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[rofllmaoxdwow]

I read a thread on here mentioning individuals I am directly tied to in real life.
The thread is inactive and they don't have the motivation or resources to subpoena me or attack the farms. Normalfags don't understand or give a shit, kiwis would understand and give a shit but would want evidence my anecdote is true - leading to a phonebook. I can't stop thinking about it now that I have read the thread. Its all so frustrating!

 

[(((I am NOT a jew)))]

I'm seriously weighing the options of doing something drastic right now.

My friend's cunt sister keeps sneaking her boyfriend in the house, who was banned for assaulting me. He didn't do much to me and I wasn't attacking back because 1)the dude's cunt sister was the only witness to the event 2)I'm a lot bigger than him 3)I had already been drinking. I didn't really feel like dealing with the police that night. Also, being an idiot, I only made a report and didn't try to get him arrested.
Well, she's sneaking him back in. My friend is a fucking coward who won't do anything besides text her that she's out of line. I'm stuck with two options
Stay out the lease for the next two months while knowing this piece of shit is being smuggled into the house by this faggots' literal bpd whore sister and try to find a place, or
Wait until he comes out, or bust her door down in the middle of the night and break his fucking head open.

I'm really wanting to go with the second option, considering no one else is doing anything. At this point, my life has very little going for it anyways so whatever happens to me as a result could be considered a positive. Setting a precedent of "No, you dumb cunt... you don't get to have your way" seems like an infinitely better option than "taking the high ground", which didn't accomplish shit the first time.
It's also been sad to realize how much of a coward someone I considered my friend actually is.

 

[DenseDeerFather]

I feel slightly excited. I've been saving up for a new laptop for some time now, and I hope to purchase it come June or July if sales are on my side.

I am usually not someone to get excited for what I consider leisurely luxury purchases (unlike the bed I got last month, because I really needed it, so I wouldn't get cut by the springs), but now I feel really hype for it.

My current device works fine because I meticulously do maintenance, but it's pre-owned and ancient, and the battery is getting kinda worn out, so it runs out faster now than it did five years ago when I bought it.

It's actually seven years old since the model came out in 2019 and as stated earlier, it was pre-owned. With the models I've looked at, I get the feeling that getting a new laptop is like going from one of those old brick phones from the 90s to an iPhone 15 with no in between in terms of processing power and speed.

 

[Me•cha•ni•cal]

I read a thread on here mentioning individuals I am directly tied to in real life.
The thread is inactive and they don't have the motivation or resources to subpoena me or attack the farms. Normalfags don't understand or give a shit, kiwis would understand and give a shit but would want evidence my anecdote is true - leading to a phonebook. I can't stop thinking about it now that I have read the thread. Its all so frustrating!

Idk what the circumstances are for you and your peeps but if the thread is not about a public figure (and inactive, old, short), you can try asking for a courtesy removal.

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[Nameless One]

With what? How so?
I understand feeling like you wasted your 20s a bit. But literal childhood? Wasting it is quite literally the point. Should you have been in Harvard when you were drinking juice pouches?
The problem itself is with this overwhelming need in a lot of people in the first world to be "productive". To be validated or understood by a bunch of people who don't matter in the end. The idea of using your time wisely. When life just isn't really about that most of the time.
Either you're content or you're not. This is why you can find plumbers and janitors who are completely blissful and powerful politicians and entertainers who are miserable. If you don't want much and you're okay with who you are, you're pretty much set. If you want to do something because you love it and you're not doing it, you know what to do. If you want to do something purely because it will make you somebody or finally get rid of the fact that you weren't loved enough when you were five, you will constantly be disappointed.
The happiest moments of your life will tend to be those "wasted" moments that possibly could have been used to gain social or financial capital. But that's not what life's all about. You won't even notice how good of a time you were having until it's gone.

I agree. That's the whole point of life to waste it a little. Most of what I wasted weren't that regrettable when I'm doing well in life.

 

[Getmeout]

I read a thread on here mentioning individuals I am directly tied to in real life.
The thread is inactive and they don't have the motivation or resources to subpoena me or attack the farms. Normalfags don't understand or give a shit, kiwis would understand and give a shit but would want evidence my anecdote is true - leading to a phonebook. I can't stop thinking about it now that I have read the thread. Its all so frustrating!

That sucks, man, I'm sorry. My best advice is, well, you're not phonebooked rn and the thread's inactive so it's all good rn. Surreal to see, but all good.