🍽️ حلال Connor Bible - Everyone's Favorite Molly Ringwald loving, adoption hating, aspiring writer and bellybutton fucker

[DN 420]

To be honest, @balcolm , I hate inactivity. I need to do stuff, but there's this dread that's holding me back.

That doesn't answer either of my questions though.

What is this dread? Why can't you fight it? And what do you do instead if you can't do 'stuff'?

 

[Connor Bible]

Like Hellblazer said, I'm obligated to respond to every post on here, and if I can't bring myself to take some sort of action, I find myself trapped mentally. I'm afraid of failure, to the point that I break down if I so much as make a typo or create a plot hole in whatever I'm writing.

 

[KatsuKitty]

Like Hellblazer said, I'm obligated to respond to every post on here, and if I can't bring myself to take some sort of action, I find myself trapped mentally. I'm afraid of failure, to the point that I break down if I so much as make a typo or create a plot hole in whatever I'm writing.

Perhaps you should see that what you're aiming for is impossible, and instead you should strive to be as close to perfect as possible instead.

 

[BOLDYSPICY!]

Really? He's interested in it? Must be the Commando vibe.

You bet. It's all he's been able to talk about.

@Connor, will you please post Chapter 1 of Alphaboy here? Maybe Sci/fi Action is a better fit for your than psychological drama.

Connor says he's been working on both Alphaboy and math class, and I believe him.

Can you tell me some more about the world Alphaboy is in? I know it's in the same universe as RE, but your inspiration seems to be leaning more towards adventure stories and silver age comics. Does that mean there will be some outlandish bad guys, or retro-tech popping up?

 

[Philosophy Zombie]

Like Hellblazer said, I'm obligated to respond to every post on here, and if I can't bring myself to take some sort of action, I find myself trapped mentally. I'm afraid of failure, to the point that I break down if I so much as make a typo or create a plot hole in whatever I'm writing.

uhh when did he say that?

 

[EI 903]

Like Hellblazer said, I'm obligated to respond to every post on here, and if I can't bring myself to take some sort of action, I find myself trapped mentally. I'm afraid of failure, to the point that I break down if I so much as make a typo or create a plot hole in whatever I'm writing.

Wait, what? I think you may have misattributed that. I'm actually surprised that you respond to as many posts as you do when the flood gets heavy.

 

[KingofManga420]

Really? He's interested in it? Must be the Commando vibe.

Perhaps he thinks you're a bad writer and wants to laugh at your work.

 

[DN 420]

Like Hellblazer said, I'm obligated to respond to every post on here, and if I can't bring myself to take some sort of action, I find myself trapped mentally. I'm afraid of failure, to the point that I break down if I so much as make a typo or create a plot hole in whatever I'm writing.

Listen, that's fair enough. I've just tried to help you in the past and received zero communication back, and that's frustrating, you know?

Not as frustrating as the fact I have no idea what you do with all your free time, though.

 

[Connor Bible]

I sit on my ass, listening to music, eating junk food, jerking off, channel surfing, playing video games, and I spend almost half-an-hour trying to find the right movie to watch. It's frustrating.

 

[Philosophy Zombie]

I sit on my ass, listening to music, eating junk food, jerking off, channel surfing, playing video games, and I spend almost half-an-hour trying to find the right movie to watch. It's frustrating.

That was actually kind of funny. Connor's developing self-awareness! Atta boy!

 

[Meowthkip]

I sit on my ass, listening to music, eating junk food, jerking off, channel surfing, playing video games, and I spend almost half-an-hour trying to find the right movie to watch. It's frustrating.

Have you considered doing the weed?

 

[DN 420]

and if I can't bring myself to take some sort of action, I find myself trapped mentally. I'm afraid of failure, to the point that I break down if I so much as make a typo or create a plot hole in whatever I'm writing.

I spend almost half-an-hour trying to find the right movie to watch. It's frustrating.

Why are you so afraid of failure? Of doing the wrong thing? What are the consequences, you think?

 

[Connor Bible]

Have you considered doing the weed?

Thanks, but no thanks. It would probably make things worse.

 

[BOLDYSPICY!]

I sit on my ass, listening to music, eating junk food, jerking off, channel surfing, playing video games, and I spend almost half-an-hour trying to find the right movie to watch. It's frustrating.

Goddammit, I said I wasn't going to give anymore advice. . .
I'd suggest changing up your eating habits a little, for starters. If you eat shit, you feel like shit.

 

[Meowthkip]

Thanks, but no thanks. It would probably make things worse.

What about Adderal?

Might fix your productivity issues.

 

[Pikonic]

Like Hellblazer said, I'm obligated to respond to every post on here, and if I can't bring myself to take some sort of action, I find myself trapped mentally. I'm afraid of failure, to the point that I break down if I so much as make a typo or create a plot hole in whatever I'm writing.

Failure is inevitable, everyone is going to make a typo.
Have you brought up this feeling of being "trapped mentally" with a professional? If so, what did they say and did you find it helpful?
And if you didn't find it helpful you need to tell them, they can't help you further on a specific problem if they think it's not an issue anymore.
I'm not a therapist, but do you think that this crippling fear of failure is the reason you don't venture out? That goes for working, and finishing your writings. Do you think it's something that needs to be addressed?

 

[Philosophy Zombie]

What about Adderal?

Might fix your productivity issues.

Does he actually have ADD or is he just a huge slacker?

If the last one is the case, an addiction to speed won't make things any better for him.

 

[Arkangel]

I sit on my ass, listening to music, eating junk food, jerking off, channel surfing, playing video games, and I spend almost half-an-hour trying to find the right movie to watch. It's frustrating.

Have you tried breaking the spiral by doing something different?

 

[BOLDYSPICY!]

What about Adderal?

Might fix your productivity issues.

Oooh, yeah! I was on it for a while, it was great. I could channel my energy into one thing at a time, & I was super-focused.
Unfortunately it doesn't get along with bipolar & BPD. . .

 

[Connor Bible]

I'd hate to go off-topic, but considering I'm going to start working on Alphaboy in two days, I figured I'd post my writing soundtrack for your entertainment.

Spoiler: music

You know, it's kind of amusing to chat with you guys while listening to Old Blue Eyes.