Selfshipping / Yumeshipping Community - Autists who think that Draco Malfoy and Astarion are their actual husbands, plagued with predators and people spending 50k for animations

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The person who sent this email was in the vent thread on Witchan (a Lolcow.Farm splinter site) live posting about it. She (allegedly it's a black
woman doing this) claims she did it because she saw signs from the universe (seeing a lot of posts about Hazel) that apparently gave her the impression that when she died she'd become a 10 year old in the afterlife and have a relationship with Hazel. Apparently she also sent Hazel's VA a previous email using racial slurs to describe people who shipped Hazel with other characters and insists Hazel's VA and others who like Hazel are demons from Hell, when people said she should get therapy for possibly having psychosis and BPD she insisted nothing was wrong with her while also claiming therapy "treats demons". She's now having a meltdown about this getting attention

https://archive.is/2026.04.07-08:08:56/https://witchan.org/txt/thread/3219

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And yumeshipping is "totally normal yuo guyz and we should break the stigma around it!!!111!"

As said earlier upthread, a good chunk of them are harmless and there's nothing wrong with doing this to show appreciation for a character you like. But it's insane how bewildered the community is over the fact that people think they're insane when people like Raoul, Julianne, EndiveEnjoyer and this freak are running around.

Either kick them out of your spaces, or accept the fact that the wider internet will think you're fucking weird. You can't have your degenerate-flavored cake and eat it too.
 
Back in my day we just called it "Selfshipping" not this yume whatever, it was a shamelessly indulgent hobby and that was the novelty. Strange to see people take it seriously and add all these terms and develop this whole system. On one hand it's impressive, but on the other I'm sad that the core of selfshipping seems to be lost with all this legalism. That is, shameless self indulgence. How are you self indulging if you have to memorize a whole table of words and worry about some "non-sharer" pitching a hissy fit.
What boggles my mind is the fact selfshipping/yumeshipping has become so widely accepted in most fandom circles. If you go back to older eras of fandoms, this kind of thing was mercilessly mocked and ripped apart by people in LiveJournal communities, Yahoo Groups, or on sites like Portal of Evil.

That reminds me, I used to know this one chick who self-shipped with various cartoon characters (not going to name anything specific since that would be bad opsec), usually villainous, ugly-looking men. She would get mercilessly mocked by some people for it, too. Eventually, she got married and later switched from the self-shipping to original material and stories. I fell out of contact with her when she went full bore woke around 2014 after what happened in Ferguson, MO and went off the chart with self-loathing white guilt.

I wonder how she feels about the rise of acceptance/proliferation of selfshipping within the last 5 years.
 
insane when people like Raoul, Julianne, EndiveEnjoyer and this freak are running around.

Either kick them out of your spaces, or accept the fact that the wider internet will think you're fucking weird. You can't have your degenerate-flavored cake and eat it too.
They actually bend over backwards defending them, as they fall for the victim mentality whining and autism as a get out of jail free card. It’s only going to keep happening more. Some of the other yumes were perfectly fine accepting commissions from a few of those people mentioned, and the users on that altchan never tried to push out or ban the lolicon schizo directly.

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The person who sent this email was in the vent thread on Witchan (a Lolcow.Farm splinter site) live posting about it. She (allegedly it's a black
woman doing this) claims she did it because she saw signs from the universe (seeing a lot of posts about Hazel) that apparently gave her the impression that when she died she'd become a 10 year old in the afterlife and have a relationship with Hazel. Apparently she also sent Hazel's VA a previous email using racial slurs to describe people who shipped Hazel with other characters and insists Hazel's VA and others who like Hazel are demons from Hell, when people said she should get therapy for possibly having psychosis and BPD she insisted nothing was wrong with her while also claiming therapy "treats demons". She's now having a meltdown about this getting attention

https://archive.is/2026.04.07-08:08:56/https://witchan.org/txt/thread/3219

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What boggles my mind is the fact selfshipping/yumeshipping has become so widely accepted in most fandom circles. If you go back to older eras of fandoms, this kind of thing was mercilessly mocked and ripped apart by people in LiveJournal communities, Yahoo Groups, or on sites like Portal of Evil.
I mean, to be fair, good. I always found it fucking stupid that you can ship some fictional character with a guy, with a girl, hell back then you could even do it with a child or his fucking cousin, but shipping them with your PERSONA???? TOO far, man. Was just middle aged women who got off to high schoolers fucking being mad that the sanctity of their Facebook writing groups weren't being respected, sometimes out with the old and in with the new is good.
 
I used to know this one chick who self-shipped with various cartoon characters (not going to name anything specific since that would be bad opsec), usually villainous, ugly-looking men.
Viraveththeselkie (on tumblr) / Lunakitty2006 (dA), by chance?
 
Greetings again and apologies for my absence, but it seems while I was lurking on Mrs (no longer) EndiveEnjoyer's pixiv with a secret account made solely for keeping track of it, it seems she posted something on March 8th.
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I'll try to add it to the drive, but it seems my suspicions were right, she in fact doesn't like Endive anymore and is now bitching about all the people who ruined her reputation on tumblr.com
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I'll assume that the women who abused her online is also referring to is Bituin, the one who did the document that was posted a few months ago here.

I recently found out she changed her discord nickname and pfp to something like "gangstalked individual", but I'm not so sure if posting it here will be any relevant.. So have only these 2 pics for now.

I haven't been doing the typical archival thing as well with the call-out outside here(not telling where) due to personal reasons as well as I've been busier IRL, but I shall remain in contact.

Have a good day/night.
 
I'll assume that the women who abused her online is also referring to is Bituin, the one who did the document that was posted a few months ago here.
Lol. Now she says she wants to live because she got caught suicide baiting. Your friends turning their back on your suicide bait and saying “don’t send us photos of you cutting up your bloody vagina” isn’t a punishment to a sane person.

I’m starting to doubt a lot of her repetitive narratives about people because she’s proven herself to be batshit but also seems to revel in being an eternal victim dramamonger. Just turn the computer off nigga or panel up, cyberbullying isn’t real.
 
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Lol. Now she says she wants to live because she got caught suicide baiting. Your friends turning their back on your suicide bait and saying “don’t send us photos of you cutting up your bloody vagina” isn’t a punishment to a sane person.

I’m starting to doubt a lot of her repetitive narratives because she’s proven herself to be batshit but also seems to revel in being an eternal victim dramamonger. Just turn the computer off nigga or panel up, cyberbullying isn’t real.
My thoughts exactly.
 
Lol. Now she says she wants to live because she got caught suicide baiting. Your friends turning their back on your suicide bait and saying “don’t send us photos of you cutting up your bloody vagina” isn’t a punishment to a sane person.

I’m starting to doubt a lot of her repetitive narratives because she’s proven herself to be batshit but also seems to revel in being an eternal victim dramamonger. Just turn the computer off nigga or panel up, cyberbullying isn’t real.
I honestly view her as completely batshit insane, compared to most selfshippers on that level, I don't think I have seen one that crazy since SonicPassion and most of those people are crazy.
 
I recently found out she changed her discord nickname and pfp to something like "gangstalked individual"
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I also have a screenshot of a different name(but same pfp) she had on the platform not so long ago:

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I have zero ideas of why she changed to either of these(with the 1st pic being the current one), but it would be a little hilarious if it turns out her insanity is actually increasing to the potential of her leaving the internet as a whole.
Besides, all that I know about the white heart is that it is from a public sanrio server that I'll assume she's in... Wich is a rather woke one(POC friendly, LGBT friendly, yada yada) .. So of course, it wouldn't be surprising if people inside are unaware of her actions and bullshit. So it's better to keep observing.
 
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Back in my day we just called it "Selfshipping" not this yume whatever, it was a shamelessly indulgent hobby and that was the novelty.

We used to call it Self Insert x Canon or OC x Canon when Wattpad was big and still relevant in fanfiction spaces. I truly wonder what makes people so lonely and desperate that they resort to this. In a way, I pity them.

This reminds me of the one 30 yr old woman, with KIDS and a HUSBAND who shipped herself with Bakugo from MHA. Erin Clover.
 
We used to call it Self Insert x Canon or OC x Canon when Wattpad was big and still relevant in fanfiction spaces. I truly wonder what makes people so lonely and desperate that they resort to this. In a way, I pity them.

This reminds me of the one 30 yr old woman, with KIDS and a HUSBAND who shipped herself with Bakugo from MHA. Erin Clover.
Bakugo seems designed to appeal to weird women and gay dudes
 
I truly wonder what makes people so lonely and desperate that they resort to this.
Back then it wasn't serious, you just found a character hot and liked the fantasy. Then you'd go back to your normal real life social life. Now it's like these people think these characters are real, it's weird. That was usually a trait you'd see amongst child selfshippers.
 
Back then it wasn't serious, you just found a character hot and liked the fantasy. Then you'd go back to your normal real life social life. Now it's like these people think these characters are real, it's weird. That was usually a trait you'd see amongst child selfshippers.
I have seen a lot of kids in this community and the thought of them being around these escaped mental patients is horrifying.
 
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