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My recently purchased 1937 Austin Ten is going to be delivered on Saturday. I am so happy. I’m an 8-year-old counting down the sleeps until Christmas. But once it does arrive is when the real fun begins, seeing how fucked it is or isn’t from 40 years of storage. It was restored just before being parked up, and supposedly the engine had been rebuilt at some point, too. I don’t think it’s even been broken in yet. I’ll have to do some digging.

Wish me luck!
 
About 80% recovered from whatever bug is going around.

also found out that the union at work has had talks to put in a grievance against me for "taking a job from a union member" (we're short staffed on Saturdays and I rarely have a cashier at lunch, let alone two). This wouldnt bother me if it weren't for the fact the other managers have done the same thing I have and they havent gotten onto them yet. The job kinda sucks, but pays alright. What makes it difficult is stuff like that or the favoritism when it comes to certain managers and certain union members. It's way too clique-y.
 
"taking a job from a union member" (we're short staffed on Saturdays and I rarely have a cashier at lunch, let alone two)
From my short time in a union it's because they don't like you, not that they want the extra work. Unions are gay, misused and the infighting is unbearable.
 
Got some new winter tires for pretty cheap.

Turns out that tire shops that store tires have a policy where if you abandon your tires there the shop can sell them off, and right now they're trying to clear space before the rush to install winter tires hits so you can get really good prices on used tires that still have 50-70% tread left.
 
Sickness that doctors will NOT tell me what it is is fighting me, and I am fighting back. Just did a mile in which the last half of the mile I had to carry some light groceries up a 50 foot hill to test lungs and so forth, and... I'm holding in there. Also I got cherry chap stick for the coming winter which goes with spoopy red eyes to scare the jewish girls away.
It's no fun coughing up dangerous stuff all the time though. I wanna lift weights again.
 
Got some new winter tires for pretty cheap.

Turns out that tire shops that store tires have a policy where if you abandon your tires there the shop can sell them off, and right now they're trying to clear space before the rush to install winter tires hits so you can get really good prices on used tires that still have 50-70% tread left.
Speaking of tires, I went to leave the office and my truck had a fucking flat. Dandy.
 
I'm at the new house, at last.

Of course, things couldn't go smoothly. Years ago, when I moved into a tiny apartment with barely any closet space or room to put storage furniture, I bought this big bed that has a base that opens up to store stuff. Problem is, it's huge and heavy and it's always been a problem when moving. This time? It's too big to put it in my room. It would fit just fine in the room, but it's to the right of a hallway, and there's no way to maneuver it into the room, or any other room for that matter.
So I had to buy a bed that fits my mattress (one of those with two bases, so I can easily put it in the room), and I'll have to try to sell the big fuckoff bed base.

Another thing is, I think I mentioned it in a previous post, but the deal is I'm coming in to live for a few years for free, and use part of the rent savings to fix up the place.

The thing is I had an idea of some of the things I had to fix, but now that I'm here, I see that I'll have to fix damn near everything. Already had the backyard gate fixed, which was necessary for the move to begin with. But now, from memory, there's getting rid of a ton of shit that was left on the backyard, genocide the spiders, fix the kitchen door to the backyard (closes with the wind and can't be opened from outside, I got stuck today and someone had to come open it for me; to my shame, I had been warned about it), the room I'm using as office needs the entire floor replaced, gotta do something with the stairs for my dog's safety (he's blind and I don't want him trying to climb and sticking his leg between the steps and getting hurt, or just falling, so I may make a gate), fix some plumbing issues, fix the downstairs bathroom shower's tiles (which were broken in an earlier attempt at fixing one of the plumbing issues and just left there, broken), put something on the outer fence to block visibility and, again, protect my blind dog from potential accidents (like a metal sheet, wooden plans, some kind of straw thing I do not know the English name for, etc), get an electrician to I don't know what the term is but enhance the electrical stuff so it has more capacity and it won't trip the breaker if I, say, use the air fryer and the microwave at the same time, also install some more power outlets, replace the downstairs bathroom sink for a better one, replace the completely warped downstairs bathroom mirror, and more.

BUT

My dog loves the front yard. That alone makes this worth it.

And not paying rent. Definitely not paying rent. I have to spend on the repairs but still, I can do it at my pace and still save money.
 
That’s the first physical stage in going out training and the rest follows
Identify your first stage (fire up video equipment?) and stand up and do it.
Never thought about it like that. My usual first stage is texting the buds I film with to see if they're available. Unfortunately, life gets hectic so there's rarely a time where we all get together anymore. Most of the video's I film are group based, so that's pretty much why progress as stagnated. As for writing, well, read below. Regardless, I do thank you for your advice and I'll make sure to check out your book recommendation as well.

I also find it hard to focus and motivate myself to do something, even if it's something I want to do.
I understand it, especially for writing as I tend to get distracted. I'll have a rough draft up with ideas fresh in my mind, then five minutes later I'll be browsing YouTube shorts like some dementia patient. Hell, I'm writing this reply while my rough draft is open in the background.
 
Not so good.

Scared of death (specifically on the thought that the present day may be my last day ever) yet so disappointed in humanity that it seems to be the only solution to so much disgust towards this species. We're just a bunch of savages. I can't understand why humans are so violent. Despite being gifted with complex thought we're no different from any other animal. I can understand the unpredictability of life and that we can die from a number of factors outside of our control, but seeing every day people making the conscious decision to end another's sole life on this planet just feels me with dread. Humans are so disgustingly evil. That's why I believe in a just God because He would be completely justified in smithing us all in an instant yet chooses not to do so. I believe in Heaven because people REALLY have to fight to be good in this wicked world full of bloodthirsty monsters.
 
Its the fight of your life
Join the fray or fade away.

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Back home finally. Discharge took forever as usual. Felt bad that my brother took time off work to wait with me and pick me up. Praying that was my last time getting chemo and staying inpatient. I'll get full body scans in a few weeks to see if it worked.
 
Back home finally. Discharge took forever as usual. Felt bad that my brother took time off work to wait with me and pick me up. Praying that was my last time getting chemo and staying inpatient. I'll get full body scans in a few weeks to see if it worked.
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I am actually contemplating leaving this place for good. For years I've been following just two threads on the whole website and now they both went to shit, one is filled with seething idiots and the other is basically dead. Community news are filled either with something I don't care or with one-sided politsperging. Also, throwing all the threads in one pile basically killed it for me. Clicking this website has become nothing more than an old habit with nothing behind.
 
Literally had the best first date ever and I can’t tell anyone I know atm.
So, pretty fucking good my Kiwibros.
 
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