🪦 Deceased Chloe Sagal / John Paul Neumann - Self-Immolated to Protest The US Mental Health System. Currently Being Exploited by her "Allies".

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NobodySpecial said:
Rani has new messages for us.

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(chain https://archive.is/mO5m8)

*[MEDIA=twitter]599962882097291264[/MEDIA] Detransitioning? Not familiar with this term?
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Ya, I saw mention to that time. Apparently, Rani was sent to out to "fix" so they would not want to be identified as trans then. Sadly a lot of the "programs" designed to "get rid of the gay" are so horrifically awful that they do more damage then the original condition ever would. It is why those things are frowned up now. It is why there is legislation in the works to ban such programs. The medical community considers gay conversion therapy to be dangerous quackery that inflicts considerable harm to the patient.

Afterwards Rani actually dated a girl they met in that "program". The result of that as I understand it did a lot of harm as well.

https://archive.is/5Cncr

Rani - I was wrong and I apologize. It was very wrong of me to say those painful things.
 
AWB-81 said:
Ya, I saw mention to that time. Apparently, Rani was sent to out to "fix" so they would not want to be identified as trans then. Sadly a lot of the "programs" designed to "get rid of the gay" are so horrifically awful that they do more damage then the original condition ever would. It is why those things are frowned up now. It is why there is legislation in the works to ban such programs. The medical community considers gay conversion therapy to be dangerous quackery that inflicts considerable harm to the patient.

Afterwards Rani actually dated a girl they met in that "program". The result of that as I understand it did a lot of harm as well.

https://archive.is/5Cncr

Rani - I was wrong and I apologize. It was very wrong of me to say those painful things.
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You're being awfully hard on yourself when this goof literally said, "Like, what, did I break my own nose and lip too? How in the world would I do that?" when she's clearly said that she broke her nose in the past.

Edit: Don't have a metldown Rani but you're still a goof.
 
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Dynastia said:
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@AWB-81 u fckn heteromasculine straightbro

lol so, do you want to tell them you're a big ol' faggot or should I?
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"straightbro toxic heteromasculinity is a hell of a drug".
From someone who openly and shamelessly admitted to dropping PCP and driving.... Yeah, seems fair. Tell ya what, let's both do a ton of our respective poison and see who OD's first.
Yeah, I'd avoid the drug jokes, were I you. You come off as kind of a burnout, and comments like that are just too enticing.

NobodySpecial said:
Rani has new messages for us.

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Because it's a term she made up.
And Rani, if you're under the impression that bitching about how you fucked up your life is going to garner sympathy with us, you need to lurk more. Let me break it down for you:
The alcoholism and self-harm have nothing to do with "detransitioning". They are issues in your life because you're a basketcase with no impulse control and very poor judgement. You lack self-control and appear deeply unhappy in life, so you indulge in harmful coping mechanisms as an escape.
 
I had some pizza & watched my boy Markiplier so NOW
IT
IS
TIME
FOR

BOLDYSPICY! REVIEWS: HOMESICK (PART 3)

Okay, so I didn't watch all of Chloe's video, but apparently there's a crowbar under the dining room table. She also proceeds to go up
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this thing. I didn't realize it was supposed to be a staircase. Stairwell. Whatever.
Also apparently the killer hides in things. All those things I opened? The oven, the endtable, the china cabinet? All Jigsaw!Candyman's hidey-holes. Jury's still out on the medicine cabinet, though.

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okay I think it's under here

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whoa
wait
what
why is there
. . .what

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I have a ropeladder but where the fuck's the crowbar

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oh apparently I could open the kitchen cabinets okay then
BACKTRACKING WOO

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so I went up the stairs.

As soon as I tried to take a screencap, I encountered What's-His-Nuts. Unfortunately I panicked & hit the wrong button, so instead of running past him, I stood there like an exceptional individual & let myself be murderlized.

/le sigh

OKAY LET'S TRY THIS AGAIN

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I

WHAT

HOW

Come to think of it, in one of the comments on her video, Chloe said "the game is never the same twice."

. . .Chloe, you crafty bitch.

WELL AT LEAST NOW I CAN OPEN THE FUCKING
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wait why is it still stuck
did I not grab the
SON OF A BITCH I FORGOT TO ACTUALLY TOGGLE BACK TO "HAND" & GRAB THE FUCKING CROWBAR
by the way have I mentioned that toggling between looking & interacting is a GIANT PAIN IN THE ASS

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Apparently the ropeladder was "A sturdy rope ladder!" Not sure why the adjectives matter but okay

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wow not!Chloe seems just as surprised as I am that something actually fucking worked

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okay, so we got a basement with

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a big empty cabinet,

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a. . .jail cell?

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(which like everything else around here opens into a void of nothingness)

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a furnace/incinerator thing,

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a locked door,

& our friend The Candyman! This time I managed to run away from him, leave the room, move away from the door, & turn off my flashlight. Candyman scrapes his blades together menacingly, ominous music plays. . .& then I guess he gives up. Well alright then.

Anyway, I find myself in a room with a crate, two empty storage lockers, & a door!
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OH
COME
ON

Chloe
Chloe
why do you hate me
what did I ever do to you

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guess it's just you & me, buddy
I'mma call you
"Large Crate Larry"

UGHHHH WHAT DO I DO NOW
I DUN WANNA PLAY THIS GAME ANYMORE
IF I GO OUT OF THE ROOM I'LL PROBABLY GET STABBED IN THE TITS
IF I STAY IN THE ROOM I'LL PROBABLY GET STABBED IN THE TITS

Okay, whatever. I'll just go back out the way I came, &
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wait what
then how did I
did I drop down

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. . .Oh, fuck me.

NOPE

NOPE NOPE NOPE
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FUCK THIS I'M DONE
 
I take "Metal poisoning" to just be an analogue to the climax of Romeo and Juliet, but with a lot more skulls and guitar riffs.
 
ViolentGiant said:
I take "Metal poisoning" to just be an analogue to the climax of Romeo and Juliet, but with a lot more skulls and guitar riffs.
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Heavy metal poisoning ie ; lead, cadmium, arsenic etc. Heavy metal shrapnel will degrade inside your body and metabolise the extremely poisonous metal, which is incredibly dangerous and life-threatening.

Chloe was apparently unaware cars are made of steel and aluminium.
 
BOLDYSPICY! said:
I had some pizza & watched my boy Markiplier so NOW
IT
IS
TIME
FOR

BOLDYSPICY! REVIEWS: HOMESICK (PART 3)

Okay, so I didn't watch all of Chloe's video, but apparently there's a crowbar under the dining room table. She also proceeds to go up
View attachment 27495
this thing. I didn't realize it was supposed to be a staircase. Stairwell. Whatever.
Also apparently the killer hides in things. All those things I opened? The oven, the endtable, the china cabinet? All Jigsaw!Candyman's hidey-holes. Jury's still out on the medicine cabinet, though.

View attachment 27496
okay I think it's under here

View attachment 27497
whoa
wait
what
why is there
. . .what

View attachment 27498
I have a ropeladder but where the fuck's the crowbar

View attachment 27499
oh apparently I could open the kitchen cabinets okay then
BACKTRACKING WOO

View attachment 27500
so I went up the stairs.

As soon as I tried to take a screencap, I encountered What's-His-Nuts. Unfortunately I panicked & hit the wrong button, so instead of running past him, I stood there like an exceptional individual & let myself be murderlized.

/le sigh

OKAY LET'S TRY THIS AGAIN

View attachment 27501
I

WHAT

HOW

Come to think of it, in one of the comments on her video, Chloe said "the game is never the same twice."

. . .Chloe, you crafty bitch.

WELL AT LEAST NOW I CAN OPEN THE FUCKING
View attachment 27502
wait why is it still stuck
did I not grab the
SON OF A BITCH I FORGOT TO ACTUALLY TOGGLE BACK TO "HAND" & GRAB THE FUCKING CROWBAR
by the way have I mentioned that toggling between looking & interacting is a GIANT PAIN IN THE ASS

View attachment 27503
Apparently the ropeladder was "A sturdy rope ladder!" Not sure why the adjectives matter but okay

View attachment 27505
wow not!Chloe seems just as surprised as I am that something actually fucking worked

View attachment 27506

okay, so we got a basement with

View attachment 27507
a big empty cabinet,

View attachment 27508
a. . .jail cell?

View attachment 27509
(which like everything else around here opens into a void of nothingness)

View attachment 27510
a furnace/incinerator thing,

View attachment 27511
a locked door,

& our friend The Candyman! This time I managed to run away from him, leave the room, move away from the door, & turn off my flashlight. Candyman scrapes his blades together menacingly, ominous music plays. . .& then I guess he gives up. Well alright then.

Anyway, I find myself in a room with a crate, two empty storage lockers, & a door!
View attachment 27512
OH
COME
ON

Chloe
Chloe
why do you hate me
what did I ever do to you

View attachment 27513
guess it's just you & me, buddy
I'mma call you
"Large Crate Larry"

UGHHHH WHAT DO I DO NOW
I DUN WANNA PLAY THIS GAME ANYMORE
IF I GO OUT OF THE ROOM I'LL PROBABLY GET STABBED IN THE TITS
IF I STAY IN THE ROOM I'LL PROBABLY GET STABBED IN THE TITS

Okay, whatever. I'll just go back out the way I came, &
View attachment 27525
wait what
then how did I
did I drop down

View attachment 27526
. . .Oh, fuck me.

NOPE

NOPE NOPE NOPE
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FUCK THIS I'M DONE
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I'd have gone with Big Box Bob, but Large Crate Larry is good too.
 
BOLDYSPICY! said:
I had some pizza & watched my boy Markiplier so NOW
IT
IS
TIME
FOR

BOLDYSPICY! REVIEWS: HOMESICK (PART 3)

Okay, so I didn't watch all of Chloe's video, but apparently there's a crowbar under the dining room table. She also proceeds to go up
View attachment 27495
this thing. I didn't realize it was supposed to be a staircase. Stairwell. Whatever.
Also apparently the killer hides in things. All those things I opened? The oven, the endtable, the china cabinet? All Jigsaw!Candyman's hidey-holes. Jury's still out on the medicine cabinet, though.

View attachment 27496
okay I think it's under here

View attachment 27497
whoa
wait
what
why is there
. . .what

View attachment 27498
I have a ropeladder but where the fuck's the crowbar

View attachment 27499
oh apparently I could open the kitchen cabinets okay then
BACKTRACKING WOO

View attachment 27500
so I went up the stairs.

As soon as I tried to take a screencap, I encountered What's-His-Nuts. Unfortunately I panicked & hit the wrong button, so instead of running past him, I stood there like an exceptional individual & let myself be murderlized.

/le sigh

OKAY LET'S TRY THIS AGAIN

View attachment 27501
I

WHAT

HOW

Come to think of it, in one of the comments on her video, Chloe said "the game is never the same twice."

. . .Chloe, you crafty bitch.

WELL AT LEAST NOW I CAN OPEN THE FUCKING
View attachment 27502
wait why is it still stuck
did I not grab the
SON OF A BITCH I FORGOT TO ACTUALLY TOGGLE BACK TO "HAND" & GRAB THE FUCKING CROWBAR
by the way have I mentioned that toggling between looking & interacting is a GIANT PAIN IN THE ASS

View attachment 27503
Apparently the ropeladder was "A sturdy rope ladder!" Not sure why the adjectives matter but okay

View attachment 27505
wow not!Chloe seems just as surprised as I am that something actually fucking worked

View attachment 27506

okay, so we got a basement with

View attachment 27507
a big empty cabinet,

View attachment 27508
a. . .jail cell?

View attachment 27509
(which like everything else around here opens into a void of nothingness)

View attachment 27510
a furnace/incinerator thing,

View attachment 27511
a locked door,

& our friend The Candyman! This time I managed to run away from him, leave the room, move away from the door, & turn off my flashlight. Candyman scrapes his blades together menacingly, ominous music plays. . .& then I guess he gives up. Well alright then.

Anyway, I find myself in a room with a crate, two empty storage lockers, & a door!
View attachment 27512
OH
COME
ON

Chloe
Chloe
why do you hate me
what did I ever do to you

View attachment 27513
guess it's just you & me, buddy
I'mma call you
"Large Crate Larry"

UGHHHH WHAT DO I DO NOW
I DUN WANNA PLAY THIS GAME ANYMORE
IF I GO OUT OF THE ROOM I'LL PROBABLY GET STABBED IN THE TITS
IF I STAY IN THE ROOM I'LL PROBABLY GET STABBED IN THE TITS

Okay, whatever. I'll just go back out the way I came, &
View attachment 27525
wait what
then how did I
did I drop down

View attachment 27526
. . .Oh, fuck me.

NOPE

NOPE NOPE NOPE
View attachment 27527

FUCK THIS I'M DONE
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BOLDYSPICY NO!!

KIWI DOWN! KIWI DOWN!!

WE NEED A MEDIVAC AND 500CCS OF MOUNTAIN DEW, NOW!!

Also confirmed for teleporting and randomly moving around villain.
 
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So the money she was sticking up PDP, and Mark P for was for these vids I think.


She was making the Phil Fish argument of "If you make entertainment out of my game, I deserve the money." But what's weird is as you can see it was like years later. (Also "bro made" hahahaha.)

But that's what's so crazy that BoldySpicy kinda pointed out, minus the tropes, the over use of jump scares, and the first timer issues this was a playable, sellable game and if she just spent her time doing that instead of fucking with youtubers and threatening suicide she would actually have a working business/not need to be on the dole at all. Like all criticisms aside, we've seen what can sell in the modern games market and this is a good two notches above the worst of it with the promise of getting better. (Virus Jiggling Fever is also pretty playable.)

So like that's what grinds my gears about her complaints in some ways "I WANT TO BE A TRANNY GAME DEVELOPER!" "Bitch, you ARE, you just have to go to work instead of going to twitter, and code instead of scam/do the drama."

Like, in 2 years of hard work she'd have her debts paid, her dick tastefully reconfigured, hormones a plenty, and enough money to not have to sponge of Rani and others, but she'd rather beg than work.

There are a million people who want to be able to do what Chloe can do when she applies herself to something other than insanity, and even Chloe wants to do what Chloe can do, I just don't understand why she's not other than lazyness.

Also, Shower Thought: Chloe isn't the sprite, Chloe is the killer AND the sprite. Somebody awful "took her friend" (her behavior) and also threatens to destroy her if she doesn't manage to avoid/corral them (self destructive/destructive tenancies.) But this person cannot be killed becuase that would be her killing herself/own demons. Their bodies are wrapped up like candies in the way she compartmentalizes/dresses up previous bad behavior and scams and lost friends. She's alone in the house because only she can save herself from herself at this point after "the murderer" drove all her friends away. And the flashlight represents self awareness/the jumpscares the feelings of "Oh God is that me!?!" from her most lucid moments. The implied warning is that if Chloe doesn't learn to control "the murderer" and it gets her concience/rationality/control then anyone who goes into that house (who is in her circle) will be in (metaphorical, or Very Real Tesla Death Ray) danger.
 
I don't know how 'sellable' I'd call homesick. At first glance it looks like the retro-pixel pieces of halfhearted crap every untalented Rise-Of-The-Indies wannabe-gamedev is spewing out. I wouldn't consider paying even a dollar for it based on screenshots and synopsis, and even BoldySpicy's review doesn't fully do it justice. You have to actually sit down and play it to realise it's a tight little production with good atmosphere and a lot of heart. Releasing it for free (or pay-as-you-want) was probably a good idea, since it's the type of game that doesn't seem especially marketable but does demonstrate Chloe has legit gamedev skills.

The problem is that she's let her drama and tantrums overshadow that completely. She's not the indiedev known for homesick, she's the indiedev known for spazzing out on the internet.
 
Dynastia said:
I don't know how 'sellable' I'd call homesick. At first glance it looks like the retro-pixel pieces of halfhearted crap every untalented Rise-Of-The-Indies wannabe-gamedev is spewing out. I wouldn't consider paying even a dollar for it based on screenshots and synopsis, and even BoldySpicy's review doesn't fully do it justice. You have to actually sit down and play it to realise it's a tight little production with good atmosphere and a lot of heart. Releasing it for free (or pay-as-you-want) was probably a good idea, since it's the type of game that doesn't seem especially marketable but does demonstrate Chloe has legit gamedev skills.

The problem is that she's let her drama and tantrums overshadow that completely. She's not the indiedev known for homesick, she's the indiedev known for spazzing out on the internet.
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Agreed but like imagine some dude is going to be the best chef in the world... or even just one that runs a working restaurant. His first dishes would be like this; good but broken. So while I agree she can't sell what she has now, or can't for much, imagine if she'd just focused and put 10,000 hours into it. This theoretical Chloe who works hard and seems to have a basic grasp of game design would be designing products that she could sell (I mean she got PDP and Mark P and others to view even these games so she knows how to market.) It's possible that she wouldn't get any better than this, but not likely, and even with this I've seen worse shit sell.

But yeah, after at least 4 years straight of this she'll have to really buckle down and gamedev instead of cultivate new polyamorous relationships, dramaz, social justice crusades, or other assorted nonsense. It's not the dick that's holding her back, it's the dicking around.
 
Does anyone know what happened to those videos of Chloe yelling at Notch? It looks like they disappeared. JPN in 'Abbatoir Demonstration 1' has some really obvious speech patterns and I'm wondering if they can be compared to Chloe.
 
Papaya23 said:
Does anyone know what happened to those videos of Chloe yelling at Notch? It looks like they disappeared. JPN in 'Abbatoir Demonstration 1' has some really obvious speech patterns and I'm wondering if they can be compared to Chloe.
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Link me to what you mean and I'll see if I have backed up versions.
 
Papaya23 said:
Does anyone know what happened to those videos of Chloe yelling at Notch? It looks like they disappeared. JPN in 'Abbatoir Demonstration 1' has some really obvious speech patterns and I'm wondering if they can be compared to Chloe.
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Videos? Do you mean Devi Ever by any chance?
 
Yellow Yam Scam said:
Link me to what you mean and I'll see if I have backed up versions.
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Dynastia said:
Videos? Do you mean Devi Ever by any chance?
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I could have sworn there were videos near the beginning of the thread of Chloe yelling at Notch for money, but going back I don't see them. Lot of blank spaces where deleted stuff used to be but Quoting them shows that they're all tweets as far as I can tell. I'd really just be curious to see anything where Chloe is talking, but I guess all we have is a few grainy photos and some text.
 
Papaya23 said:
I could have sworn there were videos near the beginning of the thread of Chloe yelling at Notch for money, but going back I don't see them. Lot of blank spaces where deleted stuff used to be but Quoting them shows that they're all tweets as far as I can tell. I'd really just be curious to see anything where Chloe is talking, but I guess all we have is a few grainy photos and some text.
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Yeah, I remember those, they were definitely there. I think they tried to cut it all down, but it's gotta be mirrored somewhere.
 
Teeter said:
http://beckyjuro.podomatic.com/entry/2014-05-01T23_14_30-07_00

fast forward to about 54:34, no yelling but if you're looking for speech patterns, there are some.
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I'm assuming in 'Abbatoir Demonstration 1' that JPN is the lower foreground voice and not the higher background voice? If so, then that and the Chloe clip sound like they speak the same dialect but Chloe not as strongly. For example, JPN does "æ-tensing" a lot harder ("stayash" for stash); Chloe's [æ] is high as well (close to 'eh') but one flat vowel. The exception is after a pause, where Chloe does the full æ-tensing (one token of "and" and one of "ask"), as well as in the phrase "trans man". JPN and Chloe also front their /ɑ/'s to [a], for example Chloe says "talking" closer to "tacking."

So it's hard to say. They speak the same dialect. With so little data it's hard to say whether they invoke rules like æ-tensing in predictable environments. They seem to do so in different environments. If that's the case, then either 1) they're different Wisconsinites or 2) Chloe has tried to modify her speech in order to distance herself from this dialect (or sound like a pretty lady, idk) but it pops up when she lets her guard down. (And speaking as someone who's had to shift over to the standard dialect, that's not farfetched.)

btw, congrats to Penn Jillette for her transition
 
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