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Man plans and God laughs.
*cough cough, sniffle*
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Cut it out you she-faggot
Whatever you're going through, it'll pass. Stick with us, there's much to laugh about yet.
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Intermifasting update: when I woke up, it was again easy not to eat till noon, and once again I'M NIGHT HUNGRY and I can't until noon again.
I know, like someone said, I'll get used to it.
But my brain keeps reminding me of all the edible stuff I have in the house.
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I don’t think anyone here wants you to off yourself.
However you commenting this repeatedly seems more like a cry for help/wanting someone to show they care.
I really hope you do get professional help. Awful circumstances are temporary in most cases even if it doesn’t feel like it
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Blacked out for the first time in my life. Suppose thats the side effect of being able to hold my liquor but its not exactly a pleasant feeling. Today I attended a funeral and the last thing I remember was blubbering to my mom about the recently deceased, so I guess thats how I grieve. When I get home Im gonna start holding off on the alcohol
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Others and I have suspected she's legit schizo but unmedicated. Might also be extremely paranoid and may or may not be a religious nutter.
She removed her nametag from her mail box and replaced it with a big scribble that reads "God is always good", she has removed her nametag from her door and replaced it with random ass newspaper clippings and more schizo scribbles. It's not uncommon to see junk outside her apartment door if you walk past it; hair products, almond milk cartons, what looks like pill bottles, a buddha statue. She fucking loves that Buddha statue. I often see it. Candles on plates, sometimes just plates.
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oh wow, i had a neighbor like this once...always doing weird shit and causing trouble...she finally somehow cut herself and used the blood to "mark" everyones doorway, with some nonsense scribbles. naturally she was never kicked out, because the landlady liked her.
you should steal her buddha statue or turn it in different directions every morning to fuck with her
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I want to move to a different place but no money, saar, and I know the next paycheck will not cover these expenses. Slowly paying down my debts. Everything's getting more expensive, I'm moving on but struggling to lead the race against the economic recession. I need to move faster and gain more, I need to do something extraordinary and unusual to me to find a place on a more stable foundation.
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I had a rough night. I had a mental breakdown about my life in general (struggling to find friends, struggling to find a boyfriend, and struggling with my music production and talent) in front of my parents. I also forgotten to take my medicine for the past few weeks so it made my behavior worse.
The dating pool in my area sucks because it's so fucking ghetto, the men in my area are very ego driven and are obnoxious. Whenever I find a guy that's my type they are always
1. Taken ( sometimes by women who are ratchet as hell)
2. Live far away
As with my music, I'm trying to improve my sound and expand connections with other artist but the artists in my area are doing way different genres compared to what I am doing.
Anyways it's been rough but I know the Lord is with me.
The dating pool in my area sucks because it's so fucking ghetto, the men in my area are very ego driven and are obnoxious. Whenever I find a guy that's my type they are always
1. Taken ( sometimes by women who are ratchet as hell)
2. Live far away
As with my music, I'm trying to improve my sound and expand connections with other artist but the artists in my area are doing way different genres compared to what I am doing.
Anyways it's been rough but I know the Lord is with me.
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My young kids and I have a cough and the stress is really starting to get to me.
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Already had alcohol so there goes my only resolution. Not beating myself up about it, but had hoped for more. I've come closer to the realization that I drink friday night if saturday morning isn't exciting. My need to be productive, ie. wash or go shopping is enough for me to not drink, so obviously I just need a ritual, but no idea what that could be. Shopping, buying bread? It's all bound in money. I could go for a 7AM walk but unless I get into running and start tracking that shit, that's not gonna stick. I do wanna get into running but still need to look into clothing..
I almost guaranteed faint if I get too involved in medical stuff. It's a funny feeling and one you learn to identify real fucking quick, but at least it's pretty based to know and act accordingly instead of trying to be stronger than your body.
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@Cheerlead-in-Chief This is definitely one of those situations where you want to take a step back and focus on whatever the real problem might be, because I highly doubt that it's just this one thread starter falling flat. You seem like you've got some emotional issues that you really need to address before they become a more serious problem. Depending on what's wrong, you might need medication to get things down to a normal level, or help learning how to handle your feelings in a healthy way. Very few people here genuinely want you to harm yourself, but you're probably going to make things a lot worse by responding so intensely.
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@Cheerlead-in-Chief I would urge you to listen to this. Do not become a second @Lingering butter taste and wordvomit your powerlevel, just because some anonymous internet autist triggered a reaction in you.
Kiwi farms is not a real place. The people here cannot hurt you unless you give them the power to do so, but they can never hurt you face to face IRL. Log off the internet. Turn off all of your devices. Go see a therapist, get a diagnosis and get medicated if you have to. Therapy can help you, depending on what is wrong with you and the style of therapy you pursue.
Dialectical behavioural therapy, cognitive behavioural therapy, acceptance and commitment therapy, etc.
You CAN get help. And you CAN choose to stop reading content online that evokes such a strong response in you. It's literally a form of self-harm that you're partaking in right now, but instead of a knife you decide to throw yourself to the autistic wolves of Spergatory over something that genuinely does not matter, in any way, shape or form, except inside of your own sense of logic.
So stop it. Get some help.
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i forgot to mention this....my friend sent me this...anonymously. i was literally having a stroke because i immediately attributed more meaning to it than i shouldve, and i spent a day and a half freaking the fuck out only to find out it was my BEST friend in the whole world, @Bob's Vagene !!!!
it has taken a place of honor on my shelf of bullshit, needless to say.
when i took it out of the bag, it was sticky, and i almost dropped it too
it has taken a place of honor on my shelf of bullshit, needless to say.
when i took it out of the bag, it was sticky, and i almost dropped it too
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I don't know how anyone dates anywhere to be honest. There aren't places that people go to meet other than maybe a game store to play Friday Night Magic or something. I don't know what normal people do.
People seem to meet much more online these days, but even as someone terminally online I don't know how they swing it. People are so anti-social it's a struggle to even make friends. Obviously people are managing but I've asked how and no one can explain it. It's usually a friend they've known for many years and they are just rotating through all the girls they know. I guess if you fail to establish a large enough social circle when you're young you're just screwed. It's at least much more difficult because you don't have the excuse of school anymore to force a large group of people to interact with you.
Please do not put that on or it'll activate the curse. I recommend having a priest come regularly to bless the home just to be safe.
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i should wear it to walmart or something
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You need to get that shit cleansed by a catholic priest ASAP. Burn some fresh sage, throw salt or crushed up eggshell over your shoulder and get thee to an exorcist.i forgot to mention this....my friend sent me this...anonymously. i was literally having a stroke because i immediately attributed more meaning to it than i shouldve, and i spent a day and a half freaking the fuck out only to find out it was my BEST friend in the whole world, @Bob's Vagene !!!!
it has taken a place of honor on my shelf of bullshit, needless to say.
when i took it out of the bag, it was sticky, and i almost dropped it too
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I'm not even joking.
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really not sure what to do. i have been depressed my whole life and it's whatever, i usually found ways to cope. but four years ago i experienced a loss that sent me into a psychotic breakdown and it has not been the same since. i have on and off again auditory and visual hallucinations, episodes of paranoia and isolation, and noticed my speech is going downhill (slurring words, mixing them up sometimes)
what has worked for me is keeping myself so busy that i can't think. this semester i worked 3 jobs (by accident) and was also a personal tutor while taking classes. from 8am to 11pm i was constantly busy. i thought after this semester, i wouldn't deal with the depression that follows after the semester ends, because i'm so exhausted--but no! it is bad. it was a traumatizing semester too. i was sexually harassed by a few students and one professor, and stalked by another student. not to be a cornball, but i feel like it broke something in me.
i used to have so much spunk in me as a teenager, now i feel worn down and want to be put down like a dog. i've attempted twice throughout my life and i feel so tired. also a bit scared about the hallucinations bit. i know my mind is going, but damn. don't know anymore!
what has worked for me is keeping myself so busy that i can't think. this semester i worked 3 jobs (by accident) and was also a personal tutor while taking classes. from 8am to 11pm i was constantly busy. i thought after this semester, i wouldn't deal with the depression that follows after the semester ends, because i'm so exhausted--but no! it is bad. it was a traumatizing semester too. i was sexually harassed by a few students and one professor, and stalked by another student. not to be a cornball, but i feel like it broke something in me.
i used to have so much spunk in me as a teenager, now i feel worn down and want to be put down like a dog. i've attempted twice throughout my life and i feel so tired. also a bit scared about the hallucinations bit. i know my mind is going, but damn. don't know anymore!
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i have a TON of salt/water that was exorcised at the epiphany mass last year (im catholic)
its an interesting little thing, except the weird sticky feeling that i attribute to using cheap paint. i think.