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Killer vaxxs being pushed on humanity, medical apartide getting worse the world over and Im surrounded by sheep how are so fucking stupid they don't know they are being lead to the slaughterhouse.
All you can do is be true to yourself and enjoy life. It’s way too short to be worrying about something you can’t control.

Trust me, I know.
 
I'm so fucking mentally and physically exhausted after having to help someone close to me through a very serious medical issue. It's only a short bit into the evening and I'm drained, I'm going to hope a stiff cup of coffee will help but I've got low hopes.
 
Past few months have been okay. I’ve been going on hikes and working more hours. My legs have been over used leading me to realize I have something wrong with my right knee. I’m thinking the weather is causing arthritis-like pain however I’m still considered pretty young so I’m gonna talk with my parents and see if it could be genetic. I’m getting a knee brace for work to support that knee.

I gotta say I love going on hikes and still go when my knee hurts lol.
 
I've been a little down last few weeks. Just over a year since my dad passed from cancer and the winter and snow outside is really reminding me of that time. We didn't celebrate Christmas last year because of it, so this one will really be the first one without him.
 
Why do sundays tend to be depressive?
I don't know but it probably is the saddest of all days, like D minor is the saddest of all keys.
Killer vaxxs being pushed on humanity, medical apartide getting worse the world over and Im surrounded by sheep how are so fucking stupid they don't know they are being lead to the slaughterhouse.
It must be rough living with untreated paranoid schizophrenia while continually smoking enormous amounts of marijuana that make you even crazier and dumber than you are just normally, while also suffering from extra self-inflicted delusions, like an absolute mental midget.
 
some tumblr retards found a google doc i made and only publicly posted 3 years ago and proceeded to comment their retardation and insults on it. one of my docs with editing turned on got completely deleted, and i don't even know how they got to that one. i know it shouldn't get to me but with past experiences and shit it's taking up way more headspace in my brain than it should. it feels different than when getting goofed with others on KF because here it's the norm and less serious. but these retards take the time out of their day to a-log and be assholes with their equally retarded friends for the sole purpose of "we disagree with this"
feels shitty mate. (:_(
 
Granny's entered end-stage dementia and two people whom I consider a second set of parents got the coof and are quarantining till New Year's. One of them is a former smoker and neither of them have particularly great BMIs... I can already tell that 2022 is gonna be a rough year for me and my family. I don't know if I'm ready for it.
 
I can't go into detail otherwise but I saw someone younger than me pass away recently. I didn't really know him well but seeing someone have less time on Earth than you certainly puts things into perspective.
 
feeling a lot better after the google doccening. it wouldn't have affected me mentally nearly as much if it weren't for past shit (calling it trauma feels boohooey and powerleveley no matter if it may be true or not)
but i went to my favorite little farm store today and there were doggies!!! serotonin restored
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Yesterday I've been tested for Corona-chan, because one of my colleagues tested positive and my department will be closed until all of us we'll have the results of our tests. I'm negative, but the doctor who took my sample told me that my septum is severely deviated, and that I should seriously consider surgery to fix it. That explains my constant nasal congestion, I suppose.
 
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