Hey guys, how has everyone been?

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I'm having a pretty productive day. Filled out some paperwork for financial aid and my classes which start in May. Called some more people about financial aid. Balanced my checking account. Transferred a bunch of music off of CDs to my computer. Managed my eBay auctions, made lunch for the kids, and I'm planning on homemade Reuben sandwiches with homestyle fries and salad for dinner.

Also had to write a biography of myself for one of my applications for a scholarship. That's weird.
 
I've had a relatively relaxing day. Been crocheting a plushie and starting on a purple scarf.
 
Well it's been almost a week since I moved to my new flat. It's pretty ballin'.

We've moved about 4 miles away from where we were previous, which may not seem like much but goddamn the people are far more nice and fucking decent people here. The roommate and I had a mutual hatred of all our "friends" from the previous place, and like we had become accustomed to people being huge fucking dickheads. However, hanging out with people who live here is so nice and refreshing; they have jobs, don't live with their parents, are decent people who take care of each other. My faith in humanity has been restored.

However, still no reliable internet for another 11 days so not alls great (:_(
 
Grace has some sort of infection, so it doesn't seem too serious, fortunately.

As for me, one of my professors assigned a three-page paper because I forgot to read a book of poetry. Part of me wanted to slap him, but the other part thinks it's fair. Two other guys forgot to read it as well, and they have to do the same, only with 4 and 5 pages respectively. Not sure why I got off the easiest, but I'm not gonna complain.
 
I'm going to Georgia for a week to work on two episodes of a new tv series, so I'm kinda pumped/completely freaked out that I'll mess up and ruin any future career prospects.
 
Had a fun day yesterday. We all had the day off, so we took the kids to the movies and then ate lunch out. We also picked up a copy of "Frozen" on DVD for my little girls. They're completely in love with it.
 
unhappy about being 'accidentally' underpaid by a LOT (i got like 1/3 of what i deserve) by a company i do work for sometimes, so im going to have to raise a stink about that.

but today is a tolerable day (10:21 am now) so far so im going to take the dog for a walk and wait to be called by a real employer sometime soonish.
 
Da Pickle Monsta said:
Had a fun day yesterday. We all had the day off, so we took the kids to the movies and then ate lunch out. We also picked up a copy of "Frozen" on DVD for my little girls. They're completely in love with it.
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I made my boyfriend by me Frozen the other day because he refused to take me to see it in theaters, but we didn't get a chance to watch it, and then I left it at his house. :squirtle: I hope it doesn't disappoint!
 
As far as kid's musical movies go . . . well, it's one of the better ones I've seen. Probably the best Disney film since Mulan.
 
I went to Target today to look around, and they have taken out the entire plus size section due to "remodeling a new plus size section". They couldn't of moved our clothes somewhere else during the remodel?
Why is it ok to take our clothes away during a remodel but not the regular sizes.
 
My heads been going so crazy lately. I haven't had any real recent sperg outs, but its just so much shit stirring around, at work, at home. I just want to keep my emotions under control so bad... And I definitely don't want to hurt my coworkers, but my deal is, I just don't need everyone telling me about the same thing at the exact same time.

It takes an awful lot for me to focus my head. I just want everyone to let me do just that, if its supposed to be me, that is the one to do that kind of work.
 
Jesus fucking christ...

My mom just can't get it out of her head that I'm not a 5-year old. An hour ago, I take out a steak to thaw out. Later on, I decide to change my mind and get a pizza. I'm going for my pizza to find my mom decided to cook my own food for me. Look, I KNOW what people would say to this; your mom is doing you a favor, be grateful, but... no. My god, no. She isn't. A favor is when I ask her to do it for me. I just can't understand why everyone won't see how I'm perceived gets passed to me... Why does she think she needs to cook my own food?

Fuck, I need to get laid. Really bad. That way I can forever close out ONE limiting factor of my life, and then hopefully all the other dominoes will fall down and help me finally hatch out of this fucking autistic shell.

Anyway, since I'm bringing this up, lets post up the soothing write-up I did a couple days ago reflecting on how I see my life...

My whole goal in life is to see it all out and enjoy every beautiful aspect that comes around me. Honestly, my time after leaving Orlando has been the best its been all my life. I did have a lingering snag in 2013 due to some biological problems, but everything is all gone now. The shell really is starting to hatch out. In the past 3 years, I have done a lot to learn about my own individuality, something I truly never thought of before. Thats why when you see me in public, I'm in fluorescent green, blue, purple or pink. Fluorescent clothing is what makes my inner self shine. My newfound individuality is why I do so well at Karaoke and everyone else for the vacation remembers me as the karaoke guy. Who knew I was so good at holding notes and singing so robustly? Maybe the singing voice itself leaves a lot to be desired, heh, but I'm proud of my talents. I've got a whole bag of them, and I've known all along.

Really, nothing is holding me back. I'm more than likely moving back to the island in May, and really the whole CV-Joint breaking in the car, rendering it completely unmovable isn't gonna ruin everything for me.

So yeah, despite how inside-upset I clearly get at the end of the days, I really still love how its all still unfolding for me.

And that's exactly what everything is doing, unfolding for me. Each and every aspect of life that I still have yet to truly experience will get here for me. Like I initially said, I just want to see it all, and enjoy every beautiful thing about it.

Every single day of my life, I do just that. My own fascinations are virtually endless. Just 10 years of decennial content is enough to last my whole life. There's a lot of for me to document and analyze. My interest in how society evolves has developed wonderfully as well, the learning of "individuality" has helped me understand much too.

Really, I already have everything I could ever want. But the world is nowhere near over offering me what there is. I just need to grow up. Just a little bit more.

*sigh* Lord it's been a bunch of shit the past 3 days.
 
I went on Google images and participated in a sort of safe search wrap up that bronies do (Basically, you use Google Images and flag any inappropriate MLP images that pass through safe search, making sure that these inappropriate images do not pop up in safe search, making things better for children that want to look up their favorite ponies). Aside from that, I went to a baby shower. Despite enjoying some free food, I do not want to such a thing again. I was bored and tired of having to repeatedly watch my nephew as he ran around. I had a better time cleaning up though since I actually had something to do. Now all that's left to try and finish this day is completing two paragraphs for this sort of essay I have on a poem.
 
Next week I hear back about an important job interview (they said it would be two weeks, because they had 6 other candidates for the position and I was the first one they interviewed. At least, I hope I hear back because I have no other options.
 
I've just come back from a fantasy convention. I hear it's the largest of its kind in Poland. I spent three days there. Oh boy where do I begin. It was the first time I went somewhere pretty far away from home for more than a day all by myself and of my own volition. I was really terrified but...

that freaking place

I never thought I'd meet people nerdier than me! All those people... I saw many amazing cosplayers, took a peek at the brony community, spotted some fedora-wearing young gentlemen (or maybe they were wearing trilbies or something else entirely, I'm not knowledgeable about hats), attended many talks about video games, some about non-digital role-playing games, and one about anime and manga because I just couldn't miss out on that. I slept in a sleeping bag in a very large hall full of people like me. There were hundreds, maybe thousands.

The best part is, I met up with about 6 people from the forum I'm a long-time member on. It was really nice spending time with them as opposed to being there by myself. They did tell me that I seem to have some extreme social anxiety. That's true, I only speak up when I have something informative to say, otherwise I don't even risk telling jokes because I have this irrational fear of people judging me, even though I shouldn't be concerned about what they think of me. And in result I do not make friends spontaneously by just talking to people and being interested in them. I'll work that out someday.

All in all, that con was beyond fucking awesome. I'm definitely going there again next year!
 
I was looking through the general board trying to find something, and I ran across this post of mine about my creepy friend. He wants to visit me again in a couple of weeks, but I just want to tell him NO, but i know that would devastate him. I'm stuck.
 
sparklemilhouse said:
I was looking through the general board trying to find something, and I ran across this post of mine about my creepy friend. He wants to visit me again in a couple of weeks, but I just want to tell him NO, but i know that would devastate him. I'm stuck.
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You're not obligated to do anything you don't want to do. His feelings will be okay.

On an unrelated note, my arms are killing me. On Friday I worked out for the first time since the summer because I was sick of feeling like a disgusting slob and I didn't think I lifted too much, but now 2 days later I'm sore as shit and I can't straighten my arms. I'm hoping the soreness subsides at least somewhat before tomorrow morning. I really don't want to go to class tomorrow with T-Rex arms.
 
Today was uneventful. Went to church, bought an MLP comic, did a bit more of the safe search wrap up of MLP.
 
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