🐍 In the Clock Tower KingCobraJFS / Josh Saunders - Amateur musician, YouTube Streamer, wandmaker, and self-proclaimed "sexy goth badboy". Perpetually circling the drain.

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He was such a sweet little boy. I really got a good sense of what he must have been like, one of those really animated talkative weird kids you know that just kind of don’t mesh well with other children. It’s absolutely heartbreaking to think of him being bullied his entire life. I really hope that he knew how much we liked him - genuinely liked him - and how much we enjoyed watching him.
I think this, although incredibly unfortunate, can offer a lesson to those of us who were that weird kid: If nobody's saying anything, don't assume they're thinking something bad about you. Just because your critics remain vocal doesn't mean they're correct. Especially if they are, there is no reason to feed into their shit. Be that weird kid, be that awkward nuisance, be wild and free because at the end of the day, they will try to make you hate yourself because they're unsatisfied with their own lives. Fuck the troles, fuck sickos, and love one another.

We lost a real one, boys. If only he didn't experience the grief of loss to make him weak, and maybe got back into his passions he would have made it through. When the going gets tough, lean into what you love to do. Don't take the easy route.
 
Well Cobros after last nights amazing stream (Thank you Clint) I have decided I cant let Josh go ... so I'm going to post his videos like he was still here. Until I feel better. I fully expect a bunch of tism reacts.

Video update ...
... TWU
 
Unfortunately I was late to the celebration of life but I wanna say thank you Cobes for all your wonderful dank food hacks and great laughs you provided me with, you truely were the gothest badboy this world has ever seen... I hope we will meet one day in the Lord's heaven, had He mercy on your soul🫡😔
 
I think this, although incredibly unfortunate, can offer a lesson to those of us who were that weird kid: If nobody's saying anything, don't assume they're thinking something bad about you. Just because your critics remain vocal doesn't mean they're correct. Especially if they are, there is no reason to feed into their shit. Be that weird kid, be that awkward nuisance, be wild and free because at the end of the day, they will try to make you hate yourself because they're unsatisfied with their own lives. Fuck the troles, fuck sickos, and love one another.

We lost a real one, boys. If only he didn't experience the grief of loss to make him weak, and maybe got back into his passions he would have made it through. When the going gets tough, lean into what you love to do. Don't take the easy route.
words of wisdom.

I know this is kind of silly, but I was watching a movie called “Chopper” on Tubi. The main character, a strange and violent criminal, named Chopper Reid who is in prison responded to an insult with the following:

“Even Mozart had his critics, let’s see if you can name three of them.”

I’m sure it’s a popular saying, I had never heard it before, but I believe it has a lot of truth to it.

Some people spend their whole lives tearing other people down, they never create anything lasting, only to be completely forgotten and never recognized.

don’t be like them.
 
words of wisdom.

I know this is kind of silly, but I was watching a movie called “Chopper” on Tubi. The main character, a strange and violent criminal, named Chopper Reid who is in prison responded to an insult with the following:

“Even Mozart had his critics, let’s see if you can name three of them.”

I’m sure it’s a popular saying, I had never heard it before, but I believe it has a lot of truth to it.

Some people spend their whole lives tearing other people down, they never create anything lasting, only to be completely forgotten and never recognized.

don’t be like them.
It's so much easier to tear someone down than to build something on your own. Never forget that.
 
I love you Cobes. You meant more to me than any other "lolcow" that I follow in the few short years that I watched you, you were just a man struggling with addiction at the end of the day. It turned out that you and I had some things in common, and I saw parts of myself in you like many others did. You cheered me up during the tough times and made me laugh during the boring times. There's now a small, but very noticeable void in the world and my heart where you once were, and I especially feel this today as everything's slowly coming to a close. It will majorly suck whenever this thread gets locked, but at least we're on the way to 3434 pages.
 
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Legitimately feeling it today, bros. Last night was a hard watch, but now it's all over and the fact he's GONE gone sets in, it's a bit of an ill feeling. Rest Easy, Josh. You didn't deserve any of it. (:_(
 
Just curious about the cause of death? Has there been anything official?
 
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