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I've done the whole "no one likey me" act in my teens a lot, not sending messages to people and thus not getting any in return, because nobody else reaches out first, but I've come to just do it as an adult for no particular reason. It's tiring being the only one putting in the effort, and eventually they give in and message me some lukewarm shit revealing how little they think of it. The only redeeming thing is knowing they have to open the chat themselves and see an 8 day gap because I didn't put out first.
Even the Guyanese side of my family has never been to India or engaged with their fucked up culture, yet I look in the mirror and see a filthy fucking jeet.
Hey now. That one ugly jeet was offered a 7 figure settlement after being made the personal sextoy of a reasonably attractive, powerful woman. There are pajeet enjoyers out there. That said, the racial approval ladder is fucked. Asian men, unless they're hot "kyaaaa~" kpop material are at the absolute bottom of the ladder. I've never met a person prior to this kpop infestation actively say "damn, the average asian man could get it", while the most mid ass 4/10 japanese girl got men howling.
Just, fuck, please. Christ. I feel bad for you now.
Average male doomer vs. female doomer behavior. The former is annoying and short lived; the latter is long-term performative shittery.
 
I bought my Dad a Nintendo DS Lite for his birthday many years ago. He's not a gamer but he enjoyed Brain Age, Sudoku, Prof Layton. He's very meticulous and kept it very safe. I recently visited home again and he let me "inherit" it back. Absolutely pristine condition! I feel pretty blessed to have a like-new DS lite, saved me on my last long ass airplane ride, thanks Dad!
 
Re: on the underweight teen who wants to kill herself, I cannot stress enough how badly anorexics need to be forced into care.
If you liked having a feeding tube shoved down your throat in 4 point restraints just say that. Don't force your stupid bullshit on other people. It's straight up offensive.

From what I've seen of your posts here (don't take this the wrong way) you seem stunted as an adult. Maybe you would prefer being in a perpetual childlike state where you have no freedom while people (doctors) take care of you, but for a lot of people that is deeply violating to the core.

I cannot stress enough that you need to help people in a way that works after you're done with them, and that actually work. It is widely known that partial hospitalization (PHP) and intensive outpatient (IOP) consistently outperform anything inpatient and also have the benefit of their own industry not admitting they kill people, because they don't.
Honestly you nailed it with this post. It's difficult to criticize psychiatry or therapy because the default assumption is that if you do you are insane and mentally ill. It's like if you were unable to criticize cops because you're assumed to be an evil pedo criminal or whatever.

I will not powerlevel because my past was so deeply fucked that my specific case might be recognized by someone. That said I've found the current system really lacking. I've been told by therapists and psychiatrists that they were unqualified to treat me or that all they could do was talk about trauma (makes it worse lol) or prescribe me sedatives (which make me tied to big pharma).

Honestly I would rather spend a week in jail than a psych ward. At least the police don't try to gaslight you on a daily basis.
 
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