💀 Horrorcow Dorian Thorn / Matt Thompson - Cut off his own dick

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From what I can remember he "killed" his dick doing that torture thing. Like he couldn't get it up any more. Presumably because he killed all bloodflow to it. But yeah, that was one of the first ED articles I read
It is possible that he just made himself psychologically unable to get aroused (which is quite common) and if that was the case then he should have just waited a few months and his dick would have worked again assuming that it wasn't chopped off
 
OP said he found this in Chris Chan's ED page. How are they related?
Hey there! I don't think they are related at all. I found this guy Dorian while randomly browsing ED, a long time ago. I think his was a featured article on the home page or maybe a related one on some other. I really don't remember.

I re-read my post and realized it could be misunderstood as if I discovered him on Chris' page. Sorry about that!
 
Hey there! I don't think they are related at all. I found this guy Dorian while randomly browsing ED, a long time ago. I think his was a featured article on the home page or maybe a related one on some other. I really don't remember.

I re-read my post and realized it could be misunderstood as if I discovered him on Chris' page. Sorry about that!

You're good :) i was hoping there was some bizarre side story about Christine that I hadn't heard yet. Guess not :(
 
My first post,
I googled Ole Dorian to see if he was dead yet. That brought me here. I knew him on Live Journal. He used to have a female companion/wife. He first gained internet fame when he and his partner sadly lost their child to a miscarriage. They posted several videos from the hospital on you tube of themselves singing to the tiny fetus, and making a very odd slide show video with pop music. You just need to see it to understand. Unfortunately they all seem to be gone. He would get freaky mad if you would bring it up on LJ. He'd say some shit like this writing page of his: https://daylightfadesarisethenight.wordpress.com/author/dorianthorn/
"
dreaming, one night of sinister plight
of danger and intrigue consuming the night
thrilled to be filling the dangerous signs
when the warnings are heeded: Midian, Arise!
we shape and we sculpt and unlock all the minds
like the clock that we bought with what’s left of our time
neither yours nor mine; all of it’s ours
seeding the desert with cactus-like flowers "

He eventually left Live Journal and his wife. I believe he then went to become a submissive for a man. This was when he found his desire to cut it off. He thought of it as a beautiful expression of complete submission to his partner. Obviously that did work out too well, as he now regrets it. Anyone on Live Journal told him not to do it, that he was an idiot, that he'd regret it. And low and behold...
No one ever thought he was mentally stable.
I do see a dorian thorn youtube account, but it is all COD Black Ops videos. I guess that's how he spends his time now.
 
I don't know if Dorian actually cut his ginger dick off or not, but as long as this thread's been necro'd I'm reminded of a story from years and years ago.

Several decades ago, due to circumstances largely beyond my control, I was forced to spend a year in New Jersey. I hated it. The people were cold, the weather was cold, it just sucked all the way around. Especially if you have a southern accent. They treat you like you're just taking a vacay from whipping Kunta Kinte. Anyway, I decided as long as I was there I might as well get something out of it so I enrolled for a semester in the local community college. It wasn't a bad school, pretty well funded. One of my fellow scholars immediately grabbed everyone's attention. He was a Christ-fag, and pretty severely mentally ill. He preached to the multitudes in the commons every day. His language had the peculiar sense of disconnect and inappropriate affect you see in the schizophrenic. The imagery he used was, needless to say, focused on the apocalyptic and extreme. He never menaced anyone, never acted threatening in any way. I actually didn't mind him as much as some of the other students did, there were some real pampered little shits running around who felt they should never ever be exposed to anything even the slightest bit unpleasant.

So one day I'm in the library and suddenly I start to hear a bunch of shouting and people running. Nowadays I'd probably be thinking school shooting, but this was pre-Columbine. I went to go see what's up. God apparently appeared to the preacher the night before. Now, God talked to this guy all the time but this time was very different. God told him that his sexual feelings were evil. And If Thine Right Eye Offend Thee...

He showed up at school that morning, went in the cafeteria bathroom, and cut off one of his balls and three-quarters of his dick. It looked like gallons of blood, it was seeping under the door. I've never heard screams like that before and I hope to never hear them again. I wish I could tell you this story had a happy ending or really any ending at all but it doesn't. He got hauled off in an ambulance and that's the last anyone saw or heard about him.
 
I don't know if Dorian actually cut his ginger dick off or not, but as long as this thread's been necro'd I'm reminded of a story from years and years ago.

Several decades ago, due to circumstances largely beyond my control, I was forced to spend a year in New Jersey. I hated it. The people were cold, the weather was cold, it just sucked all the way around. Especially if you have a southern accent. They treat you like you're just taking a vacay from whipping Kunta Kinte. Anyway, I decided as long as I was there I might as well get something out of it so I enrolled for a semester in the local community college. It wasn't a bad school, pretty well funded. One of my fellow scholars immediately grabbed everyone's attention. He was a Christ-fag, and pretty severely mentally ill. He preached to the multitudes in the commons every day. His language had the peculiar sense of disconnect and inappropriate affect you see in the schizophrenic. The imagery he used was, needless to say, focused on the apocalyptic and extreme. He never menaced anyone, never acted threatening in any way. I actually didn't mind him as much as some of the other students did, there were some real pampered little shits running around who felt they should never ever be exposed to anything even the slightest bit unpleasant.

So one day I'm in the library and suddenly I start to hear a bunch of shouting and people running. Nowadays I'd probably be thinking school shooting, but this was pre-Columbine. I went to go see what's up. God apparently appeared to the preacher the night before. Now, God talked to this guy all the time but this time was very different. God told him that his sexual feelings were evil. And If Thine Right Eye Offend Thee...

He showed up at school that morning, went in the cafeteria bathroom, and cut off one of his balls and three-quarters of his dick. It looked like gallons of blood, it was seeping under the door. I've never heard screams like that before and I hope to never hear them again. I wish I could tell you this story had a happy ending or really any ending at all but it doesn't. He got hauled off in an ambulance and that's the last anyone saw or heard about him.
Sadly. And this is resident schizo chiming in. He was likely abused in youth, and given history of radical preaching and such, he was shamed for a lot of expression by likely a parental figure.

These thoughts he had that were impure were likely homosexual in nature, and the rest explains itself. Now most schizophrenia behaviors are being blanketed these days, so you'll see paranoid and catatonia under the same term soon. But if I had to wager a guess, from whatever abuse this guy had, he had paranoia and he had it bad.
 
Schizophrenia absolutely fits, he was the right age for onset of symptoms and someone said they went to high school with him and he was a little weird but basically normal. The religious fixation started sometime between graduation and when I knew him. He was in his early twenties.
 
Just wanted to chime in, unless the pics and vids I saw were the photoshop of a level 9001 space wizard, dude totally fucked his drunk sister AND cut his dick off. Seriously, I cannot get the image of his mangled nether region out of my fucking skull.
 
He eventually left Live Journal and his wife. I believe he then went to become a submissive for a man. This was when he found his desire to cut it off. He thought of it as a beautiful expression of complete submission to his partner. Obviously that did work out too well, as he now regrets it.
They have a word for that. They're called SIMPs and manginas. Except that last term is a little more literal in his case.
 
Found this archive via a duckduckgo search and didn't see it in the thread.


Original is gone, but could just be due to the tumblr crackdown on nudity.
You know, I honestly wouldn't have a problem with fags if they all stayed in the closet about it like this guy instead of parading their faggotry everywhere online and IRL. He seems pretty embarrassed about it and rightfully fucking so. He seems to have deleted everything and is now in hiding from websites like this. If only more fags were self-aware like this.
 
Actually, come to think of it I kinda don't believe the story of him cutting his dick off. I think it's fake. For one a penectomy or even a basic glansectomy is a very complex medical procedure that you simply wouldn't be able to do on your own unless you had sufficient surgical knowledge. For a glansectomy for instance, you would need a scalpel (or alternatively a cautery pen) + a catheter + an elastrator to prevent bleeding + a topical anesthetic and you would have to keep the catheter in for a while after the procedure is done so that your urethra doesn't literally close up, and you would also need a steady stream of antibiotics to prevent infection. Nevermind a fucking penectomy.

t. CBT expert
 
Actually, come to think of it I kinda don't believe the story of him cutting his dick off. I think it's fake. For one a penectomy or even a basic glansectomy is a very complex medical procedure that you simply wouldn't be able to do on your own unless you had sufficient surgical knowledge. For a glansectomy for instance, you would need a scalpel (or alternatively a cautery pen) + a catheter + an elastrator to prevent bleeding + a topical anesthetic and you would have to keep the catheter in for a while after the procedure is done so that your urethra doesn't literally close up, and you would also need a steady stream of antibiotics to prevent infection. Nevermind a fucking penectomy.

t. CBT expert

Glad you came back to let us know your expert opinion.
 
Actually, come to think of it I kinda don't believe the story of him cutting his dick off. I think it's fake. For one a penectomy or even a basic glansectomy is a very complex medical procedure that you simply wouldn't be able to do on your own unless you had sufficient surgical knowledge. For a glansectomy for instance, you would need a scalpel (or alternatively a cautery pen) + a catheter + an elastrator to prevent bleeding + a topical anesthetic and you would have to keep the catheter in for a while after the procedure is done so that your urethra doesn't literally close up, and you would also need a steady stream of antibiotics to prevent infection. Nevermind a fucking penectomy.

t. CBT expert
amputation is only complicated if you are qualified to amputate things. regular people can, and do, amputate various appendages. usually people know about controlling the bleeding via tourniquet, that is all that is really needed to survive amputation in the short term (hikers who got an arm or leg trapped under a heavy rock figure it out, for example). Even animals often survive gnawing through trapped limbs, that is because blood vessels constrict when damaged, and blood clots when it flows more slowly, those two things together can often be enough to survive amputating an appendage with smaller arteries.

also there are a shit ton of people on the old bmezine website who cut off their dicks (either all at once or gradually through several procedures) so it has already been documented to have happened, and not as total anomalies but as communities.
 
amputation is only complicated if you are qualified to amputate things. regular people can, and do, amputate various appendages. usually people know about controlling the bleeding via tourniquet, that is all that is really needed to survive amputation in the short term (hikers who got an arm or leg trapped under a heavy rock figure it out, for example). Even animals often survive gnawing through trapped limbs, that is because blood vessels constrict when damaged, and blood clots when it flows more slowly, those two things together can often be enough to survive amputating an appendage with smaller arteries.

also there are a shit ton of people on the old bmezine website who cut off their dicks (either all at once or gradually through several procedures) so it has already been documented to have happened, and not as total anomalies but as communities.
Doesn't disprove what I said. Until we see hospital records that he got work done, I refuse to believe that bullshit. He even said it was photoshopped, which to me sounds more believable than the other story. Also, as for the bme thing that's again through the use and availability of certified "cutters" — or in other words, people with sufficient surgical knowledge.
 
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