🐮 Lolcow Andrew Peter Carlson / Anaiah Carlson / Tamarlover / Xtamarlover - Jewish/Christian Wannabe Cult Leader, Stalker, Ugly af, dogfucker, mayor of spitsville

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Baby Yoda said:
Hey Andrew. I was reading stories about people who got HIV and I found one that Id like to share. Its on a website called forums.poz.com.

"I'm a 50 year old gay guy and recently tested positive. Here's my story...... for about 15 years now I've been having a lot of sex. Bathouses, sex clubs, on line, where ever I can find it. I used to be mostly bottom (with condoms) but about the past 12 years or so it's been me on top...and 90% of that time it's bare...I just don't like condoms...I know, stupid and I knew the risks. I would get tested about every 6 months and figured I was doing something right if I was topping the amount of guys I was topping and still testing negative. I knew a majority of the guys were poz...or assumed so if they were taking anonymous loads at sex clubs they sure weren't virgin boy scouts! :-) My partner is poz. I have a lot of friends that are poz. It was a big part of my life but like I said I was doing what I was doing and remaining negative. If I bottomed I made them wear a condom. I would sometimes swallow but that was rare and I assume that's fairly safe. I was just going along having a great time. Everything in my life is going pretty smooth....I have a great partner, a nice paid for house, a car, a great job and I just turned 50. I was in Hawaii on business and was bored. I was on a hook up site and this massage therapist was on there trying to get clients, I wanted a massage and thought it was going to be just that. I was wrong. I would have liked a little happy ending but got much more than that. He massaged me for about 10 min then started playing with my ass....it was nice...but then it turned very violent. He held me down and stuck it in, fucked me really hard and would not let me up. There was blood and it hurt. I could have probably overpowered him but I was playing along with what I assumed was his fantasy. I didn't really think he would cum in me and if he did just assumed he would be neg. since he didn't talk about that. He left and I was sore and bleeding and worried. I should have gone to the Dr. right away but I was out of town and I really thought he wouldn't have done that to me if he was poz. I was wrong.....I took the home oral test about a month later and it came back neg. But it must have been too soon because I then went to the dr. and tested poz. I think he was trying to poz people...I don't know why but I think he was mad at himself for having it and wanted to pass it on. So, now my life has changed. I feel so stupid that after all this time and seeing so many people die of this disease that I have it too. I should have known better. Even with all the sex I had and topping I didn't think I could get it.....all it took was that one time."
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You dont have to pretend you found someone else's story. Its ok that this happened to you. Theyve made great progress in treating those with HIV so you should be around for at least a few more years.
 
Trombonista said:
Are you trying to get him to make this face?
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Someone tried to talk him into Dogecoin, those post-soviet currencies at least aren't designed to lose value over time :)

Anaiah Carlson said:
You dont have to pretend you found someone else's story. Its ok that this happened to you. Theyve made great progress in treating those with HIV so you should be around for at least a few more years.
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@Baby Yoda you got roasted by Andrew :(
 
Iamfrigide said:
Except for that whole stalking and iwillloveyouandneverletyougoandifyoutrytoleavemeiwillkillusboth.
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Last part is incorrect. "iwillkillisboth". That aint gonna happen. If they are dead then how can they be stalked? Cant stalk a dead person. So for me there is zero chance of that ever happening. I stalk for love. If the thought ever occurs to kill someone, then evidently I dont love them. If i dont love them then the entire impetus to target them disappears does it not? People who kill exes or those who rejected them do so purely out of hatred and anger. Say what you will but my socalled stalking behaviors have no hate or anger behind them but only love, compassion, and mercy. I refuse to accept defeat in relationships because of my belief that healing, restoration of friendship, and second chances are essential for healthy cognitive development. The relationships I have had that are absolutely worth it to fight for, those I will fight extremely hard for. Now my ex Lyndsey, I tried to fight for her though not nearly as hard. But what dissuaded me from her is the level of her evil towards me, the extent of her deluded state of mind, and the difficulty of finding her anywhere online. And as a general rule, I prefer any stalking behaviors to be online. In Lyndseys case, I have thought about seeing her in person some day, but Im very afraid of what she would do if she saw me again. She thinks I was some kind of horrible predator towards her, so shed be inclined to try to defend herself lethally if she deemed it necessary. And what she deems is very unstable and off the mark, so I dont risk it. Losing my life over her is not worth it. But for anyone I trust not to hurt me, then I could see them in person again some day without fearing for my life.
 
Anaiah Carlson said:
In Lyndseys case, I have thought about seeing her in person some day, but Im very afraid of what she would do if she saw me again. She thinks I was some kind of horrible predator towards her, so shed be inclined to try to defend herself lethally if she deemed it necessary. And what she deems is very unstable and off the mark, so I dont risk it. Losing my life over her is not worth it. But for anyone I trust not to hurt me, then I could see them in person again some day without fearing for my life.
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The court agreed with her, I'm assuming twice give how tight lipped you'd been after she found this thread. This post is the first time I remember you using her name in quite a while, although I have been on and off of the farms. Has anything run out? Your 'I will heal you whether you like it or not' mentality seems to not find favor with your love interests, the judicial system, or the public at large. But I know, we're all wrong. Go make a million dollars on the stock market and then give it to some needy thots. Their husbands want new jetskis or dope if they're Marshall.
 
break these cuffs said:
The court agreed with her, I'm assuming twice give how tight lipped you'd been after she found this thread. This post is the first time I remember you using her name in quite a while, although I have been on and off of the farms. Has anything run out? Your 'I will heal you whether you like it or not' mentality seems to not find favor with your love interests, the judicial system, or the public at large. But I know, we're all wrong. Go make a million dollars on the stock market and then give it to some needy thots. Their husbands want new jetskis or dope if they're Marshall.
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Lyndsey is my first ex. From 2010. She didnt do anything in court to me. No restraining orders or anything like that.
 
DSP's Tax Lawyer said:
@Anaiah Carlson what do you know about Marshall's death?
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How or why would I know anything?

Meddling with Melinda's affairs i dont do anymore. So if anything even happened, youll have to find out yourself somehow. Im trying to be a reformed stalker. No more stalking. I just got rejected from a coworker who is ignoring me and wont reply to my messages and instead of stalking im being cool about it. See im making progress. Dont try to sabotage my progress now by encouraging me to stalk people.
 
Anaiah Carlson said:
How or why would I know anything?

Meddling with Melinda's affairs i dont do anymore. So if anything even happened, youll have to find out yourself somehow. Im trying to be a reformed stalker. No more stalking. I just got rejected from a coworker who is ignoring me and wont reply to my messages and instead of stalking im being cool about it. See im making progress. Dont try to sabotage my progress now by encouraging me to stalk people.
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Not trying to accuse you of anything dude. Just wanted to see if you had some inside info that we didn't have about his death. All we have is a facebook post about her being widowed and a GoFundMe claiming he died but no obituary
 
Anaiah Carlson said:
How or why would I know anything?

Meddling with Melinda's affairs i dont do anymore. So if anything even happened, youll have to find out yourself somehow. Im trying to be a reformed stalker. No more stalking. I just got rejected from a coworker who is ignoring me and wont reply to my messages and instead of stalking im being cool about it. See im making progress. Dont try to sabotage my progress now by encouraging me to stalk people.
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Good Andrew. We are proud of you
:)
 
Anaiah Carlson said:
How or why would I know anything?

Meddling with Melinda's affairs i dont do anymore. So if anything even happened, youll have to find out yourself somehow. Im trying to be a reformed stalker. No more stalking. I just got rejected from a coworker who is ignoring me and wont reply to my messages and instead of stalking im being cool about it. See im making progress. Dont try to sabotage my progress now by encouraging me to stalk people.
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You killed Marshall you absolute alpha male. Now it is time to claim your prize and dominate Melinda's worn out pushy and rename all her kids to names that please you. You've earned this.
 
Anaiah Carlson said:
How or why would I know anything?

Meddling with Melinda's affairs i dont do anymore. So if anything even happened, youll have to find out yourself somehow. Im trying to be a reformed stalker. No more stalking. I just got rejected from a coworker who is ignoring me and wont reply to my messages and instead of stalking im being cool about it. See im making progress. Dont try to sabotage my progress now by encouraging me to stalk people.
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How are your stocks doing lately, mate?
 
Begemot said:
How are your stocks doing lately, mate?
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Eh not so good. Im at $15,000 in actual profit, but only $4,000 in my account. So that means I spent so much of the money not just the profit but also the initial money I put in.

I met someone on facebook dating she asked me if we could meet up. I think it would be really cool if we hit it off
 
Anaiah Carlson said:
Eh not so good. Im at $15,000 in actual profit, but only $4,000 in my account. So that means I spent so much of the money not just the profit but also the initial money I put in.

I met someone on facebook dating she asked me if we could meet up. I think it would be really cool if we hit it off
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Don't get too attached, mate....
 
Thanks. But there is one compatibility which makes a long shot. Her profile says she doesnt want kids. Im gonna see why and if its clear shes adamant about never having kids thats a deal breaker. But i believe in giving it some time to see if she is flexible at all in that issue. I wouldnt want to miss someone great because they temporarily had decided they didnt want to have kids but then later in they maybe change their mind having a change if heart about the issue. So im gonna get to know her see if we have chemistry and if things are going great i can ask about it
 
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