love his own child ffs.
His amygdala is dysfunctional (literal brain damage) and he simply cannot feel the depth or genuine emotions like love, compassion, empathy, guilt, remorse, etc. You say that you just want someone to love you like you love them, but that is simply not true or you wouldn’t be wasting what’s left of your precious youth on this trash bag.
You said that you’re making good money. If that’s true, you need to save up the cash and then GTFO and learn from your mistakes. Otherwise, you will never have the things that say you truly want in life. Styx will never love and care for you the way you say you want to be loved. That’s a fact. You choose to stay with him anyway because in reality you don’t really “just want to be loved”.
It’s seems like you enjoy being abused by a d-list youtuber so you can garner sympathy and attention about it on the internet. Your FB reads like a munchie. I honestly felt kinda bad for you at first but then I read that and was like “oh ok”.
Maybe I’m totally wrong about this, but I know one thing is true; you better get right with yourself. If you truly want a life with filled with reciprocal love, you’d better put yourself in a position to receive it. Getting by on the scraps of attention a gay pirate gives you is never going to get you there. He will never change. Ever. He isn’t capable of change. He can appear to change long enough to get what he wants, but he will always return to base camp narcissistic retard and you will tumble around in this cycle for as long as you allow yourself to be. And that’s on you.
