People have broken down your sorry book line by line, telling you exactly what's wrong with it. Instead of appreciating their effort and trying to improve yourself, you just whine about how terrible your life is. It's clear you don't want to make any change in your life.
I disagree with this, but you've been throwing a really big hissy fit lately, and what it sounds like is you're not doing anything with your life. You act overly self-important because you're "writing a novel" but nobody cares about the process just the product. Once you've written a good novel you may be a big deal, but you haven't so we don't care about the fit you throw when we give you advice.
You haven't changed at all. You say you're in the process of changing but you haven't. Don't act like you have. It's not an overnight thing, so don't act like things have suddenly changed.
An autistic who lives with his parents at 19 years old, has been writing a novel for about 5 years (and hasn't finished it.) is only taking one class at a time in college and doesn't really do anything else. So yeah, we might not know about what you've done, but we know the shit you're doing now.
Chris has said this several times, and every time when people meet him they normally think he is the same as he is online or worse. I'm going to assume you're about the same because you've been pretty spaztastic and haven't really tried to change.
We won't know whether you truly choose to change or not unless your behavior changes. We'll be watching.
As far as our offers being genuine, what does that even mean? How could they not be? We're telling you what works and what doesn't in life because you're naive and lack life experience. I mean, a better question to ask would be "how do we, the farmers, know your adamant insistence that you'll accept help at all from anyone is genuine?"
Its kind of hard to divorce yourself from your past when you've left a LARGE internet footprint that will never go away. You can try to move on from it, but you'll never be able to live it down if you keep repeating the same behavior like you've been doing.
They are defined by their past and their present. You've been the same in the past as you are in the present. They aren't defined by their future because we don't know their future. The only thing we can define them by is their past and how they act in the present.
Connor, you're an absolute waste of space. You're sitting there with opportunities a good half of the planet's population would literally kill for, and due to your utter laziness and self-absorption , you chose to do nothing.
Frankly, you disgust me.
A goodly portion of our users- myself included- have extended very applicable, honest advice on improving your life-choices, works, and overall world view. And you chose to both ignore, and downplay them with shitty excuses and apathy.
Go fuck yourself. And I mean that in it's most basest and vile terms. I'm through with you. Enjoy a meaningless banal existence.
Okay, I know I'm usually just a jerk to you but serious question time:
What are you attempting to accomplish by answering every piece of good advice you get with "BUT I DON'T WANT TO TRYYYYYY BECAUSE I MIGHT FAAAAAAIL?" If it's not to throw a pity party (spergy is subjective so I'll spot you that) then what is the point? What is the goal you're attempting to reach by being whiny and defeatist and ungrateful to everyone here taking time out of their day to help you (despite your complete unwillingness to help yourself or even try)?
You know what should be on your conscience? Your life. How anyone can stand to inflict this upon himself is beyond me. You've utterly failed to see any good in your life, and expect us to feel sorry for you. Do you know how lucky you are? Some people actually have to work hard in school and pay their way through college.
What are you attempting to accomplish by answering every piece of good advice you get with "BUT I DON'T WANT TO TRYYYYYY BECAUSE I MIGHT FAAAAAAIL?" If it's not to throw a pity party (spergy is subjective so I'll spot you that) then what is the point? What is the goal you're attempting to reach by being whiny and defeatist and ungrateful to everyone here taking time out of their day to help you (despite your complete unwillingness to help yourself or even try)?
I want to help myself. I want to succeed, even if it means I'll lose happiness and sleep trying to do so. I know that I might fail, but fuck it, I'm going to try anyways. True, I have a defeatist, pessimistic attitude that will not benefit me in the long run, but I can change it. It takes time, willpower, and effort.
I have been almost physically sickened by the fact that I have left such a significant Internet footprint that I have become the subject of my own thread on a forum dedicated to the borderline-cyberstalking of lolcows.
I have been almost physically sickened by the fact that I have left such a significant Internet footprint that I have become the subject of my own thread on a forum dedicated to the borderline-cyberstalking of lolcows.
See, the trouble I'm having with this statement is that it does not address the behavior. You sound as if you have no problem with the behavior, only with the negative attention it's brought to you. Please explain.
I have been almost physically sickened by the fact that I have left such a significant Internet footprint that I have become the subject of my own thread on a forum dedicated to the borderline-cyberstalking of lolcows.
Don't you feel its a little hypocritical of you to say that when you were a normal member before all this? I don't think you can really act like laughing at spergs is below you.
Besides dude, its your own fault you willingly shared so much personal information with the world. This shit wasn't gleaned from private conversations, almost everything capped was stuff you said in a public forum.
