🐍 In the Clock Tower KingCobraJFS / Josh Saunders - Amateur musician, YouTube Streamer, wandmaker, and self-proclaimed "sexy goth badboy". Perpetually circling the drain.

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I need to go back to it. The robe mod is made was giving me trouble, and I rage quit for awhile.

The thing really grinding my gears is dialogue: I don't know how to write shit like him. Whenever I try, it's like my brain empties, and I can't find the words.

But I'll get back to it. I gotta learn how to make a JESSICA BOYLE winged twilight (I have the face mod ready, it's just they're creatures and it's different for them vs regular NPCs). And I also got a learn to make a quest.
 
Food hack time

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Whenever I try, it's like my brain empties, and I can't find the words.
You could try reaching out to any of the dark cobralords like Bitesized and Seizure, though I'm unsure if the rest of the godhand still want anything to do with Cobra content after his death. Bogchron and Lenin Lime feel like they've washed their hands completely.
It's a difficult situation. I would offer to attempt to write gossip lines but I don't think I know quite enough of Cobes before the second apartment saga began. Golden Era Cobes if you will.
Messy, greasy, packed with flavour.
 
I thought it was cute when he made his girlfriend a Hot Pocket. Just a couple of kids who don't know any better simply enjoying each other's company and doing nice things for each other.
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It also amused me in the later years when he would talk to the camera: he was always just a little too loud -- not quite shouting, but just above a normal conversational volume.
 
I really really miss cobra bros, I’m crying after work for no reason. I’ve had the phrase “black flame to light my green smoke” autistically stuck in my head all week. It’s not fair. I have never mourned someone I didn’t know, ever. Shit I’ve gotten over people I knew dying IRL faster than this.
i would care less about any of my family dying unironic as i just don't have a good relationship with any of them lol josh was really the light in our lives. my heart is aching still and i don't know if or when i'll "get over" it.. it's really upsetting.
 
I thought it was cute when he made his girlfriend a Hot Pocket. Just a couple of kids who don't know any better simply enjoying each other's company and doing nice things for each other.
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It also amused me in the later years when he would talk to the camera: he was always just a little too loud -- not quite shouting, but just above a normal conversational volume.

He kind of looks like an autistic Stephen King in this one
 
Speaking of Gamebryo Cobes content. Someone made an unfinished KingCobraJFS companion mod for Fallout: New Vegas where he can be found in Camp Searchlight. Sadly, the mod has been deleted...
Except I have an archive. Here it is attached. It has no voice work, but someone better than me with GECK can probably modify it.
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i cant get him to follow me, and i keep dying of radiation poisoning anyway :'(
 
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Just a couple of kids who don't know any better simply enjoying each other's company and doing nice things for each other.
That's the tragedy of this entire story. He started out a little broken and slow, but helped along with the medications he was on. Then, he slowly decayed into the boglim of his own volition. He had a damn good thing with Stephanie. Sure, we've all fucked up relationships, but I truly think she was the best chance he had at approaching normalicy.

That said, I miss the boy, every damn day. I can't imagine how empty Clint feels- he still has Tannis and the daughters, but Josh had been a part of his life for 34 years.
 
That's the tragedy of this entire story. He started out a little broken and slow, but helped along with the medications he was on. Then, he slowly decayed into the boglim of his own volition. He had a damn good thing with Stephanie. Sure, we've all fucked up relationships, but I truly think she was the best chance he had at approaching normalicy.

That said, I miss the boy, every damn day. I can't imagine how empty Clint feels- he still has Tannis and the daughters, but Josh had been a part of his life for 34 years.
I am sure there are notifications and appointments he had set for the boy that go off...
 
I am sure there are notifications and appointments he had set for the boy that go off...
josh still has a live on the other youtube he had set to go and its forever stuck on "waiting", sometimes i go in there and just stare at the 1 user waiting and feel sad that it'll always be waiting for nothing until the account closes down one day
 
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