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Twelve hour shift at work today. But on the bright side, found an old Nintendo ds charger. Which means at least I've got my old games.

I'm very happy about my games.
 
We've hit that moment of the day where I begin ruminating over nothing. It's 20:50, I feel like it's too early to go to bed but too late to start cooking chicken for tomorrow, too late to do anything really besides ruminating. I'm not feeling particularly inspired to try anything creative nor do I feel like I am in the right headspace to try and read.
I'm kinda fed up with the games I've been playing lately, mostly towards Darksiders 3 because it's bluntly put a shitty Soulslike with Marvel tier writing. The only reason I haven't given up on it is because I want to 100% it, and I want to finish it so I can jump into Darksiders Genesis.

It's such a shame when an IP you really like gets thrown into the air with no clear direction, because the original company that made it is long dead and the new IP holders are owned by Embracer Group. Gaming since 2012 has sucked, I don't think I can point to a single game since then that is made by westerners and is "flawless" or at the bare minimum a very grimy diamond in the rough.
I wish I wasn't a gamer.
 
Squanto Airi said:
Tired of everything in this world.
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gypped by the world
sold a lie, a confidence trick
stuck to a board by butterfly pins
stuck to a board by butterfly pins
stuck to a board by butterfly pins

a hollow home, a dirty carpet
hardly a home, a one bedroom apartment
nothing breathing,
stare at my screen,
no pets no kids no friends
how much noise to fill the hole,
dogshit pay and no time
payoff the day after tomorrow
always the day after tomorrow

new development
real estate investment properties, a new llc,
cookie cutter everything
i never wanted to be in a place where it could hurt me,

first children at 30
gypped to run away
fucked to stay
bound by how my life looks on a resume
running out of money
running out of time

3 kids a dog a wife a house
3 kids a dog a wife a house
3 kids a dog a wife a house
3 kids a dog a wife a house
3 kids a dog a wife a house
 
PetiteFeet said:
I don't know if companies get benefits like tax benefits, but DEI and BRIDGE are still alive and well. I'd assume those policies are what drives companies to perform positive discrimination/affirmative actions.
You could probably claim some kind of welsh minority status if you bullshit hard enough, though I can't think of a "white" minority that these lunatics would consider a minority, no matter if they're Irish Travelers or similar. Gypsies, maybe, but Romani are swarthy compared to people from the british isles.
Could you say you're gay ?
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I'm American, so I think claiming minority status as a descendant from anywhere in the British Isles will be a hard sell lol. And I'm not swarthy at all; unfortunately I can't even get a tan.

I want to claim I'm an oppressed minority in my/my workplace's neighborhood, since it's majority Black, which as anyone who's lived in such an environment knows, is pretty oppressive.

IDK if I could pass for gay. I'm a little too spergy and oblivious to social shit, don't put any effort into my appearance, and have a pretty deep voice.
 
I'm striving to do better at the gym. On top of that, I am not losing faith that I will get a job, eventually.
As hard as it is, these moments are necessary for trying times.
 
the only way I can function is to accept the fact that 90% of the worlds population are fundamentally and annoyingly retarded the other 10% are mmo avatars i’ll admit indians, africans, and other turd worlders tilt the numbers in the retards favor but so many people are just predictable and regurgitate the same talking points, it’s either alarmist bullshit, nonstop grievance, or just degenerate word salad it’s something I try to avoid at all costs now, people are reasonable irl i go to the supermarket in my shit suburb and people are normal but fuck if the online disinhibition hasn’t gotten very bad in the past 6 years, most people on the internet nowadays shouldn’t be allowed on it
 
PetiteFeet said:
addictive personalities are a thing. I'm not shocked that someone with your mental health history (I seem to recall you have ED issues, correct me if I'm mistaken) would be predisposed to that. I am, too. My addictions are sugar and food in general, but I have alcoholics in my family and I personally stay away from alcohol except once or twice a year for special occasions, and I limit it to one or two drinks.
I don't like drunk PetiteFeet, so it helps me staying away from alcohol.
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I think the only food addiction I've ever had were rice cakes.
long waters said:
Just Uncle Ruckus maxx and believe yourself to be a pure whyte aryan and your problem will go away.
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I know that's a joke but I unironically feel bad doing that. It's essentially transgenderism.
Squanto Airi said:
Nigger, the blackest thing you do is keep thinking about how black you are.
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What am I supposed to do? Love myself?
 
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friends have given me gifts today. very happy
 
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