🪦 Deceased Joe Winko - THE GAYMASTER/Lol-Bvll / Self admitted Gay Hawaiian Ricardo Milos Cosplayer/Uploaded his consciousness to the Sims/Ed Wood of Machinima

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Another harmless autist gone. What is it with this fucking month? There are countless goonclown-ish degenerates rightfully deserving to croak. Are they performing some preemptive satanic rituals to save themselves from the Reaper?
 
God damn... his highly curated suicide video is terrifying, yet he clearly went out on his own terms. That fucking dialog box at the end got a chuckle out of me. I think it's what he intended, no matter how horrific the nature of his presentation is. May he rest in in peace.
 
Zertes said:
"Also if you kill yourself you... ACK"
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There's nothing more Jewish than denying Christ btw. Your closest allies are the Bolsheviks lol.
Pierre D'Olnique said:
Another harmless autist gone. What is it with this fucking month? There are countless goonclown-ish degenerates rightfully deserving to croak. Are they performing some preemptive satanic rituals to save themselves from the Reaper?
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the world is ruled by the demons/Satans of the air and the Kingdom of Heaven will defeat them,for the battle is already lost and Christ reigns supreme. Cobes and Joe are living it up with Ozzy and Hogan in heaven TWU.
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Anyone wants to help expand the Winkoverse?
 
William_Sterog said:
Yes, I am seeing the same.

I'll probably do it soon myself.

I have been repeatedly gutted this August. The worst things keep happening to me.

I have been wondering if it is all some sort of nightmare. If there is some kind of entity that wants me dead and it is inflicting psychological torture on me until I give up. Some kind of Goldberg machine where the tiniest speck of dust initiated an irreversible process that will end up with my annihilation. The events have been so unlikely and so personally devastating and riddled with synchronicities and seemingly coordinated to maximize my pain, that I find it hard not to perceive some sort of design. All of them were easily avoidable, but all of them happened. I keep thinking about how just 1% of luck would have prevented all of them. How none of them were apparently the lowest energy configuration, as if even thermodynamics were bended to fuck up with me.

Even LLMs, out of the blue, are recommending me to kill myself. It is like a conspiracy against my life.

I cannot help but wonder if these people were experiencing the same. If there is truly something wrong that only some can detect or if there is some kind of weapon being used against defective people like myself.

I'm not religious, nor superstitious, nor I characterize myself, I think, for being highly irrational in my beliefs. I'm not some Reddit/IFLS atheist. I have a career in science and research, real/hard science, not social/trans "science". It is extremely uncharacteristic for me to have thoughts of this nature.

I guess the Solomonoff prior is indeed malign. I have a sense of impending doom, and I don't seem to be the only one. Who knows.
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I'm tempted to just sticker you for the particularly explicit TMI and be done with it but I'll express some solidarity

I understand that it feels like your very existence is being combatted. Waiting it out doesn't work, because this seemingly orchestrated bad luck can continue for years without break, without end. Even if you try to do the right thing, try to improve yourself, internalize optimism and practice graciousness for your life, take hold of anything in your control, it all somehow gets even worse.
I still don't have an explanation for why this happens. Life is categorically shitty for everyone, but somehow, certain individuals end up getting repeatedly kicked when they're down for years. There are no positives, and it mostly isn't even a matter of perception or being a shitty person. For the most part it really is an onslaught of non-stop shit luck for a long time no matter what they do. But it seems like you're just going through an especially bad patch this month. I'd argue this August has been like that for most people. If by chance this continues, you need to know that things will not suddenly get better. You will not suddenly wake up with purpose or a will to live. It will be an agonizingly slow crawl, but you have to see it through. Misfortune will slowly become less frequent. You won't realize it at first because you've been in a survival mode of sorts, but it'll happen.
Don't dwell on the overwhelmingly negative circumstances. You are alive, which may seem like a negative, but if some force out there wanted you taken out, it would've happened a lot earlier, and not even by the privilege of your own volition. If the world actually wanted to maximize your pain, you'd probably have been brutally gangraped to death by a pack of groids or something by now
 
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And he was wearing a Sonichu medallion. Poor bastard never had a prayer. I'm convinced those things are genuinely bad juju and you couldn't pay me to take one.
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Agreed. Fucking thing has a body count and ruins the lives of its wearers far too often to be coincidence. RIP to another harmless eccentric.

The hat salesman will probably be the next to die from his ass cancer.
 
Not that it really matters, but I’m positive he took sodium nitrite and not potassium cyanide. KCN (potassium cyanide) is lethal after 200 milligrams, but he took 21 grams of the white powder.

Standard sodium nitrite method indicates a normal adult would take 25g mixed with a certain number of syringes of water. He was sadly pretty frail here so 21g makes sense, but it still made him vomit and convulse horribly. He still managed to overshoot the dose.

Anyway, no one should be doing this shit. It’s easily one of the scariest ways to go especially if you mess it up like this.
 
AnimeAvatard said:
Trannies: “Kiwi Farms is evil and tries to cause suicides!!!!”

The reality:

*lolcow commits sudoku*

Kiwi Farms: “This is super sad and horrible, we will miss you and all the lols you have given us, rest in peace king.”
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We care about these weirdos more than normies ever actually bothered to beyond pretending for "good boy" social points.
Mr.Bucket said:
This thread has been extremely disturbing, depressing, and has messed up my night at work but for some reason I can't stop reading.
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its fucking the early hours of the morning, I should be sleeping and I was about to until I saw the news.

Now my night and sleep are ruined.
 
@JoeWinko , I may start shit on this website, and I may have talked shit to you; but you're far from the worse of the lolcows on this site.

RIP in peace Joe. You genuinely have made me cry.

I've been where you were Joe and known people that have followed through.

Rest in Peace Brother.
 
Moafar said:
Not that it really matters, but I’m positive he took sodium nitrite and not potassium cyanide. KCN (potassium cyanide) is lethal after 200 milligrams, but he took 21 grams of the white powder.

Standard sodium nitrite method indicates a normal adult would take 25g mixed with a certain number of syringes of water. He was sadly pretty frail here so 21g makes sense, but it still made him vomit and convulse horribly. He still managed to overshoot the dose.

Anyway, no one should be doing this shit. It’s easily one of the scariest ways to go especially if you mess it up like this.
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That was my thought as well, especially considering that one of the suicide victims he apparently admired/considered his 'spirit guide' did so by consuming sodium nitrite too, maybe that's where he got the idea from and it does appear prevalent in the anti-natalist/pro-suicide 'community' online. The main thing I'm wondering about is the gas he inhaled: it certainly didn't look like a nitrous oxide canister but I can't really tell what it was, whatever it was he took it out of the fridge and nitrous/helium certainly don't need to be kept at a cold temperature. Helium is pretty common too amongst the pro-suicide/euthanasia community, it displaces oxygen but doesn't cause the response of suffocation [caused by CO2 build-up rather than lack of oxygen] so it's pretty popular.

Apparently he was gay, so maybe it was poppers/amyl nitrite? They're pretty fucking popular among the "gay community" because they limber up your butthole and enhance orgasms, so maybe he would have known about them. But I'm not sure why he would take it then, other than maybe to just numb himself. Whatever it was, it wasn't in a big enough container to cause asphyxiation.
 
I had no idea who this guys is and maybe that's for the best. Watching his XXXTentacion video gave me the creeps. Something about the way he stares down the camera while psychotically pausing mid schizo rant. It's as if there's some hidden laugh track only he can hear. It made me feel like I was in a twilight zone episode and the man in the TV was staring directly at me.
 
Cranjis McBasketball said:
Why does everyone keep dying?
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Suicide is contagious but life is getting pretty fucking hard for everyone, I empathize with the feeling that for many, this August was just the fucking worst. Unfortunately, I don't see September "getting better".

To the guy actively considering, have you considered doing something significant first? Once you go, you're done, and won't do anything else. Plant a tree, work at a soup kitchen, paint a painting. Just do something that takes you out of that doom state. Also stop fucking with those chat robots, They're part of the big shredder. I think someone called it the sieve conspiracy theory?

I honestly fail to comprehend suicide. Like I can understand wanting to die, but the physical act is just incomprehensible to me. The closest I ever got was one time I was really ashamed and considered jumping out of a car on the freeway. But I didn't do it because I knew it would be a horrible way to go.

I'm not going to religion fag, but one of the things the church managed to drill into my lizard brain is that Suicide is a mortal sin.
 
Moafar said:
Not that it really matters, but I’m positive he took sodium nitrite and not potassium cyanide. KCN (potassium cyanide) is lethal after 200 milligrams, but he took 21 grams of the white powder.

Standard sodium nitrite method indicates a normal adult would take 25g mixed with a certain number of syringes of water. He was sadly pretty frail here so 21g makes sense, but it still made him vomit and convulse horribly. He still managed to overshoot the dose.

Anyway, no one should be doing this shit. It’s easily one of the scariest ways to go especially if you mess it up like this.
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Oh shit you're think you're right, that jogged some neurons. I had the wrong bespoke suicide strat.
 
So far no update on the Google drive. Maybe someone did find him and shut off the stream. (Or the automatic uploads).

It sounds morbid but if that was his plan I think the stream should have stayed live because that's what he wanted. I'm not sure how I feel about it either way but be left alone.

I know his Twitter and YouTube accounts will still be posting for some time but it's just sad.
 
Green Man said:
The main thing I'm wondering about is the gas he inhaled: it certainly didn't look like a nitrous oxide canister but I can't really tell what it was, whatever it was he took it out of the fridge and nitrous/helium certainly don't need to be kept at a cold temperature. Helium is pretty common too amongst the pro-suicide/euthanasia community, it displaces oxygen but doesn't cause the response of suffocation [caused by CO2 build-up rather than lack of oxygen] so it's pretty popular.
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What I remember reading about Cyanide/Sodium suicide, your body will try to vomit it up so your supposed to inhale something (it might have been helium, it might have been nitrous, it might have been something else entirely) to keep you from getting nauseous so you don't vomit it up and live. But instructions assumed you wouldn't be able to get a whole 50 cuL, just a tiny little nodule at the store, so you were to do what Joe did: seal it to your face until it was gone, then remove it so suffocation reflex isn't triggered, then lay back and pass out forever. I remember them telling you to make sure you'd be able to cut it off very quickly because unconsciousness would happen within less than a minute.

The fact Joe was puking means he took too much.
 
Would said:
Venmo me for some tallboys. :)

In all seriousness, watch Joe's video. He wanted to live. Whatever issues he had be damned, that boy wanted to live.
And so do you.
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That scares me. I'd rather he went into it with conviction, I don't want to believe his last moments were him panicking and full of regret. I know deep down though.
 
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