Hey guys, how has everyone been?

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I went back to my university to pick up a transcript. I'm trying to get a job with the help of an organization that helps disabled people. Going back to college was really nostalgic for me. I went to the library for a little bit and it is different from when I was there a few years ago. I may go back to school in the future, but right now I want to get a job and work.

I graduated magna cum laude in business administration with a 3.761 GPA and was in the top 10% of my college class AUGH YEAH
 
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Today has been a good and bad day. I'll start with the good news, which is I finally got my passport, so now all I need s the money to go. The second thing, the bad news is I have a mild form of cancer on thigh, it's a rare form and I need to have surgery to get all that and the good tissue around it. I'm not sure if I need I need treatment like chemo yet, but I'm scared.

I'm scared and frightened, and wish I was dead, but it's just another thing. I've been through a lot already, and now I can conquer this. Even though I am scared and frightened, and wish I was dead I have to get through this.

I'm sorry for being a downer, and sounding like a whining little girl, or like Chris.

Thank you.
 
silentprincess said:
I'm sorry for being a downer, and sounding like a whining little girl, or like Chris.
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You just got diagnosed with a form of cancer! Being upset over a cancer diagnose does not make you "a whiny little girl" or Chris-like in any way that's cray-cray. Your reaction is that of most people in this situation.

I hope you will be better soon. Take care and stay positive. Good luck!
 
My day has been pretty fucking epic.

As many of you may remember, like 3 weeks ago my PCs motherboard gave out, today the new pieces of my rig turned up.

I upgraded to a newer processor and mobo, got an i7 instead of an i5, and everything was sweet. Until I tried to make the PC boot to windows then it had a shitfit. BUT that didn't matter because the forum is the best thing ever and @Smutley totally told me how to fix it. I feel so accomplished today!

EDIT: This is my 400th post, hi guys ^.^
 
Ugggh. It was like ninety fucking degrees today, and I have this horrible poison ivy rash on my neck that looks exactly like a hickey, and my car's having issues with the heat, and I still haven't heard anything back from colleges I've applied to, and blaargh
 
New Dresden Files book was launched sometime in the last twenty-four hours. I just finished reading it. It did not disappoint.
 
I woke up from multiple nightmares last night and I feel like shit. I have to find the will to drag myself to work the closing shift that I'm being forced to cover. I really just want to crawl back into bed until tomorrow afternoon.(:_(

silentprincess said:
I'm scared and frightened, and wish I was dead, but it's just another thing. I've been through a lot already, and now I can conquer this. Even though I am scared and frightened, and wish I was dead I have to get through this.
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We're here for you, silentprincess and you'll get through this!:heart-full:
 
I feel kinda crappy. I went in to the employment agency today and she told me my doctor has concerns about me being able to work and she thinks the job I was training for might be too stressful for me.

Being unemployed sucks and I want a job.
 
Last month, I started measuring the time I spend each day on the computer. Here's how May looks like so far...

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This is... really bad. My entire life right now is a series of automated and semi-automatic, routine procedures such as sleeping, commuting, working, eating, and hygiene-related duties. These serve to separate each session on the computer. And oh my God, it keeps happening every day. Weeks, even months start to turn into a blur.

Hardly anything useful gets done. For the most part, it's just an endless stream of distractions which kills most of my thoughts and emotions.

In other news, I made some scrambled eggs today. This shouldn't be significant, but it is. It's the first thing I've ever cooked myself, not counting the graphics card. It turned out acceptable, but could use some more salt, and maybe some cheese.

I feel like a cripple, which in turn makes me want to crawl back into the virtual womb again. I can see the reasoning behind my actions: almost nothing bad happens to me here, and I have lots of toys to play with. The manchild is back in his playground.

Sorry for whining, but I needed this. I don't think I have anyone in real life or anyone else on the internet right now I could tell about my problems. Other than that, life is pretty good. Summer is coming and the weather is lovely. The colours and sounds are extremely vivid. I didn't think such sharpness could be achieved while sober, without psychoactive substances.
 
I'm off today and tomorrow, and I've just been smiling and enjoying the good flows. Just came from the gym, and did a real easy, heavy Squat, and some nice Deadlift practice. Tomorrow I'll be going to the nearest resort and indulging in a nice frozen Bush Whacker. I love sweet drinks :)

I'll also be dying my hair tonight, which is what I do when it gets really long. I went to the drug store to get jet black hair dye, but there was none! So guess I gotta stick with dark brown, but I'll leave it in for a little longer to make it real, real dark.
 
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Not doing so well.

Got GTAV. Been playing with my brother.

Might have social anxiety, but I have ~2 weeks left before I go to see my therapist.

Started playing a Fire Emblem game for the first time.
 
Last Friday, the past Wednesday, and yesterday, I took three of my four finals. Today, I have one more final. After that, I'm done with this semester of college. I hope this semester ends well for me on a higher note than the last semester.
 
*SIGH* I hate life. I hate having to work out finances and shit, today was very stressful.
I went to go food shopping and saw I had no money. I'm a fucking retard who forgot about the phone bill so now I'm like £40 down and without food moneys now. This is fucking lame (:_(
 
Melchett said:
*sigh* I hate life. I hate having to work out finances and shit, today was very stressful.
I went to go food shopping and saw I had no money. I'm a fucking exceptional individual who forgot about the phone bill so now I'm like £40 down and without food moneys now. This is fucking lame (:_(
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My advice to you is to start drinking heavily.
 
Got back from Italy. Extremely tired since I both had to get up at six and couldn't fall asleep on the plane. But it was nice, may post some photos in the pics thread if I get around to it.
 
Considering how this day of mine went at college, I can say that I'm pretty much finished with this semester. Now I have summer break to look forward to. Need to get a job and of course, know what classes to take for Fall. Also just want to kick back and enjoy life such as playing vidya or reading some comics. All I did aside from taking an exam was move some stuff for my sister which I'll dread later since I have to help my dad in moving her bed set pieces upstairs (I swear, if I'd do something like that again, I feel like taking an axe or a flame thrower to her bed-set pieces. I'd much prefer her getting metal frames with wheels. At least those don't take up much space plus they are lighter in comparison.) and buying an MLP comic (may as well get a renewed interest in comics, especially with other comics such as the Walking Dead. Maybe try and find old comics such as Warrior.)
 
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