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I had a bad day.
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last week i woke up with USA blowing up the local airbase right next to where i live , other than that i'ts been a super slow beginning of the year, i am super bored. Don't even feel like doing much at all since it all feels like the same threadmill.


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I made the man with the poodle leave the park again. All it took was to walk across the park to throw a bag of poop in the trash and not even acknowledge his stupid presence and by the time I turned around he had high queered it out of there so we stayed and shot the shit with other dog walker. :biggrin:
 
Tired, of course, after work.

Earlier I was pissed and finally snapped at one of the nigger workers at my store. I had to compensate for one of the other niggers who decided to call out (and apparently hasn't used his PPTO time correctly by company policy, the dumbass). So I got his area and I had to hear his ass-buddy in the department next to me, loudly talking to his phone. I have my music going through bluetooth and when I made an irritated gesture about him talking on the phone. He storms over to me like "YOU PLAY MUSIC!" and "WHY YOU PLAY MUSIC BUT HAVE PROBLEM WHEN I AM ON PHONE?!"

I yelled at him because there's a difference, my music, is allowed. His ass talking on speaker phone, wasn't. Dumb nigger. Always making excuses, these foreign babble-mouths to get away with shit. "I SPEAK TO FAMILY" he then went on. Okay then, nigger, then ship your ass back to your shithole country wherever you're from to be with family instead of fucking talking to them 24/7 even during work. Dumb nigger.
 
Motherf*cker said:
It's not the permission because I expect her to be this way, its more like further betrayal because yet again she doesn't choose me, there is nothing there that says that this behaviour is wrong and she should stop it from happening to her daughter.
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I understand how you feel. I agree with the sentiments others have expressed, of course, but it really is hard when on top of everything else you're going through the person that's supposed to have your back first and foremost just...doesn't. You will be okay, and you do not need your mother to be okay, but it's alright to still wish that you did have her in your corner. For now, though, just focus on getting the fuck out of there (and not doing drugs) you can grieve when you are safe.
 
Small victory here I finally asked my boss about taking time off for Christmas and he said it'll be fine. I can't do two weeks but I can probably stretch it to about 10 days if I take it between days off.

Spoke to my brother last night and kind of just trauma dumped on him for a bit, but I think it was good to talk some things out.

This year my goals are just to visit them more. I have nowhere else to go and nothing else to do but visit my brothers so I'm going to maximize my time with them.
 
Motherf*cker said:
Woman shit
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I like to recant my previous statement, your husband isn't a cunt, he's just a worm. What a weak, little person. Does he have any male friends? I am far from being the platonic ideal of manhood and even i could never respect a man who behaves like this. Just weak. You said so yourself already but yes, he is realizing he is losing his power over you and he does not know how to deal with that. Keep going, get out of this shit, no one needs this in their lives. Why does this dude think you need his approval for applying to jobs? We don't live in the 1950's anymore.

Edit: Sorry, i meant applying for social assistance.
 
Wako Izumi said:
I had a massive spontaneous nosebleed that stained my shirt and desk. I won't be able to get my hands on hydrogen peroxide for a while, and nothing I've tried to clean it is working
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Cold water. Put the shirt in cold water until you can get hydrogen peroxide. If hydrogen peroxide cannot do it, the nuclear option is TSP (trisodium phosphate, you can find it at the hardware store). It WILL get blood out in hot water. TSP is a pollutant, but an occasional or one-time use will not get you on the EPA watchlist or anything. Then launder as usual, I suggest line drying.
<sarcasm but not really >follow me on the Household Tips & Tricks forum for more obsessive housekeeping info <sarcasm off>
 
Wako Izumi said:
I had a massive spontaneous nosebleed that stained my shirt and desk. I won't be able to get my hands on hydrogen peroxide for a while, and nothing I've tried to clean it is working
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I've had success with some Oxiclean. They have this Max Force spray that you can treat and leave overnight before a wash.
 
Most Wanted Banana said:
Yesterday I had a work accident; a pallet shifted slightly. It was a tiny movement that suddenly applied pressure on my left thumb. It sounded awful, but luckily I didn't break any bones. It seems I have some joint damage; the area near my thumb is bluish and very painful. I'll have to wait a couple of days for a doctor to examine it more closely.
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It's been a month since the accident, and my hand still hurts if I do things like push objects, lift things, or try to open bottles. In fact, I've noticed it turns blue if I ignore the pain and push it too far. I was checked by several specialists and they all told me I don't have anything broken or torn, so I really hope it's nothing serious; the pain is not comparable to what I felt the first day, but it's still there, which sucks since my job is quite physical.
 
Allergies are laying me low again, am in the house with all windows shut. The recent rains have brought forth blooming of mustard plants all over the place, am highly allergic to their pollen. Can get really sick, not just sneezing and coughing but body aches and overall feeling terrible. Was taking extra medication after the first rains brought some plants to bloom, have kept taking the extra meds or would really be up against it. Things grow here all year round, started early this year. Allergies will eventually calm down, just glad I don't have to work outside. Like to have the door open on warm days. We'll be in the upper 60s and low 70s this week but will need to keep door shut due to pollen.

On a different subject, seeing some food prices go down. Yesterday went to commissary. Yoplait yogurt that was 69 cents a cup now 49 cents. Dozen large jumbo eggs $1.87. This time last year they were over $9 a dozen.

On a different subject altogether, just about time to remove the cherry tomato plants, had them in since March. The recent chilly evenings accelerated their decline. Will pick the remaining tomatoes then pull the vines, place in composting bin. Let planter box rest, add some more soil, plant again in mid-March. Cherry tomatoes again, get better results than full-sized tomatoes. Very inexpensive hobby. Have metal stakes. Extra soil cheap. Have plenty of Miracle-Gro for next year, water included in rent. Just need to buy the plants, last year got four for $10.
 
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stick said:
I understand how you feel. I agree with the sentiments others have expressed, of course, but it really is hard when on teverything else you're going through the person that's supposed to have your back first and foremost just...doesn't. You will be okay, and you do not need your mother to be okay, but it's alright to still wish that you did have her in your corner. For now, though, just focus on getting the fuck out of there (and not doing drugs) you can grieve when you are safe.
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:'( Im fucked I wasn't supposed to be this self-aware

The Feline Solution 2 said:
I like to recant my previous statement, your husband isn't a cunt, he's just a worm. What a weak, little person. Does he have any male friends? I am far from being the platonic ideal of manhood and even i could never respect a man who behaves like this. Just weak. You said so yourself already but yes, he is realizing he is losing his power over you and he does not know how to deal with that. Keep going, get out of this shit, no one needs this in their lives. Why does this dude think you need his approval for applying to jobs? We don't live in the 1950's anymore.
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Edit: Sorry, i meant applying for social assistance.
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Ooh and it gets better because these are the autistic days of my loser stoner life.
Husband has felt the heat because he has felt spontaneously compelled to get a job but he had a retarded caveat that I am supposed to be a housewife and resigned in never leaving the house.
i didn't tell him to go fuck himself but I did tell him that I still want to earn money and have some independence and in the end he wanted to seem agreeable and didn't fight me.
It's cute he is trying to regain control and failing miserably.
 
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Neurotypical Mantis said:
AAAAUGH i ate too much mac and cheese and my tummy still inflamed even after 3 hours of pepto
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idk if you have an actual tummy disorder, but i myself have gastritis, which makes mine constantly burn...and carafate made it all go away..best stuff ever. you take it, and it coats your stomach and keeps it from burning. i honestly think anyone could benefit from it!!
 
Banquet Meal said:
idk if you have an actual tummy disorder, but i myself have gastritis, which makes mine constantly burn...and carafate made it all go away..best stuff ever. you take it, and it coats your stomach and keeps it from burning. i honestly think anyone could benefit from it!!
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i got an endoscopy in early September and they didn't find anything of note :(
 
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