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Thanks to a shard of broken glass hiding in the top rack of the dishwasher, I now have six stitches in my knuckle.
 
Tomorrow I’m starting a drive to visit my parents because my mom is being put into hospice. 1,000+ miles both ways. I haven’t seen them in over 10 years.

I’m okay and for as many posts I’ve made in this thread where my ego was disintegrating around me, I feel okay, and I don’t know what that says about me.

Hope y’all’re good, thread. Kiwis have been the people I’ve been able to be honest with and that’s very important to this sentimental faggot.

Keep being good people, because the world needs ‘em.
 
Craptastic! I feel like I'm living in the last 10 mins of the movie Fight Club or if Chris Chan's Merge is real. Going to see a therapist ATM. Told work what is going on and I missed 2 days this week, I hope I still have a job after this is said and done.
 
I've got an update on the kitten for you folks: we took it to the vet yesterday. It's a girl, about five to six weeks old, and she's really skinny (she was given a dewormer just in case it's parasite-related), and they have feeling she was probably dumped by some heartless fuckwads given the remote-but-still accessible area she was found in and the lack of a momma cat and any littermates nearby. We picked up some high-calorie kitten food to help bring her weight up today because she's a hangry little gremlin and she's been demolishing the small cans of adult wet cat food we have for our other cats.

As far as where she'll end up is concerned there's a very high chance we'll end up keeping her, everybody is starting to get used to her presence and the flock's already started the naming process.
 
Yellow Rose Of Texas said:
Have a pretty bad leg cramp,haven't have those for a while so it took me by surprise.
It fucking sucks.
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Try a magnesium supplement. Glycinate is my favorite. Helps with sleep (take it before bed,) general depression and leg cramps. If you’re deficient it’ll end up giving you more energy during the day, too.

Those middle of the night, dead asleep leg muscle extinction events are fucking brutal and I haven’t had one since starting the magnesium.
 
Ratboy Genius said:
can someone pls tell me it's gonna be okay
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If life should ever cheat you,
Do not grieve and do not frown!
In the days when gloom defeats you,
Brighter days will come around.

Hearts live always in tomorrow,
While the present fades away:
All is fleeting, joy and sorrow —
What has passed will charm someday.
 
Hello everyone!
I want to remind everyone that it will be okay, because everything always returns to normal because normal is mutable.
Loss is so often permanent and having something ripped from you hurts, but we often learn to adapt to that new norm while yearning for the old.
That transitionary period from loss to normalcy is one of those things that shape we who are as people and who our circle really is.
I like to think of these periods as a time of molting; the old skin is no longer suitable and we must grow something new. It can be painful, but it is necessary.
In these moltings, which can vary in lengths of time, we are 'not ourselves'. We are maddened, grieving, angry and ill. I see some of you saying you've gone insane, and that's true - from a certain point of view.
But what is insanity but just a different state of mind? The mind grapples with a problem it cannot easily solve. Maybe it's because of my profession and because I am balls deep in the Internet's repository of documented crazy people, but the fact that you recognize you are not well and are working on it means you aren't insane, just struggling. Struggling is fiiiiiiiiiiiine. Natural. Helps us grow.
You want insanity? Go see my good friend and one of my personal favorites Virgo Rouge. Or I mean, ChrisChan. Or Larson. You're spoiled for choice in this regard.
But the fact that you're here in this thread and not being a fucking weener is a good sign. You're aware, you're working on it. In case you guys aren't in the know, last month some jackass KF user who was huffing his own farts went and did something stupid, UGH and that thread was the direct result of it. Don't be like that guy. Your pain and suffering is indeed important, but clinging to it like it's your path to greatness isn't the play, it doesn't make you special and it doesn't excuse how you treat yourself or others and as that thread shows, people don't like it when you do that to them. Shit like that is meant to be overcome, not to keep picking at it until it becomes infected and kills you as a result of your inability to stop picking at it.
The battle against one's self is often the hardest one, because it knows you best and knows all your weaknesses and doesn't play fair, but learning to live with yourself, flaws and all? Pretty great, ngl.

 
Feeling more and more recently that the internet feels like the worst TV show in the world and I'm bored of it. Youtube slop is the same, twitter slop is the same, kiwifarms get a little old sometimes, everywhere else just sucks. It's just so boring around here these days.
 
Cemetery Support said:
Feeling more and more recently that the internet feels like the worst TV show in the world and I'm bored of it. Youtube slop is the same, twitter slop is the same, kiwifarms get a little old sometimes, everywhere else just sucks. It's just so boring around here these days.
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Remember when Internet 1.0 was just your 3 favorite sites over and over again?
 
Was given a cocktail of different shit for my pain finally. Hoping my numbers start to look good by next week because I'm really missing my bed and my animals. Got permission for my bro to bring my pup out to the parking lot so I can visit with her tomorrow, looking forward to it.
 
Probably getting engaged soon. Fuck. I just wanted to be a broke loser and sit on a mountain of savings all my life :(
 
I was in a funk, but I think I'm crawling out of it. Work's not bad, and some cool games have come out recently. Not much to say for right now, other than that this is one happy rat. :)
 
Tell me if I'm losing my mind or what. Looked at a few different pairs of jeans from my usual go-to stores. Now this keeps popping up in my feed.
A) the jeans are ugly and look cheap, and
B) I swear that's a guy.
WTF?
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Still iffy about my job. Once we're out of the current holiday planning (of which I'm primarily responsible), there's not enough work for two. I need to off-load tasks from my superiors so that by the time the maternity cover lady leaves, I got enough tasks to justify my being there. I doubt I'll get fired but it's a looming deadline, february. God I'm tired of deadlines. Just let me fucking work.
Dizzyuntildeath said:
Hello everyone!
I want to remind everyone that it will be okay, because everything always returns to normal because normal is mutable.
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