Not entirely relevant to pro-ana but not sure where else to put it and I put this creator in the pro-ana camp, Dorian has done her "rehab" vlog and I have skipped through lots of it so this isn't a full rundown. I find her intolerable.
PL: I have attempted heroin withdrawals about 50 times and completed them about 20, I have also been to rehab. I know what I'm talking about.
a) Just look at her while she's supposedly in enough withdrawals to get the new mystery oral opiate that totally isn't suboxone. I actually believe it might not be now, because she is not sweating like a bastard, she's not in bed, she has the energy to vlog and do her makeup. She's complaining she's not been allowed nytol, widely known to potentiate opiates.
b) She says that fpr her quitting needs to be an organic process of not wanting the thing any more. Great, if she knows how to do it why is she in rehab then?
c) Its starting to feel like a holiday camp- so she's not putting in any work. Its not supposed to be gruelling all the time but at no point does it feel like a holiday camp.
d) As per my comment on the Eugenia thread, I'm certain she's in detox not rehab now
e) They aren't giving her enough drugs, but then they gave her more, so what was the entire point? Why swap methadone handcuffs for another type of hancuffs? Whatever it is is supposed to last 24 hours so what is the advantage?
f) at about 26.20 she admits its detox not rehab, the one honest relevant thing in this entire video.
g) she didn't crave anything while there, except weed. Much hardcore addiction
h) she's misleading about most rehabs in the UK- they do let you have your phone/laptop, but for an hour per day. BECAUSE YOU ARE THERE TO CONCENTRATE ON RECOVERY AND NEED MENTAL SPACE TO DO SO.
i) still thinks she's unkillable. Do a fucking massive speedball then Mrs I used to inject coke every 8 minutes. Or actually maintain a low weight for an extended period Mrs I used to be bonespo.
I think she's super lonely, because she is missing the people in detox. Addiction is lonely when you are in the get money-score-use cycle, but not when you're on methadone- I've known plenty of people living full lives on methadone.
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