Hey guys, how has everyone been?

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My uncle's getting worse. It's really starting to look like we might have to cancel our vacation.
 
Well, I had a long, bitch-filled day.

It started at 1:30AM this morning. The power goes out. Where I'm from, we are famous for the power going out a lot during the summer months, guess its that time of year. So, I can't go back to sleep since I need perfection with temperature and the humming from my fan and air conditioner helps me stay asleep. It came back on for 3AM, but during the morning rise, I try to sleep every bit as possible, waking up at 8:30AM for the ferry.

Work was okay, but my coworkers, like always, can tell when I'm not happy and mirthful. It was some pretty great crowds though, nice variety. Two different groups of girls came to the bar for a couple hours, and its always fun having those kinds of crowds enjoying themselves.

Oh, and I needed to clean the beer chest today, and boy thats never fun.
 
SO looking forward to this summer. Going to try to sell my car and buy something more practical, and hoping to find something interesting to do this summer besides working.
 
Ugh. I'm being forced to go to cracker barrel today with my dumbass half sister and her two equally dumbass children. I hate cracker barrel, its so childish. It also reminds me of that time my ex and I went there and we didn't talk the whole time we were there. And I cried.
 
sparklemilhouse said:
Ugh. I'm being forced to go to cracker barrel today with my dumbass half sister and her two equally dumbass children. I hate cracker barrel, its so childish. It also reminds me of that time my ex and I went there and we didn't talk the whole time we were there. And I cried.
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Ummmm... this is going to sound kinda odd, but I actually work there, but don't worry, I'm not offended at all, I have a few weirdish stories actually.
 
I've not been feeling too good lately, I've not been sleeping properly as a lot of things have been on my mind. Worrying about life, my family, everything in between. My therapy is ending this week, and I'm scared about not having that back up, and someone to talk to about things, especially when I get myself wound up. (I think this is why I write on this board, and I'm sorry if I sound like a weeaboo, or someone who is victimized, or a wimp I don't mean to sound like that. I was told by someone once on another forum that I am acting like everybody is victimizing me, and I should just get on with it and stop moping.)

I've also been forgetting to take my pills which is bad, especially when it makes me a mild version of Jace. So with the not sleeping and the tablets I'm not exactly normal, along with the worrying and worrying that I'm annoying you guys with my ramblings. Money is he most worrying, I had an assessment for disability and I haven't heard anything, and I'm worried I won't be getting the money. I'm in debt, and I'm worried I won't have enough to go away with in July, and I want to help my mum out too.

Otherwise, I have 2 hospital appointments this week, one about my IBS, and the other is with the dermatologist. Should be a very busy week, but hopefully everything should be okay.

Sorry for boring you with my depression, and sounding like a wizard and weeaboo. You're all lovely and caring people, and I thank you for that.
 
silentprincess said:
I've not been feeling too good lately, I've not been sleeping properly as a lot of things have been on my mind. Worrying about life, my family, everything in between. My therapy is ending this week, and I'm scared about not having that back up, and someone to talk to about things, especially when I get myself wound up. (I think this is why I write on this board, and I'm sorry if I sound like a weeaboo, or someone who is victimized, or a wimp I don't mean to sound like that. I was told by someone once on another forum that I am acting like everybody is victimizing me, and I should just get on with it and stop moping.)

I've also been forgetting to take my pills which is bad, especially when it makes me a mild version of Jace. So with the not sleeping and the tablets I'm not exactly normal, along with the worrying and worrying that I'm annoying you guys with my ramblings. Money is he most worrying, I had an assessment for disability and I haven't heard anything, and I'm worried I won't be getting the money. I'm in debt, and I'm worried I won't have enough to go away with in July, and I want to help my mum out too.

Otherwise, I have 2 hospital appointments this week, one about my IBS, and the other is with the dermatologist. Should be a very busy week, but hopefully everything should be okay.

Sorry for boring you with my depression, and sounding like a wizard and weeaboo. You're all lovely and caring people, and I thank you for that.
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You'll be okay.
 
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