I am a 16 year old man. I have been scared I have been trans for 3 months. The reason is, I am aroused by the idea of being bimboified and forcefully turned into a woman. I never had this before excessive porn use as I showed no signs in childhood and early puberty. I also am pretty sure I’ve got ocd about this as I obsessively ask myself questions to figure this out. E.g: if I could press a button and be a woman permanently would I do it? I ask myself this everyday and the answer is commonly no because I enjoy being a man and like the idea of growing up and being a father. I suppose I see the trans path as scary and the ‘bad ending’. Mind you, if I were to press this button, I doubt I would enjoy my decision as after the sexual novelty wears off, I feel as though I would be uncomfortable as a woman and I wouldn’t be expressing my true self. I have got no signs of dysphoria either though I am told by the nice folks at r/AskAGP that it is possible to develop dysphoria so idk, really scared about that tbh. So: reasons for -I’m aroused around the idea of being a woman -I have spent extensive time questioning (could be the result of ocd)
Reasons against: -I like my appearance as a man and am proud of the muscle I have gained -I like socialising with males and would feel this to be awkward if I presented feminine -I have no gender dysphoria -I may feel uncomfortable as a woman(this is not something I a certain of tho) -I don’t really want to transition to be more feminine -not good at socialising with women (average gym bro type shit) -all in all, I look forward to getting older as a man and wouldn’t want to get older as a woman.
This is long winded and a bit of a rant so thanks for making it here. I’m just struggling to come to a conclusion cuz I hate this fetish and I’ve read so much telling me that it’s gender dysphoria. Have a nice day
