🍗 Deathfat Amberlynn Reid - 600 pound pathological liar and U-Haul lesbian moving in with her next live-in maid/nurse/girlfriend.

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heisenbuug said:
Gorl blessed us with another "dance" tiktok
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That shithouse shirt must be one of the few clothing items left that fit her, LOL.
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She's really going for the rustic outhouse look, isn't she?

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She’s just run into some realities she can’t wish away. She’s out of her 20s and her attempts to be quirky and cute are no longer going to be successful. Increasingly, they reek of desperation.

Most women her age more or less have their shit together. They have mastered to the degree they need, the skills of adult ‘life maintenance’: cooking, cleaning, bill paying, scheduling their activities… those hundreds of little things that we all do daily.

These women may or may not have a life partner or kids, although most do. They’re working and/or furthering their education.

They have friends, real friends and a social life. They have hobbies and interests.

Amber offers nothing but a heaving, stinking mess who exemplifies failure to launch. Each of her moves and ‘relationships’ kept her on the same hamster wheel.

She leans heavily in her partners and/or their parents to replace hers and at no time in her YT sojourn did she mature at all.

Anybody choosing to involve them self in her life is either way more sick and twisted than your average bear or wants a share of that YT cash, whatever she’s bringing in these days.

And is the risk of being doxxed by a bunch of bored autist’s worth the many headaches that are Amber?

I found it interesting that her ‘go to’ move was to the locale her extended family inhabits. Was this a subconscious admission she’s past a best by date? It might be. This was definitely a move backwards and we’re seeing her count heavily on her mother for company and presumably, attention.

I suspect the tension is already rising between Amber and her mother, who is committing the cardinal sin of having a life of her own… for now.

We’re either going to see Mom getting sucked in to doing what Amber wants or another crisis where a sobbing Amber regales us with with her tale of woe about Mom not UNDERSTANDING her, being mean and selfish. She OWES Amber for the crap she put her through these many years ago.

Wake me up when that happens.
 

turning to alcohol, diagnosed with bpd, & saying goodbye forever | Tuesday Nov. 7 2023:​


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Back with a clickbait Q&A situation type style:

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"Haven't been posting because like so much has been going on up here."
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1: Why are you suddenly no longer complaining about any of your multiple health issues that were always causing you to be set back/your mental health problems that you felt the need to feel to use as a crutch every day, suddenly healed from everything?

(Yikes. I don't know who had the stroke-- ALR as she was reading the question or the person that wrote it.)

I think it's really sad that whenever people are vocal about their mental/physical stuff, that people say they're using it as a crutch. Then when things are too late or have gone too far, people are like you should've spoken up. I am very much that person that does speak up, but I've taken a step back in that regard, because I am constantly judged and people do think that I'm using it as a crutch. So I think that's the reason why I'm not talking about those things anymore. The responses that I receive don't help me, it makes me feel worse.

2: Have you noticed an improvement in your health overall?

Yeah, I do notice an improvement in my health. I was explaining to my mom the other night how bad I was in 2019, the only people who knew were the people that I lived with. I was outside, taking a walk with my mom and Twinkie, and I wouldn't have been able to do this in 2019.

Even my mom was like, what do you think changed, how do you think you did that (improved her stamina) even though you're still the same size? (LMAO meth momma has jokes, go off.) Well, it's because it takes work... it takes work to build your stamina, my layyyggs would shake and I'd be so out of breath taking a shower. For even 30 seconds, it just felt like I was completely incapable as a person and I remember feeling like I'm never going to change. I had a friend at the time that was experiencing the same things, and I asked her is this how it's always going to be? (Chantal? Who else is there?)

Slowly but surely, I said noooo, so I just started standing for no reason. I would get up and just stand for no reason, just to build those muscles. I stopped sitting while cooking, I stood to journal, I told myself do not get on a scooter. I did not want Faline to see me like that, so not one time in our relationship did I use a scooter. That person in 2019, she does not exist. So here I am, living on my own with ZERO help.

3: Are you in pain going out so much?

No, I'm not in pain but I do have lipedema and lynnphedema, so I swell more.

4: Has Faline ghosted you?

No.... but I really hurt her after falling in love with someone else. (STFU how do you fall in love with a person you've never met and have only spoken to online for a week? It wasn't love miss ma'am.) I take accountability, I obviously could not control falling in love with someone else. It really goes to show how much she did love me, I tried to fix it but I kept failing. It got to where she doesn't even want to be my friend. We were cordial for a bit after she left, I texted her daily I love you and I miss you. My friend told me to stop contacting her, this is gonna sound dumb to some people.... this is day five of not contacting her, I mean I'm mentally ill. We are not in contact, I'm going to respect her wishes, but it's been really freaking hard. I don't want to talk about her, I'm never going to come on here and say bad things about her.

"I went through a whole separate heartbreak in private, wahhhh!"

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Meanwhile Jade:

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5: How are the fur-babies adapting to the new place?

They're doing great, they seem happy and calm.

6: Do you think it's wise to be drinking all the time with all the medication you're on?

I'm actually not on any medication, at all. It's been months since I'm taken my anxiety, bi-polar medication. Taking a break with drinking now because I feel like I was turning to it.

7: Have you finished unpacking?

Yes, I unpacked within four days of moving.

8: Would you ever get back with one of your exes?

Yes, Faline if circumstances were different. (Which circumstances? Ones where you're actually a partner to her, where you can be independent, travel, and walk? That's obviously a tough ask.)

9: Have you found a new therapist?

I have not. After I finished the twelve sessions with my psychologist for WLS, I continued seeing him. Remember I told you guys how I needed to switch psychologists, someone that specializes in something else. Well, I only got to see that doctor once because I moved.

I was diagnosed with depression at nine, since then I've been diagnosed with OCD, PTSD, bi-polar... these were so much easier to accept. On my 19th session I was diagnosed by my psychologist with borderline personality disorder.

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It's hard for me to accept, but it's obvious that I have it. There isn't medicine for it-- you have to work, work work, work, work. It explains lidurally 90% of why I am the way I am, now it's just something else I have to work on. It isn't fair, but life isn't fair.

10: Give us the tea on the guy that ghosted you.

That rumor is not real.

11: Any changes you've noticed from your hysterectomy?

Yes, my hair. My hair texture has completely changed it's dry, curly, and thin. I notice I get hot/cold quicker.

12: Am I doing vlogmas this year?

I don't know, but last vlogmas was my favorite. Vlogmas always makes me happy, but Faline was large reason why I enjoyed it so much and now when I think of it, I think of her. I love vlogmas, but do I love it enough to be sad over it every day?

13: Explain your tik toks.

There's no hidden meaning, people call them thirst traps. I just enjoy dancing, lip syncing and I'm just feeling myself.

14: What's it been like reconnecting with your mom?

It's been so amazeeen, so much time lost to make up for. My whole life I didn't have her, we're both in a situation where we have each other and want to build a relationship. She doesn't 100% know how to be a mom, but she's doing a good job and I don't know how to be a daughter. We're having fun, we've talked about the past and she's apologized.

15: What's the best/worst part of living in OK?

I love it here, when I lived here when I was 18 for six months, I hated it. Worst part is being lonely, because of the move and being without the person you love. (Yeah ok, keep telling us how the break up with mutual though) Not looking forward to tornadoes/snow.

16: What areas of your life are in need of the most improvement?

Weight

17: Do you only leave the apartment on the weekends?

No, I leave whenever I have plans.

18: Are you going to upload on a schedule?

No, I'm going to fail.

19: How old were you when you graduated high school?

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Sometimes I get really annoyed with the new mental illnesses every month but I'd probably also have all of those too if I sat around all day reading the DSM5 and buzzfeed mental health quizzes for half a decade.
 
Big Cherry's genius masterplan to get Faleeeen back by pretending there was some other online gorl that she was in love with backfired spectacularly lmao

"Abusive" terrible ex arc incoming for the... third? Fourth time?
 
Finally got that official "You are an asshole" rx, huh FatAl?

I would like to hear her definition of "love". Come on Fatty, you can even deliver it in poem form if you must.
 
Chorton said:
It's hard for me to accept, but it's obvious that I have it. There isn't medicine for it-- you have to work, work work, work, work. It explains lidurally 90% of why I am the way I am, now it's just something else I have to work on. It isn't fair, but life isn't fair.
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Yes, work that you will never ever do. Can’t even go on Amazon and get a DBT book, can you? Just more of the poor widdle Amber act.

I wonder if she’s realized yet that this explains all her other stupid diagnoses. Nope, gotta collect ‘em all!
 
Chorton said:
I had a friend at the time that was experiencing the same things, and I asked her is this how it's always going to be? (Chantal? Who else is there?)
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Dana, Hannah and Rafe were (most still are) fridge size. It would depend on which ones were hanging around for cash favours at the time. Could be any of them.
 
Plot Summary with Commentary!! When we last left our Witless Wonder, Amb-- What is it, Mr Kim?! You know better than to interrupt my logs!!.... Wait... @Chorton already covered this, making us late and gay? Huh. Well, nevermind then. Easiest reeecap ever. Senior staff meeting - at the bar! LET'S GO!

Seriously though, Amber needs to cut the crap with the Bi-Polar, Depression, Anxiety, Panic Disorder, OCD, OCPD, PTSD, ASMR bullshit. The only letters that she was *diagnosed with* that matter now are BPD - oh, and OBCD, of course. 100% of her issues fall under one of those two conditions.

A few things I found funny:

Amber claims to need NO HELP living alone. Oh, ABSOLUTELY!... Except to hook up her TV... and to get her internet working... and to take out her boxes/trash... and to figure out what to do about her washing machine that sounds like a jack-hammer... and to go get groceries... and sleep overs to keep her company... and to cook her food so she doesn't get takeout... and to support her with her diets (that she won't do, anyway)...

4: Has Faline ghosted you?

Direct quotes from Amber:
  • I obviously could not control falling in love with someone else...
  • It really went to show how much she did love me...
  • I tried to fix it but I kept failing at fixing it. I made it to where she doesn't even want to be my friend...
  • I'm reliving the heartbreak just a million times over.
  • We were cordial for a bit after she left...
  • Almost daily I would text her "I love you; I miss you"...
  • My friend said to me "I think it's time you just respect her and stop contacting her" and it's been really hard...
  • I am on day five of not contacting her.

So, she has been spending the last 4 MONTHS CONSTANTLY HARASSING AND GUILTING JADE BACK INTO A RELATIONSHIP, while actively trying to replace Jade, hinting to her audience about Jade being abusive, AND slamming Jade on social media. And Amber thinks that this is totally cool to just casually mention. No... not psychotic at all. I wonder why no one wants to date her?... 🤔

Ooh!! I just felt a pang of sympathy for The Bexster (aaaaaaannnnnnd... it's gone).

[Oh, and stop saying that you thought you were going to marry Jade. You kept pushing it, and every time "Jade said Noooooo"!]

9: Have you found a new therapist?

I liked how she's tried to twist the diagnosis story to try and make it sound better. She only got to see the doctor once because she moved. EVERY SINGLE psychologist she gets:
1) Don't take insurance, and
2) Only do video appointments.
Moving would have no impact on her ability to see this new doctor. Well, with the exception of the first few days in the apartment when Amber was too retarded to figure out the internet situation type deal, and a service tech had to show up and teach her how to plug the router into the wall outlet.

The most likely scenario: Amber tried to be on her best behaviour for her 12 WLS psych appointments. After that was her quitting WLS, then crying about the breakup. By then there were enough red flags for Amber's mental landscape to resemble Flander's Field. The psychologist called it as he saw it. She likely demanded another psychologist - one who would "understand" her condition (kiss her ass). She had one (video) appointment with the new psychologist, didn't get told what she wanted to hear, then ghosted them.
 
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TardiX said:
So none of these questions were any of the ones she baited "tune in next time" with were they?
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It’s possible that the BPD diagnosis was what she hinted at “somethings going on but I’m not comfortable to talk about it now, maybe later.”

Everything else was just dross nobody really wanted or needed to know.
 
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