- Joined
- Sep 27, 2019
I grew up Baptist. Went to a private Christian School from kindergarten to 8th grade. Once out, I started to explore other beliefs, as I never really felt a strong connection with Christianity. I appreciated the basic tenants of the religion: do unto others, judge not lest yet be judged, help the needy, the Ten Commandments ect... But I never could put 100% faith in believing God actually existed. Doubting Thomas was always the apostle I identified with most. I wanted to believe, but I needed more than just blind faith.
Being an idiot teen, I had a Wicca phase that I look back on with embarrassment. I looked into LaVeyan Satanism, liked a few things about that philosophy, and disliked others. I went into a militant atheist phase in my early college years that is even more embarrassing to look back on than my Wicca phase. I still feel horrible about some of the things I said to my religious friends and family.
Ultimately I consider myself these days an agnostic. I think there may very well be something greater than ourselves out there, but I just can't fully accept it with a 100% certainty without some sort of proof. I'm no longer an anti-theist, some of the most wonderful people in my life who have helped me through some very dark times have done so in God's name.
Being an idiot teen, I had a Wicca phase that I look back on with embarrassment. I looked into LaVeyan Satanism, liked a few things about that philosophy, and disliked others. I went into a militant atheist phase in my early college years that is even more embarrassing to look back on than my Wicca phase. I still feel horrible about some of the things I said to my religious friends and family.
Ultimately I consider myself these days an agnostic. I think there may very well be something greater than ourselves out there, but I just can't fully accept it with a 100% certainty without some sort of proof. I'm no longer an anti-theist, some of the most wonderful people in my life who have helped me through some very dark times have done so in God's name.