I posted this on the DSP psychology thread but it doesn't show up in the first page for some reason so I'm gonna post it here too.
Here he answer the question "what character would you like to be in a holyday movie?" and he replied he would be the Grinch or Scrooge because he would like a redemption story, where you have a change of hearth and go from being the villain to the hero.
I think this shows us that Phil deep down wants to have a redemption arc, he wants to stop being the lolcow punching bag of the internet that everyone hates and stays away from and go from that to being liked by everyone, that's why he was so obsessed with being redeemed with that ProJared tweet, he wants to be redeemed so bad that he looks for any opportunity to say everyone opinion of him changed positively, that's why he also says "I have matured and changed so much over the years". He also had a freudian slip and said that Scrooge became a philanthropist after "on twitch" and corrected himself to "a twitch" , this tells me he wants to be redeemed after twitch.
Also remember that HE CRIED AT THE END OF SCROOGE WITH LEANNA so he feels a deep connection to the redemption story.
Phil I'm not saying this to make a joke but you are literally irredeemable, you can't have a story arc when you change and go from lolcow to being loved by everyone if at no point you admit you are in the wrong and change, you are too much of a psychopath autistic narcissist to ever have the self reflection required for redemption.
Lets take the Scrooge example, the ghost of christmas past shows Phil how he told a beggar to fuck off when the beggar asked him for a few pennies on christmas and Phil replies " That's not what happened on my screen!! The ghost cheated, I tried to throw the beggar a few
pennes pennies and my move didn't come out because of dementia induced brain lag ACK ACK ACK stupid idiot". You are literally incapable of self reflection, you never admitted any wrong doing in your life without giving an excuse of how it was not your fault,when you say things like "I have made plenty of mistakes" you never mention which ones and if you do you give excuses on how you dindu nuffin wrong, there is no redemption possible for you Phil, you are incapable of change, you stopped growing intellectually and emotionally at 13.
You literally have one of the easiest life in the world, all you need to redeem yourself is to stop being an autistic toxic narcissist and you could do that next stream but you won't since you did nothing wrong. This is another example of Phil wanting all the praise without doing any effort, he wants to stop being the lolcow that everyone hates, laughs and avoids but doesn't want to change.
The only realistic way that occurs to me that will kinda make you redeem yourself would be to leave everything you own to charity and kill yourself, I'm not saying that in a "lol kys" meme way , its just that realistically you will never admit you are wrong so I find the idea of you necking yourself on stream after a 8 hour rant about how detractors ruined your third bankruptcy more likely that admitting any wrong doing, that's why I say you will kinda redeem yourself by eating a bullet and leaving everything to the homeless, you will not understand that everything you did was a "TIHYDP life" but at least you would do something good for someone else for once.
