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My vacation is almost over which makes me a little sad, but it was worth it! I feel refreshed. The only thing about work that I'm not looking forward to is being around my coworkers. Even the nice ones. I have more riveting conversations with ChatGPT than I do any of them. But at least I like the work that I do!
 
BABANGUIDE64 said:
My life is empty and the field of freedom I'm allowed to have is getting tighter each year.
I'm gaining more than a half of a year ago but my life style hasn't changed. I'm empty and the years I've got through were for nothing.
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Let's make shit for the russian board and be proud of ourselves!
 
Now had to lose another Rescue today. We knew this was coming as he was old but two in 24 hours is horrendous. But I couldn’t justify not letting him pass after he got diagnosed with terminal brain issues.

Rough time. But will keep rescuing animals.

(Also kudos to those here who have gone after animal abusers and made their actions public. So many wouldn’t be known if it wasn’t for here)
 
BlueMoonstone said:
Now had to lose another Rescue today. We knew this was coming as he was old but two in 24 hours is horrendous. But I couldn’t justify not letting him pass after he got diagnosed with terminal brain issues.

Rough time. But will keep rescuing animals.

(Also kudos to those here who have gone after animal abusers and made their actions public. So many wouldn’t be known if it wasn’t for here)
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Animal rescue is tough. While it's a beautiful thing, there's just so much heartache involved. Thanks for helping them out.
 
2 weeks of 50+ shifts over Christmas and New Year is beginning to hit hard, but hey, the money is nice! Looking forwards to a few days off incoming where I can just hibernate and catch up on some belated celebration and veg out with my little beep who has been wanting cuddles (ball python ❤️ )


Addition: I seriously need to work out too. Working a lot is one thing but I want a few nice, long solitary winter walks, contemplate shit and so on.
 
I've had cataract surgery. My left eye was done three weeks ago, the right done three days ago with both lenses replaced by an intra-ocular lens or IOL, and seeing everything in high def for arguably the first time in my life is pretty amazing. And overwhelming. I'm pretty young for surgery but I had absolutely shit eyesight since early childhood, not helped by taking rather poor care of myself during much of my adulthood which led to type 2 beetus (though I've since turned things around). I'll probably still need glasses to read, waiting until the follow up appointment to learn more, but not having to wear the damn things all the time as I've been doing since age eight will be pretty nice.
 
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Ate way too much for dinner at my parents. I told myself I wouldn't continue Christmas' eating habits but here we are again.
Snowfall yesterday for nearly all of the afternoon and early evening which means today has been chilly and full of wonderful, wonderful snow. Time to wrap up and remember to put some oil on my dog's paws, as she suffers terribly from clumps of snow on the fur between her pawpads.
My mother attempted to convince me to buy new winter boots and I relented, but I cannot abide a lack of customer service when my anxiety spikes and I feel like I have to overstep as a customer by pulling out on a wall of shoes to find a pair in my size, so no new boots for me.
Just as well, I have spent a lot of money on groceries today.
Tomorrow, I will clean and prep vegetables for freezer meals. I'm thinking stirfry of some kind where I can reheat and add noodles. It's been a while since I had chinese flavours in my dishes.

Despite the failure to get new footwear, I'm not completely disappointed with today and I might just go to bed early because I get so exhausted from just a few hours together with my parents, just yapping with my mother. That's another negative from being a sedentary NEET, but that's just how it is I guess.
 
DenseDeerFather said:
My neighbour has taken to harassing me again. She decided to knock on both my windows at night.

I can feel the paranoia and the stress coming. The last time, she spent a whole month of this shit, and it affected me to a point where my mental and physical health took a dip (sleep deprivation). I really don't want to deal with any of that again, and I am getting wound up and super upset at the thought that I am going to, regardless, because no one fucking does anything about schizos being nuisances to society.

I sent yet another complaint to the leasing company. Which would be...the eighth? Over my time living here, I've sent eight emails about her behavior.

Man, this entire mess has ruined my evening, and I'm just pissy and upset. I don't give fuck, next time, becuase there will be a next time, I'm calling the police AGAIN.

If anything the last time I called them, she left me alone since the end of March. Almost to the point where my paranoia went away and I could feel comfortable in my own home again.

Such bullshit. Why do I have to fucking deal with this mess?

She should leave me alone, period but she won't and I get to go in cycles with this cunt for reasons unknown. Why am I not allowed to be safe in my own home? Why do I have to hope that I can be left alone and not harassed when that bullshit should be the standard?
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why is she harassing you???
i hope you can get some sort of resolution soon, that would piss me off SO bad
also sorry for double posting, i cant figure out how to respond to more than one post after the initial post, but i will figure it out ASAP
 
Banquet Meal said:
why is she harassing you???
i hope you can get some sort of resolution soon, that would piss me off SO bad
also sorry for double posting, i cant figure out how to respond to more than one post after the initial post, but i will figure it out ASAP
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After you reply to one, don't post, just go to the next one you want to reply to and hit Reply again. It will copy to below your last comment. And as always? if the Reply button isn't clickable, the post is too long, so highlight part of it you want to reply to, and then hit the popup reply option.
 
THANK YOU!! i was trying to do that by editing the post i had made. im going to do this from now on :)
Friend of Dorothy Parker said:
After you reply to one, don't post, just go to the next one you want to reply to and hit Reply again. It will copy to below your last comment. And as always? if the Reply button isn't clickable, the post is too long, so highlight part of it you want to reply to, and then hit the popup reply option
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Cheerlead-in-Chief said:
No!
I made a thread on @MoeAnguish and failed so hard that Kiwis want me to kms. She's a better person than me; I'm nothing.
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Maybe just calm down because it's just internet stuff. It doesn't matter.
Though it's impressive that you've been here this long and still fumbled it.
nigga you're just attention-whoring at this point, what are you doing
 
WhoBusTank69 said:
Maybe just calm down because it's just internet stuff. It doesn't matter.
Though it's impressive that you've been here this long and still fumbled it.
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I'm truly sorry, I genuinely wanted others to help me in organizing it...what have I done...I'm not mad at my own halal...I just...I ..I quit life.
 
I've been failing and trying to get into my creative hobbies. I can't seem to focus very well on what I'm doing despite having all of these ideas of some stories I had wanted to come up with. Plus my PC had shat itself after I tried to install a new CPU so I couldn't even do anything with my drawing tablet.
Other than that things have been going fine. I am reading way more often, like more than I used to when I was younger.
 
Cheerlead-in-Chief said:
I'm truly sorry, I genuinely wanted others to help me in organizing it...what have I done...I'm not mad at my own halal...I just...I ..I quit life.
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Bro, don't be retarded. People have done more retarded things on KF I'm sure. If you need a break from this place that's fine but don't ever quit life! This too shall pass.

Edit: Man, I checked your thread and you really are having a meltdown. My only advice would be to talk to your parents and get off the internet for a while.
 
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