Cymophane
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same thing happened to me but with the my pancake addiction forum
it was pretty serious compare to the paper cuts usually on display here
🤝 Community Pro-Ana - "I need to lose 20 more pounds or I'll never be pretty!"
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it was pretty serious compare to the paper cuts usually on display here
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I know exactly who you're talking about. Nikkole has been a personal cow of mine for a while. I came across her because she was somewhat controversial on edtwt and I often saw other anorexics pile on her. She's always been incredibly disingenuous with the things she says and posts.
The most entertaining thing about her was the blatant, constant bodychecking, alongside the Instagram Stories of high calorie junk food. It really is odd behavior. You'll often see anorexics posting their very scarce low calorie meals, so watching her behave the complete opposite way was interesting in a morbid and disconcerting way, especially back when she was severely underweight. Of course, the claims that everyone was jealous of her and that she has never had an eating disorder were pretty entertaining too.
I had actually started to write a thread on her back in February but decided against posting it because I didn't think she was active enough for it to be worth it. She's also constantly lying and is by all means an unreliable narrator. Most of what I've found out about her comes from her own posts she made on Tellonym years ago, so I didn't think I had enough verifiable information and I didn't want to rely on speculation to continue writing. She is interesting to observe anyway.
Nikkole still disappears from Instagram every so often and then comes back to post her insane ramblings and cope about how she was the healthiest at her lowest weight, and how she's never had an eating disorder and all that jazz. You'll also see her constantly ranting about how much she hates men. She has been on a junk food binge cycle for months now, and has gained a lot of weight:
This was posted very recently to her Instagram Stories. She loves to keep everyone updated on the state of her body. I have some additional snippets of information on her I gathered back when I was writing the thread, but this is all coming from her own posts so I'd take it with a grain of salt.
She was born September 26, 2003 in Ukraine. As of February of this year she was still living in Montreal, Canada. (I'm not entirely sure if she's still there) She was allegedly taken away from home to foster care at a young age because her parents were abusive. She's claimed to be bipolar, suffer from OCD, Emetophobia (fear of vomiting), and Arfid.
Apparently, she's a psychology student. Because of course she is.
Her real name might be Nikkole White. Her personal Instagram seems to still be @Nixievit. Old Instagram handles are @Loveorscars, @Nikkolewhite, and @smaller.vanilla, all deactivated as of today.
Apparently, she's a psychology student. Because of course she is.
Her real name might be Nikkole White. Her personal Instagram seems to still be @Nixievit. Old Instagram handles are @Loveorscars, @Nikkolewhite, and @smaller.vanilla, all deactivated as of today.
Adrenochrome Dreams
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It's delicious, I like to eat spoonfuls of mustard out the jar. Not for any diet reasons, just overly fond of the stuff.
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I didn’t know what that was and clicked the spoiler. Now I’m shooketh
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man she had posted all of her ocd rituals a few dahs ago which i managed to snag
[spoiler/]
she must be a miserable bitch 24/7
also someone send her a message on instagram aboit how she is indeed healthier at a low weight and
nikol immediately went ''oooh girl you understand me bla bla''
she also keeps complaining about men who follow her bc she was skinny once?
and how she is disgusting and fat right now
unhinged
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She claims you are not clean unless you wash your hair 3 times a day. Some people with oily, fine hair do need to double wash their hair once a day but it's not true for everyone. Funny she uses two separate loofahs for different body parts when loofahs are legitimately bacteria magnets, so using different ones for different body parts wouldn't help. Only bleach disinfection can clean them, plus thoroughly drying them.
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I've heard of K-pop stars going on diets of only sweet potatoes, but peanut butter? That's pretty calorie dense from what I know and something you can get fat from.
Cotton balls soaked in juice are more up to ana standards.
If you do use a lot of hair products, it's probably okay to double-wash it. I imagine that anas youse a ton of thickening products, because the hair is thinning out from starving themselves.
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You know there’s be no oil on that hair whatsoever, all Ana has dry ass skin and hair and it’s one of those things that starts early, earlier than hair falling out etc. I wonder how she still has any hair
Fad diets always claim that this or that diet is good for losing weight and some would blatantly say you’ll lose weight regardless of calories. Not a med fag so I’m not sure how Keto diet specifically fuck with your body, but I’ve seen ppl only eat fried chicken and nothing else thinking that’ll help them lose weight. Not to mention the breaded skin is not strictly keto, and You don’t need keto if you’re not a kid having 10 seizures a day. It’s about control and their fucked up relationship with food, every once in a while you’d hear one new fad diet that gets Ana’s so invested and they jump on them with such dedication n faith it’s ridiculous. Either it’s eat only food starting with certain alphabet (an older one I think), or eat only protein no carbs, or intermediate fasting (plain old starving), or eat like pre agricultural revolution cave men, it’s all bullshit. Only way to lose weight is caloric deficit and if anyones ever lost weight on these fads it’s caused by starving and forfeiting carb dense sustenance in their diet and replace it with a lb of spinach or sth. If you eat 4000 calories in keto or paleo or PB or whatever no way you’d lose weight. It’s just the diet is shit and it’s shit eating only pb or spinach or chicken you can’t get enough energy from them. Sorry for mati, just the thick and deadly delusions of these women and it sucks seeing so many of them still under the wrap of Ana well into adulthood.
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I hate all K-pop diets with a passion. The IU diet mentioned earlier with the sweet potato ( I think sth like one sweet potato for lunch n a protein shake whatever for dinner), it was aired on tv when IU, the K-pop star, was saying how she didn’t want to say what it is and how it’s bad how she can’t do it etc on tv, then gladly shared with the world how to do it and what results it gave her. Another one called momo diet, from the girl momo, is literally straight up starving for 7 days with no food intake at all except an ice cube here and there. Her description of this was aired as well and she said she lost 7kg in a week. KPOP industry is so pro Ana you see many many thinspo of just normal pictures of the performers. Wonyoung, who became famous at the age of 13, is now a fucking skeleton and she’s still praised for her figure. She’s giving actual corpse bride realness, far beyond even high fashion 0 size models, here’s what she look like now
I don’t understand why the company is not forcing her to put on some weight as the companies are always micro managing the weight and looks of their idols. This just looks sickly and not skinny in a “still looks skinny even the camera makes you look 10lb heavier” way, this is giving North Korea prison camp. Granted no K-pop idol has a bmi higher than 18.5, but this is just jarring. She still looks extremely skinny in comparison next to the other very skinny girls in her group. Can’t imagine what this does to Korean young girls.
Fad diets always claim that this or that diet is good for losing weight and some would blatantly say you’ll lose weight regardless of calories. Not a med fag so I’m not sure how Keto diet specifically fuck with your body, but I’ve seen ppl only eat fried chicken and nothing else thinking that’ll help them lose weight. Not to mention the breaded skin is not strictly keto, and You don’t need keto if you’re not a kid having 10 seizures a day. It’s about control and their fucked up relationship with food, every once in a while you’d hear one new fad diet that gets Ana’s so invested and they jump on them with such dedication n faith it’s ridiculous. Either it’s eat only food starting with certain alphabet (an older one I think), or eat only protein no carbs, or intermediate fasting (plain old starving), or eat like pre agricultural revolution cave men, it’s all bullshit. Only way to lose weight is caloric deficit and if anyones ever lost weight on these fads it’s caused by starving and forfeiting carb dense sustenance in their diet and replace it with a lb of spinach or sth. If you eat 4000 calories in keto or paleo or PB or whatever no way you’d lose weight. It’s just the diet is shit and it’s shit eating only pb or spinach or chicken you can’t get enough energy from them. Sorry for mati, just the thick and deadly delusions of these women and it sucks seeing so many of them still under the wrap of Ana well into adulthood.
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I hate all K-pop diets with a passion. The IU diet mentioned earlier with the sweet potato ( I think sth like one sweet potato for lunch n a protein shake whatever for dinner), it was aired on tv when IU, the K-pop star, was saying how she didn’t want to say what it is and how it’s bad how she can’t do it etc on tv, then gladly shared with the world how to do it and what results it gave her. Another one called momo diet, from the girl momo, is literally straight up starving for 7 days with no food intake at all except an ice cube here and there. Her description of this was aired as well and she said she lost 7kg in a week. KPOP industry is so pro Ana you see many many thinspo of just normal pictures of the performers. Wonyoung, who became famous at the age of 13, is now a fucking skeleton and she’s still praised for her figure. She’s giving actual corpse bride realness, far beyond even high fashion 0 size models, here’s what she look like now
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I remember looking at MPA years back and someone had posted a thread asking if anyone else was a "candy ana". Apparently she allowed herself to eat nothing but like 1 candy bar a day. The interesting part was she posted photographs of what I can only describe as a candy horde where she had a closet full of thousands of dollars of chocolate. Another girl in the thread confessed she only ate one of those 100 calorie portion ice creams per day.
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Some K-pop twt thinspo drama:
A thinspo account has received such messages
The chubsters in question:
A thinspo account has received such messages
The chubsters in question:
buoyverificationfuel
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There's a reason that a lot of edtwt is crazy kpop stans. It's easier to access information on harmful diets, there's thinspo everywhere without the need to search for it, and it's easy to hide or justify an obsession with diet/appearance as stan behavior. The dance routines burn a lot of calories and are a great way for healthy people to get a full-body workout (not a great idea when you're fasting for days at a time and standing up counts as cardio).
They're also called "junkorexics," but I've also seen the term used for people with eating disorders that will occasionally eat unhealthy food like those disgusting fatso normies. There's also people who think the junkorexic label sounds more desirable than bulimia or anorexia binge/purge subtype, because purging is yucky and the best anorexics do not purge.
The eating disorder community is fascinating but it's so fucked.
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Bro what the FUCK does that have to do with pancakes?!
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EmoCutterGirl vibes, i get it's mental illness but that shit will never not seem retarded to me. If you want to slowly/accidentally suicide yourself because of your fucked-up brain just do hard drugs and liquor like normal people.
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"Self harm" twitter and ed twitter are best friends. You could be scrolling for some laughs at pathetic rice cake pizzas and get jump scared by a forearm sliced in half. They're infected and sadly enable/encourage each other.
Anyway, I love perusing the mpa "post pictures of your meals" thread from time to time to see low-calorie abominations. It's funnier when you realize they could be eating a normal and tasty meal for only a little more calories.
Mystery meal:
The left is allegedly pizza:
Veggie curry with konjak noodles:
This one made me gag a bit:
Zucchini in kefir
See the arms? Best friends I tell you. BPD, not once.
Cottage cheese and cucumbers:
A good ol' plate of puke:
And pasta like grandma makes it:
Guess eating little is easy when your food looks and tastes like shite.
Anyway, I love perusing the mpa "post pictures of your meals" thread from time to time to see low-calorie abominations. It's funnier when you realize they could be eating a normal and tasty meal for only a little more calories.
Mystery meal:
The left is allegedly pizza:
Veggie curry with konjak noodles:
This one made me gag a bit:
Zucchini in kefir
See the arms? Best friends I tell you. BPD, not once.
Cottage cheese and cucumbers:
A good ol' plate of puke:
And pasta like grandma makes it:
Guess eating little is easy when your food looks and tastes like shite.
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It’s been decades since they’ve been doing this and frankly it has gotten worse not better. In le West every ten years the fashion trend switches and people are not trapped with images of emaciated women in media forever. The chinkys sure hate their women though, when China arguably is the best with gender equality in east Asia, you know how bad shit is. (No Korean or Japanese women were forced to abort they full term babies, however the red horror do torture everybody equally.) Many Koreans and Japanese unironically believe the confucianiste bs about gender, they basically expect you to be a taliban bride without the hijab.
Its very on par how chinkys deal with anorexia given how much they hate women. It’s so normalized that it’s actually encouraged and not pathologized at all. There’s a Chinese app called little red book (…) and it’s like a photo whatever sharing social media and Ed twt clings to chink skinny posting like fly to shit. I know chinky ladies are built smaller than many others but no race is supposed to look like they are made out of bones when they are healthy. Granted there might be some who are (un) naturally skinny but these women also share their diets and it’s horrendous. They would literally straight up say if you want to lose weight you gotta stop eating dinner. Or eat only boiled vegetable and some rice. And it’s not posted as a thinspo or Ana whatever for these ladies they are just so oblivious about the fact that they are unwell they think these are alright advices to give on a social media platform. Lol, even if some of them are under the realization they are unwell the good old shame will stop many of them from ever reaching out for psychological help, many might not even know there’s such a thing as a psychiatrist, especially for the Chinese ladies. Rip chinky ladies, you should all shop at a Walmart clothing section and realize you are all already the child sized adults of this world
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not only that but asian bmi and european bmi are different,
as you can see for them bmi 23 is already overweight
but from what i gathered when a chinese's BMI is above 22.6, they will have significantly higher blood pressure, blood sugar level, blood lipids level than those below. While for caucasians , the critical point is 24.9.
please correct me if im wrong on this one
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It has come to my attention the Pancake Addiction is a forum about disordered eating, I didn't get in because I don't want to make an account.
Teeth That Tear
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My Pancake Addiction (MPA) is riffing off of My Pro Ana (MPA). My Pro Ana was the original big ED forum, then some members took issue with the moderation or something IIRC and made My Pancake Addiction as an attempt to replace it. AFAIK they're both still active.
Pancake tries to appear more as a "harm reduction" type of forum. However, given the fucking nightmare of blood in the above images, I doubt that's true.
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In SK, the "ideal" body is considered to be severely underweight. The girl in those pics would be considered to have the perfect figure by the promoters since the childlike/ pedo-bait body type is marketable. EDs are rampant in the agency and more people are starting to speak up on social media, mostly parents sick of watching their daughters starve themselves into skellys