- Joined
- Sep 1, 2014
He is originally from Delray Beach FL, where his father is the disgraced former mayor. Now he lives in East London and hangs out in Shoreditch. He cares very much about men's rights everywhere in the world.
so I’ve decided…enough is enough. im 22 and ive still never h a girlfriend or even hooked up, except for that night in the bunnyranch.
its ridiculous an sad. I ctually lie to my parents, I show them pictures of girls and say im dating, I was showing my mother this gorgeous girl from okcupid and she says she’s “so proud”…I send emails with fake updates to the relationship.
like, seriously, I’M the 5% that’s never ha a girl by age 22? why me? am I really that bad? I don’t think im tat ugly or weird, I think im pleasant and friendly and polite….theres no reason why I should literally be the very bottom percentile…I mean, twenty fucking two? and im STILL here?
I realize what it is. I wallow in this self pity and self loathing. ive internalized the “ugly loser freak virgin weirdo” mentality after 4 years of high school bullying screwed my up…its like I enjoy being lonely and depressed, I have dayfreams about being on a dating show with super models an shocking feminists by how cool and respectful id be with the girls. I always place myself in last place in my mind, like when I step into a room, I automatically make myself the loser.
but theres no reason for me to doubt myself . an this weekend, its over. I am going to hookup with a girl this weekend. that’s it. im going out to Shoreditch Friday/Saturday night, and it’s time.
if anyone wowuld like to join me, let me know!?
http://alexlazio7.tumblr.com/post/113306954402/so-ive-decidedenough-is-enough-im-22-and-ive
its ridiculous an sad. I ctually lie to my parents, I show them pictures of girls and say im dating, I was showing my mother this gorgeous girl from okcupid and she says she’s “so proud”…I send emails with fake updates to the relationship.
like, seriously, I’M the 5% that’s never ha a girl by age 22? why me? am I really that bad? I don’t think im tat ugly or weird, I think im pleasant and friendly and polite….theres no reason why I should literally be the very bottom percentile…I mean, twenty fucking two? and im STILL here?
I realize what it is. I wallow in this self pity and self loathing. ive internalized the “ugly loser freak virgin weirdo” mentality after 4 years of high school bullying screwed my up…its like I enjoy being lonely and depressed, I have dayfreams about being on a dating show with super models an shocking feminists by how cool and respectful id be with the girls. I always place myself in last place in my mind, like when I step into a room, I automatically make myself the loser.
but theres no reason for me to doubt myself . an this weekend, its over. I am going to hookup with a girl this weekend. that’s it. im going out to Shoreditch Friday/Saturday night, and it’s time.
if anyone wowuld like to join me, let me know!?
http://alexlazio7.tumblr.com/post/113306954402/so-ive-decidedenough-is-enough-im-22-and-ive
she'd be my sweet little angel snuggle cake, and id LOVE my little snuggle cake ^_^
