Selfshipping / Yumeshipping Community - Autists who think that Draco Malfoy and Astarion are their actual husbands, plagued with predators and people spending 50k for animations

[tamarindosvoadores]

Oh, I certainly agree. Milk is milk, but it seems there’s a lot more under the surface here.

We don’t need another DFE from the cow though, especially if there was some sort of potentially harmful activity happening like shown in some of the bluesky links. It was a lot to sift through, but this stuck out to me: wasn't this account supposedly a minor? There's a lot in these accounts that I want more context about.

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I only wish Tamarind would archive this stuff better because it’s beginning to look like the cow herself is potentially deleting their accounts to avoid accountability or the collection of evidence.

This screenshot is funny as fuck, though.
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I genuinely have no idea of how to archive things like sites
Closest thing I'm doing is a google Drive with screenshots and arts.

Also @TreatedSilk04 , I heavily apologize once again, I genuinely have no idea on how this site works, and so far, I only decided to talk about her here because I've met others who were targets of her bullshit, and I'm surprised you guys seem to know about her too.
Otherwise I wouldn't even have dared to make an account here nor I'd care about it all anymore..
I don't want anyone to attack her or anything of sorts(that's stupid), I'm just here to update on stuff since it seems everyone in this thread became aware that she deleted her VK and etc

I'm not even that active here tbh and I'd appreciate if people didn't use she/her on me.

As for the rruuunnn account, they're actually an adult.

This person was discussed a little earlier in the thread, so I think it’s valid. Tamarind is new but they’re not necessarily encouraging us to shittouch however I’d err on the side of caution because they do look like they know the cow and powerlevel like crazy. I second the Prospering Grounds idea, either way. This looks to be someone with a fairly long online history, and she is eccentric enough for a thread.

On the thread thing, it says that I don't have the privileges yet, so I'm not so sure if that will be possible

 

[r/oldpeoplefacebook]

As for the rruuunnn account, they're actually an adult.

Was the comment referring to dan(adult) wishing to have sex with a child?

 

[tamarindosvoadores]

Was the comment referring to dan(adult) wishing to have sex with a child?

It was referring to someone else afaik, nothing to do with Dan
But Rruunn is also an adult

However, rruunn's document on their profile shows that Dan did draw extremely sexual and brutal loli guro arts at 12 and she unapologetically admitted it on Tumblr.

And I believe I was granted screenshots where it's clear she did draw Loli stuff last year behind closed doors.

 

[r/oldpeoplefacebook]

It was referring to someone else afaik, nothing to do with Dan
But Rruunn is also an adult

Okay, I think I am just confused then, or misreading.
This account has some pretty good stuff regardless.

 

[Dr. Arinsu]

Bro I get wanting to do it for fucking fun, but that shits literally unhealthy. I've seen retards literally kill for their waifus. And some get so obsessed they even fucking hurt real children. If you legitmately consider it a replacement for a real relationship like MaddTheLadd does (I.E. Referring to real people as 3D Girls.) then you need professional help. Coping skill or not but you need jesus.

 

[Super Mario Brothers]

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"This community spends all their money on plastic and here's why that's a good thing."

Are these people that well off or is this more like an addiction type thing (or both)

 

[TreatedSilk04]

Are these people that well off or is this more like an addiction type thing (or both)

More like a hobby for most, so they spend loads of cash on it, even then in all honesty the ones who have massive "shrines" are few and far between and they tend to clutter space with lots of cheap trinkets so sometimes they're not as expensive as they might look.

Other thing is that you would be surprised by how many do have a good income and professional careers (wouldn't argue most, but it does go against the stereotype), the ones who are not literal kids that is.

 

[Dr. Arinsu]

More like a hobby for most, so they spend loads of cash on it, even then in all honesty the ones who have massive "shrines" are few and far between and they tend to clutter space with lots of cheap trinkets so sometimes they're not as expensive as they might look.

Other thing is that you would be surprised by how many do have a good income and professional careers (wouldn't argue most, but it does go against the stereotype), the ones who are not literal kids that is.

Sometimes they produce most of the content themselves and make them. I know some of them probably use their welfare to buy them.

 

[r/oldpeoplefacebook]

Bro I get wanting to do it for fucking fun, but that shits literally unhealthy. I've seen retards literally kill for their waifus. And some get so obsessed they even fucking hurt real children. If you legitmately consider it a replacement for a real relationship like MaddTheLadd does (I.E. Referring to real people as 3D Girls.) then you need professional help. Coping skill or not but you need jesus.

Most of the community being some flavor of mentally ill as evidenced by the comments sure doesn’t help their case either. Some of them definitely view it was some cutthroat competition, like the non-sharing kinds who fight over sephiroth or whatever flavor of the week is out.

 

[SparklyFetuses]

@tamarindosvoadores In regards to archiving stuff, read this (for some reason I can't reply your post directly):

Thread 'Archival Tools'

Dec 18, 2014

This website is great because it archives content before people delete it.
Your natural instinct should be to archive, never to link directly. The moment you link something directly, it can be taken down.

Web Archives
archive.is creates a full, living backup of a website with all its resources. (example)

Full page screenshots can be done with browser extensions or built-in tools. FireFox now has this built in using the right-click context menu and it is extremely useful, but do not hotlink content from the firefoxusercontent domain. Download it and re-upload it...

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[tamarindosvoadores]

@tamarindosvoadores In regards to archiving stuff, read this (for some reason I can't reply your post directly):

Thread 'Archival Tools'

Dec 18, 2014

This website is great because it archives content before people delete it.
Your natural instinct should be to archive, never to link directly. The moment you link something directly, it can be taken down.

Web Archives
archive.is creates a full, living backup of a website with all its resources. (example)

Full page screenshots can be done with browser extensions or built-in tools. FireFox now has this built in using the right-click context menu and it is extremely useful, but do not hotlink content from the firefoxusercontent domain. Download it and re-upload it...

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Closest thing I could do is archive her strawpage on wayback machine just in case she decides to delete it:

https://web.archive.org/web/20260124172941/https://endive.straw.page/

Even tho it seems people were already archiving it since 2024..

 

[Fiend Cat]

Her sole F/O is Samantha Strong from Beneath The Trees Where Nobody Sees

Also worth noting that Samantha wasn't her only F/O. She also selfshipped with Lesley from Don't Hug Me I'm Scared (the TV series). She seemed to have abandoned this once she locked onto Sam, though.

I know this because she left her Pinterest (archive) up after her disappearance. Although it does seem like she's still pinning things.

Spoiler: Weird shit

 

[prednisone love account]

Forgive me for any errors, as this isn’t the usual type of thread I post on/talk about, but has anyone been doing research on the influx of the term “soulbound” or something similar? (I never thought I’d hear that word again, but here we are…)

I stumbled across an account on Twitter that is sort of uninteresting otherwise (person of gender, sperging about middling visual novels, begging for “gimmicks”/attention) but what caught my eye is she legitimately seems to worship this fictional character as a god and calls it “soulbonding”. I didn’t take any screenshots or archive anything just yet, I’ve just been observing. The account is kiyoliight on twitter, if you can stand to get through the slog of loli defending retweets and posts begging for attention, it’s an interesting read.

This soulbonding phenomena isn’t just limited to this particular account, it seems to be some sort of widespread psychosis and a very interesting rabbit hole to go down.

If this character in particular proves to be more interesting in the future I’d be willing to go archive some choice screenshots. The yumeshipping/soulbond community has been my interest of choice as of late. The drama is incredibly petty but so fun to watch.

 

[r/oldpeoplefacebook]

Forgive me for any errors, as this isn’t the usual type of thread I post on/talk about, but has anyone been doing research on the influx of the term “soulbound” or something similar? (I never thought I’d hear that word again, but here we are…)

I stumbled across an account on Twitter that is sort of uninteresting otherwise (person of gender, sperging about middling visual novels, begging for “gimmicks”/attention) but what caught my eye is she legitimately seems to worship this fictional character as a god and calls it “soulbonding”. I didn’t take any screenshots or archive anything just yet, I’ve just been observing. The account is kiyoliight on twitter, if you can stand to get through the slog of loli defending retweets and posts begging for attention, it’s an interesting read.

This soulbonding phenomena isn’t just limited to this particular account, it seems to be some sort of widespread psychosis and a very interesting rabbit hole to go down.

If this character in particular proves to be more interesting in the future I’d be willing to go archive some choice screenshots. The yumeshipping/soulbond community has been my interest of choice as of late. The drama is incredibly petty but so fun to watch.

Please include some attachments of the Xeets if possible to show what you’re talking about. Also, is the term any different in usage today vs the past?

However that does remind me, has anyone else seen links to entire yumelists like this? They mention the term soulbound on it a couple times.

https://rentry.co/yumeshelterndl

 

[prednisone love account]

Please include some attachments of the Xeets if possible to show what you’re talking about. Also, is the term any different in usage today vs the past?

Here’s some I grabbed just now.




Seems like “soulbound” in this case means that they are connected by some alternate universe fuckery and that the character is able to “speak” through the person. The thing that made me LOL the most is the mention of the therapist. Hilarious to me that a therapist entertains this.

Seems like her account isn’t too rife with this unless you’re autistic enough scroll as far back as me, but I think it’s a good leaping off point for the soulbound/bond fuckery.



There is a whole community if you look up soulbound. Seems like a lot of retarded kids but the occasional very retarded adult. I’m a bit busy today so I don’t have a lot of time to dig for more, but if the interest is there I’d definitely be willing to put something together.

From an outsider’s perspective it seems these soulbond people think the characters they’re in love with are real, unless yumeshippers who are aware they’re characters. But also who the fuck knows.

 

[Metallic Blood]

Forgive me for any errors, as this isn’t the usual type of thread I post on/talk about, but has anyone been doing research on the influx of the term “soulbound” or something similar? (I never thought I’d hear that word again, but here we are…)

Ah yes, soulbound! I usually like to read the ficto/yume subreddits from time to time to see if there's anything lolcow-worthy (there usually isn't sadly), and sometimes, some of the people like to talk that they're soulbounded with their fictional character like they are a World of Warcraft item.

Seems like “soulbound” in this case means that they are connected by some alternate universe fuckery and that the character is able to “speak” through the person. The thing that made me LOL the most is the mention of the therapist. Hilarious to me that a therapist entertains this.

To put into less gayer terms, To "soulbound" is to basically create a voice in your head with a different personality, accent, gender etc, and roleplay with that voice believing that you're telephatically talking with a fictional character from another universe because your love for them is super strong or algo.

If you heard about the plurality, it's the same thing, only difference is that a soulbound person wants to marry and have a family of 25 people with the voice of their head rather than just being a normal self-indulged schizophrenic.

And no, the family thing isn't a joke:

Meet Always_Sundae! The owner of a small subreddit called r/Soulbounding.

She's a passionate autist soulbounder and also a hoster for a big fictional family that lives in their head.

The thing about Sundae is that she doesn't really have a "lolcow" personality per say: She doesn't talk about her personal life that much, doesn't get angry at those darn "fictophobes", she doesn't even ramble about the voices in her head wanting to hurt people or something like that. She just has a way with words that I can't help but laugh at it.

but if the interest is there I’d definitely be willing to put something together.

I'd be interested for sure! If you have the time to put something together, I'd appreciate it.

 

[Arbiter]

Are there any other examples of yumeshippers dating or attempting to date the voice actors/creators of their f/o? The two that come to mind for me are Emi Jones and Victoria Fleischer.

Emi Jones infamously hooked up with the married Ryan Drummond, VA of Sonic.


Victoria Fleischer married Charles Fleischer, VA of Roger Rabbit (I believe she's younger than his daughters).


I think it's a very interesting type of phenomenon where the yumeshipping crosses over into the real world.

 

[JED]

Are there any other examples of yumeshippers dating or attempting to date the voice actors/creators of their f/o? The two that come to mind for me are Emi Jones and Victoria Fleischer.

Emi Jones infamously hooked up with the married Ryan Drummond, VA of Sonic.
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Victoria Fleischer married Charles Fleischer, VA of Roger Rabbit (I believe she's younger than his daughters).
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I think it's a very interesting type of phenomenon where the yumeshipping crosses over into the real world.

As weird as it is I can't even be mad. The hustle for dating some desperate older guy who will leave you a LOT of money AND will do any deranged husbando shit you want? Get it, girl.

 

[Sooty Soot]

I ship myself with xim

 

[r/oldpeoplefacebook]

so, there's been another endiveenjoyer callout. this one is from one of her personal friends/insiders who appears to have known her for years. it's so much to sift through but there's a handful of deranged discord messages i'd like to pull out, i think this goes into horrorcow territory. it is very long.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ZKiwR7xlhn9W_Rp5PoVnFkX-48CMVc3OAj41M8zZKCQ/edit?tab=t.0#heading=h.m759zww1502k

https://www.tumblr.com/bituingalaxy/808523644661825536/my-experience-with-papilioendiveenjoyer

it seems to start with these two expressing genuine concern for her wellbeing
to shit like this pretty fast

Spoiler: gore

she's been doing this since age 8???





begging for ex boyfriends and girlfriends to kill her??

Spoiler: cutting

we also get tidbits from her private twitter:

some talk about her lying about her age to close friends








"i am the raped"
she cut her vagina with scissors


and the most depressing part: