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Motherf*cker said:
In a cemetery I go to there's a grave with the words;
"Death is not a foe but an inevitable adventure"
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This is the funniest thing about death. The closer it gets to me, and it's getting closer and closer, the less I'm afraid of it. I remember being terrified at the concept when I was a teenager. Now that I'm basically knocking on heaven's door, I'm not even afraid of it. It's just something that's coming. Welcome, Reaper. You're my bro.
 
I'm terrified of death because I know that I will have to stand before God and be judged for my sins and everything I've done. I've had several close calls with death (overdoses, stopped breathing once and got brain damage for a while from another one) as a teenager and it didn't even phase me one bit. I thought it was funny that everything all I would ever be is a corpse left in the grimiest public bathroom imaginable. Now the older I get the more this sort of existential terror fills me. Deep down, I know I have contributed nothing positive to this world, but I just hope for a bit of rest. I wish I could just turn to dust after death.
 
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