You will never be a real seeder. You have no bandwidth, you have no seedbox, you have no popular torrents. You are a wifi user on PC twisted by guides and bad advice into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your lack of ratio behind closed doors.
Peers are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed peers to sniff out low bandwidth with incredible efficiency. Even ethernet users on fiber who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a seedbox. Your network structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a popular torrent on your client software, it won't seed.
You will never have ratio. You wrench out a 0.01 ratio on freeleech and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your ratio, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know someone without a seedbox is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably low ratio.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.
