Sirius
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I'll try to avoid sharing too much (probably gonna fail anyway), but I was on Risperidone for a few years, mostly during high school. Absolutely hated it, it drained the life out of me and effectively neutralized me into a lifeless machine that somehow kept humming along until I got off of it. This wasn't even 10 years ago, I have no idea why they felt okay with putting me on a first-gen antipsychotic (off-label) when I wasn't an adult yet.
The funny part is that I didn't have schizophrenia or anything remotely close to it, I was just an irritable teenager. Maybe a bit more than most, but I was never violent or anything like that.
I can't describe exactly what it felt like to be on it for so long because that time period is just mud in my mind. On weekends I'd sleep until 3 PM because I didn't see a point in getting up. Even playing video games like a lazy fuck was a chore. Never again.
The funny part is that I didn't have schizophrenia or anything remotely close to it, I was just an irritable teenager. Maybe a bit more than most, but I was never violent or anything like that.
I can't describe exactly what it felt like to be on it for so long because that time period is just mud in my mind. On weekends I'd sleep until 3 PM because I didn't see a point in getting up. Even playing video games like a lazy fuck was a chore. Never again.