I'm extremely late and gay.
Coming back from break to learn that he's gone is heartbreaking. Whether he's dead, on involuntary medical hold, or just retired,
@Relinquish will be missed. I choose to hold onto hope that he's still out there somewhere. I had the pleasure of working on a team under Relinquish and lending him assistance for his OP Rewrite on Jason Thor Hall. I can confidently say that working on his team has been the most fun I've ever had on the internet. His work ethic and attention to detail was inspiring.
I think Relinquish put it best with this quote from July 11th, 2025
Relinquish said:
The OP so far is 119316 Characters long,
which puts it at the 2nd spot in the longest OPs ever made on Kiwi Farms, and we still have 4 sections to go.
To learn that he accomplished that much while suffering from unmedicated ADHD is nothing short of a Herculean undertaking. The constant stress he was under to push himself must have been agonizing. ADHD and depression are often hand-in-hand as the brain just doesn't create enough dopamine. It takes an incredible amount of willpower to do mundane tasks, yet alone what he managed accomplish. I feel awful that his short life has come to such a tragic end.
You have ADHD? But you made so many long and informative OPs, I thought you had a good work ethic
Yes, I do, and it's fucking terrible. I honestly wish I had a good work ethic tbh
. I made these OPs through sheer willpower and berating myself over promising people on the site to make them
Now let's actually get to the point. If you have it, how do you "fix it"?
Try, just try to improve your situation. This is important to mention since nowadays there are a lot of retards with ADHD who like to use it as an excuse for not doing their tasks
Had I known about this post before he died, I would have slapped the shit out him. I think it's self-evident now with everything that's happened, but this is bad advice. I not sure if medication was harder to obtain where he lived, but if you're suffering from a severe case of ADHD, no amount of willpower is ever going to magically fix you. Eventually your willpower will reach its end.
ADHD doesn't effect everyone the same way. Some suffer more from the effects than others. People who have ADHD are incredibly good at masking their symptoms, which leads to many people never getting diagnosed. It's a genetically inheritable brain disorder. If you think you might have it then get an appointment with a neruologist.
Often in my experience those who proudly exclaim they have ADHD don't have it, and consequently those who think its fake and gay actually have ADHD. Does caffiene not have an affect on you? Can you fall asleep after chugging energy drinks? Have you ever taken cocaine or amphetimines and felt relaxed and calm? Congrats, you likely have ADHD, now go see a neurologist.
Everyone will have their moment of hitting rock-bottom, and it feels like there's no point in going further, but I promise you it gets better.
I'll miss you,
@Relinquish, and so will the Kiwi Farms.
