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I managed to actually go to bed early last night and got up at 5 AM today. Feeling pretty good, did another drive to my soon-to-be college that I'm attending earlier. The days of sleeping until noon and being a miserable retard seem to be over.
 
Just woke up, feeling pretty good all things considered, going to run some errands after i shower, then do my usual gaming before Summerslam Night 1 tonight, for me life can definitely suck at times but I’m not the complete and utter wreck I was in 2014-2021, and now that I’m starting to get off the meds, I’ve been losing weight due to my appetite not being as bad as it was when I was at the maximum of the meds I take, and my fianancial situation has improved now that I’m not ordering takeout as much due to said hunger side affect
 
Bought a bottle of gin, gonna get loaded and watch movies all day. Been in a pissy mood since i woke up and i don't know why, everything is going alright if not good. Have been sleeping like shit the past couple of days. Gonna miss one of my best friend's 40th birthday today and i'm kinda mad at myself for that but if i go there today i know i will be getting fucked up on other stuff than alcohol and i've been clean for too long for that, plus my next week is too busy for me to say "Fuck it, gonna do a 3 day sesh".

I contemplated going earlier today despite all this but then found out my two other good friends are on vacation and won't be there, so that sealed the deal. Birthday boy won't be lonely because he's a social butterfly but i still feel bad about it.
 
Bought a bottle of gin, gonna get loaded and watch movies all day. Been in a pissy mood since i woke up and i don't know why, everything is going alright if not good. Have been sleeping like shit the past couple of days. Gonna miss one of my best friend's 40th birthday today and i'm kinda mad at myself for that but if i go there today i know i will be getting fucked up on other stuff than alcohol and i've been clean for too long for that, plus my next week is too busy for me to say "Fuck it, gonna do a 3 day sesh".

I contemplated going earlier today despite all this but then found out my two other good friends are on vacation and won't be there, so that sealed the deal. Birthday boy won't be lonely because he's a social butterfly but i still feel bad about it.
You made the right choice, so good for you.
 
I am a clean freak so yeah. I swap my pillowcases every night and change my bedsheets once a week. I wear plain ass cotton shirts and clothes as well.

It's just my immune system being shitty and deciding to destroy itself.
I try to do a sheet swap and clean weekly but I don't think I could keep up with nightly pillowcase swaps. Nothing feels better than the first night on a freshly cleaned sheet, though.

Thread topic: Watching friends act retarded and scrap with one another because people won't listen to advice. You can bring a horse to water but you can't make it drink but damn if you don't want to just clobber the metaphorical horse with a brick.
 
rented a carpet cleaner and cleaned my carpets and cars and oh god it was so much work.
 
rented a carpet cleaner and cleaned my carpets and cars and oh god it was so much work.
Damn, I wish I had that somewhere nearby. I''ve wanted to do it for months, even though carpets aren't dirty or something.
 
I'm just sick of the back and forth miracle recoveries that my dad goes through. Not because I dislike him, because I love him with my heart because shit like right now he gets worse than before like last night. It's the emotional whiplash that bothers me how excited I get then I feel even more upset when he gets worse like now. At the moment we are just trying to reduce his suffering as much as possible, and make sure he's comfortable.
 
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Overslept and missed church.
Raining hard here for the next few days.
At least my cat is napping peacefully.
 
My cat is jumping on the printer table, knocking everything off it, disconnecting USB cables, and trying to walk on the keyboard.
 
I got a new android touchscreen for my car which needed a custom panel to fit it, and after carefully painting it to colour match and it coming out perfect it turns out it's for a slightly different version of my car. I was able to order the proper panel from aliexpress but it won't arrive for two weeks
 
Dad is back in the hospital since one. I don't think he's making it this time.
 
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