🐍 In the Clock Tower KingCobraJFS / Josh Saunders - Amateur musician, YouTube Streamer, wandmaker, and self-proclaimed "sexy goth badboy". Perpetually circling the drain.

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ASeabear8952 said:
Yeah I remember it was the stream that was about Cobes’ channel going down, hence the downer feeling. It was Seizure’s second to last stream with the NAL Home Shopping Club one being the last. I found it odd that it both got taken down and that Seizure never got it back up, whether on YouTube or Odysee.

Anyway BPF gave us another relic.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=CNrk_7AyiZc
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Shirtless flexing, what a deal.
Boy really had no idea why people watched him, he really just did his own thing and genuinely thought he was a sexy goth badboy.
2F5L5XG said:
He pretty much ruined lolcows for me by being a lolcow that I actually liked and rooted for. I haven't been able to really invest in any others since our dark lord took his place at Cobraro's side. Seems like there just isn't anyone else out there filling the niche of the eccentric character with big dreams that Cobra and classic Chris filled anymore.
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For real, no other lolcow scratches the itch that Classic Chris and Cobes managed to scratch for me. I didn't even realise how fond of either I was until it was too late. I can't even rewatch Geno's Chris documentary because he's just much too disgusting and disturbing these days, and I've been rewatching everything Seizure put out with Cobes because the combination of the insight of him and his guests, and Cobes in general, brings so much comfort to me. It's like laughing at a weird retard that we all have a fondness for.
It's a weird nostalgic melancholy that even nearly 6 months later hasn't subsided, and it probably won't because I keep picking at the wound.

I can laugh at retards like Anisa and I, they hurt a lot of people through their greed and stupidity, I actively root against them. But Cobes? I wanted him to get better, or at the very least stop his downwards spiral and live in relative peace, and I guess he kind of got the "relative peace" down before he died. That post-NAL world was just a different kind of misery than what I'd originally expected for him.
 
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The Gentle Abyss said:
It may be an odd request, but whoever was archiving @SeizureRobot5000's streams, or Seiz himself; Do y'all have the backup of the last or most recent stream? It was a few months before he had the heart attack. I know it was a more negative/downer stream, but I remember enjoying it still.
Been enjoying going through the Snake Bones and lives in chunks at shift of work and at home for something in the background.
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I’ve been looking for the same streams. I believe one was called “NALs revenge” and the other “total channel death” or some shit. But yeah they disappeared and never came back but would love to watch them again @SeizureRobot5000
 
LordMoldyButt said:
I’ve been looking for the same streams. I believe one was called “NALs revenge” and the other “total channel death” or some shit. But yeah they disappeared and never came back but would love to watch them again @SeizureRobot5000
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I don't have the other two or three that are gone, but I snagged NaL's Revenge when it went down. I'll have to search but I'm fairly certain that most of Seizures stuff is archived/uploaded elsewhere.
 
have any of the ex josh orbiters been up to anything josh related lately or tried to grift off his death?
 
bull_truefur said:
have any of the ex josh orbiters been up to anything josh related lately or tried to grift off his death?
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Not that I'm aware off. Krystal did/tried to do a thing with Warmload during the celebration of life, I think it might've been a restream or a watch-along stream but I didn't check it out.
I don't know how active Courtney has been in the Cobraverse in general, I think she abandoned him after the duster thing really kicked off. I know she got involved with the Cyraxx universe for a bit, but that's like two years ago if not longer since Cobra had "beef" with Raxx. Actually, checking Cyraxx' thread and finding her real name (Courtney Neidt) I found what appears to be her youtube channel. She made a really distasteful post for Christmas about the boy. I can't stand Cyraxx nor Courtney so I don't know if there's more useful info in his thread about her, but I do know she's been orbiting a lot of gorlworld cows too.
I'm only aware of Scotty commenting on the last facebook update from Josh but I don't know if any of his other homeboys reacted to/attended anything concerning Cobes' funeral.
Darf's youtube. I'm not on Facebook so I can't give you the homeboys' profiles.
 
PetiteFeet said:
I commend Clint for actually trying to do right by his boy in his earlier years, but it was pretty obvious that as soon as he was on his own Clint would rather simply enable his oldest instead of cutting off the withering limb. I don't think Clint himself could have done much more for his son, on his own, but I wish I knew whether or not he had tried anything beyond "going back to school" and job corps.
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I wonder if good old fashion reverse-psychology would have worked on him. 'Better not go bathe, boy!' type of shit.

Acoustic Virgin said:
If I understand the chronology right, he wasn't diagnosed with autism until his teens, and then it was just a few short years before he turned 18 and could do whatever he wanted. But before the official diagnosis, it must have been clear that he wasn't normal, right? What did Clint et al do then?
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They probably just chalked him up as "just retarded" without really knowing or caring about the specifics of it. People on here sometimes get dismissive when you write off rural areas, but you gotta think Bumfuck Wyoming in the 1990's probably wasn't going to have the specialists required to figure out "What exactly breed of retard is this". They knew he was mentally handicapped and that was that, and it was only when Clint took the initiative to actually find out what exactly the issue was before they nailed it down.
 
Nana Feeder 9k said:
They probably just chalked him up as "just retarded" without really knowing or caring about the specifics of it. People on here sometimes get dismissive when you write off rural areas, but you gotta think Bumfuck Wyoming in the 1990's probably wasn't going to have the specialists required to figure out "What exactly breed of retard is this". They knew he was mentally handicapped and that was that, and it was only when Clint took the initiative to actually find out what exactly the issue was before they nailed it down.
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That is definitely a thing in rural areas of America so it wouldn't surprise me. I am about Cobra's age and when my school found out I was a sperg they took me out of the gifted student classes I was in and chucked me into a special needs classroom where I spent a good portion of my time playing with Play-Dough and shaving cream with violent downies and non-verbal tards who just kind of sat there and made dinosaur noises which for obvious reasons caused my grades and socialization skills to absolutely tank.
Not sure if it has gotten any better but rural schools just plain did not understand that retarded came in different flavors back then.
 
Nana Feeder 9k said:
I wonder if good old fashion reverse-psychology would have worked on him. 'Better not go bathe, boy!' type of shit.
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That's why the "Better not go live, BOY!" meme started in the first place. Reverse psychology DID work on him. He always claimed he was too smart for therapy, but I reckon with the correct therapist he could have gotten much farther in life than he did. ODD isn't incurable.
I concur that there probably wasn't the specific type of therapist available that he needed, when he was a kid. Heck, probably doesn't exist in the immediate Casper area today, either.
You don't have to live in a very rural place to be met with general ignorance even from trained professionals, if your disorder doesn't match exactly to what boxes that might exist. I know that first hand.

At the very least, Clint actually tried. And Clint loved his boy.
 
PetiteFeet said:
Not that I'm aware off. Krystal did/tried to do a thing with Warmload during the celebration of life, I think it might've been a restream or a watch-along stream but I didn't check it out. I know she got involved with the Cyraxx universe for a bit, but that's like two years ago if not longer since Cobra had "beef" with Raxx. Actually, checking Cyraxx' thread and finding her real name (Courtney Neidt) I found what appears to be her youtube channel. She made a really distasteful post for Christmas about the boy. I can't stand Cyraxx nor Courtney so I don't know if there's more useful info in his thread about her, but I do know she's been orbiting a lot of gorlworld cows too.
I'm only aware of Scotty commenting on the last facebook update from Josh but I don't know if any of his other homeboys reacted to/attended anything concerning Cobes' funeral.
Darf's youtube. I'm not on Facebook so I can't give you the homeboys' profiles.
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Last I saw Krystal was in one of Tard-Man's chat when he says he goes looking for his own cows, she was in the pozzed chat, I don't think he's ever given her a wrench because he might've known how she abuses any sort of modicum of power.
Krystals Current Channel , K-HOLE 3.0 channel Preservetube
I agree with you that once Cobes moved to the trailer and Courtney had to wade through the whole NAL ordeal her days with the boy being loyal were over. I still remember her drunk streams with him and she'd try acting silly or flirty and I couldn't stand it one bit. Glad she got phonebooked. Wouldn't be surprised if she's still a tardwrangler professionally.
Haven't thought about Scotty at all since his departure from the Cobraverse and the highlights of him talking about Cobe's tard rage not being able to pack pipe tobacco. One of the channels that archives Cobes has a bunch of his old videos. He's such a skeleton of a person in those videos and he flippantly uses soft a nigger so often so he's a wigger. Darf didn't regularly upload enough to his YouTube, I remember he was more gooner and involved on his Tiktoks back in the day, and there's an old video of him cussing out his kids while he was playing Kingdom Hearts 1 or 2.
 
The Gentle Abyss said:
Wouldn't be surprised if she's still a tardwrangler professionally.
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Oh, she most definitely is, she has her fingers in many cowpies.
I keep forgetting Tardman is a thing, I actually wasn't aware of him at all until someone mentioned him reading some serial killer's MO in his disgusting, mongoloid voice.
Scotty kinda just vanished from the Cobraverse without much ado about it, and we saw Darf like once during the NAL saga. Darf might be the most well-adjusted of all of the homeboys, even despite his shouting at his children (it wasn't bad, even if the context of a father playing video games and getting angry at his children for being children isn't the best).
Floorlord ended up being the most loyal homeboy, if you can call a homeless drifter mooching off of a mentally handicapped man loyal.
 
PetiteFeet said:
That's why the "Better not go live, BOY!" meme started in the first place.
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"I'LL GO LIVE IF I FUCKING WANT TO, TROLE" was one of my favorite bits during his streams.

PetiteFeet said:
At the very least, Clint actually tried. And Clint loved his boy.
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I was a "Clint bad dad" poster before Josh died, but after watching Josh's Celebration of Life video when it was released, my opinion of Clint turned around. Knowing all the effort Clint put in, all the problems they both faced, and how Clint (for all his faults and oddities) really loved his boy from birth to death, I can't claim Clint was a bad dad. Many parents would have probably given up on Josh had he been their child, but Clint stayed with him until the end, even after Josh pushed him away many times. He wasn't perfect, but he really tried, and that's all you can do youtoob.
 
PetiteFeet said:
That's why the "Better not go live, BOY!" meme started in the first place. Reverse psychology DID work on him. He always claimed he was too smart for therapy, but I reckon with the correct therapist he could have gotten much farther in life than he did. ODD isn't incurable.
I concur that there probably wasn't the specific type of therapist available that he needed, when he was a kid. Heck, probably doesn't exist in the immediate Casper area today, either.
You don't have to live in a very rural place to be met with general ignorance even from trained professionals, if your disorder doesn't match exactly to what boxes that might exist. I know that first hand.

At the very least, Clint actually tried. And Clint loved his boy.
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I don’t think anyone ever loved Cobes the way Clint did. It’s the paradox of being a parent.
 
Rare look of Cobra with eyeliner on his goatee.
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ASeabear8952 said:
Their last interaction was on her New Year’s 2025 stream that Marty was also on.
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If I had a dollar for every time I've watched a stream where several of the participants have died, shortly after filming... I'd have a few dollars.

It always feels weird.

I hope Cobes seeing everyone calling Cyraxx a gross pedophile, and he's laughing his ass off with Satan.
 
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