🐍 In the Clock Tower KingCobraJFS / Josh Saunders - Amateur musician, YouTube Streamer, wandmaker, and self-proclaimed "sexy goth badboy". Perpetually circling the drain.

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Pulled out some relics of a more simple time for you all to see and share. I can disagree with a lot of ways that Josh lived his life and be angry of the circumstances of the way he passed but he was an old soul that lived the way he wanted to live his life. Pour one again tonight in his memory. Rest in peace Josh.
 

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Acute alcoholic pancreatitis can become fatal within 48-72 hours if left untreated. You'd think you'd call 9-11, yes, because that's a shitload of pain. But that's the case for both pancreatitis and appendicitis.
One of the main reasons why the people that were maliciously texting and harassing him over the phone were such scum. Didn't have a phone at the time because it was smashed.
 
This really does sound like what Josh was describing ins his last video. The pooping, vomiting, weakness, nausea and severe pain in abdomen.
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long live Josh Saunders. it would have been nice to see him kick the booze, and stick to dank weed but it is what it is. he played the hand he was dealt. maybe he could have played it better but he played the fuck out of it. josh was a good dude and if theres an afterlife i hope hes at peace there.
 
Literally walk outside and talk to a neighbor in your trailer park
My honest guess is when it was getting close he probably messaged his dad on Facebook for help. Cobra was stubbornly independent and was probably convinced he was going to be fine until it was nearly to late. It's morbid to think about what may have happened in those moments or try to disect it so soon, but to keep it light by the time he accepted he needed help he may not have had much mobility or ability to even use the limited options he had.

Hell, even in my own life I can see how it could have happened. One time I had a really bad fever and couldn't get off the couch. I kept dreaming that I was getting up to call someone and drink some water but I'd wake up back on the couch. I could have contacted someone sooner, but I originally went to sleep on the couch thinking I'd feel better after some rest.
 
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Dude, any time a lolcow dies the site get's blamed within days if not hours of it happening.
I look forward to Russel Greee's next filing.
I mixed red wine with coconut water to honour our boy, I call it "Blood Lagoon". It wasn't terrible but it practically has no flavour to it, almost like stale water.
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Because you didn't create one of his sugar bombs. I get diabetes just reading his ingredients.
 
I went way too heavy on the booze and I feel like absolute dogshit. It's what Cobra would have wanted though.
 
Just want to add here, Josh wasnt off the rails, he did have the freedom to make choices and they were stupid and retarded at times, but he absolutely did well on his own. I keep bringing it up (because its true) but the social media and youtubers who clip his shit really change the view for the majority of watchers.

He kept his apartment for years, both of them even with the constant harassment, he might have done some stupid shit to them but they were tidy (not normal tidy). He did some stupid shit in them a given, but thats who he was. Clint supported him the best he could and their relationship as up and down as it was, was very close and they loved each other.

We have a culture of infantilizing people with special needs which is the direct opposite of what professionals will do. There is NO help that Josh could have gotten that wasn't on his own volition. There is no group home for a slightly socially retarded man with hugely self-destructive personality traits. At best he could have been sent to a drug/alcohol rehab center, have it do absolutely nothing like it does for most people, then go right back to doing what he was doing. Change is something that happens personally. You can't force it onto people like some here seem to think.
 
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