📚 Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

[Eva Braun]

I'm going to regret asking this but does that mean this guy is claiming his raw wound naturally lubricates? Is it like what you get when you yank a scab off and he's literally fucking himself with plasma gunk as lube??

I was also wondering what the mystery "lube" is. It could very well be wound fluid and having sex with a wet wound is a speedrun to seriously infections or STDs. God bless.

 

[Magic Pickle]

When are we gonna get a vomit sticker?

If we get vomit stickers, then I'll never see my beloved puzzle pieces and trash cans in my received reactions anymore - and those, to me, are more precious than gold or jewels.

Thread tax.
It's always fun when we see a new name among the roster of genital ruinators, so please allow this tranny to give us a peek into the portfolio of a one Dr. Houtmeyers, who definitely isn't getting into the dickripping game purely to follow where the money goes. And to be fair to OP, he's right: I also haven't really seen a result that looks quite like... this.
Fun-Resident-1045 (Dr. Houtmeyers; vaginoplasty)
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Clitoris looks weird ​

10 days post-op. The clitoris area looks really weird. I have not seen any result here that had it looking similar to this.

I know it is still early on, but you can most often sort of project how the healing will go, right?

Spoiler: Don't think it's just your "clitoris area" that looks wrong, bud.

Bamboo torture: a troon shows us the wooden rod he uses to dilate with, and in all honesty, despite the barbaric nature of human history, I think even many torturers of the past might find his current set-up to be a particularly twisted fate.
saiyounara (Dr. Ngo Hai Son; vaginoplasty)
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An update on month 2​

Have no ideal if i need a revision or can change something, does result look okay?!

Piv by dr ngo hai son

12cmdeep, 3,5cm dilator

Spoiler: Agent ew-range.

A dickless man seems satisfied that Dr. Jun was able to use his microscopic man-meat to give him a plush little pussycat, though anyone with experience with plump punani will be able to recognize that what you're about to see is giving less cunt and more Chernobyl.
NewPussyDocumentDoll (Dr. Min Jun; vaginoplasty)
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72 Day Post Op - Min Jun​

I asked my doctor to take a pic for me after getting some internal granulation treated with silver nitrate. So far healing has been pretty uneventful and dilations mostly easy. I’ve been at 1 green 3 orange most days but I had an awful cough last week and didn’t dilate as much so I’m taking it slow this week. Depth has stayed right at the 5th dot. I still think there’s a lot of swelling but I feel a lot better about aesthetics than I did in my first post. I didn’t have a lot of starting material, and I asked for fat labia over length of he had a choice. So while I wish the labia went all the way around the vagina, I’d much rather have them be nice and thick like they are.

Spoiler: Uh, which hole is the, er, "vagina"?

Gullible_Junket8394 comes back to show us how her donglet is doing after enduring the indignity of a Johanson urethroplasty (the technique in which rotdogs split open like true and honest hot dogs), and to her credit, it looks vastly less monstrous than it did before. Instead, it now looks like a goofy little novelty toy you might encounter at Spencer's made by the well-weathered hands of a prepubescent factory worker from China.
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One week post glansplasty ​

Spoiler: Just one firm yank and you can just hear the "rrRRRIP!"

The last couple of times we saw Cautious-Courage-953, she was pretty mad that homosexual men do not find themselves enamored by the Beyond Meat she tries to pass off as authentic sausage yet, mysteriously, provided no pictures. Now we can finally see exactly what she's working with so we, too, can admonish these dirty Men of the Monkeypox for daring to have unchangeable and immutable sexual orientations.
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Pro Tip ​

it's pretty late, but here are my glansplasty results from Dr. Israel at UW Health in Madison.

yes the ridge has flattened, as it happens in most glansplasties, but i'm really happy with the results either way.

i also get implant surgery on March 9th! i'm so hyped to finally have this all done ))) anyway just wanted to update yall. take care.

Spoiler: The last picture is quite something.

A TiF shares a dreadful account of her life nearly half a year after having her breasts amputated, reporting unexpected complications such as constant chest tightness and feelings of general disfigurement. As is customary, she anoints her post with the blessed phrase of "no regrets," but goes right back around to saying that she still feels dysphoric and that this result makes her feel less like a man. But hey, obviously the only other options were to lay down on the train tracks or drink a gallon of bleach, so this is clearly the best outcome.
curiousman05 (bilateral cosmetic mastectomy with double incision)
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anyone? pls help idk what to do i have no one to talk to and no one gets it. #ftm #topsurgery ​

so i got top surgery in my just about adult years and im only 5 months post op, and honestly im quite stressed. not having feeling in my chest is one of the big things and its an overwhelming feeling?! almost like im claustrophobic if that makes sense. not only that but my chest scars are SO tight and uncomfortable, i can move around but is it easy and comfortable? not at ALL, when does this get better and how do i fix this? i massage my chest and do stretches each day for a whileeeee and it doesn’t seem to have done anything but maybe it’s a huge process? when i lift my arms too high or bend, my right nipple pulls very bad and it’s overstimulating, and tbh painful?! and it’s only the one nipple. but also kind of that whole right side, the top of the scar near my armpit.. as i put a picture of is very clearly PULLING so much when i move, nipple looks hideous when i stretch it out look at the difference what’s going on?? is that normal pls tell me it goes away. not only that but the textures of both nipples are completely different, different scar tissue, shape, size, feel and puffiness. the left side is flat and completely “down” looking, but the right is raised and looks like a damn match on nipple?! yeah idk.. the right looks odd to me and its because it’s so much scar tissue, does this go away or get better? not only that but does the nipples gain ability to get hard again when cold? really impacting my mental health. don’t regret the surgery at all. saved my LIFE. but in the end i am still overwhelmed. can anyone help or give tips?! wanted keyhole but wasnt exactly gonna risk having extra skin around and being dysphoric so i went with scars but even with all this and being insecure myself, but im dysphoric either way, how do you guys get the confidence to love your scars? it makes me feel so less a man and ugly, i feel like they did me dirty and butched because it’s thick and uneven and wonky idk.. very sad when i look at myself. please looking for answers.

Spoiler: Scars so ropey, you could use them on sailing ships.

The rest of this post shall be text posts, and I have quite a lot of them, so take an intermission if you haven't yet to grab a snack and take a trip to the loo - and when you're relieving yourself, remember: do not take for granted the ease with which you can do so.

Okay, everybody ready? Let's go!
Dick-birthing diva of deception tiny-crawfish asks for advice on how to muddy the waters around the truth of her mutilated arm, hoping that no one will wise up to the fact that her scar implies that down below the waterline of her trouser-line lurks something even thalassophobe H.P. Lovecraft wouldn't dream of.
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Advice on arm story (RFF) and being stealth​

So I live in a very red state and live stealth. I know for a fact customers and my coworkers will ask about my arm when I go back to work next week (I will have a arm sleeve over it) but it’ll still prompt them to ask why I’m wearing it every day. Plus, eventually they’ll see the scar. I live in a small town so it’s not always ideal to just say “don’t want to talk about it”. People will start talking and will start prying and I’d rather have something short and sweet I can say to somewhat just brush it off. All my coworkers and customers know I was out for 12 weeks for a surgery, no one knows what surgery.
I think I finally came up with what I could say about my arm. I thought about saying that I ended up having a blood clot in my arm and it caused necrosis and had to get a skin graft. I feel like that would prompt them to not really pry after that.
Does anyone know from a medical standpoint if that sounds reasonable?
It sounded more reasonable than a shark bite since they know I left for weeks for a surgery

Winter_Hovercraft163 seems under the impression that she might be able to trick those she meets for casual sex into believing that she is a natal male. Readers, as a reminder, Winter's genitals look like this, so let's put it to a vote: do you think she can get away with not disclosing?
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Struggling with sexual relationships/hookups and disclosure​

Hey guys. Just wanted to gather people’s perspective of disclosure post phallo.
Pre-transition, I always disclosed trans status prior to hookups. Post transition - I’m honestly not sure if that’s something I should do (when it comes to hookups specifically. Dating is a different story).
One of my biggest fears tbh is being assaulted or beaten up due to being trans. I worry that disclosing during a hookup would only increase that risk. I’ve heard stories of people who disclosed, were told it was fine, and then were beaten up or assaulted afterwards.
Because of this, I’ve been turning down hookups and avoiding any sexual relationships. But, I don’t want to always be limited by these fears or my transness. I’m starting to consider just not disclosing when it comes to spontaneous hookups.
Any thoughts or perspective on this?

One important element to consider before any surgery is not simply the immediate complications after, but also the potential for complications down the road - as this li'l dood demonstrates, showing that even years after her mutilation, issues can arise that leave her desperate for answers but coming back empty-handed from specialists.
lentilsoup33 (metoidioplasty)
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Having bladder issues suddenly 4 years out from meta?​

Over the summer I suddenly started getting UTI symptoms, burning while peeing, frequent peeing, pain in groin etc, did antibitiotoics although the lab tests said I was negative for UTIs. Symptoms have continued so urologist had me do pee test said they don't think I have a stricture and are saying overreactive bladder is most likely the deal. It is definitely triggered and flared by coffee and acidic drinks/foods, but even when not eating trigger foods get frequent peeing sometimes. I am on flomax. I am really worried because I am pursuing NON UL phallo and they will have to put a catheter in and i'm scared this could create problems.
Has anyone had these issues suddenly appear years later? It's just strange cuz I healed well and haven't had any issues up until now. I am also taking D-Mannose and cranberry supplements.

A man learns the brutal lesson that no matter how many times he gets the bones in his face rearranged that there will never exist a magic potion to cure his maleness; instead, he is repeatedly clocked by strangers when out and about as a female impersonator despite cramming thousands of dollars into the pockets of surgeons to convince people otherwise.
jumpy8029 (facial feminization surgery)
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Feeling hopeless years after FFS​

I feel defeated by my surgical journey. I’m someone who passed to an extremely high degree without surgical intervention. After my FFS almost two years ago I didn’t get visually misgendered for a long time. In the past six months, however, I have been getting rampant abuse from strangers. I get called a man, disgusting, told to be ‘run over,’ the list goes on. It’s hard because I don’t know what’s changed or what clocks me visually. I’ve had multiple consults with surgeons who say I do not need further surgery and that my face is clearly female, yet my day-to-day reality tells a different story. I’ve lost a lot of weight as a result of this distress and I’m sure that doesn’t help either. I thought maybe it was because of how underweight I am, but recently I’ve been going out fully covered by baggy masculine clothes and a hat, yet even then people will still be saying ‘is that a man?’ when all they can see is a sliver of my face
I just don’t know what to do anymore. I have no money left after my surgeries so I’d have to resort to drastic measures to get an FFS revision ASAP. I just feel like I’ve taken a huge backwards step in my transition and feel really hopeless
EDIT2: I’m seeing all the downvotes and I want to be clear this post is not meant to be a ‘woe is me’ situation. I understand I am very fortunate to be able to afford surgeries to make myself more feminine. My issue is that despite looking quite feminine and being totally passing in some scenarios, strangers in my day to day life will constantly call me slurs, and it’s difficult when I feel like I’ve changed everything I can and have now taken a huge backwards step in my transition.
EDIT: I am aware passing encompasses a lot of things but I know my voice completely passes and I’ve always been told (since childhood) that my mannerisms are very feminine. I also have a very small frame and actually pass more when in a bikini/bodycon dress. I work as a receptionist and am stealth at work since I always pass in extended interactions hence why I’m feeling very confused

I first posted PretendAd745 back in November of 2024, where he showed us the goods fresh out of the operating theater. Now nearly a year and several months later, he admits that he has made a terrible mistake and goes against the doctrine of the cult to admit explicitly that he never should've done this to himself. It takes a lot of balls to admit when you're wrong, so kudos to this eunuch for proving that big balls are not an anatomical feature, but an energy which we all can embody, with or without testicles.
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Regret​

I received bottom surgery in Oct 2024. It’s been a roller coaster this entire time and I keep coming to the conclusion that hate that I got bottom surgery and hate that I ever thought I needed it to feel complete. Instead it’s done the complete opposite and I hate looking in the mirror more than I ever did before. I have to huge scars on my hips from skin grafts that are soo dark and to top it off I can’t even use it to have sex. Literally everything is too big but I can use my biggest dilator so wtf. Not to mention it’s only like 3 1/2 - 4 inches and Ik ik cis women have about the same but the difference is mine is not nearly as elastic. Never thought I’d say but I miss my dick and how easy it was to use and tbh I felt sexier with it. I really hope reincarnation is real because I’ve fucked this life and body to smithereens oh wait I CANT FUCK! Oh did I mention that every sexual partner I’ve been intimate with has been “too scared” to even explore hand stuff, mouth, and even toys because they think it’s gonna break but jokes on them it’s already broken. I’m rambling at this point but I think you understand how much I REGRET BOTTOM SURGERY!!!!!

After getting his dick chopped off and stuck up inside of himself, a surgical mishap leads a tranny into being forced to wear an ostomy bag temporarily to let the wound in his rectum heal; when he's finally cleared to start ramming a rod up into the passage that once was a peen, he busts through the wound and winds up back in the ostomy bag. His doctors have now concluded that his anatomy "doesn't seem able to support both a vagina and a rectum" which leads this Sophie to make a choice to have a non-fuckable psuedopussy, but this decision leaves him dysphoric and devastated and - unbelievably - on the verge of suicide.
Littlemiss_miss (Dr. Joshua Roth; penile-inversion vaginoplasty (PIV))
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fighting depression after surgery complications​

TW: Surgery gone wrong, some grossness, depression, dysphoria
I (28 MtF) got bottom surgery (penile inversion vaginoplasty) on 9/5/24.
Aesthetically, things look pretty good down there and it almost completely fixed my dysphoria. But, they cut into part of my rectum by mistake during the process and I had to get an ileostomy for several months to let it heal. They told me to keep dilating and I did.
Well after about 3 months they checked to see if I was ready to have the ostomy reversed and it looked like I was. Shortly after that-- I suddenly started being able to dilate significantly deeper and there was a lot of gross stuff on the end of the dilator. I contacted my doctor's office and they asked if I had a lot of pain when that happened and I didn't-- i didn't have much internal sensation of any kind-- so they thought it probably wasn't anything to worry about. They said sometimes dead skin etc can be sloughed off and greater depth can happen during the healing process and stuff like that, but to watch out for pain.
Anyway, turns out I had dilated through the repair job on my rectum. I found this out in the worst way when I had the ostomy reversed and started shitting out of my vagina. Also like really bad internal pain. They rushed to redo the ostomy but it was the most brutal physically traumatic experience of my life for that 48ish hours.
So after that they told me to stop dilating so I could heal. Later, when we revisited the issue they recommended I opt for a shallow/zero depth vagina because my body "just doesn't seem able to support both a vagina and a rectum." They said they could keep trying to create a vaginal canal but I might be stuck with the ostomy for the rest of my life. I said no thanks, I'll take the zero depth.
Anyway, last October, after over a year of dealing with shit coming from my tummy, I finally got the ostomy taken down and my body functions are back to normal. And I have a nice looking vulva with no real depth.
I thought that would be good enough for me. I never had that strong a sex drive and suspected I might even be on the ace spectrum, and I really wanted to be done with surgery.
But living this way for a few months... it's hard. I don't feel like a person. I have been looking forward to and preparing for this basically my entire adolescent and adult life. I wanted to be able to have sex without extensive conversations on how to do that comfortably. I don't even really enjoy anal. I haven't had an orgasm since the original surgery. I kept telling myself that once I got the ostomy fixed it would be better, easier. That I wouldn't feel so grossed out by my body. But I don't even have much sensation, just some on my clit but masturbating just isn't that fun. Sex was always something that was difficult but important to me, and now it's less difficult but also less enjoyable. I don't even know what good sex would look like for me anymore. Every failed attempt and I just start to cry.
I'm definitely falling back into depression and feeling like my life is worthless. I was a suicidal teenager and I got out of that by looking forward to a future where I would be able to live the way I wanted, in a body that felt good. I wanted to do my best to make my life into something that felt good enough, close enough to the way things would have been if I had been born a cis woman. What can I do now that I know I'll never have that?
Sorry for the depression dump but if anyone has been through anything similar and wants to share any advice or anything I'd be thankful for it.
I'm starting therapy again this week. Trying not to totally give up.

An idiot who apparently isn't aware of the Butcher of Admore's reputation seems to believe he is the canary in the coalmine to her medical misbehavior, warning others not to go under her knife even though going to Dr. Rumer should grant you the surgical equivalent of a Darwin Award at this point. Luckily for him, it sounds like he never wound up on the wrong end of her scalpel, but he's clearly not a very bright fellow because he's now planning to go to questionable Mexican surgeons to have his face smashed into a feminine fascimile instead.
CanaryFluffy4521
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Avoid “Dr.” Kathy Rumer — at all costs. BEWARE OF THIS PRACTICE. “Rumer Cosmetic Surgery”… My advice & experience:​

I’m considering filing suit against her just for the fact that now I may have to pay out of pocket for surgeries. She told me FFS is not covered by insurance & that my consult would be moot, about 20 min before the consult. I told her that’s not true & provided proof, literature & my necessity letters. She then said during the consult “just so you know a lip lift won’t be covered even if it’s for FFS so I’m not even submitting for that, that will be out of pocket” — more misinformation. I’m actually a trans advocate in general that posts regularly & I feel I’m at least semi known in the community that just had another botched surgery at Jefferson Health too (posted some videos about it that I’m sure you can find easily) but this treatment was on another level. Kathy then said she would need a “direct point of contact” from my insurance — she said she would not call the pre authorization line herself nor would she call the provider support line, which is what my insurance gave to her after I had a 20 min phone call with them about whether or not direct points of contacts even exist, & IF they did, I am assuming she was only asking so that she could advocate against this treatment being covered or necessary? Because even for my Jefferson Health breast augmentation that they charged my insurance 40k for (yes 40k) undersized implants (300 cc — doctor only saw me maybe 15 min total prior so can’t really blame her for not knowing what I wanted & she didn’t ask for photos OR what cup size outcome I wanted & I was too nervous about insurance approval to have brought up photos. The ONLY thing used to describe what I wanted? “Natural, 250cc.” She DID go with 300cc because she obviously realized it did nothing at 250cc & I didn’t know what was best for me - I was hoping she’d help with that. Her name was Dr. Heather MacMahon but the procedure went fine & I lived so I’m not going to say she’s terrible, she just didn’t do her job as properly as a plastics doctor should which is common with big hospitals I guess, sadly. I didn’t realize at the time that that 250cc or even 300cc would do NOTHING for a girl my size. It basically looks exactly the same as before - gynecomastia-like, even 1.5 month post op. I can’t look at myself in the mirror. Decided, I need to get FFS too before insurance ends & as a pick me up (because I realize I can’t afford a 40k revision & I’m just tired, my face is my biggest dysphoria issue). Kathy said she’d get me in before my insurance ended. I wish I could post emails or photo proof but I somehow can’t. I told her I spoke with my insurance & their closest “point of contact” for providers is on the back of my card & that they do not give out individual, prolonged customer service reps per insurerer. She replied with a one sentence email: “can’t do your surgery then, sorry!”. She did not reply again until I asked if she would consider me paying out of pocket which she then said she would quote me but implied I’d never be able to pay it 3 weeks in full before the time we had discussed. My insurance ends March 30th, I will get a new insurance but that means needing new pre authorization & also a lack of history or prior proof since I’ve had this insurance for quite some time now. My pre auth at Jefferson only took 4 days to my surprise & I was in & done within 1.5 months after that. It just sucks their surgeons lack empathy or proper knowledge & also that they won’t help me get FFS before my insurance ends, even though I was already rescheduled 3x (was hoping they’d say yes, we will reschedule a patient that has insurance coverage for longer, since that is what I’d want for other trans girls if I had insurance not ending). But they refused, still wanted to complete & charge for the CT scan though? I know this post was about Kathy Rumer though - so back to that. Kathy refused to submit pre-authorization for an insured, good candidate with all paperwork finished. That is *malpractice*. I already reported her to the commonwealth of PA. I know she had a practice move too… can’t imagine why anyway, she won’t help you, she will overcharge you & tell you that you need everything done, even if you don’t. Some places like Temple I think? Even require you have bottom surgery first if you do it thru insurance. Which is like…. But why? So that if they die during the riskiest trans procedure they don’t have to pay for the further ones? So that scared me. Could be wrong about if that was Temple though. I do know it was a major medical institution in PA at the very least. Anyway… please read Kathy Rumer’s reviews. When I reported her, it said her license number didn’t even come up (….what?). So is she practicing without a license? Because her phone system is also just a friend of hers who only answers maybe once per 20 calls. One time she actually even answered & then just hung up after I said hello, & another time said “can’t help ya” & hung up. Before I even spoke. Yes. The OFFICIAL number for her. Yes. Tracy Chidester is the persons name who helps her with the phones & never answers, & also who is registered to the official phone number of the practice - not Dr. Rumer or her office or surgery location. I have no idea why she passed up an insured patient meaning she could overcharge & overdo me & I was still ok with it, since it was insured. She was just SO, SO angry that she had been proven wrong that **FFS IS INSURED** especially through my specific insurerer who’s known for it. Oh, & when I first rebutted her, telling her another surgeon just was about to pre auth the surgery, she said “so go to them”. I was silent, & then burst into tears, explaining my insurance situation & how they couldn’t help. I said even if she won’t take my insurance I’d do payment plans. Her payment plans are just affirm & credit care thought & therefore you are very unlikely to get approved or have enough unless you need under 5-10k for a small or for 1 surgery. She then agreed to see me at our scheduled consult (in 15 min at this point) after hearing that I was open to getting loans or doing payment plans. She’s just a butcher without a license, & I’m hoping that a lawyer can help me & the countless others harmed by her. Just getting the info out there.

Proving that we live in a fucking simulation, a troon gives us a laundry list of all the ways that a provider working for Keck Medicine of USC has failed to give him a comfortable and satisfying experience as a patient. I swear to God, if I ever encounter a Dr. Sneed that winds up performing some form of gender surgery, you'll all have to commit me to the funny house because I'll have lost every marble in my bag by then.
Beginning_Humor_3907 (Dr. Roberto Travieso; facial feminization surgery (FFS))
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Stay the fuck away from Keck USC and Dr Roberto Travieso for FFS like your lives depend on it​

SWIM can't say much rn but wants to warn you all before this happens to anyone else:
Inadequate informed consent
Consent obtained under sedation or impaired capacity
Refusal to provide preoperative surgical plan
Refusal to provide cutting guides or VSP review pre and post op
Lack of documented surgical planning transparency
Deviation from agreed surgical plan
Over-aggressive bone reduction without consent
Permanent functional facial injury
Permanent nerve injury
Facial asymmetry with functional impairment
Loss of bite force and neuromuscular dysfunction
Sensory deficits postoperatively
Failure to meet standard of care for craniofacial surgery
Failure to appropriately evaluate postoperative complications
Abandonment during staged surgical care
Broken continuity of care
Inadequate postoperative follow-up
Dismissal of patient-reported complications
Failure to refer promptly for neurological evaluation
Insurance misbilling
Improper primary insurance billing practices
Insurance abuse affecting access to secondary insurance coverage
Failure to submit correct diagnosis for coverage (gender dysphoria)
Resulting denial cascade affecting medically necessary care
Administrative obstruction of corrective care
Program understaffing at time of surgery
Lack of basic infrastructure for surgical planning review
Failure to provide postoperative documentation upon request
Excess loose facial and cervical skin postoperatively
Failure to manage soft tissue envelope after bony reduction
Suboptimal aesthetic outcome inconsistent with standards of facial feminization surgery
Failure to deliver agreed-upon postoperative appearance
Creation of unnatural or distorted facial contours
Poor aesthetic balance
Inadequate planning for soft tissue redraping
Functional–aesthetic mismatch exacerbating dysphoria
Failure to address patient concerns regarding appearance
Failure to acknowledge deviation from aesthetic goals
Illegal use of Advance Beneficiary Notices of potential nonpayment
Improper conditioning of medically necessary care on prepayment in case where state and federal law prohibits thus
False representation that the entire procedure was fully approved and covered prior to initiation
Failure to secure full authorization before beginning a staged surgical procedure
Initiation of staged surgery without confirmed coverage for all stages
Illegal conditioning of completion of surgery on upfront payment in a case where prohibited by state and federal law
Misrepresentation of patient financial liability
Insurance coercion during an active course of care
Denial of care based on insurance status where prohibited by state law
Asymmetrical application of billing and authorization rules
Discriminatory treatment of a protected class seeking medically necessary care
Potential civil rights violations arising from blanket denial practices
Institutional exposure due to noncompliance with state and federal insurance law
Failure to provide legally required patient financial protections
Failure to inform patient of appeal rights prior to abandonment of care

Finally, Then-Economist-6388, the FTM who weighed her surgically crafted sword upon a kitchen scale and measured it like a fish, lets us know that she has gotten herself an erectile device; but in a twist, her autism makes it difficult to cope with the alien sensation of its constant presence and has had to switch from getting an inflatable to getting a rod. Now hopped up on drugs, she seems optimistic, but we'll see how she feels once the funny pills run out...
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Autistic and Phallo-ED​

I am AuAdhd. I am incredibly body conscious.
The inflatable was rough. I could feel the reservoir all the time. I could feel the tubes connecting everything all the time.
I just had surgery to get the rod and am still on a lot of drugs. So no comparison yet. But I’m thrilled about it.
Just one thing to consider.

 

[Eva Braun]

There’s a high chance some of the individuals in this thread who mentioned regret and complications have committed suicide by now. Rest in Peace to the victims of madness.

 

[Kiislova]

There’s a high chance some of the individuals in this thread who mentioned regret and complications have committed suicide by now. Rest in Peace to the victims of madness.

I would be an interesting effort to check on how many dd an hero and how long did they take to do it.
I was recently wondering what happened to RejectHisDesign... latest news he was considering 41%

But really, how sad to have a person called "RejectHisDesign" and is now considering suicide?

doubling down mostly

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medical leeches would spread diseases if they were re-used so they get to eat once and then are incinerated

Edit: He's alive and still coping

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Feb 13, 2026

I was checking out on our dear Fistulissa / RejectHisDesign and he's still alive! But checking the timeline I found out something that made me laugh.

A nice moving of goalposts regarding "what is a woman"
Now "identify as" is a slur.



Edit: Holly sheeeit the thread is a goldmine! Even furfags and other degenerates are pushing back on this retarded take.

https://x.com/rejectHisDesign/status/2008959254548631776#m

Edit edit:
A random trannycock loving Dev appears with a somewhat mildly "controversial" opinion.

• Kiislova

Reactions: x 3 x 8 x 7 x 4

 

[Outer Space Traveller]

I would be an interesting effort to check on how many dd an hero and how long did they take to do it.
I was recently wondering what happened to RejectHisDesign... latest news he was considering 41%



Edit: He's alive and still coping

📚 Megathread Post in thread 'Tranny Sideshows on Social Media'

Feb 13, 2026

I was checking out on our dear Fistulissa / RejectHisDesign and he's still alive! But checking the timeline I found out something that made me laugh.

A nice moving of goalposts regarding "what is a woman"
Now "identify as" is a slur.



Edit: Holly sheeeit the thread is a goldmine! Even furfags and other degenerates are pushing back on this retarded take.

https://x.com/rejectHisDesign/status/2008959254548631776#m

Edit edit:
A random trannycock loving Dev appears with a somewhat mildly "controversial" opinion.

• Kiislova

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Thanks for the update. Looks like the fuckwit is clinging to life like the disease he is, even whilst "rejecting" things.

 

[JohnnyG]

Edit: He's alive and still coping

I know the "identifies as is a slur" post is from one troon, but I wonder if this is like a euphemism treadmill, where they keep inventing new types of insanity to keep their worldview intact. Note one of the replies: "there's nothing that makes a woman, so if you identify as one, you are one".

Spoiler: Non-surgery-related "gender" theory musings

Trans 1.0 said sex & gender were real concepts, they just sometimes got swapped. So troons are "born this way" and there's no choice, molesteration, or grooming to discuss. Trans 2.0 said sex & gender are meaningless and ever-fluid, and anyone can "identify" for any reason or duration.

Obviously the latter was meant to increase the Coalition of the Frings by relaxing definitions, but it also implies you shouldn't sterilize & castrate kids since they might change identities in 5 minutes. And if man/woman/male/female are meaningless, the muh'pression narrative falls apart, and anyone can "identify" as a troon on college/job apps.

So maybe "identifies as is a slur" is a recognition that 2.0 made everything meaningless, and an attempt to re-sanctify their identity/fetish/whatever.

 

[Sloppa]

There’s a high chance some of the individuals in this thread who mentioned regret and complications have committed suicide by now. Rest in Peace to the victims of madness.

It's a certainty, I can't really express to normal healthy people, what a heartache recovering from major surgery is like, why doctors will do almost anything to avoid putting their patients under the knife, how it just sucks your energy out of you, all of your horizons shrink to a tiny grey bar of "just survive", you barely appreciate your family and friends, you growl and say nasty things to kind people only trying to help you, how the fog of pain management drugs stops becoming a blissful respite and start becoming an inescapable tide removing your agency and sense of self.

I had the stardew valley of major surgeries too, just some dumb kid who fell while tipsy and a piece of rusty metalwork went through the meat of my abdomen, nothing important damaged, no major blood vessels, just a 45 minute surgery, followed by 12 days in recovery from an infection from the dirty piece of metal. I was very fit at the time, I was a student nurse who had my friends spoil me rotten, sit with me for hours a day, and my mom & dad basically lived in the hospital room with me. I knew I was going to make a full recovery once the fever broke, I had people I loved baby me every time I opened my eyes, I understood what was medically happening to me, the drugs they were giving me etc. But even so. . . I remember one bad night, where I couldn't pass urine, the exhausting pain, and constant effort to remain awake, I said in my head "Mother Mary please hear me, please make this stop and send me to Heaven", it's terrifying remembering this now. But I was so ground down, the pain of existing weighed more than the love and obligation I felt for everyone in my life.

I might be giving TIMS and TIFs too much credit, but I cannot imagine the willpower required to not only elect for this surgery, but to endure years of post operative therapy, quite frankly it's remarkable most of them last as long as they do, and it explains their bizarre pseudo-religious culture of self-affirmation.

 

[Aunt Carol]

I cannot imagine the willpower required to not only elect for this surgery

I agree, and endorse everything you posted, but a good amount of the horror is that they don't know what they're opting into.

The troon echo chambers talk about affirmation and joy; even the complications are couched in "but still worth it"-speak. Young people who don't know how the world works, who don't understand that their body is them, are being sold the Meat Lego bill of goods and wake up to suffering they were groomed not to understand.

...So it must just be them, and they should be careful how they speak of their experience lest they reveal their faith is incomplete.

 

[Sloppa]

their faith is incomplete

To be a voice in the wind, to ears that are too young and eager to even listen.

 

[healing rain]

A man learns the brutal lesson that no matter how many times he gets the bones in his face rearranged that there will never exist a magic potion to cure his maleness; instead, he is repeatedly clocked by strangers when out and about as a female impersonator despite cramming thousands of dollars into the pockets of surgeons to convince people otherwise.

Here’s pics of him before and after:

His FFS included type 3 forehead reconstruction, a rhinoplasty, and a sliding genioplasty. I wouldn’t say he passed “extremely well” before, as he seems to have some weird proportions, but to his credit, he wasn’t an ogrehon freak. I think the surgeries only emphasized his massive pinhead, and I’m sure his body is clocking him in ways he’ll never realize. Also seems to have some tranorexia going on too. Sucks to suck, broke tranny!

 

[Magic Pickle]

But I was so ground down, the pain of existing weighed more than the love and obligation I felt for everyone in my life.

I'm glad to hear your recovery went well and that it wasn't too serious. My heart goes out to you and the difficulty you endured.

Spoiler: Why do I get so soapboxy in this thread?

I echo Aunt Carol in that many of these patients are unaware of what swamp they're wading into as even surgeons are extremely cagey and evasive about the honest outcomes of these procedures; these are also very often otherwise healthy people who don't have chronic health conditions to manage outside of their HRT or taking medications for ADHD, depression, bipolar and so forth which leaves them unprepared to become perpetual patients. It's one thing to jab yourself once a week or pop a pill every day, and it's another to have a collection of specialists you see every several months for various maladies for the rest of your life. They are sold the lie that it is merely a season or two of suffering before they go on to live just like anyone else when in reality, they are shackled to the medical industry for the rest of their days.

This is made even more villainous and despicable when you realize just how young many patients are; young, dumb and clueless. Combine this with the brain-melting, growth-stunting effects of puberty blockers on pediatric transitioners and it paints a harrowing picture: in the springtime of life when they should be preparing to bloom, slow, foggy-minded child experiments toddle into the offices of predatory surgeons and sign up for decades of complications that they can't even understand the gravity of all because at 8 years old, they expressed some degree of gender nonconformity and were pushed into it by adults that should've kept them safe.

Adult transitioners typically get less sympathy from me if just because many of them are derelict fetishists going through a midlife crisis who could stand to pay the pied piper the price for their hedonism, but the responsibility for truth falls squarely on the shoulders of the providers, but these surgeons crave the endless cashflow in order to buy BBLs and vacations to Bali for their mistresses and therefore should be covered in hot sauce and laid squarely between four different fire ant hills. Rate me MATI if you must.

Anyway, thread tax time.
A troon flashes the ruby red grimace of his prolapse to the world before it gets crammed back up inside of himself and rather than seem appalled and terrified at having a prolapse in a place it definitely shouldn't exist, he's bummed about not getting a "clitoral hood." Brother, what fucking clitoris would the hood even go over?
Praline_cookie12 (vaginoplasty)
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Input on revisions/ideas for improvements ​

Revision date scheduled to have a prolapse repaired. I have the option of doing aesthetic revisions at the same time. I’d really like labia rather than this mess. I’ve been told there is no way to add a clitoral hood. Not really sure what else to request. Any ideas?

Spoiler: The skin around his pelvis leads me to believe he is rather old.

On the last episode that MissionApplication97 starred in, he robbed many a man, woman and child of their belief in a benevolent higher power when he filmed himself... "squirting." Mercifully, the pictures he showcases now are much dryer, though in higher definition his crotch looks a lot dumber than anticipated. (Naturally, the psycho-phants in the comment section remark that his results look "totally cis," though comically some deliver some snark by suggesting that even if it looks natal, it doesn't look "pretty.")
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[>1yr] ZD vaginoplasty, Mass Gen ​

Hi dolls! My pussy is officially past 1yr. At this point I’d consider all aesthetic/cosmetic change to be complete. Functionally it works well; I can urinate and orgasm with no difficulty. I get wet on arousal as well. The negatives: no sensation in the urethral threshold, and hardness around the urethra during arousal due to blood rushing (not erectile tissue). My team was Dr Jonathan Winograd and Dr Youngwu Kim.

I have been regularly having sex with it for a while, mostly with cis women; none have ever raised an eye at anything, especially because other women tend not to ask questions when asked not to penetrate.

Regardless I am worried it does not look natal or ‘pretty’ and would appreciate any advice or reality checks yall have.

At some point I plan on a deepening surgery thru PPT, but it’s not in the horizon right now.

Also visible in this post is the breast augmentation I got at MGH in August.

Feel free to DM me with questions!

Spoiler: Knowing that it leaks urine when he orgasms makes it uglier to me.

Heavily tattooed KatoB23 is back to show us her poultry in motion, as the floppy little psuedo-ding-dong she got saddled with simultaneously lacks in beef and has the color - and texture - of boneless, uncooked chicken. The real joke here, though, is that she wants us to be staring at her stupid little fakeballs, so make sure you look extra close at those and try not to get distracted by her fauxnis, okay?
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Visual of sitting on your ​

I'm about 9 weeks post op from testicular implants and glansplasty! I wanted to show a visual of how sitting on your nuts looks like. Im a few weeks away from finding out my stage 3 date for ED ayyy! AMA (:

(Also ignore my hands lol I was in the kitchen COOOKIN it up)

Spoiler: KFC, or Kentucky Female Chicken.

Now for some text posts.
Some people dream of going to the stars, others of exploring hidden depths in the sea, but this li'l dood has the most unrealistic goal of all: wanting to stand and piss like all the real boys do. Unfortunately for her, her first round of arm mutilation failed and now doctors are advising she sacrifice her other arm, which she is debating because she wants nothing more than to urinate upright. "I'm a tenacious motherfucker," she says, but seems far too comfortable sacrificing both arms at the altar of phalloplasty even though she says she has a creative, hands-on career ahead of her.
meatsweatman (Dr. Farrulla; radial forearm-flap (RFF) phalloplasty)
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Surgeons that use other sites for UL?​

I’m in a slightly unique situation. I had phallo last year but the flap failed entirely. My most important goal is standing to pee, and the meta team in my area doesn’t think I will be able to stand to pee with meta due to too much labia tissue being used in the failed phallo. He said I have the minimum amount, but he thinks with no wiggle room it will put me at an extremely high risk of complications. He recommended I try for phallo again. While I am considering it, it would mean using my dominant arm, which comes with its own risks and complications.
My question is, does anyone know of meta surgeons that would be able to take what I have downstairs and supplement the tissue with another site, like a cheek graft for example? I am just trying to see all my options, and they are sadly disappearing before me. I appreciate everyone here posting their questions, experiences, and photos. Thanks in advance.

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Guys who had RFF twice?​

I am looking for some perspective from folks who have had a similar experience as me.
I had RFF stage 1 in late November 2025 with Dr. Farrulla at OHSU. Unfortunately I had complications with blood clots twice in the hospital; first time they fixed it in surgery, second time surgery was not able to save it. I unfortunately lost the flap completely. Obviously I am devastated. Years of planning, saving PTO, thousands of dollars in electrolysis. All for nothing. My left arm has healed extremely well so far at least. I am back to work full duty and am still doing physically therapy every other week to regain full strength.
Now, my most important goal of phallo was UL. Last week I had a consult with Dr. Dugi at OHSU since he does metoidioplasty and I thought as long as I can stand to pee I would be satisfied with meta. He said that since they used some of my labia tissue in the phallo surgery there isn’t enough to cover the UL portion for meta. He suggested I try for phallo again.
I spoke with Dr. Farrulla yesterday and she said she does not do dominant arm RFF. She said that minor swelling, tightness, and loss of mobility are felt more prominently in the dominant hand than the non dominant. She is going to talk to Berli and Peter’s about my case and see what they think is possible for me.
All this is to say, are there any folks out there who did RFF twice? What was your experience like? How is the functionality of your dominant arm? I feel like if my right hand turns out like my left has I would be okay.
I also posted in the meta sub asking if anyone knows of surgeons who might use another donor site to supplement tissue for UL, such as an inner cheek. I will be reaching out to them as well. My options seem to be shrinking before me everywhere I turn, but I am hoping I will find a viable path for me. UL has always been most important, but I also lead a physical life and use my hands for creativity as well as my job, so functionality is important too. I’m a tenacious motherfucker and I am going to exhaust every option available. Thanks for reading.

A gayden (i.e., a heterosexual female) is bereft that her poor health means she can never have her chance on the runway of the operating table, feeling isolated from her "fellow" gay men who talk about cocksucking and assgobbling with reckless impunity as she withers quietly in the background. But never shall a Sister of the Pronoun Pin weep alone: commenters rally around her for support and encourage her to give surgery a try anyway, with one user saying "I have pretty bad EDS, missing a valve in my heart, blood pressure issues, gastroparesis, and mostly use a electric wheelchair to get about. There's definitely more safety concerns from surgeons but IT IS DOABLE!" Well, with such a ringing endorsement like that, are we to see OP's results here in our hallowed hall of shame one of these days? Only time will tell...
tooootsy
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Sad that i cant have phallo & more​

I dont know if these posts are allowed so I apologize in advance.
Ill never be healthy enough for any surgery, not even top. Hrt isnt enough anymore. Passing doesnt mean anything because once the clothes are off, im not a man anymore. My earliest childhood memories are wishing i were a boy with boy parts. I have severe hEDS, scoliosis, slipped discs, heart and blood pressure issues. I can never become a strong gentlemen who helps carry things. Ill never pee standing up or go to a bathhouse or even just take my shirt off. I cant just make friends or mingle with people and feel normal, you always have something to disclose because as a trans person you're nobodys default. Even as a gay man its worse because your pool becomes even smaller. I honestly just dont even really know lgbt culture in general (songs, movies, references, whatever you can think of) and have always felt othered in that way as well. There's nowhere i fit in or belong, even amongst people who are supposedly like me. No matter how progressive of an area you live in, even gay humor centers around sucking dick or eating ass, so having a vagina just feels like being outside of a window looking in, knowing you don't really belong and nobody really sees you. I just dont feel like a real man. Knowing I can probably never handle surgery or recovery and that I cant have the body ive always dreamed of has crushed my confidence. I dont go out and I have no friends. I dont want to live life knowing I can't really be what I want the way I always wanted.

A tranny who heard bad rumors about a plastic surgeon is shocked to find that the doctor's reputation was well-earned, and rather than sit and think about what a fucking retard he was for ignoring everybody else's warnings, he adds a warning of his own to the pile - though because he's a giant pussy he won't show us the results. Boo!
Defiant_Chest3243 (Dr. Kuperstock; facial feminization surgery (FFS))
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Awful FFS experience with Kuperstock, unsure what to do​

Just wanted to let you all know that I had surgery with this man about 2 years ago and still hate everything he did to me. He quite literally half-assed my face. I look an extremely small fraction different because of how little he did. He hyped me up for a surgery he did not have the skills to deliver on, end of story. I am not posting any pictures or going into detail too much for privacy but going by the reputation Kuperstock has in the community hopefully people believe me. I've seen other patients of his calling those critical of his work "trolls" and that is honestly so disgusting. Girls, please listen to what others say about this guy and avoid him.

Regular cast member WolfMan275 talks about finally understanding what exactly men despise about condoms because her stupid fake dick has swelling issues due to the fact that it is an aberration against God's law and is constantly trying to crawl off of her body in order to seek blessed forgiveness someplace else. Because of the discomfort, of course, she's been having unprotected sex, so I ask again for the mercy of the future superbug overlords as they overtake society due to our hubris.
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I see why condoms are so hated by cis-men now (lmao)​

I was always anxious about how snug condoms were (I had ALT done, have a thicker girth) so I ended up just not using them during sex (not recommending this btw). I had a complication about a week after my phallus creation surgery where my dick damn near exploded, and I had to be taken back to the OR so they could fix whatever was going on. And fortunately, they did. But long story short, my body seems to like to swell pretty damn easily- even after my liposuction surgeries as well. So out of that fear, I didn’t use them. Recently I thought I’d bring condoms to my next appointment w/ my surgeon. I planned to ask my surgeon in person how the condom looked and if the color of my dick was okay, the level of tightness, etc. And he gave me the green light. But the condom still felt tight! It was not pleasurable. And now I see why cis men hate them hahah.

 

[Sloppa]

I'm glad to hear your recovery went well and that it wasn't too serious. My heart goes out to you and the difficulty you endured.

PARAMEDIC

 

[Accidental Protege]

The rest of this post shall be text posts, and I have quite a lot of them, so take an intermission if you haven't yet to grab a snack and take a trip to the loo - and when you're relieving yourself, remember: do not take for granted the ease with which you can do so.

Not beating the “JKR’s secret KF account” rumo(u)rs with that!

 

[Positron]

Last week I had a consult with Dr. Dugi at OHSU

That's the butcher who supposedly operated on Philip "ADF" DeLici!

 

[Sloppa]

I'm glad to hear your recovery went well and that it wasn't too serious. My heart goes out to you and the difficulty you endured.

You don't even know how far I'm "locked in"

If WW3 happens, I would die for the UK medical system,

 

[Owner of a Lonely Hole]

Spoiler: The skin around his pelvis leads me to believe he is rather old.

He says he has a toddler in his reddit comment history…so probably not.

 

[I call shenanigans]

He says he has a toddler in his reddit comment history…so probably not.

He’s a man. You don’t need to be a young male to make sperm. Men don’t have a biological clock the way women do.

 

[Shakira Flabbergasted]

Men don’t have a biological clock the way women do.

They kinda do, but it's more about how many chromosomes you want your kid to have than the possibility of having one.

 

[neverendingmidi]

Here’s pics of him before and after:
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His FFS included type 3 forehead reconstruction, a rhinoplasty, and a sliding genioplasty. I wouldn’t say he passed “extremely well” before, as he seems to have some weird proportions, but to his credit, he wasn’t an ogrehon freak. I think the surgeries only emphasized his massive pinhead, and I’m sure his body is clocking him in ways he’ll never realize. Also seems to have some tranorexia going on too. Sucks to suck, broke tranny!

Remember, you can never trust a still photo of trannies. You can see him in the “after” tucking his chin, hiding his adam’s apple, and god only knows how many filters were used.

Only if they happen to be a background person in another’s photo by accident, will you see what they actually look like.

 

[Otterly]

A troon flashes the ruby red grimace of his prolapse to the world before it gets crammed back up inside of himself and rather than seem appalled and terrified at having a prolapse in a place it definitely shouldn't exist, he's bummed about not getting a "clitoral hood."

Jeeeez, look at the shininess of it… this looks like his bits got burned off with acid. Or maybe it’s just a new exciting technique!
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